It is always said that everyone's youth will leave more or less regrets, and I am no exception, that beautiful 19 years old, that beautiful campus life and the person who once left me beautiful and happy, finally became my best but most regrettable memory.

When I was 19 years old, it was my second year of vocational high school, that year I had the honor to serve as the president of the literary club, and it was also in that year that the person who influenced my life came into my life, and he happened to be the vice president of the literary club, we stayed in the literary club every day, and every time there was an activity, we cooperated with each other to lead the younger brothers and sisters of the literary club to work hard to complete, and every time an event was successfully held, we would be happy about it, day after day, we became more and more tacit, and because of that I began to rely more and more on each other.

April 2009 was a rainy month, and it was on that rainy day that we fell in love, which was the starting point of happiness, and it was also the regretful memory that I later recalled the past.

When I was with Mr. L, like most couples in love, I was happy and sweet, I still remember the week when I was just together, because I was a boarding student, I had to study at night, he wanted to see me, he stayed alone in the office of the literary club for two hours, and the moment I saw him after class was happy and moved, we held each other's hands and walked on the playground behind the university, and even the wind that blew slightly seemed to become a lot gentler that night.

When he sent me back to the dormitory, he happened to bump into his homeroom teacher, we quickly let go of each other's hands, and walked pretending not to know each other, and then he sent me back to the dormitory, and he was reluctant to leave until he saw me enter the dormitory.

In love, we stay together every day, talk on the phone for a few hours every night, and say good night to each other, Mr. L is a very caring person, because I am a busy person who neglects to take care of himself, often busy with studies and literary club matters and forget to eat, he always calls me every day to remind me to eat, and also pleases my roommates, let them help take good care of me, whenever I am unhappy, he will make me laugh, will ask me if someone is bullying me, such a caring act is enough to make me feel happy.

We were happy for most of the first half a year together, we were happy, but those happy fragments were only kept on campus, and the real first date was not as good as imagined, it was a hot Saturday night, we held each other's hands and walked around the shops, but when walking home, he suddenly let go of my hand, I looked up, it turned out that he met his junior high school classmate, but when others asked, he said I was his classmate, not his girlfriend, At that moment, my heart was disappointed.

In the end, on the way home, I was silent, and it didn't take long for a quarrel to start, he felt that I was unreasonable at that time, and left me on the road, and he walked alone without looking back, and I was desperate at that moment.

At school, because of the literary club, we didn't dare to disclose the relationship between the couple, but why was he still unwilling to admit my identity outside?

The first date was very unpleasant, and the invisibility of the breakup ** also quietly began from then on.