One of the principles of working the night shift here, the weather outside is bad, and the staff on duty needs to be on duty with the courage to be on duty. After a sudden power outage, there are some problems that need to be dealt with immediately to prevent accidents. After a power outage, you don't notice it, and it doesn't take long for another call to come in, and there is a problem with the equipment, and you will be responsible.

Wang Yan survived the bloody mouth of the first lesson, and the next few similar night shifts were also beaten stronger and stronger each time, so strong that this time I only felt some ripples in my heart. Sister Hu is a good person, she did not tell you about her ugly state in the world, and accepted the guidance of the world.

Pershing's mobile phone rang again, and he spoke softly into the phone, and Wang Yan guessed that it was her eldest brother. What feelings are getting weaker and weaker. Tenderness is like water, as joyful as a little girl, so that the words spoken become righteous ghost words.

Use the mentality of a bystander to look at the people and things around you, with a clear context and organization, which makes people feel like watching a drama and eating melons.

"My own mother, I'm in charge, I don't need to worry about my eldest brother. Just take care of your mom. Having a child is something that the two of us share, and not having children is not a factor for me alone. Because you have a child, you don't also take medicine for several years. We're all half-pounded and eighty-taels. ”

Wang Yan repeatedly read the message her mother had given her.

"I know about your dad. He's looking for me, you go home first after the night shift, don't take the bus. Take a taxi back, and your mother will pay for you. ”

When the family problem of chicken feathers fell on Wang Yan's head, the trivial matters of the colleague's family were not of much interest, and they didn't want to listen to it, and they inadvertently got into their ears, and they had to listen. Entering the body, mixing some substances to play a fermentation reaction. The recent events in the family were arranged in Wang Yan's mind, and they showed their heads in the brain in categories. Countless different thoughts bite each other and compete for dominance. Pick up your phone and type this paragraph.

"This is the father you chose for me, what kind of vision you have. You solve these things for me, and tell him not to bother me. ”

After the message was sent, Wang Yan's mood was a little relaxed. Pershing had already finished the phone call, and returned to the duty room after copying the data from the pump room, and asked Wang Yan how to arrange the time to see the equipment at night.

Wang Yan thought for a while, the sound of the iron sheet being hit in his ears continued, and Wang Yan's mood was still in the heavy team, and he did not come out.

"Sister Pan, you can rest first. I'll leave it to me here. I'll leave it to you tomorrow morning's report. ”

Someone took the initiative to take on the job, and under the temptation of such benefits, how could Pershing not agree.

Pershing went to the locker room and closed the door, and Wang Yan was the only one with the computer. Wang Yan picked up her phone. I saw the reply from my mother.

"You know what happened between me and your dad. I didn't choose it. ”

"He is your father, not my husband. I don't have the right to judge for you. ”

"I hate him, it's he who causes me pain. It's not because of you that I don't want to see him for the rest of my life. ”

"If it weren't for the fact that you grew up in a normal environment, would I marry him? He was already in prison. ”

"As a mother, I did my best. I am tired. Baby, give me a break. ”

Wang Yan's heart gradually became. Some thoughts in her mind dominated her fingers.

"You're not afraid of being embarrassed, you're afraid that you'll get married if you lose your job." After this message was typed, reason took the lead, and the finger quickly clicked to delete, the voice in my heart, if my mother insisted back then, I would not have been born, and I would not have lived until now.

"See you tomorrow."

After sending it, I felt that something was missing, and after thinking about it, I added another sentence. "I'm sorry."

Put the phone next to the mouse, look around, you are the only one left here, close the door of the duty room, and the heart will have a little sense of security.

Wang Yanxin was trembling while being contradictory. When people come to this world, they can't choose your family, and they can't choose your parents, but why is God so unfair to let yourself be reincarnated into such a family, with such parents. Ridiculous yourself, there will be people envy you for such a life.

want to laugh, the smile is blocked by the ice; I wanted to cry, but my tears dried up under the hat of reason; If you want to vent, behind the double facts of time and place, you can only collect it inside the body and deal with it yourself.

The phone is vibrating, pick up the phone, it is the prompt sound of WeChat message. Nearly a little who will have so much time.

"Daddy's little princess, when do you have time?"

Looking at the title, Wang Yan didn't fight anywhere. It's that I work the night shift by myself, and my mother sent a point, saying that for the sake of my health, don't use your brain too much in the early morning. And why is this man so confident that I will care about the nearly 300,000 yuan. I have invested in stocks since I was a child, and then I made a small profit. It's just tens of thousands less than that money.

Since seeing those materials at her uncle's house, in front of her aunt and mother, Wang Yan's attitude towards her father has always been very clear in her heart, resenting that man. is good for his own daughter, and he also needs the child's mother to spend money to buy it. The act of spending money to buy it should belong to the employment relationship. As a result, the man also used this to tell his daughter, Dad is good to you, really good to you, very good, and I have participated in your growth.

Blood affection, parenting and upbringing obligations are marked with a price, so that children can say what they say and how they look. If you have money, you can use it to support yourself. What to give the child.

Wang Yan wanted to edit a text message to tell the man, don't disturb my life, you get out. I tried a few times, but I didn't get down. I'm afraid that I won't be able to sleep all night.

I'm afraid it didn't happen to Wang Yan, but it was reflected in Wang Qiang, waiting for his daughter's reply until 8 o'clock in the morning.

Pershing patted Wang Yan on the shoulder, and Wang Yan, who was lying on the table, showed a red little face.

looked at Sister Pan and pointed to the locker room, tacitly understanding that Xin understood her intentions.

Lying on a bench, multiple thoughts are fighting in my head.

"If I give birth to you, you should listen to me and raise me."

"I've given you child support, and you'll have to forgive me."

"Can there be you without us? What are you hesitating about, kid? ”

"We're all for you."

……

None of you do it for yourselves, but for yourselves. I want to do it for myself, I just want myself.

The sound of thunder seemed to split the house, and the rapid beat of the drum put Wang Yan in the center of the ambush on all sides. Fear, loneliness, helplessness try to awaken the strength in the heart. Shi Lei's words appeared in her ears unexpectedly.

"You're a little princess, always."

I'm not. The throat was clamped and could not be sounded, and when I opened my eyes in excitement, the sky was already bright, and the dark clouds dissipated at some point. Glancing at my phone, it's half past six.

Morning work begins.

Author's Note: Nurturing, raising, supporting, is this a causal cycle?

Countdown to the end.