Chapter Ninety-Four: I Can't Hold It Anymore

Do you think that's the end of it?

And it's much more than that—

After Cheng Dali got home, he fell to the ground and fainted, Jiang He was so frightened that he panicked, his hands were trembling, and Wang Zhishu knelt on the ground and cried. Wang Menglai heard her cry and ran here like crazy, and when he saw Cheng Dali lying on the ground, his life and death were unknown, and he felt that the sky collapsed in an instant.

In less than five minutes, an ambulance arrived at the scene and several people helped carry him into the car. In less than five minutes, the person was already in the emergency room.

The red light on means that Cheng Dali's life is in danger, Wang Zhishu looked at the red light and kept covering his face and crying, and after a while, he fainted and was sent to the ward.

Wang Shunye followed them here, and when he completed a series of procedures, he was still in the emergency room. Jiang He had already called his parents and was rushing here.

There was a dead silence in the hallway, except for the red light that made people feel the most restless. Wang Menglai squatted on the ground, hugging his knees, and buried his face in his arms. His shoulders rose and fell, but he didn't make a sound. Tears melted into the clothes.

Wang Shunye saw her so sad, stood in front of her, sighed and said, "Dream come, even if Grandpa Cheng is gone, you still have a father." ”

These words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, breaking Wang Menglai's heart's prayer for Cheng Dali's well-being.

Wang Menglai gradually raised her teary eyes to look at him, her moist eyes seemed to have just come out of the sea, and her voice trembled and begged him: "Don't say it, please don't say it, Dad." I really can't hold it anymore. Please, don't.. Don't say it..."

She curled herself up in a ball, as if this position could withstand the storm outside.

Jiang He hung up the phone, and was shocked when he heard Wang Meng say that she really couldn't hold on. Hurriedly ran over to help her up and sat on a chair beside her.

He raised his hand and pulled Wang Menglai's hair that crawled like an earthworm to the back of most of her face, Wang Menglai's face was full of moisture, and she was so fragile that she seemed to crack if she touched it. There was much more of this grief than that day at the cemetery.

He was no better than Wang Menglai, but as the only calm person present, he still had to comfort her first: "With me here, everything will be fine." ”

From Cheng's house to here, Wang Menglai has been crying all the way, her voice is already a little hoarse, her eyes are bloodshot, she looks a little terrifying, but the falling teardrops make her delicate. She endured the great sadness in her heart, choked up and asked, "Have you really decided to stand by my side?" ”

"Do you believe me?" He seemed to be touched by something in his heart, and asked rhetorically.

She smiled, an answer that pulled her back from her grief to reality.

It is indeed necessary to stay calm and sober, and can no longer let yourself cry all the time, and you have to solve the problem.

She struggled to finish her words calmly: "Don't, forget it. River, you go your own way. I want to be alone and reflect on all the mistakes I have made. I can't make any more mistakes, I really can't make it anymore. ”

Jiang He listened to her plea for help, as if happiness was hollowed out in an instant, but compared to the person in front of him, he seemed to be much better.

Wang Meng said that she couldn't hold on, so she was a straw away from collapse.

He opened his arms to her, and her eyes lit up visibly, then dimmed for a moment. And so did that smile. She smiled and sighed, and turned away tiredly. I didn't look up a hundred meters after walking down the stairway. Until you turn into the staircase, you can't see it anymore.

As soon as she wanted to trust him, the throes of distrust would re-envelop her heart as before, reminding her that this person should stay away, no matter what.

So in the future my hope will come from things, no longer from someone.

Jiang He held his mobile phone and looked at himself on the other side of the black screen—

The hairstyle is much more casual than when I first came to B City, but fortunately, my appearance can afford it. The skin is darkened, but it is not very unsightly. There are also several more acne on the face, which may be bitten by mosquitoes, which is a bit of an impact. Others are almost the same as usual. Finally, look at this dress, just after school, still wearing a school uniform, the school uniform is stained with some dust, it was to support my grandfather at that time. The color of the shoes on my feet is a little dull, because I haven't been too lazy to brush these days here, and I don't want to brush a few pairs of shoes when I change them.

When they see their parents like this, they shouldn't recognize themselves, right? Will it be said that you are depraved and then dragged back?

While waiting, I was distressed, and the phone screen suddenly lit up, accompanied by vibration—

"Are you coming back?"

I saw a few words gradually typed out in the input box:

"I'm going to hold her up and walk the rest of the way."

Pressing the send button, the other end didn't reply to him for a long time, but what was waiting for another person's phone called.

Zhong Ru immediately called him after seeing the screenshot that Tao Gu sent him.

Jiang He's voice was not as hoarse as Wang Menglai, but he could hear crying, and there was silence on the other end of the phone for more than ten seconds, and he only said four words:

"I'm not going back."

"I didn't call you because of this." Zhong Ru smiled, "Do you know why I didn't let you be nice to Wang Menglai?" ”

"Why?" He asked.

Jiang He still doesn't understand this question very well, although they have known each other for a long time, and there are so many opportunities to understand, but unfortunately he missed them one by one.

"It's for your own good. You're going to be back sooner or later. Only the strength that grows in her own body will not leave her. Don't even hold her up, you'll just be watching and she'll do better than you think. Jianghe, I know you understand, you just don't want to understand.

In fact, the person who really needs to exercise is not her, but you. All the while, you are immersed in your own rightful persecution of her. Although she has changed, it is not that you succeeded, but that she gave in. Because you are the only grandson of her grandparents, she has given in again and again. I don't believe you didn't notice it. ”

This is the first time Zhong Ru has told a lie, but as long as he can be deceived back...

Zhong You deliberately was silent for a while to give him a chance to speak, but he seemed to be deliberately avoiding talking. This made Zhong You feel unhappy,

"Don't pretend to be dead, speak."

Jiang He sighed lightly, and then leaned lazily against the wall. Zhong You will have a thousand knots in his heart before he breaks it, and after he breaks it, he has to face it. Thinking back to my former self, I was also sad and relieved:

"Hmm. Even if she hadn't met me, she would have changed, and it was impossible for someone like Wang Menglai to be noticed by no one. She's really nice, very good, very good, very good...

She's always been strong, resilient, and can't beat anything. She has faith and light in her heart. She knew how to keep herself mentally healthy and how to climb out of the ditch, but she kept staying for her grandparents. She's really nice, really nice. ”

She's really nice, so she's reluctant to go.

If she leaves, then someone else will accompany her in the future. She really doesn't need anyone to block the ups and downs for her, but I just want to block some for her, even if it's together, it's better than her alone.

Jiang He couldn't imagine what Wang Menglai would do after he left, and he would nibble on instant noodles alone at night, as long as he imagined a little, he couldn't persuade himself to leave.

So I really don't want to go.

He loves it and how it feels.