There is no need to face family and friends, every relationship and love that she can't solve, can't express.

She leaned back in her chair and began to examine herself in an out-of-body state.

From the inside to the outside, every inch of my heart was opened with a microscope and looked at it carefully.

"I didn't hurt anyone." She silently said to herself, "Why did it become like this? ”

She puts all her hopes on someone else, and once that person has an accident, it is difficult for her to not go crazy.

Qin Ye quietly stared at the dark and untouched place in his heart.

"I see Qin Ran as a reliance, and the vastness as hope, the two most important spiritual pillars for a person." Qin was also like a junior high school student who was holding a microscope to observe a specimen for the first time, for fear that he had missed something.

I don't have anything to do, and my love for science is also a hypothesis, all for the dignity I want, the skin I lost when I was nine years old.

For the sake of this false name, I tried my best to make myself better than others.

She was tormented every day for ten years from the age of twelve, but her days had long since stopped at the age of nine.

Qin Ye looked at the bottom of her heart quietly, the sludge she walked into gradually became clean, but the forbidden place made the people who set foot in it painful.

The psychological pain is like tearing off a layer of one's own skin, which is painful but also painful.

After thirteen years, she is bloody but true enough to be herself.

A self who desperately stands in front of people but is timid and cowardly.

Qin also came up with all the shortcomings he could think of, and went up to his body one by one, almost every one of them could find a matching position.

She looked at her filthy, ugly, and deformed soul with some pain, but also with ease.

A disgusting but highly admired monster.

Her eyes were sour, her head was a little swollen and groggy, and finally she fell asleep in the dark.

At the entrance of Gongzhou Municipal No. 1 Middle School, a taxi went back and forth for almost eight times.

Wang Zhili sat in the car and looked at the middle school with a frown.

The driver in front glanced in the rearview mirror and saw that he looked suspicious, "Young man, your uncle and I are really locals, if you come back two years earlier, maybe you can still see some of the broken walls that have been demolished, but now you can't see anything, this is really an orphanage." ”

Wang Zhili didn't say anything, and asked later, "Where did all the people who used to live on the street behind the orphanage move?" ”

"Hey! Where can I go here, just the family building next to the middle school, and now this is a school district house, and I can make a lot of money. ”

"Uncle, do you have any acquaintances in this family building?"

"I'll live there, why are you asking about this? Looking for someone? This person is a master of asking and answering himself, and he can talk funny when no one answers, "Hey, let me tell you, our land is really brilliant, when it was not demolished before, my neighbor's eldest son." Wow! The long one is called a pretty! I said before that it was a big star, and I really let me say it, when it was hot, he was sold in the store opposite the middle school, but I didn't know what happened later... If you go in, a good person will be wasted..."

Wang Zhili was pulled by his old man like a long voice and sang three sighs, his head was big, and he didn't listen carefully to what he said, and when he saw the car stopped at the gate of the middle school again, he quickly knocked on the co-pilot's storage box, "Master, stop here!" ”

Before getting out of the car, the driver refused to let him go, sprayed foaming stars like a shower, and stuffed his business card into Wang Zhili's hand.

Wang Zhili had a expression on his face, and rubbed his face hard with his sleeve.

Speechlessly, he glanced at the business card in his hand.

The first thing I did was to go to the pharmacy and buy a stack of masks and disinfectant, and sprayed most of the bottle of disinfectant like a fire extinguisher on that business card...

Wang Zhili settled down.

Gongzhou here has become a sea change compared to before, he has not looked for He Yu over the years, he has come back many times but the time is very hasty, always a little bit worse.

The clue to find someone is as thin as a hair, he can't be too anxious, afraid that it will break if he pulls it, and he doesn't dare to relax, for fear that he will never find it again as soon as he lets go.

Every time he came here, he would contact a business card given to him by a driver, and the business cards that were collected back and forth got a thick dozen.

Wang Zhili pinched the business card that was soaked in disinfectant and water and was reflective.

The driver's words suddenly hit back and forth in his ears.

"When it wasn't demolished before, my neighbor's eldest son. Wow! The long one is called a pretty! I said before that it was a big star, and I really let me say it, when it was hot, he was sold in the store opposite the middle school, but I didn't know what happened later... If you go in, a good person will be wasted..."

Could this person be talking about Qin Ran?

Wang Zhili immediately called that person, his hands were trembling and he couldn't hold the phone, an illusion that had been buried in his heart tortured him for a moment like heaven and hell for a moment.

The phone went through quickly, and the driver over there didn't have time to speak.

Wang Zhili took the lead, "Uncle, do you remember what the name of the neighbor in your house was?" ”

The driver said to himself, "Yo, the stupid big money from before is here again." ”

He rolled his dry eyes and began to ponder, "Just remember, their mother... The daughter-in-law's surname is He, and I forgot what the man's name is. ”

"No, I mean their child, what's the name of that brother?"

"Oh, you're embarrassed for me, I'm a big man and I don't chase stars, you wait for me to think about it..."

Wang Zhili was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, but he still had to wait for the grinding old goblin, waiting to ask something from his mouth, and the seconds passed as if it were years.

It's just tormenting.

The driver could be regarded as opening his mouth in a thought, "It seems to be called... Well, I heard his dad call him that. ”

"And what's the name of their second child?"

"Uh...... Call... He Yubar...... It seems to be such a name..."

“… No other name? ”

"Hey, I'm not the one who sent Guanyin, I remember what the child's name is, the nail is the nail, the rivet is riveted......"

Before the man could finish speaking, Wang Zhili hung up the phone.

He took a deep breath and tried to calm down his tumbling heart, let's go to the public security bureau first, yes, go to the public security bureau.

A layer of fine sweat appeared on Wang Zhili's body, and he raised his hand to pull the zipper of the down jacket down a little.

I was so excited that I was sweating.

He began to slowly walk in the direction of the navigation towards the Public Security Bureau.

"It's very shameless." Wang Zhili scolded himself in his heart.

He Yu and Qin Ye were not alone at all, on the pavement that had just snowed, they squeaked when they stepped on it, and he raised his foot as if he was angry and stepped on it a few times, and the toe picked up the snow everywhere.

As his mood stabilized, he began to ponder carefully.

If He Yu and Qin are not alone, then they should completely break off with Qin, and take this opportunity to stay in China and find out the people.

If the two of them are alone...... Then go back to her and give her all the good things in this life.

"Actually, you want the second one." Wang Zhili said in his heart, "In the end, I have failed others, and the evening is not guaranteed, Wang Zhili." ”

He stretched out his hand and slapped his cheek a few times in pain, "It's so shameless." ”

"Honey? My dear? It's time to eat! ”

"Honey?"

"Yet? Yet? ”

Jesus couldn't see anyone, so he had to go upstairs to find someone, but when he entered the house, there was no one inside.

A piercing scream suddenly came to mind outside, "Qin Ye! ”

The voice was definitely not a cry of surprise after not seeing a friend for a long time, but an extremely frightened scream from seeing an extremely terrifying scene.

It's Hu Pan...

Jesus hurried out to look.

Hu Pan was at a loss with a large pile of luggage and looked at the top of the seven-story villa, "Qin Ye! What are you going to do? ”

Jesus didn't dare to hesitate for a second when he saw this, turned around and rushed straight to the roof.

On the rooftop, Qin also stood barefoot on the side, and when the wind blew, his clothes were clinging to his body, describing him as withered.

When Jesus went up, Qin Ye turned his head quietly and looked at him with some puzzlement.

That kind of look was something Jesus had only seen twice in his life, and the last time was when Qin Ran was waiting for Qin Ye to come out outside the ICU ten years ago.

The color in the eyeballs is only black and white, and there is no light at all.

He was scared, and even his voice trembled, "Xiaoye, you are obedient, don't think about it, come to me, come here." ”

Qin Ye opened his arms, lowered his head and looked at the small piece of foothold under his feet, and turned his back to the outside.

Jesus was so frightened that cold sweat broke out on his back.

Qin Ye looked at Jesus with a calm expression, "Do you think I'm standing here because I can't think about it, then you say that a person who has been tired for a long time doesn't want to live anymore, does he want to open it, or can't he think about it?" ”

Jesus collapsed and said, "Xiaoye, I beg you, you come down quickly, you come down, let's go back to the house and talk about it, can't you?" ”

"I'm not Qin Ye, I'm He Yu." Qin also said softly.

"You've mistaken someone." She said softly.

Jesus raised his hand above his head, "I admit that I was wrong, I was wrong, I beg you to come down quickly!" I beg you! ”

"What does it matter to you that I'm going to die?"

Jesus' mouth was dry, and he hurriedly said, "You're going to die, have you asked anyone else in your body?" Sweet? Leaf mutuality? Do the two of them want to die? And Qin Ye! She just promised to treat her well, what are you doing here?! ”

"They don't dare, then I'll do it for them, and they don't have to be trapped here after they die."

"They all have their own things to do, you are obviously selfish like this, you don't even ask, why make decisions for others!"

In an instant, Jesus saw a hint of wavering on Qin Ye's face, he hurriedly took a few steps forward and said softly, "Come down, go home." ”

Qin also looked at him a little dazed, and she suddenly said loudly, "You stand there and don't move!" ”

Jesus, a spirit, quickly stopped.

"I haven't spoken to anyone in a long time, can you talk to me?"

"Okay, you come down first. Let's go home and say, okay? ”

Qin Ye shook his head nervously, "You are all liars, every time you are like this, as soon as I come, no one will pay attention to me, and I will become a person again." ”

Jesus said helplessly, "Okay, I'll listen to you, you're afraid I'm leaving, you...... You sit down, you're so tall and your center of gravity is unstable, you're going to fall, and your life is gone..."

Qin also sat down obediently according to his words, "Aren't you leaving?" ”

"Don't go, you say, I listen to whatever you say."