CHAPTER XXXVIII
If you're wrong, you're the one I've wanted to marry since I was ten years old.
Not because of your injuries, just because I like you so much.
I didn't know you were a girl at the time, but when you said you wanted to marry me when you grew up, I was really happy.
Every day I wonder what you're going to dress up to marry me.
Where will we live when we get married?
You see, I want to marry you without even knowing your gender, where you live, and whether you look good when you grow up, how can I leave you because I finally found you because you were sick.
There are so many moon-watching telescopes and scientific literature about the moon in the world, you are willing to believe in the existence of moon cultivators in "Tianqi", why don't you want to believe that your disease can be cured?
Believe me, and I will heal you.
When Hu Pan entered Qin Ye's hospital room with the letter, Qin Ye was sitting on a chair with his back to the door, holding a book in his hand, reading in a daze.
Hu Pan stretched out his hand and knocked on the door frame three times, "Professor Qin, what are you looking at?" ”
Qin Ye heard this familiar voice and was stunned for three seconds before slowly turning his head to look at Hu Pan.
She looked at Hu Pan with a wooden expression, and then turned her head suddenly, wanting to see if she dared to look at it, her voice trembled a little, "Why are you here?" ”
Hu Pan sighed, "I miss you!" ”
As she spoke, she walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and glanced at Qin Ye, who had been sitting with her back to her, "How long are you going to sit like this?" ”
Qin also glanced at her quietly, but did not say anything.
The room was a little hot, Hu Pan unzipped his down jacket, took it off, folded it and hugged it in his arms, "I don't blame you, what are you afraid of?" She sighed with a lot of things in her heart, "I'll tell you, it's all trivial. Who hasn't ...... in their hearts?"
Her words were interrupted suddenly, not because Qin Ye spoke, but because she suddenly looked back at her, and those eyes were full of endless sadness, like the indestructible faith in the heart of the human heart was suddenly broken, and the soul was at a loss and had nowhere to rely on panic.
Qin Ye turned her face sideways and didn't look at Hu Pan, she said in a trembling voice, "You are my best friend, I almost killed you with my own hands......... I'm happy that you're coming to me now, but I can't control myself at all, once you can, you can say I didn't recognize you, but what about the second time? ”
There was a stoic restraint that bordered on despair, and it was full of piercing fear and depression.
Hu Pan didn't know how to continue the words for a while, she looked at Qin and didn't know what to say, and when the words came to her mouth, she felt that they were inappropriate and swallowed them back.
Qin Ye turned his head and continued to look out the window, "You can go." She said, "Don't come to see me again." ”
Her words were like a sigh, and if you didn't pay attention to it, it dispersed like a wisp of smoke.
Hu Pan had no choice but to get up and go out, and when she left, she put the letter on the bed and said softly, "This is a letter written to you by Wang Zhili, take a look." ”
She got up and put on her clothes, walked to the door, held her hand on the handle and didn't press it down, she turned her head sharply and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Qin Ye turned his head to look at her blankly.
Hu Pan pinned his head to the side, put his hand on his face, and looked at her with slightly red eyes after a while, "Is it so difficult to say sorry?" She took a deep breath and wanted to dissipate the depression in her heart, but she couldn't, "You are my best friend, there was a conflict between good friends, you hit me, you say sorry I say it's okay, won't this matter pass?" ”
The more she talked, the more aggrieved she became, and she almost cried out with a grin, "I didn't say anything when I was beaten, and you are justified in beating someone!" ”
The more he talked, the more angry he became, and he sat on the ground and cried.
Qin Ye's brain is now moving slowly, and Hu Pan's buttocks sitting on the ground are cold, so she staggered up and walked over, standing in front of Hu Pan and whispering, "I'm sorry." ”
Hu Pan got angry and turned his mouth aside to ignore her.
Qin Ye squatted down with great effort, touched her head softly and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, can you forgive me?" ”
Hu Pan rubbed the tears in the corners of his eyes, touched a small section of his neck and said, "It hurts to strangle me, and it still hurts." ”
Qin Ye looked ashamed, his face at a loss, "That... Then I ......" She couldn't think of how to take Hu Pan to pay off the debt she owed for a long time, and finally sat down on the ground dejectedly, like a child's soul stuffed into the body of an adult, sitting on the side at a loss to look at the crying snot and tearful Hu Pan.
Hu Pan muttered, "You, invite me to eat hot pot after you get better, and I will forgive you." ”
Qin Ye just wanted to open his mouth, but he opened his mouth and closed it again, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.
Hu Pan glanced at her expression and sniffed, "You don't even want to eat hot pot after beating people." Hu Pan cried even more.
"Yes, yes, yes, I'm willing, don't cry. Can't I go with you? ”
Qin Ye sighed, "I promise you, I will hurry up, okay, please go and eat hot pot." ”
Hu Pan faked a free hot pot, and came out of the ward with a handful of snot and tears as if his father had died.
Wang Zhili, who had been guarding the door, looked thoughtfully at the tears on Hu Pan's face.
He frowned and thought about it, it turned out that Xiao Ye's heart was so soft, he rolled his eyes and remembered it in his heart.
Hu Pan was furious when he was looked at by Wang Zhili's meaningful eyes, but he couldn't say anything wrong, and said to him, "What are you doing with the pestle?" Don't go yet. ”
Wang Zhili nodded very obediently, "Got it." ”
Hu Pan's heart was even more furious.
Wang Zhili's eyes swept the lakeside from beginning to end as if he had installed a scanner.
Hu Pan didn't feel that there was an illusion that he had been stripped naked, but he felt that there was a feeling that he was beaten on the public screen by someone around the twists and turns in his head.
The two men left the hospital one after the other.
As soon as I walked to the entrance of the hospital and stood for a while, a car stopped.
The window was lowered, and there was a wheat-colored young man's face, the young man's eyebrows were very handsome, with single eyelids and deep eye sockets, a slender straight nose, thin lips, and a narrow and small face.
It's Li Bi.
He leaned on the car window and greeted the two, "Bianbian, Dr. Wang, where are you two going?" ”
Hu Pan glanced at the king, tilted the corners of his mouth to the side, and motioned for him to stand on the side.
It's a pity that Wang Zhili has never understood this hint.
Directly asked, "Should I stand away?" ”
Hu Pan, "...... It's actually better for you to die far away..."
Wang Zhili pursed his lips and said meaningfully to Li Yan, "I'll go first, pay attention to safety." ”
Hu Pan, "........."
Li Yan glanced at Hu Pan and said with a smile, "Where are you going?" I'll send you. ”
Hu Pan pretended to frown, "This... Which way are you going? I don't know if it's going well or not. ”
"I'm ...... Li"
Hu Panlisuo opened the car door and jumped on the co-pilot, "Let's go, drop by." ”
Li Yi was shocked by her flowing movements and didn't say anything for a long time, slowed down for a while, and made up for the unfinished words as if talking to herself, "Go to Lijiang Road." ”
Hu Pan didn't talk much along the way, Li Yi felt that she was a little too quiet, caught up with a green light and stopped to look at her, and said, "You went to see Professor Qin today, how is she?" ”
"What else? It's only been a few days, and it's not like she can get better all of a sudden, the doctor said that her split personality has been controlled, but she is now often hallucinating. Her problem is that she always talks to hallucinations even though she knows it's a hallucination. Hu Pan couldn't help but sigh as he spoke.
The red light came on and the car drove out.
Li Yan opened his mouth and said, "If you know it's a hallucination, why do you still talk to him?" ”
Hu Pan pouted, "It's too lonely." ”
Li Yi slapped the steering wheel and muttered in a low voice, "I was quite lonely when I was on night shift." ”
Hu Pan had a terrible headache, removed the rubber band tied with the ponytail, grabbed it twice, scratched it up, took out a wooden comb from his pocket to comb his hair, and said while combing, "When I wasn't too familiar with her before, I heard that in order to do an experiment, she stayed alone in the basement and guarded the instrument for half a month without going out." ”
Li Yi frowned and said, "What is she doing?" ”
Hu Pan took off the makeup mirror and took a picture left and right, "I forgot, anyway, it's a lot of professional terms, and I've been trying to draw blood from her body to compare it with the chimpanzee in the cage, but I haven't succeeded." I've lived with her for three years, and I still can't figure out what time she goes to bed every night, where she sleeps. "I sometimes wonder if she's secretly doing uPAR-CART cell injections behind my back."
Li Yan bared his teeth and said, "You scientists are amazing." ”
Hu Pan waved his hand, "Don't, I'm just a student, the two of us have different majors, and the interlacing is like a mountain, it just sounds amazing." She paused and laughed, "But if you really think I'm a scientist, you can call me that." ”
Li Yi laughed for a moment, "You and my grandfather should be able to talk together, he won't let others call him a scientist, even an expert, whoever dares to call him will have to blush." ”
"What does Grandpa do?"
"Engaged in creatures, I have patience with those gorillas and little rats all day long."
Hu Pan glanced at him, "Your family is two children?" ”
"Well, the 11-year-old policy was implemented at the end of the year, and I will be nine years old this year." During the rush hour, there was a traffic jam, and Li Yan slowed down and drove slowly.
Hu Pan didn't know what to think about, she leaned on the co-pilot's head and said groggily, "Nine years old...... It's so small, I was looking forward to growing up when I was young, and now I'm too tired to grow up. ”
Li Yan glanced at her, Hu Pan hung his head, and he was already asleep with his hair scattered.