"Do you want anything to eat? I'll bring it back to school for you. Lin Luoluo said in the group.

"Egg fried rice!"

"Fried rice cakes!"

Lin Luoluo went to buy dinner near the school, looked at the time, and walked around before school, passing by a video store, this kind of video store is rare, there are a few CDs in it, the boss is a middle-aged man with reading glasses to read the newspaper, seeing Lin Luoluo enter the store door and raise his head slightly, presumably few people buy on weekdays.

It seems that many songs are now available for download on the Internet, and the store is still selling them on cassette, and I have to say that the price is really cheap, and the same song is played repeatedly in the video store. Lin Luoluo didn't actually mean to come in, but he really had nowhere to go, leaning against the wall and listening to the song, but somehow he wanted to cry, there were many people coming and going on the road, Lin Luoluo wondered if those strangers were also living as tired as himself.

Looking at a place in a daze, his thoughts didn't know where to wander, but various memories jumped out of his mind: Lin Luoluo had just entered high school that year; That year the mother was still in her own life; Hurt yourself that year; Everything changed that year; Mother died that year later; One year of that year, Lin Luoluo may have died.

"Lolo! Do you know where Jiang Zhijing went? Qi Yujiu, who returned to the dormitory, asked as soon as she entered the door.

"What's wrong?"

"Jiang Zhijing told the head teacher to go back to the dormitory to rest, but it turned out that the person was not in the dormitory, and he couldn't be found anywhere, and we didn't reply to the message we sent him." Shen Chanjuan then continued.

"He ran into me outside." Lin Luoluo said silently.

"Outside? Aren't you going home? Qi Yujiu found a loophole.

"Where have you been?" Qi Yujiu understood Lin Luoluo's character, and once things were discovered, Lin Luoluo was silent and did not answer.

"Let's eat first! Wait until it's cold! Lin Luoluo changed the subject.

"Yu Jiu, let's eat first, and then we'll talk about it after eating." Seeing the different atmosphere, Shen Chanjuan hurriedly played a round.

Shen Chanjuan took the initiative to leave the dormitory with three bowls of residues.

"What are you hiding from us?" Qi Yujiu was afraid that Lin Luoluo would have something to do, so she didn't say anything in her heart.

"I'm going to the hospital."

"What are you doing in the hospital?"

"My sister was pregnant and went to the doctor, and no one at home accompanied me so I said to accompany her, and then Jiang Zhijing followed me all the time, which was a little misunderstanding." Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu with a sincere face, and lied again, Lin Luoluo thought in his heart that he couldn't control himself and lied, and always subconsciously lied in order to hide his own affairs.

"So she misunderstood you to go to the obstetrics and gynecology department? There's nothing wrong with him! How could you! Qi Yujiu breathed a sigh of relief, and Shen Chanjuan was relieved to see that the atmosphere was better when she returned to the dormitory.

Lin Luoluo began to wonder what he wanted, was he really lying just to reassure them? Or is it afraid of becoming a voice in the mouth of others, afraid of being betrayed and betrayed? Slowly, how did you start to distrust the people around you? Maybe Lin Luoluo didn't trust himself from beginning to end, the Lin Luoluo who was covered in bruises and didn't expect to get any happiness.

"Jiang Zhijing!" Qi Yujiu, who entered the classroom as soon as she entered the classroom for self-study in the evening, yelled at Jiang Zhijing.

"What!" Jiang Zhijing looked impatient, and for some reason Qi Yujiu felt that Jiang Zhijing seemed to be a lot haggard.

"You're starting to learn Lolo now, aren't you! Is it a decoration to put your phone around? ”

"I didn't see it!"

"Shit! You guy who looks at your phone all the time and tells me you don't see it! Qi Yujiu sat back in her seat angrily.

Jiang Zhijing didn't take the initiative to talk one night, and Lin Luoluo also chatted with Qi Yujiu and them like a nobody, and occasionally caught a glimpse of Jiang Zhijing hanging his head and not knowing what he was thinking. Jiang Zhijing slipped away after class, although Qi Yujiu was also worried about whether something had happened, but she couldn't ask, and she felt even more embarrassed after knowing that Lin Luoluo and Jiang Zhijing were kissing, this relationship between non-friends and non-couples put the people around her in a dilemma.

"Don't you think they're weird?" Shen Chanjuan asked Qi Yujiu secretly.

"I saw it a long time ago." Qi Yujiu replied disappreciatively.

"Is it the sequelae of the last time they boo?"

"What a boom! Kissing is so subtle by you, you may think that the relationship between good friends and good friends after kissing is very embarrassing! ”

"Also, it doesn't seem right to be good friends after kissing!" Shen Chanjuan's serious answer amused Qi Yujiu.

"So! It's you who are embarrassed or not. Qi Yujiu asked Shen Chanjuan.

"That seems to make sense." As he spoke, he looked at Lin Luoluo, who was walking in front.

"It's over! I forgot to go to the commissary to buy sanitary napkins! After arriving at the dormitory for a long time, Shen Chanjuan suddenly reacted.

"What the hell! Have you been playing with your phone for so long? ”

"Isn't this a play forgetting!"

"It's almost lights-out time, and the commissary should be closed!" Qi Yujiu said and rummaged through the drawers to find extra sanitary napkins, at least let Shen Chanjuan go over tonight.

"Oh my God, I just ran out last week, do you want to put a tissue on it?" Qi Yujiu turned her head helplessly and said.

"It's okay to pad a tissue for ten minutes, but it's going to kill you in one night!" Shen Chanjuan rummaged through the cabinets and only hoped that a sanitary napkin would appear, just one piece!

"Lolo should have it, she loves to stock up on these things."

"I went to her drawer when I remembered it and didn't find it!" Qi Yujiu sat on the bed with a dead heart.

"There's it in her bag, and she'll take one with her, even if she doesn't come to the aunt." Saying that, Qi Yujiu opened Lin Luoluo's schoolbag, habitually took out a piece from the compartment and handed it to Qi Yujiu, but saw the medicine bottle in the corner of the schoolbag, and after Shen Chanjuan left the dormitory, Qi Yujiu took it out, Qi Yujiu was not familiar with the professional terminology of drugs, so he took out his schoolbag again and found a registration list.

When Lin Luoluo returned to the dormitory, he saw Qi Yujiu sitting in his seat: "What are you doing?" Don't wash your face and brush your teeth? ”

"Would you like to tell me something?" Qi Yujiu looked at Lin Luoluo and said.

"Say what? Did you take the wrong medicine again? Lin Luoluo put down the basin and cleaned it up.

"It's you! What kind of medicine are you taking? Again, isn't it? Don't say it every time! What am I? Good friends? Do you really think of me as a good friend? I tell you everything, and you hide everything from me!! Qi Yujiu angrily threw the medicine bottle at Lin Luoluo.

Lin Luoluo picked up the medicine bottle and didn't speak, silently put it back in his schoolbag and zipped it up.

"What the hell is wrong with you! Why do I do what you are still like this, where is the former Lin Luoluo! Qi Yujiu lowered her tone and said.

"Probably dead!" Lin Luoluo looked at Qi Yujiu with a smile, that smile was the same as Lin Luoluo on weekdays, but he didn't feel a trace of happiness but was very sad.

"What should I do?" Qi Yujiu stepped forward and hugged Lin Luoluo and choked.

"You don't have to do anything, you're good, Chanjuan is also good! You just have to be like you normally, I'm in good shape with you by my side, really! Lin Luoluo patted Qi Yujiu's back comfortingly.

"You can't hurt yourself, you know! Promise me I can't hurt myself! Qi Yujiu was eager to get a response from Lin Luoluo's mouth.

"Hmm!"

"You say yes, you promise me!"

"Good! Promise you. Lin Luoluo smiled and touched Qi Yujiu's head, and the originally dark world seemed to see a glimmer of light.

"Wow! What are you doing! I'm not here with you, what are you doing! Shen Chanjuan came in with a basin and said.

"I think Luo Luo is the same, do you have to talk to us about anything? Good or bad. Shen Chanjuan was actually at the door all the time, but it would be a little embarrassing if she went in at that time.

"Okay, you Chanjuan, eavesdropping!" Qi Yujiu reacted suddenly.

"It's a coincidence!" Shen Chanjuan smiled and hugged Qi Yujiu and Lin Luoluo.

At 3 o'clock in the morning, Lin Luoluo was awakened by a dream, and when he opened his eyes, he didn't react for a while, and after his mood stabilized, he got out of bed and drank water, the night was very quiet, and the window was dark and he couldn't see the world outside, Lin Luoluo, who put down the water cup, looked at Qi Yujiu and Shen Chanjuan, Shen Chanjuan didn't kick the quilt tonight!

Lin Luoluo sat by the window and recalled the dream, I hadn't had a dream like that for a long time, the one who looked at the process of his own accident with the eyes of a third person, at that time his heart was like being torn apart, crushed and burned, and he wanted to reach out and hug himself who was left in the alley, but Lin Luoluo in the dream never mustered up the courage to touch, it was fear and disgust. Thinking about it, Lin Luoluo rubbed his arm uncomfortably, as if there was something dirty attached to it, and slowly turned from rubbing to scratching, and there were traces on his arm, I don't know how long it took for Lin Luoluo to let go of his hand but the blood on his arm had been scratched, and the sour and itchy pain made Lin Luoluo feel a lot more comfortable, and then opened his schoolbag and swallowed a piece of medicine and went to bed.