CHAPTER XXXVI
Wang Zhili stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the airport waiting hall, he was wearing headphones, and inside were the audio he recorded when Qin Ye was on the phone with him.
A low and depressed voice like a cold said repeatedly in his ear, "Wang Zhili! If I am taken away one day to repair the moon, I want to take someone with me, I want to take you with me, only one of you. ”
The voice was very light, so light that he couldn't hear it clearly if he didn't listen carefully, and the voice was very heavy, heavy like a boulder, and every word he said seemed to smash a piece of flesh and blood in his heart.
Fourteen years ago, the pain that was close in front of him but untouchable was like a reproduction of the scene, and it was like a repetition of nightmares in his mind, tormenting him all the time.
The feeling was like a needle stuck in his heart, and he didn't feel anything unusual when he was numb from the pain on weekdays.
Once something happened to Qin Ye, the needle was flicked left and right, and it began to hurt his heart.
It was the last day of '19, and it was a very crowded night at Madrid's Barajas airport, all waiting for the clock to strike midnight to celebrate the start of the new year.
Thousands of people cheered at the same time around the airport, all with happy smiles on their faces.
And he sat alone in the corner, listening to the excitement in his ears, looking out the window at the plane parked on the field under the black sky.
It's cold, he thought.
It is natural for the mentally ill to go to a psychiatric hospital, just like normal people and normal people stay together, and things gather like people in groups.
There are always some rules to follow if everything wants to stay in the world, and everyone and everything is like this.
Qin Ye lay on the bed and looked at the white wall directly above, her face was blue, her body was icy, and the quilt was pressed under her body.
She stared blankly at the whitewashed room, her eyelids seemed to be open as if they were not trying to open, and there was not a trace of light in her eyes.
The underside of the eyes is obviously blue-gray, and the whole person looks like a human skin shell that has been drained of blood, dry and soulless.
She turned her head to look out the window.
It's snowing again, what time is it today?
It's supposed to be New Year's Eve.
A lot of people would gather around and talk, she hadn't spoken to anyone in a long time.
But when she saw that people were coming and couldn't speak, she was short of breath and could only collapse word by word, and all the words were pressed in her heart, and her throat was blocked, and her eyes were sour.
Qin also pinned his head to the side and wiped the water stains from the corners of his eyes.
She saw a skinny little girl squatting in the corner, with a ponytail, wearing a long-sleeved black, red and white school uniform.
Qin also tried his best, but he could only get up slowly.
Her weak legs were weak, and she had to stop when she took a step, and she struggled to sit on a chair close to the little girl.
"Are you here to talk to me?" Qin Ye spoke in a low voice, like a few discrete grunts coming out of his throat.
The little girl looked up at her and said, "Are they ignoring you?" ”
Qin Ye looked in the direction of the little girl's finger, there were three people over there, one short man with a double ponytail and Qi bangs, wearing a JK uniform, an idol face badge pinned to it, was chewing bubble gum and looking at Qin Ye, the other tall man with short hair was wearing a one-piece overalls with his back to Qin Ye, and he was pounding the marble on the windowsill, and the third person looked exactly the same as Qin Ye, she was wearing a slim dress with heavy makeup, and when she saw Qin Ye looking at her, she rolled her eyes and turned around.
It's Britney, Ross West and Ye are mutual, and the little girl is He Yu.
Qin Ye didn't react at all in her mind, she felt like she took it for granted, she quietly watched almost dead as her four personalities sat with her in the room.
He Yu leaned over to Qin Ye and whispered, "The one who turned her back was angry with you, she's like this, you don't have to pay attention to her, and she will be fine after a while." ”
"Such a good temper." Qin also said.
"It's a bad brain, I forgot." He Yu crossed his legs and rolled his eyes, unabashedly disgusting her, "She is the stupidest person here, and she is the one with the best temper." ”
“………?” Qin Ye, "She's going to kill someone and still has a good temper?" ”
He Yu's eyebrows jumped, "It's very troublesome to kill people, she has a good temper and wants to give people a break directly, and if she has a bad temper, she thinks about how to slowly torture people to death." ”
Qin Ye sighed physically and mentally exhausted, "You can see the problem quite thoroughly. ”
"Don't you understand what I mean?" He Yu turned his head to look at Qin Ye a little strangely, and stretched out his finger to point at Rose West, "She wants you to die quickly." He pointed at Ye Husheng again, "She wants to torture you to death slowly." ”
A cool breath suddenly appeared behind Qin Ye, and that cool air rushed down the spine along the blood vessels all the way to the heart, and the chill made her whole body shiver.
She frowned and looked at He Yu, "What about you?" Do you want me to die? ”
He Yu looked at her from a low place, "I'm twelve-year-old you, and I kind of regret that I didn't die in that car accident with Mang. ”
Qin Ye trembled, "So, you want me to die?" ”
He Yu's eyes looked at her without dodging, and said word by word, "It's you who said it yourself, and you don't want to live if she dies." Don't you remember what you said? ”
Qin couldn't help but dodge back.
He Yu continued, "Look at the face over there that looks exactly like you, she remembers all your memories, good and bad, her existence is because of your cowardice. If you're so scared to live, why don't you die? ”
Qin Ye shivered at Ye Husheng's gaze, "I've remembered it now, I'm not afraid to live." ”
He Yu smiled and looked at her with extreme contempt, "Then do you remember why you saw Hu Pan's stepfather running away?" ”
Almost instantly, Qin Ye's eyes turned red instantly, she stood up and looked at the direction of Ye Husheng and then at He Yu, she shook her head nervously, and faced the two disdainful looks with no way out.
The almost mad demon repeated over and over again, "I didn't run away, I didn't, I didn't. Finally she cried out heartbreakingly, "I didn't!" ”
The tears on her face fell down like beads of broken thread, soaking half of her collar, and she shook her head desperately trying to avoid the disdainful eyes that were as pervasive as air, like a sword without a blade, not killing but powerful enough for her to panic.
Those eyes were like shadows on her body, and she couldn't shake them off.
She hid herself in the cupboard, covered her head with all her might, and cried.
The light that came in through the crack in the cabinet gradually dimmed, and she had been in it for a long time, and the drowsy eyelids in her brain could no longer be opened.
She was so tired, she thought, she just wanted to live, why was she so tired?
"Koya..."
Someone outside the cabinet whispered to her, she was like a frightened cat, and the sound made her hair explode.
She leaned against the inner tin sheet of the cabinet, the cold and temperatureless tin ran down her vest, and her brain cleared up a little.
The people outside saw that there was no echo inside for a long time, and they were about to reach out to open the cabinet, but Qin Ye suddenly reached out and grabbed the raised iron sheet, and a piece of white on his hand.
The people outside were silent for a long time, and did not pull the cabinet door again, the light was blocked by his figure and dimmed, and he seemed to sit down.
Through a thin layer of door, Wang Zhili stretched out his hand and stuck to the layer of iron, his voice seemed to be like a cold, with a nasal voice, coaxing a child and said softly, "Xiaoye, it's me, I've come to see you, can you open the door?" ”
Qin also sniffed, and she leaked her eyes, "I'm afraid, outside, I don't dare to open it." ”
Wang Zhili held back the tears in his eyes, "Then I'll sit here with you, don't be afraid, I'm here." I'm not going anywhere. ”
"You're really not leaving?"
As soon as Wang Zhili heard her words, his heart suddenly felt like a big stone was blocked, he couldn't breathe, and his heart was soft and sour, he knew that Qin might also peek at himself along the seam, he grinned and tried to laugh, "Yes, I'm not going anywhere." ”
Qin Ye leaned against the cabinet, hugging her legs with a shrunken hug, and she cautiously glanced at Wang Zhili's face along the gap.
In the middle of the night, she opened the door of the cabinet, and looked out with two pairs of eyes like a cat, and there were no more people in the room.
Wang Zhili smiled at her.
Qin Ye pushed open the door and smiled like him.
Wang Zhili's eyes were red, and she smiled comfortingly, reached out and gently touched her head.
Qin also looked at her a little stunned, his eyes widened like a frightened rabbit, and he looked at Wang Zhili a little blankly.
Wang Zhili thought that she was scared and wanted to retract again, and just wanted to hold her.
Qin Ye suddenly shuddered and cried, her face wrinkled, and she coughed as if she was choking, and then her voice was intermittent, "I thought you were, my hallucination." ”
She said a few words and had to stop because she was gasping.
When Wang Zhili heard this, he quickly stretched out his hand and hugged her in his arms, hugging her hard, his coat was a little cold and hard by the wind and snow outside, he opened his clothes and wrapped Qin Ye in his arms.
The palms of his hands stroked Qin Ye's somewhat frizzy hair, and Qin Ye leaned on his arms and finally cried heartbreakingly.
Her crying became intermittent because of her coughing, and she put her arms around Wang Zhili's neck while crying, "Why are you here? Why did you come? ”
Wang Zhili hugged the person in her arms a little tighter, patted her back heart, and muttered, "It's okay, it's okay, Xiaoye, I won't leave you alone in the future." ”
She strangled Wang Zhili's neck and squeezed him desperately into his arms, crying darkly, her emotions were like a flood that opened the floodgates, and she couldn't take it back.
The two of them just hugged each other and cried together.