208, drunken mantra

Xia Zhi kept talking, she couldn't remember what she said, she found that her words had no logic at all, she was purely venting her bad emotions.

Su Xiao took out all the beers in the refrigerator, and the snacks in the cupboard were also piled on the table, but she didn't touch the pile of snacks. She didn't want to eat, she just wanted to drink, and she drank can after can.

She didn't count how much they had drank, she looked sideways to see him leaning on the couch to look at her, past the top of the couch, the dark night behind the floor-to-ceiling glass windows.

The balcony was facing the neighborhood, and most people had already fallen asleep at this hour, and only two windows were still lit in the building facing them. The night is as deep as water, and the night is as quiet as water, converging into a trickle, flowing in her heart, dripping.

There was still half a can of beer left in her hand, and she suddenly felt it gradually become cold.

The chill began to spread from the five fingers touching the aluminum can, like a snake crawling up her arm, like a needle piercing her skin and burrowing into her bones. She pushed the jar forward and rested it on the table, but it didn't work, her whole body was chilled.

Maybe it's not the wine that's cold, it's the person she, it's the cold from the inside out, touching the eye, everything makes her feel cold.

"Summer Solstice, are you okay?" Su Xiao raised her head and asked her.

She sniffled, the tears on her face dried up and made her feel a little tense, and she crossed her arms with her hands: "It's okay...... I'm a little cold. ”

He watched her tremble, so he stumbled upstairs and got a blanket down, and when he reached the last staircase, he almost fell because he stepped on the quilt that fell to the ground.

He knelt on the carpet and draped the quilt over her: "Okay, don't drink it, it's enough, get a good night's sleep." ”

She tightened the quilt and nodded, she couldn't help crying again, she didn't know why she was crying, obviously she didn't want to cry anymore, she was so tired of crying.

He grabbed a few tissues and handed them to her, she took them and rubbed them in her face, her body still shaking, and he said helplessly, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have let you drink so much." ”

"Don't say I'm sorry at every turn, what's your business." She gasped, feeling uncomfortable.

His hand was in the air, and it was retracted, and several times it was about to fall on her, but it hung in vain, and at last, as if determined, he reached out and embraced her, and took her into his arms.

He wrapped his hands around her shoulders, his arms didn't dare to move as if they were stiff, and even his voice was nervous: "Are you better?" ”

His body temperature reached her through layers of heavy clothing and blankets, and the warm air flow slowly over her head as he spoke.

She was silent, leaning silently on top of him, his embrace giving her a moment of peace. She closed her eyes and felt a sense of heaviness in her body. I really want to go to sleep like this and never wake up again......

Her thoughts gradually drifted upward, and at the moment before she was about to leave her body, a certain silk thread beat in her body, making her whole body instantly regain consciousness, and she bounced away from his body with her hands on his chest: "I'm fine." ”

He was caught off guard by the sudden thrust and slumped back a step, his face flushed and his chest heaving violently. As if frightened, he slammed up and stepped over to the low table, picked up the half can of beer that Xia Solstice had dropped, and poured it into his throat.

His unusual behavior seemed to imply something. Xia Zhi bit her pursed lips, she felt that she was a brainless bastard tonight.

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"I'm leaving." She said weakly. She pulled the quilt off her body, and when she stood up against the wall, she felt her body sway from side to side.

"Summer solstice!" He threw down the empty jar and grabbed her hand. The liquor still hung from the corners of his lips, and the heavy panting and dim floor lamp added to the blur.

She propped herself against the wall, twisting her wrist in an attempt to wrest her grasped hand from him. He didn't force her grip and let her withdraw her hand.

"Summer solstice, I have something to tell you......" He also staggered to his feet.

"Don't talk about it." She waved her hand, and he stood between the couch and the low table, blocking her way, and she could only turn around the table.

But as soon as she took a few steps, he grabbed her arm: "No, I mean to ......"

She turned around and shook off his hand and shouted, "Su Xiao, you can't be so excessive. I've already rejected you once. It's hard for me to refuse a boy like you once, and you can't keep me being a bad person. What kind of woman do you say you can't find? What do you like about me? Can I change careers? ”

The tears that had been dried up were shouted out by her again, and he lowered his head and did not dare to look directly at her.

She was also sad, she didn't want to say such things, but she didn't want to create this kind of cross-border ambiguity between the two. She always thought they could be pure friends.

She thought of the lantern of the Lantern Festival, the endless phone calls they had made one after another, the fact that he was waiting for her in front of her house, and the meticulous care he took for her after the two met again.

How could she be treated like this? She is not worthy of him in appearance, personality is not worthy of him, and her talent is not as good as him, she should have been one of the women who looked up to him, but she was lucky to take advantage of him with a sentence of "sister".

She didn't want such a perfect man, and she couldn't afford it. He wasn't the right person for her, and now was not the right time.

It was a terrible night. What did she do when she went to Pan Rui's appointment? If she went, she went, what did she ask Su Xiao to come out for?

She was supposed to turn off her computer and go home to eat and sleep, live her boring life that had not changed for 10,000 years, and spend this lonely night alone. This is her life.

She lifted her legs and walked out, and the quilt on the floor wrapped around her feet, and she had to bend down to rip the quilt off her feet and throw it back on the couch.

She didn't look at Su Xiao again, she felt that this time they were really decisive, and in the future, there would only be a working relationship between them, and they wouldn't say a word about it. A faint sadness rose in her heart.

She walked to the entrance, leaned against the wall and put the boots on her feet, zipped them up and stomped them to make the leather fit the surface of her feet better.

When she put her hand on the doorknob, she heard Su Xiao's voice, ethereal, like a dream, but the words were clear:

"Summer Solstice...... I don't like women......"

He just ...... What was said to her?

Every word she heard, distinctly clear, combined with a special meaning. She stopped twisting the doorknob, her mind blank, and she didn't react for a moment.