Volume 1 Fear of meeting is a dream Chapter 41 Your life is flying

You are a scar that I cannot touch in the depths of my heart, and I feel your despair deeply, and you are struggling on the verge of death.

I want to save you more than anyone else, more than anything else.

It's like meeting a wounded bird, taking it home to bandage the wound, taking care of it in every way, no matter what, I want you to learn to fly again.

Maybe you're lost, you're decadent, you're depressed, and you don't want to fly into the blue sky anymore. But I know that the fate of birds is to fly, and your life is also to fly.

When Gu Mo came to Cheng Yunjing's office, he was taken aback by his serious expression at this time, and reflexively wanted to leave, but he followed and grabbed him tightly.

He looked at her with a gentle and hot look, and said softly, "Gu Mo, I love you." ”

"......" Gu Mo's brain died at that time.

"I'm probably going to do a lot of things that you can't understand...... But no matter what happens, remember that I love you. ”

His tone was so sad, like watching a bird that was about to fly away.

"I won't leave your ......" Gu Mo didn't know why he was saying this, "Don't think nonsense. ”

The tension and vigilance in Cheng Yunjing's whole body did not disappear because of this, as if he was looking at a bomb that could not be dismantled and would explode at a fixed time.

"I ...... Don't want to worry about that anymore. Gu Mo struggled for a while, "It's not good to be addicted to hatred after all, and I'm really tired...... I'm so tired that I don't want to care about anything anymore. ”

"......" Cheng Yunjing lowered his head and took Gu Mo's hand, not knowing what he was thinking.

"I believe in heaven." Gu Mo looked at Cheng Yunjing, "I believe that God will not let good people be wronged." ”

I don't believe your words at all, Gu Mo, you have been deceiving me like this, and you have deceived yourself.

"If you hate someone, just say it, and it will be better to say it."

"I ...... Doesn't hate anyone. Gu Mo was stubborn, with inexplicable stubbornness.

"No, you hate, how can you not hate."

"I hate ......" Gu Mo's emotions began to collapse, "Of course I hate, I hate that my parents just gave up like this, leaving me alone in this world...... I hate that the truth they want to defend with their lives is completely ignored, and I don't want to give my life to defend the truth that no one cares about anytime and anywhere......"

"I hate......" Gu Mo's voice was like dripping blood, "Because I was born in the Gu family, I have to give up everything since I was a child...... I was forced by my parents to carry a truth that I didn't understand, and everyone else treated me like a two-hundred-and-a-half-......"

"How could I not hate...... This world is just for me! Why would such a person be proud, but my family can only die! ”

"That sounds really tough." Cheng Yunjing's tone was very gentle.

"I don't want to hate this world...... Gu Mo's eyes were sad to the extreme, "but I can't convince myself...... It was all really crushing me! ”

"You can get revenge, and if someone pushes me to this extent, I will definitely do everything I can to get revenge on him."

"I can't do this...... Gu Mo's eyes were full of sadness, "I'm not allowed to be like that." ”

"Why?"

Gu Mo vaguely saw someone's face, she was so stern, with an unquestionable whisper.

What kind of person you want to become, what kind of things you want to do.

The trajectory of his life has been designed from the beginning, and Gu Mo, who is constantly running now, is just an empty shell without a soul.

Her soul has long been out of orbit.

Gu Mo's mind flew high into the sky, looking down at everything on the ground with the confusion of being isolated from the world.

She's been sick for a long time, she knows.

"That's the end of my life...... I don't want to resist anymore. "The more I resist, the more miserable I die, I just want to wait for death easily.

"Well, what if, I want to help you."

Gu Mo raised his head to look at him: "There is no one in this world who is inherently obliged to help anyone...... Everyone's kindness to you, even if it's a bottle of water, is waiting for you to pay it back...... I can't afford it anymore. ”

"......" Cheng Yunjing was silent and couldn't say anything.

Gu Mo pretended to sit aside easily, and said lazily, "So I don't want to care about anything...... I just want to just sit here like a salted fish. ”

"Do you remember...... Gu Xi? Cheng Yunjing said slowly.

The name pierced Gu Mo's mind like a needle, and she was so stimulated that she raised her head suddenly.

"She was knocked into a vegetative state to save you...... Now lying in the hospital, you don't even want to care about her? ”

Gu Mo trembled and stood up with a pale face, as if he was looking at a devil.

“…… What did you say? ”

"Gu Xi, your cousin, pushed you away when you were being hunted down, and she is still unconscious...... Do you remember? ”

Gu Mo's palms were cold, his fingers were shaking, and his pupils were constantly contracting and dilating: "You're right...... I can't leave her alone. ”

"......" is great.

Gu Mo was dizzy, everything in front of him was constantly floating in vain, and a huge sense of nothingness was about to break through the entire room.

She couldn't help but sit back on the couch, her eyes darkened.

Gu Mo, you fight for some anger.

You have lived tenaciously until now, and you can no longer easily change people and shed tears easily.

So I'm asking you, you'll give me a look.

You must not be weak any longer.

Gu Mo swallowed the blood gushing up to his throat hard, raised his head and looked at Cheng Yunjing on the side: "Let me ask you...... How long will it take, at least, to cut those people to the roots? ”

"A year and a half......," Cheng Yunjing said uncertainly, "a conservative estimate." ”

"Okay, I'll give you a year and a half." Gu Mo's eyes have never been more resolute and bright.

"I don't understand...... What do you mean. ”

"I'm not going to worry about that now, I'll talk about it when everything is settled." Gu Mo looked directly at Cheng Yunjing's eyes with a strength that could not be evaded, and the light in his eyes burned all the way to his heart, "I will live well, accompanied by all the applause and glory." ”

I will use the attitude of a successful and victorious person to look down on all those who once looked down on me, and listen to their unbelievable sorrows.

That's what I'm going to do with all my might, that's the glory I have to guard.

"I'm glad you cheered up...... Cheng Yunjing seemed to be a little frightened, and his eyes became a little dodgy.

Gu Mo suddenly patted Cheng Yunjing on the shoulder: "Let's go to the movies!" ”

The topic of "......" turned too fast, and Cheng Yunjing couldn't help but be a little confused.

"I haven't seen the movie you and Gu Qin made yet...... How novel is the experience of viewing one's own second personality through the lens of a movie! ”

"You have a great point." Cheng Yunjing complained and said, "That's simply a faithful record of your illness." "The kind that can be handed over to the doctor.

So the two of them put on hats and sunglasses and came to the cinema in disguise.

In the dimly lit theater, when Cheng Yunjing lowered his head and handed Coke and popcorn to Gu Mo, he suddenly asked, "Don't you think this looks like a date?" ”

Gu Mo's hand holding popcorn stopped instantly: "Do you know, you are a person who is particularly ruinous in the atmosphere, and you can bring out a breath of love wherever you go." ”

“…… I don't think that's my shortcoming. ”

"It varies from person to person, and in my eyes that's a disadvantage."

"Actually, I'm quite surprised...... Cheng Yunjing wondered, "Have you really liked me, it doesn't sound like it at all." ”

Gu Mo suddenly glanced at him seriously: "Do you remember...... How did the two of us get engaged six years ago? ”

Cheng Yunjing searched for similar memories in his memory, and his heart couldn't help but bump into the deer, with a little vague expectation, and asked softly, "What?" ”

"My grandfather is proficient in Xuanxu Bagua Qimen Dunjia and has a deep study of ancient numerology. He said that when I was seventeen years old, there was a great calamity, and you had a bad life and a blessed star, and you could save me from fire and water. ”

“…… So you're starting to like me? Cheng Yunjing couldn't help laughing, it was really the little girl's answer.

The hexagram reads...... Our fates are mutually restrictive, entangled with each other, and we will not rest until we die. I will plant as much in you as you have helped me. ”

"......" Cheng Yunjing was speechless for a while, and only replied after a while, "Then your family didn't even think about cracking it?" ”

"You can't crack it, and if you force it to crack it, you will only be counterattacked. What they tell me the most is, don't be afraid, it's just a love disaster, he likes you in his heart, and he won't really hurt you. ”

"No wonder, you weren't afraid of me much when you were a kid." Cheng Yunjing said sullenly, as if he had missed something.

Gu Mo really didn't bother to pay attention to him.

“…… The movie is about to begin. With that, she watched the movie with all her heart, but Cheng Yunjing couldn't concentrate at all.

[Ella falls to the ground covered in blood, her face full of reluctance and resentment.] Mo Chen squatted in front of her and gently wiped the blood on her face, and with the golden spells that appeared around her, a seal entered her sea of consciousness.

"Why don't you just kill me......" Ella looked at him weakly.

"Wouldn't that be better?" The young man in front of him has long since lost the clarity of his past, and after becoming a Demon Venerable, his face is full of vicious smiles that pretend to be harmless.

"If you try to hurt me, you yourself will be hurt as well. No matter where or when you are, I can sense that this seal will even take the initiative to save your life when you are seriously injured. ”

"You mean, I can't even die right now......" Ella coughed up blood.

"This is also for your own good, and I will send you to the Demon Realm...... But not as a Demon Venerable, but as a concubine of the Demon Venerable. ”

Ella looked at Mo Chen with hatred, but the seal on her body prevented her from moving. 〕

"Okay, it's amazing...... Gu Mo was so frightened that he forgot to eat popcorn, and pulled Cheng Yunjing to the side, "After this movie is filmed, it's really not surprising that you and Gu Qin are considered to be a couple." ”

Cheng Yunjing replied absentmindedly, glanced casually at the movie screen, and couldn't help but be stunned when he saw Gu Qin's tearful crying scene.