Chapter 42: Moderate Depression (II)

Fortunately, the weather is getting cooler, otherwise the scratches on Lin Luoluo's body will be exposed in the crowd, and when Qi Yujiu and Shen Chanjuan went out to wash, Lin Luoluo hurriedly changed his clothes, looking at the scabbed traces, Lin Luoluo felt very comfortable for some reason.

After everything was cleaned up, Lin Luoluo picked up the basin and was about to leave the dormitory door.

"It's so pathetic."

"It's not that people think she's pitiful!"

"It's amazing! Lies are also powerful, and the export is a chapter! ”

Sound! The voice is here again! Lin Luoluo looked around nervously, but there was no one else in the dormitory except himself, and the sweat slid down his forehead while leaning against the wall, but Lin Luoluo was sweating in such weather.

"Luo Luo, why don't you wash your face?" Qi Yujiu, who entered the door, looked at Lin Luoluo and asked.

"Huh? Now it's going. ”

After going downstairs, Jiang Zhijing was already waiting downstairs, but Lin Luoluo saw that Yu Xuan was also walking here in the distance, and Qi Yujiu and Shen Chanjuan behind him also found out, and the scene was slightly embarrassing! Yu Xuan didn't know if he was swearing sovereignty, as soon as he came, he took Lin Luoluo's hand and walked to the cafeteria regardless of the eyes of others, leaving Jiang Zhijing behind him, Jiang Zhijing had no expression on his face, and he lost his previous resentment, which made people feel that he was like a doll who had lost his soul.

"Something to eat?" Yu Xuan asked softly.

"You don't want a lot of students and teachers in the school." Saying that, Lin Luoluo pulled out the hand that was held by Yu Xuan, a trace of loss flashed in Yu Xuan's eyes, but it quickly disappeared, and he rubbed Lin Luoluo's head with a smile.

"Wouldn't it be too obvious for them to do this?" Qi Yujiu looked at Lin Luoluo in front of them, and the two behaved intimately.

"I think it's a bit obvious, as if calling on the world to be a couple." Shen Chanjuan replied.

"I have a competition this weekend, so I may not be able to make an appointment." Yu Xuan said.

"It's okay, you can go to the competition with peace of mind! Come on! Lin Luoluo replied with a smile.

"I'm going to stay in school after school today, so I can't send you home."

"I'll go back with Yu Jiu and them."

"Then you can talk to me when you get home in the evening!" Yu Xuan turned his head to look at Jiang Zhijing as he spoke, and just happened to look at Jiang Zhijing's gaze and turned his head again.

It may be a problem with the efficacy of the drug Lin Luoluo can't lift his spirits in the morning, his head is very heavy, sometimes his vision will be blurry, and he will lie on the table and nap when he gets out of class, but even if he naps, he is uncomfortable, and he always feels that he has heard something, obviously with his eyes closed, but he seems to have seen some pictures, as for what the picture is......

In the afternoon, there was a self-study class, which made Lin Luoluo lie down very relieved, at least it was class time, and the class would not be too noisy, and after falling asleep for a while, the sound spared Lin Luoluo's dreams, and the sentences pierced the heart and pushed people into the abyss one after another, repeating the fall in the dark but not completely falling to the bottom, and it was not clear when it was a head.

"Ahh Lin Luoluo was not awakened by the dream, but wanted to stop the sound from entering his ears, which made the students who were seriously reviewing their homework startled and looked up at Lin Luoluo.

"Lolo?" Qi Yujiu asked worriedly.

Lin Luoluo looked around, it turned out that he was just in the classroom, but his symptoms seemed to be getting worse and worse, and the effect of the medicine could not completely suppress the devil in his heart, and the tentacles that were about to move seemed to break through the last line of defense in Lin Luoluo's heart.

"Have a nightmare?" Qi Yujiu asked as she helped Lin Luoluo's falling hair.

"Hmm." Lin Luoluo lowered his head and responded, although Jiang Zhijing didn't say anything, his anxious mood was completely expressed on his face.

"It's time to get out of school, you cheer up." Qi Yujiu held Lin Luoluo's face and said with a smile, but it was really distressing, in fact, Qi Yujiu had heard that depressed patients would have some reactions, and she also understood that Lin Luoluo's behavior was somewhat affected by the disease, but she just didn't know what she should do to share Lin Luoluo's pain, looking at Lin Luoluo's increasingly thin face, Qi Yujiu was also unspeakably sad.

Lin Luoluo lowered his head and swallowed the medicine, although he couldn't eat much in a day, Lin Luoluo, who couldn't bear it, couldn't help but take one more, and Jiang Zhijing behind him witnessed everything.

"Let's go, I'll take you home!" As soon as the school bell rang, Jiang Zhijing said to Lin Luoluo.

"Why don't Luo Luo come with us!" Qi Yujiu said weakly, how can you say that Lin Luoluo is still Yu Xuan's girlfriend now, and it is a little weird to let Jiang Zhijing send him home like this, even if he has been a good friend for many years.

"It's just that according to the usual practice, didn't I send it before!" Jiang Zhijing understood the meaning of Qi Yujiu's words, but it was still unpleasant.

"But Luo Luo ...... you," as soon as the words came out, Qi Yujiu found that she had talked too much, so she stopped.

"And what about me?" Jiang Zhijing looked at Lin Luoluo suspiciously: "You said it?" ”

"Don't ask Lolo, she didn't say anything." Qi Yujiu's disadvantage is that she doesn't recruit herself.

"Alright, let's go!" Lin Luoluo hurriedly grabbed Qi Yujiu and left the classroom.

Along the way, Jiang Zhijing just silently followed Lin Luoluo and the others, and Shen Chanjuan occasionally looked back at Jiang Zhijing, but she didn't say anything, she just asked him to continue to follow. When Lin Luoluo was in a state of distraction when crossing the road, he didn't see the car coming, Qi Yujiu hurriedly pulled Lin Luoluo: "What are you thinking!" There are a lot of cars! Qi Yujiu grabbed Lin Luoluo's arm, and the place where he was scratched out of the scars last night made Lin Luoluo subconsciously break free.

"What's wrong?" Qi Yujiu noticed a hint of abnormality, and Shen Chanjuan stared at Lin Luoluo's arm covered by the school uniform as if she sensed something.

"Nothing, just thinking about things." Lin Luoluo dodged Qi Yujiu's gaze and replied.

"Lolo." As soon as Shen Chanjuan's words came out, she reached out and grabbed Lin Luoluo's arm, which frightened Lin Luoluo, and at the same time Qi Yujiu was frightened, Shen Chanjuan gently pulled Lin Luoluo's sleeve up.

"What's ......" Shen Chanjuan just thought that maybe Lin Luoluo was injured, but she was completely stunned when she saw the scars on her arms with her own eyes.

Qi Yujiu covered her mouth and let out an exclamation, Jiang Zhijing looked at Lin Luoluo and the three of them stopped in front of him and was puzzled for a while, but when he saw Qi Yujiu's expression, he realized that something was wrong and hurriedly ran forward.

"Who got it!" Jiang Zhijing's first reaction after seeing the scar was to yell at Lin Luoluo, but in fact, everyone present knew that Lin Luoluo had caught it himself, but no one said anything.

Lin Luoluo withdrew his hand and put down his sleeves: "I can't go home yet!" ”

"Lolo! You really make me sad to know! Lin Luoluo didn't take a few steps before he heard Qi Yujiu's voice behind him, which was neither high nor low.

"What we do will make you happy, how can you do it so that you can not hurt yourself, although we really can't understand your feelings, and I don't understand what is going on in your world now, but I really want to bear it with you, don't you run away anymore!" Qi Yujiu held back tears and said, for fear that her words would not be so smooth because of choking.

"I didn't run away, sometimes I really wanted to run away but I couldn't, they just appeared in my life, and I don't even know why it happened, they whispered to me in my ear about my unbearableness, and I wanted to run away with my hurt in front of my eyes." Lin Luoluo turned around and said, that calm was like a speech with no expression or emotion in it.

"Maybe it's better without you around!" Lin Luoluo raised his head and looked at the sky and said leisurely.

"What do you want to do?" Jiang Zhijing heard something from this sentence.

"But it's too late, I already know you, you've come into my heart, I wish there wasn't a trace of concern, so I might be braver." Lin Luoluo smiled at them, but tears slipped from the corners of his eyes very unproductively.

"I'm here, always there, if you want to do something, I'll accompany you, and if you want to die, I'll be with you!" Jiang Zhijing hugged Lin Luoluo into his arms in a panic, for fear that Lin Luoluo would disappear in front of him in the next second.

"No, you can't!" Qi Yujiu squatted down and broke down and cried, and Shen Chanjuan on the side coaxed Qi Yujiu to look at Lin Luoluo worriedly.

"It's okay, I'm okay!" Lin Luoluo gently pushed Jiang Zhijing away, looked at the distress in Jiang Zhijing's eyes and stroked his face with a smile, this boy who originally thought he only had friendship had grown up, and the stubble on his chin was still a little prickly to the touch, it turned out that he had always liked him so much, and the person he liked was him!