Life is meaningful only when people have something to do every day. Such words became Yan Yan's verbal bullet, and Wang Yan's ears were nonsense. For the time being, I don't have the courage to blurt out the word nonsense, but I don't want to put the identity of the nanny in the laundry and cooking place into practice. The label can't be put on for too long, but I'm afraid that I won't be able to take it off. Since childhood, my mother has been taking care of herself in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation, and after the role reversal, she understands that there is a deep sense of righteousness in it, and she will rub her dissatisfaction in her heart.

Today is the weekend, and it is still a mother's working day, what is this embodiment, only Wang Yan understands in her heart. At noon, make a fried rice with the rest of the meal, and mix several dishes and rice into a smorgasbord. Red, green, yellow, white, and purple are dotted on the white rice, giving it a pleasing visual feel.

Enjoying the food and flipping through the circle of friends. Zitong Xiaonizi's latest state moved Wang Yan. Knowing that she was admitted, I was also happy for her, and when I saw her posting the admission letter, I would still feel a sense of sadness, was it envy? Not like. Is it jealousy? No. It's a bit like grass envy insects that can walk, and mice envy bats that can fly. The next step is to find a new job or continue your education.

Wang Yan laughed out loud, and before she left here, she planned to leave here to do something. The thought is a little ahead, but it can make the brain appear fresh for a long time, and the heart is a little reluctant and greedy.

The weight of the brain hides the desire for things, and the rest is put in the lunch box and eaten at night. It's another day of lack of energy, but the weight doesn't give the face, and it's always on the way with only a lot more, so that you can't catch the other party's routine, what kind of cards to play. The people around her told her that it was the sequelae of the night shift, Wang Yan didn't want to admit it, lack of sleep caused physical changes, how could she not know as the owner.

Wang Qiang came to the door again, took the card containing the money, and stuffed it into his daughter's hand. Behaviors, movements, and expressions exude a majestic coercive force, these are pressed on Wang Yan's body, conditional emission dominates the brain, and the skills of the performance cover the whole body, telling his father: "I am in a hurry to work the night shift, and I will be late if the time is delayed." I'll talk about it after I get off work. ”

Wang Yan left in a hurry to chase the bus. After getting in the car, I put the stone in my heart for a while.

Wang Qiang stared at the direction of his daughter's departure for a long time. I didn't call myself dad and used to be sweet and soft to call 'Bobo', this is a pit dug by myself, and it is most appropriate to jump by myself. Self-inflicted makes the world worse and disordered, and the straw itself is easy to break, and even bends are common.

Wang Yan hurried to catch up and finally got the shuttle bus to the station at the transfer station, saving the money for calling a car to the station, which is really gratifying. With a fairly familiar attitude towards Sister Pan, I started this night shift that was not particularly busy.

There are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, people have good and bad luck, this common saying, Wang Yan only thought of the former, just arrived at the station on the clear sky, night and face change at the same time, how can people carefully distinguish whether there is a moon and stars hanging on the night.

Wind and rain and thunder and lightning, the impetuousness in Wang Yan's heart covered up the fear of beating. Pershing called his father and asked about his mother. Wang Yan didn't know what happened in Sister Pershing's house. Listen to Pershing repeating such words over and over again.

"I'm going to have children."

"I can have a child."

"I will give birth to a child and make you grandpa."

"I'll let our family have a third generation."

The increasing frequency of children's words allows Wang Yan to guess the content. Thinking of his father's attitude towards himself with the money before going to the night shift, I had a feeling of helplessness and hesitation that I wanted to vomit and couldn't vomit no matter how hard I tried.

After Pershing put down the phone, he found Wang Yan standing not far away, wanting to sigh at what he said into the phone. There is a kind of weakness that does not dare to look directly into the eyes of the other party. "Makes you laugh."

This sentence sounds a little strange to Wang Yan, what does this have to do with jokes. "I overheard it, don't be angry. Tomorrow and Sunday, Sister Pan can leave first if she has something, and I will stay and take over. ”

The things in my heart are destined to have no way to hide my expression. "No, thank you. I have something at home, but I'm not in a hurry, my mother is hospitalized, and it's good to have my dad with me. ”

"Auntie is fine."

"Cerebral infarction, sent to the hospital in time, temporarily fine. is always looking forward to being able to be a grandmother. And I failed to get pregnant this month. ”

The calm description cast a grim look over her expressionless face, and Pershing made the air tainted with hers, solemn and gray. The thunderstorms inside and outside the house echo each other, and the thunder and lightning echo each other, spreading the depression into this small space to the greatest extent.

Working at night is not a pleasant thing, and suppressing escalates the displeasure, Wang Yan is a little incomprehensible. Thinking of the marriage formed by his parents for more than 20 years because of himself, this kind of incomprehension is even deeper, and there are some bitter and painful points. Adults want to have children just for the sake of their own hearts and to block the contempt of the world, and they don't pay attention to how they face the world regardless of the children, whether they want to come to this world or not, and whether they accept such a life.

"Is it that important to have children? You have to go with the flow. After the words were spoken, Wang Yan realized that she was very fake, and she didn't dare to come out with her true thoughts at all.

"It's important to me. Very important. It's true. Pershing's eyes sparkled, and he spread the obsession in his heart to the surface.

Wang Yan saw a new side of Sister Pan, when she first met her, she was not like this, how could people change so much in nearly a year.

"Sister Pan, you have changed a little. A year ago, you just regretted that you didn't have children, but you couldn't. ”

Pershing was silent for a moment, then spoke; "You've found it all. I became. I don't know. During the Qingming Festival, we went to the hospital to check our body and said that there was nothing wrong with our body and all indicators were normal. We tried to have children, but it didn't work, and the cost of IVF was too high. If you can have a child normally, you should also choose to have a normal pregnancy. ”

"In a few days, there may be good news."

"I just tested with a pregnancy test last night and am not pregnant. Because of this incident, there are always quarrels at home, quarrels between the elderly, quarrels between us, and quarrels with the elderly. The relationship between us is also getting weaker and weaker. The love and sweetness of the past can't save much now, but we are used to each other and don't want to change anymore, it's troublesome. ”

Wang Yan thought of her first love in the past, thought of Su Peng and the happy life of the countryside, and welcomed the third generation with hope. I used to be in the habit and didn't want to change, but you can't touch the other party's mind. After the emergence of more attractive, change does not dislike trouble. "You'll get what you want."

"I hope."

Author's Note: What is life?