Wang Yan returned to her residence and told her mother what she had just done with her father, and showed her mother the video very solemnly, and she just went to the toilet there and only ate a few melon seeds.

Yan Yan felt the smell of the intersection of interests and money in her daughter, and the smell of home could no longer be smelled if she didn't notice it carefully. The sins of adults cannot be borne by children, and home is a place of love gathered by family affection, rather than money entanglement in a cold background. It's okay to dip your hands with the smell of money. "Your dad has always been a good father in terms of his attitude towards you, and you don't have to report to your mom about getting along with each other, you handle it yourself. You don't have to worry about some of the things that happened to your mother and him, this is our entanglement. "Wang Qiang, this dead man has begun to direct and act on his own, creating a sense of existence, how much time will the grasshopper have after the autumn.

Wang Yan was a little flustered, not knowing whether she couldn't understand whether her approach was correct or not, or if she was afraid of touching her mother's moldy head, or if there were other things hidden in the shadows that she didn't notice. There is a kind of being pushed by a hand to a piece of land where there is no grass and no human world, and there is endless desolation and loneliness in my heart. "Mom, dad will come to me again and give me the provident fund?"

"You grow up and decide for yourself."

After graduating from college, until now, the frequency of this sentence appearing in Wang Yan's ears is a little high, so high that Wang Yan reciting it backwards and carving it into his mind like a stream. The boat is naturally straight to the bridge, what if it is not straight?

As the college entrance examination and high school entrance examination approached in June, Hu Guyue began to take annual leave, and Wang Yancai saw with her own eyes the benefits of employees who worked long hours. I just came to work here, and the difference between new and old employees was not reflected in the salary at all. Listening to the complaints of those senior people, I don't feel anything, in short, there is no way to compare the low salary with some private companies. The number of days of annual leave is shining and in progress. I have 5 days, and Sister Hu has 20 days.

One person took a vacation, and the personnel were nervous, so Wang Yan began to work with different people. This set of shifts, during the day is and the plateau, and the night shift is suitable for Pershing.

Gao Yuan was not a few years older than himself, but he was not familiar with it, and he got along a few times briefly, and he never went to work together. Thinking that it was Shi Lei's distant relative, I inquired about whether this person had a taboo place, and he couldn't know that there were tigers in the mountains and favored the tigers, and finally unknowingly set up an enemy.

Take the initiative to find Shi Lei on WeChat, explain the reason, did not talk about much plateau things, it is the yearning and disgust for the big pot rice mode in the office, Wang Yan understands in her heart that if her mother and uncle have always insisted on letting herself leave, she will not be resident here, but leaving, in front of the habit, there is only the idea of constantly beating, and the right and wrong here will make people change, I am not a little princess, not a little princess. The little princess began to be clouded with other colors in Wang Yan's heart.

Wang Yan, who had the goods in her hand and was not in a panic, started her day's work, and at noon she unexpectedly enjoyed self-made food, instead of convenience food, or takeaway with extra money. Even though it's a soup with noodles in the pot, it's hard to get here.

"I've stayed up all night today, so do more, you're welcome."

"You're welcome." The words on the mouth and the honest body can't be coordinated, Wang Yan can't cross the boundary in his heart, and he doesn't dare to eat too much meat, just eat some vegetables and noodles.

"Sister Gao Yuan, your skills are so good, the representative of a good wife and good mother, compared to you, my level is that you have just entered kindergarten, and you have graduated from college."

Looking at Gao Yuan with a smile on his face, he thought in his heart that as long as it was good, everyone would love to listen to it, and he didn't shoot the horse's hooves.

"The more I make it, the more I cook. You drink more and don't eat less to lose weight. Here I put Chinese medicine, it is good for women to eat. ”

"You know so much."

Gao Yuan smiled disdainfully. "Huh."

Wang Yan thought of Shi Lei telling her that the traditional Chinese medicine she studied at Plateau University was not good in school, and when she graduated, she could only go to work in the township hospital. The family didn't want her to go there, and if she went, she would be threatened with death, so she could only give up, return to the oil field, study medicine was not accepted, and she had to train for two years.

After the corners of Wang Yan's mouth curved, he began to fight with food. Evasion and ignorance are the only ways to keep some troubles avoided.

Seeing Wang Yan's face of satisfaction, Gao Yuan abandoned the displeasure that flashed in his heart, and the whole person returned to the present. "I studied Chinese medicine in college, and I gave up a lot, gave up a lot, and that's all I had left, and I had a college diploma."

The desolate aura made the resonance in Wang Yan's heart quickly amplify, and the ghost asked in a daze. "Do you regret it?"

"5 years of hard work and hard work, as well as love from the heart, can't match the blood love of your parents, and the lethal means to cut off your economic lifeline. But hollowly, without the dream of bread, you have only two endings on the road, one is alive and the other is dead. Your parents don't want you to die, let you follow their path, there is only one ending in life, but the way you live is a little out of your mind, you have to accept it, unless they give up practicing themselves. ”

Gao Yuan paused for a few seconds before continuing to speak. "Actually, sometimes, when bread is spoken. Bread is really simple, as long as you can survive and have normal nutrition, you can cook by yourself, and you can eat 400 yuan per person a month. But the obsession of giving birth to your parents cannot be changed. When it comes to love, you really can't see where love is when you do it. Let you do things only according to the thoughts of the people of their time, and they can't keep up with the new changes and new rhythms of the times. The times are developing, many things have changed, they don't accept, and they don't agree with you to accept, in order to make you accept, when your wings have not grown well, break your wings, you were originally a flying bird, raise a big fat chicken in their hands, and dislike the big fat chicken to look like a chicken. ”

"It's a way for them to show their love."

"This love is too heavy for me to bear. Once I had a quarrel with them about these things, and they said, "I dare to leave here," so they hired a lawyer to sue me for being unfilial and not supporting the elderly, and the judge sentenced me to a year and a half. Later, although they explained to me that it was angry talk, if I wasn't angry they wouldn't do it. From then on, I made up my mind that I would not get married and not have children. Because I am afraid that I will become a copy of them, and let my children suffer such pain. ”

Gao Yuan said this, tears falling. Wang Yan's eyes were also moist.

Some choices seem to be made by yourself, and only you know the bitterness behind them.

Author's note: People need to look forward, but there are many things attached to this action.

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