Chapter 181: Monk
Seeing that it was just a girl, Li Su pressed her head to the ground and asked sharply, "Who are you?" ”
I was stunned for a while, hurriedly pulled Li Suxin away, held the girl's shoulder, and asked in an almost trembling voice: "...... Snow? How could it be you? ”
Seeing that it was a person I knew and a girl who looked thin, Li Suxin put away her hostility, took a step back and looked at her and then looked at me and asked, "Director Lu, do you know this person?" ”
I didn't rush to answer Li Suxin's question, looking at Xia Xue in front of me who buried her head on the ground and refused to raise her face, my heart ached.
"Snow, why are you here? What are you doing? ”
Xia Xue didn't answer, buried her face tightly in the grass, folded her arms together, and dug her slender fingers into the dirt......
Li Suxin and I looked at each other, planning to drag her up and ask for clarification.
But at this time, Xia Xue groaned hoarsely, and her thin body trembled slightly.
She suddenly raised her hand and pushed me, buried her face on the ground and murmured: "You go, you go"
Over, Xia Xue trembled and got up, straightened the hat on her head, and turned her back to me. sniffed: "Lu Xia, don't ask, okay?" I beg you to ......"
Xia Xue shrank and walked forward step by step with his thin body. The stars are shrouded, and the cold winter nights are particularly bleak. I saw Xia Xue's lonely shadow Zhuo Zhuo standing alone, and it was so pitiful in the lonely and cold night.
"Snow ......" I shouted at her back, trying to catch up, but was pulled by Li Suxin behind me.
"Director Lu!" Li Suxin stopped me, frowned and shook his head: "The last thing a girl wants to be embarrassed to see is her." ”
Suddenly, my eyes itched, and I subconsciously rubbed it, and there was a faint pain in my heart.
Thinking of Xia Xiaxue's words begging me not to ask, I nodded to Li Suxin, swallowed my throat and explained, "She is my ex-girlfriend." ”
Li Suxin seemed to understand something, and looked at me and was speechless.
The cold wind is raging, and the moon is as cool as water! In the long boulevard, I watched Xia Xue's thin figure fade away until it disappeared at the end of sight, blurring .......
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February is soon over, and those inconsequential miles of life, like spring flowers, bloom overnight, but quietly wither.
After spending Valentine's Day without love and the Lantern Festival without family reunion, Guangzhou's atmosphere gradually became hot, and beautiful girls in thin shirts and short skirts and brothers wearing shorts and T-shirts began to appear on the street.
I still can't integrate into the life circle of Guangzhou, and every time I deal with various jobs in the company, I have more and more tacit understanding with Li Suxin. The career is thriving, like a day.
But in my private life, I seem to be suffering from some kind of depression, and I have to resort to red wine every night to sleep.
A week before Xu Jiaojiao started school, she had to bother me, hanging on my neck like a long-armed monkey with a coquettish face: "Lu Xia, I'm going to school in Chengdu again, you will miss me, right?" ”
"Think about it! I would like to think about it by all means! I took the trouble to deal with it, but I was hoping that she would leave quickly.
"Hahaha, then you go to Chengdu to play with me! Aren't netizens also in Chengdu, let's eat hot pot together? ”
"Go, go, go!"
After Xu Jiaojiao left, my 5204 was completely deserted, and sometimes I didn't even bother to go back.
Guangzhou's nightlife is particularly rich, and if you want to go out, you will have a lot of encounters.
Sometimes I would go to a bar and talk to strange and sexy girls over the drink. I'm not particularly good at flirting with girls, but it's not hard to flirt with single girls.
Sometimes I will become emotional, go and sit alone, and after getting acquainted with the female boss, she will follow me from the hard work I used to have with the rich businessmen.
Whenever the rich businessman became a monk, the female boss would be distracted, and the cigarette between her fingers would slowly rise, drifting away into a distant dream......
First, before the performance was staged, the female boss suddenly walked up to the attic and couldn't hide her excitement to me: "Lu Xia, he's here!" ”
I still had a moment of excitement, and I didn't react until I was half-loud, and asked tightly:
"Who? Is it a wealthy businessman? ”
"He's not a rich businessman now! Yes and San."
The landlady later invited the monk to the attic.
In order to come to the bar, the monk changed into ordinary clothes and wore a peaked cap.
Seeing that my monk bowed slightly, he greeted him politely: "The donor is polite"
It's the first time I've talked to a monk when I'm so old, and I don't know why, when I hear the courtesy greetings on TV, my heart is inexplicably nostalgic.
Hurriedly stepped forward to hold the monk's hand: "Master, I have read your "The Sound of Lan Ruo Cicada", which is very good and deeply touched. ”
The monk bowed tepidly, not smiling, and there was no wave on his face: "Clumsy outside the dust!" It's hard to get to ......."
The monk is in his forties, and after the Buddha's pray, he has become more stable, and there is a sense of vicissitudes on his face, which is very charming.
Sitting down, the landlady asked the waitress to bring two cups of coffee and one cup of boiling water.
Peeking at the monk drinking tea, the female boss bumped me on the shoulder, and asked in a suppressed voice, "Lu Xia, how is my man?" Handsome! ”
The female boss raised her chin proudly at me, took a puff of her cigarette, and slowly exhaled it......
The monk may have heard the conversation between me and the female boss, put down the teacup, reached for the cigarette butt that the female boss had clamped on his finger, and snuffed it out in the ashtray: "It's better to smoke less." ”
The female boss's cheeks were slightly hot, and she was resolute, but at this moment she was well-behaved like a shy girl.
In the face of love, we will all lose ourselves, and we will also change ourselves subtly. No matter how far you go, as long as the heart that carries love is still warm, it will come back.
The monk was still worried about the female boss in his heart, and asked about her living situation from time to time.
So I think it's not too late to make amends for what kind of sin it is, as long as you sincerely change it!
I was moved by the warmth in front of me, when suddenly my mobile phone rang, and it was Hu Shanshan who sent me WeChat: "Lu Xia, my three-year volunteer teaching semester is over." ”
"Really? So what are your plans? I asked.
"I haven't thought about it yet! I'm a little reluctant to have the kids here, but I'm going to keep it if I stay. "She's struggling.
"Then let's change the environment!" I made a decisive decision for her.
"Why?" She asked.
"Because ,,, I can't stand a long-distance relationship anymore!"
Every time I come to Wanggui, I will turn over the past scenes and sort them out in the soft music. Maybe it's like Xia Xue, deep in my heart, I have always hidden the girl who has warmed me countless cold winters and summers, and that is the direction of my heart.
Some love has already started since I haven't met you yet!