He looked at the top of the stairs and heard a very suppressed choking from there, sobbing like a knife into his heart.

That must be Wang Menglai...

The river flew out at once, like an arrow that had been stretched and let go, but had just run four steps and then stopped in a hurry. In these four steps, his mind began to spin again-

The words that Wang Meng had said many times began to echo in his mind: "Go your own way, leave me alone." ”

At this moment, he wanted to obediently listen to Wang Menglai's words, but after thinking about it, if she was really allowed to survive these moments alone, would there be no hope in her heart? And what strength can such a family give her? If she goes on without hope, will she return to her cold and gloomy appearance before?

So he'd rather be selfish. It's all because of selfishness. Selfishly didn't care about how sad Wang Menglai would be after he was gone, to become her strength to stand up, to be her light.

After figuring it out, the dozen or so steps in front of her were extremely firm, and he was full of hope.

Bypassing the bend, Wang Menglai sat at the top of the stairs, with his back to him. Her back looks a lot thinner, and when I think back to the first time I saw her, she was still a little fat and cute. The staircase was so quiet, as if they could hear each other's hearts.

Wang Menglai didn't move, she had been sitting quietly looking out the window, looking at the clouds slowly floating outside the window, and the sun that was not warm. It's not the sun, it's herself. Her heart was cold, as if she was already frozen.

The heart-rending cry came from downstairs again, and when he stood here, he realized that it was not Wang Menglai who was crying.

Also, how could a person like her cry when she just said something like that?

Jiang He stretched his brows with confidence, and the waves in his heart instantly calmed down. He walked towards her.

Wang Menglai didn't look back, she was educating people again, with a lot of relief:

"It's okay, don't always think about being someone else's light, I don't need your support in my life, I've survived for so many years, I don't need you to take all the good at this time. It's up to me to really stand up. ”

Jiang He chuckled, as if he had hidden a spring flower in his heart: "How do you know that I want to be your light?" ”

He sat down next to Wang Menglai and looked at her sideways, her face was so calm that she couldn't tell that she had cried. Obviously at the same age, she always gave him the feeling of living like an old goblin. Her eyes seem to be accustomed to the vicissitudes of this world, so she is indifferent to the warmth and coldness of human feelings.

It was this appearance that kept her away from unnecessary interpersonal interactions.

I saw her lips move slowly: "Because you are right in front of me." Retreat and move forward, you have made your choice. ”

"Do you know how hard it is to meet you?" Jiang He took out an original Alpine from his pocket and handed it to her.

Wang Menglai didn't answer, she looked at his serious expression and shook her head: "But I don't want to hear it." ”

"Okay." Jiang He compromised, "Don't say." ”

She was in a bad mood right now, and she didn't want to face these things that made her hesitate at this time and affect her judgment.

Jiang He lowered his head and pondered for a long time, but still chose to ask her directly: "If I leave in the future, will you miss me?" ”

Such a serious question, she actually laughed.

"Think?" She seemed to hear some kind of joke, "What do you think?" ”

These two questions didn't make Jiang He sad at all, because he knew what kind of person Wang Menglai was. On the day of the quarrel, the sixth little sister relayed Wang Menglai's words to him, as if Wang Menglai was telling him.

With those words, there was no contradiction between them.

"Are you still going to drag things out like you used to?"

Wang Menglai shook her head slowly, she was also thinking: "Maybe." I don't know. If I really can't make it go on, I'll let her know what kind of person I am. ”

"You're too tolerant, she's just been relying on your tolerance to hurt you."

He was also stabbed by his own words when he said this. I don't know why, everything that should be able to stab Wang Menglai can stab him, and Wang Menglai doesn't seem to care, maybe it's just that she hides it too well.

Wang Menglai smiled again, as if he had seen through everything: "Do you think I don't know? I don't know what kind of people Wang Mengling, Zhu Xiao, Zhang Cuicui, and Wang Shunye are? Hehe, forget it. It's not good to lose a small loss, I can't get it, give it to her. ”

Jiang He was taken aback: "You've always thought so, so..?" ”

"Yes."

Right?

An inexplicable bitter taste spread to the tip of his tongue, and this pair of words made him see clearly the years that Wang Menglai had tolerated.

How can Wang Mengling be worthy of her efforts?

No

How can this family be worthy?

Wang Menglai shouldn't be such a life, if she didn't take care of her grandparents, she should have shined a long time ago, where could he see her? Because there are too many things on her shoulders, Wang Mengling can't bear it, Zhu Xiao doesn't want to face it, Wang Shunye is for Wang Mengling, Zhang Cuicui's preference, so it can only be her.

"Do you think Zhu Xiao can be moved by you?"

"How so?" She laughed self-deprecatingly, then shook her head honestly, "Her three views have been set and can't be changed." Move? I never expected to touch her. They hate me. What about hate? That's their life. Anyway, they can't change my life. No one can stop me in the way I want to go. ”

His heart tightened: "Where do you want to go?" ”

"I don't go anywhere, I love it here, it's my hometown. As for this home, it can barely be maintained, and sooner or later it will crack. My tolerance is coming to an end. She turned to him and smiled so brightly, and she released a blinding pure light that pierced his heart once more.

The thin angular face looked even more indifferent and distant.

She smiled and lowered her head, and the smooth floor reflected Wang Menglai's tearful face, ticking and ticking, and the tears fell on the tiles, and they were also cold.

She let the tears flow freely, but she didn't dare to look up at him, and she smiled and said, "I know why you were driven by your mother." ”

Jiang He deliberately slapped his ass, because Wang Menglai was very sad. He wanted her to smile, "You're so smart, huh?" ”

"You're so wanton. They came towards me wantonly, and pushed me away wantonly. You care about yourself. Her tears gradually stopped, and she looked at herself on the other side, embarrassed and haggard, like the proud Wang Meng before. Her words were filled with memories and lightness, "That was before. Now you are different. You should have left a long time ago. ”

Jiang He sharply asked rhetorically: "Then can you be sure that your story is over?" ”

"Let's be honest, no. Everything happened with foreshadowing, and I saw it all. I was sad because I saw it, so my tears flowed. Even if you see it, there is no way to change it. The reality is really too harsh. I can't change myself just because they're all the same people. I always feel sorry for a lot of people. ”

She smiled weakly, and only after the tears in her eyes had finished did she look up at his struggling eyes, and suddenly asked,

"Do you say there are ghosts in this world?"

She didn't intend to listen to his answer, and muttered to herself:

"I hope so. I really want to see them and tell me what to do in the future. The hardest time for me was when Sister Mei and Sister Wen showed me the way, they told me how to live in this family, and they made me who I am now. Compared to the torture they endured, I was relatively easy. At least I don't have the financial pressure to feel how money can crush a person's spine. They are stronger than me. But the last chose to commit suicide, and the other was tortured to death by illness.

That winter passed and never came back. "The past is fake, memories are a road of no return, and all the past springs cannot be restored." Only loneliness is eternal. ”

-Dream-

Only loneliness is eternal.

-Dream-

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