Bai Sensen's daylight shone down, and the faces of the people who shook turned blue, and Qin Ye's face was already not good, which made people see it even more like a ghost.

Qin also felt embarrassed after crying, and covered his face to prevent Wang Zhili from looking.

Just now, I was leaning others, but now I cover my face and don't want people to see it.

It seems that the collapse just now was just a moment, and now he has returned to that Sven calm and good Professor Qin.

The two of them were still sitting on the ground, Wang Zhili gently kissed the back of Qin Ye's hand, his warm lips rested on his cold hand, and the temperature magnified as if he had been burned.

Qin Ye's hand that covered her face couldn't help but shrink from being burned, and the knuckles on the back of her hand were a little red.

Wang Zhili put a sticker with his hand and said, "It's so cool." ”

As he spoke, he naturally put Qin Ye's hand in his hand and covered it.

Qin Ye is taking a large amount of medicine now, and sometimes his brain can't react, and at this time, he is a little dumbfounded and looks at Wang Zhili covering his hand.

Good looking hands, slender and white, with distinct joints, the nails are trimmed clean like a small white crescent, and the top joint of the middle finger has become a small groove because of the total writing, and a little flaw is still very good-looking.

She thought about her hands with a little woodenness, there were a few scars on the back of her hands that were not obvious and had melted with the lines of the skin, and there were several raised flesh scars on the outside of her wrists, which were scraped by He Yufen with her nails when she was a child.

Near the inside was a deep black mark, from the previous cut wrist.

She looked at Wang Zhili's hand and looked at it, she lowered her head and stared intently.

Such a good person, she slowly thought in her heart, is she worthy of it?

It's like a set of inequalities between the two of them.

Wang Zhili's side is a healthy body, an infinite future, and every day is upward.

What about her? Mental confusion can't distinguish between hallucinations and reality, and a heart attack that can kill at any time, every day is downward.

Two unequal formulas, Wang Zhili's side minus her, there are many, many things left, in his twenties, many things have just begun, he will meet someone who is much better than her, may not be as smart as her but healthier than her.

There are many stages in life, her life is not very good, and she can't live too long, so she can only become a small episode in Wang Yili's life.

If you have entered the poor alley, you must stop the loss.

It may be a little sad at the end, and time will turn everything that is painful to think about at the time into a past that can be casually talked about during a casual conversation after dinner.

Nothing is time-bound.

Qin Ye lay upright on the hospital bed, she looked like a corpse, and in the darkness she whispered to herself, "If only I had met you earlier, although I didn't have a good temper at that time, at least I could stay with you for a few years in good health." ”

As far as the eye could see, there was still a white ceiling, and the wall seemed to be pressed against her heart, and she couldn't breathe.

She began to think a little cynically, why did all the unlucky things happen to her, she had never met a few good people in her life, but she still had to do her best to be good to others, so she did nothing more than a pendant to rely on Wang Zhili's side, and follow wherever she went.

Just consumed him like this, exhausted his last bit of patience and didn't leave himself.

It's sticking to him like a big snot, you can't shake it off, you will nauseate him to death first, and then die yourself.

But no, she has liked such a person in her life, and she wants to leave her best appearance to him, not to get tired of each other in the end, and go to an irreparable step.

It was so hard to endure, there seemed to be an invisible hand grasping her brain at the back of her neck, making her consciousness gradually blur, and finally fell into complete sleepiness.

It was getting late, it was snowing outside, and a wide avenue led to both sides, and there seemed to be no end to it, followed by three men who pressed the road with their hands behind their backs.

The girl at the front wore an ankle-length white down jacket, wrapped tightly like a frosted bud stick.

The bud stick has been striding at the front, and with every step, it is very impossible to smash a hole with his heel on the ground.

It's obvious that I'm angry.

The two boys who followed behind were wearing the same short down jacket, black pants, and white sneakers, and they were about the same height, looking like twins from a distance.

If you get closer, you can see that the one on the left is Chinese, and the one on the right is a mixed race.

Although it doesn't look like it at all, the demeanor is still tight, and it's about a long time together since childhood, and it's always a little similar.

The big eye on the right looked at the walking posture of the "bud rice stick" in front of him, and said in a low voice, "Brother, is she angry?" ”

Wang Zhili glanced at him with a relieved face, and he had the posture that he could rest assured when he returned to the west at this moment, "Hu Pan! You go slowly! Fools can see you're angry! ”

Jesus，“…………”

Hu Pan was stopped, and turned his head viciously and glanced at Wang Zhili, the posture was as if he was going to peel his skin and bone, kill him, and then dig it out and whip the corpse to relieve his hatred.

Jesus, "Yo, this mouth is crooked, what's wrong?" ”

Hu Pan glared at Jesus, and then at Wang Zhili, "You think you're very smart, don't you?" You think you like her a lot, don't you? After she finished a few words, she turned in circles angrily, "You're a smart fart!" I'll tell you, if you go back next time, Qin won't break up with you, I'll be your grandson! ”

"It's that you think too much, it's good to be small, I think she likes me a lot." Wang Zhili smiled after finishing speaking.

Hu Pan was angry and didn't know what to say, so he pointed at Wang and shook like a withered leaf in three autumns, "I think too much?" Hu Pan twitched angrily, and pointed at himself again in disbelief, "I'm thinking too much?" I've been with her for three years, and I know what she's eating today when she farts! ”

Wang Zhili felt that he was not in a good mood, he frowned and looked at Hu Pan, "Then you say, I went to see her yesterday, what was wrong?" ”

Hu Pan crossed his waist and took a deep breath, took a breath, and decided to wake him up with full breath.

As a result, I choked on the cold air that was inhaled into my lungs first, and the image of coughing was completely gone, and the momentum like a rainbow was immediately reduced.

She had no choice but to take out a warm voice and speak slowly, "She will be happy at first when you go, because you are just in time for her to break down and need to be comforted the most." But what about when she's well? Have you thought about it, she looks at herself like this and then looks at you, the world is different, what will she think? ”

Wang Zhili was stunned for a moment, he really didn't expect this, he looked at Hu Pan in a daze, and couldn't find the words to refute her for a while.

Hu Pan continued, "You'd better not visit her once until she's fully recovered, or you'll wait to beat you!" ”

As she spoke, she wrapped up her clothes and continued to walk forward, smashing her heel on the ground.

Jesus looked at Hu Pan, who was walking farther and farther in front of him, and then at his brother who was standing in the snow in a daze, and he was in a dilemma, not knowing who to go with.

Fortunately, in the end, Wang reversed his footsteps, and walked back home step by step, one foot deeper, one foot shallow, and one foot after another.

Hu Pan didn't know where he had gone, and he didn't come back overnight.

Qin Ran's side has been injured in the head since the car accident, and he rarely sleeps except for sleep a day, and rarely gets up in a daze to say a few words to Jesus, and occasionally mentions Qin and is prevaricated by Jesus.

In this way, half a month has passed.

Hu Pan went to a nearby store that night to buy a stack of stationery and went home, the house her stepfather bought was only one street away from Qin Ran's house, and she still put her things in Qin Ran's place because she was angry with Wang Ran and went home to sleep directly.

The next day, the old mother threw the letter to Wang Zhili like a mother, saying that he would write a letter to Qin Ye and deliver the letter for him himself.

Before leaving, he also told Jesus to testify, if Qin Ran asked where Qin Ye went, he said that she went to live at Hu Pan's house, and if he had to tell him, he would have to wait for Qin Ran to get better.

On January 19, 2020, Hu Pan visited Qin Ye in a psychiatric hospital for the first time, and she carried a letter written by Wang Zhili to Qin Ye in her pocket.

In this society where electronic information technology is becoming more and more developed, that was the first time he wrote a letter, and it was also the first time Qin Ye received a letter.

Wang Zhili had never written a letter to anyone, and felt that it would be good to just slowly talk to Qin Ye about what he wanted to say.

The letter reads:

Before I put pen to paper, I hesitated to think about whether I should type it on a computer or write it down with a pen, whether it was a letter of greetings or a straightforward and warm love letter.

But whether it's the words that fall from the tip of my pen are, are you okay? Or I love you so much. The heartbeat on the ring finger pressed on the letter was non-stop for a moment.

Maybe I should digress so that you don't worry about my overly hot love. For example, my unpretty-looking kanji and your long hair.

As you can see, the text on it is a little untidy, and even when I write this line, I still wonder if you will deduct my marks in your heart because my paper is untidy, just like I did when I am correcting a student's test paper.

Then you must not do this, because I may have copied it many times. I will always do my best to make the best of me meet you.

You are like a shadow of light to me. The sun is too hot like you, you are too gentle; The moon is too dim to be like you, you are very assertive.

You may not know how much you mean to me and how much I like you.

After separating from you, I went back to Gongzhou to find you.

When I was 14 years old, I remember going back to a restaurant and seeing a girl in a school uniform and a ponytail smiling at the people in the window.

I think it's you, I've been chasing for a long time, but I haven't caught up. That figure was so far away from me that day, I was afraid that the person who caught it was not you, and I was even more afraid that it was just an ethereal illusion from beginning to end.

Later, after I went to university, I would go back to Gongzhou every year to have a look, Gongzhou is developing rapidly, and it changes a lot every year.

There are many high-rise buildings, and the roads are paved with cement and asphalt, but I never see you again. Even if it's a phantom.

Xiaoya, I really missed you at that time.

Maybe you think that my feelings for you are shallow, just a sudden interest in the fun of one person.