The sandbags in the ring shook again and again, and under the bright lights, the boy was bare-chested, the muscles in his abdomen were tense and the lines were clear, and the sweat rolled down the contours of his face, with a little hormonal breath.

He listened to the pendulum ticking, threw himself in, and practiced the punching bag with different moves, each attack containing explosive power.

"Xu Yanwu, you are really ruthless." Xia Zhi took out the medical equipment he brought, wore a white doctor's uniform, and dispensed the potion while talking.

"Young Master, are you really not going in yet? It's been an hour. Xiaomi's legs were shaking all the time, and she was afraid, what if Xiaomu really had three long and two short, wouldn't she become an accomplice and a murderer?

"Don't worry, you can't die by cutting your wrists, at most you will die of excessive blood loss, which often takes more than 3 hours, and most wounds will coagulate on their own, with a success rate of less than 20%. But the process of bloodletting was painful. "Summer Solstice kindly explained with his own expertise.

"But......" Xiaomi was worried, she was afraid of what if.

"No, but." Xu Yanwu punched the sandbag, he didn't wear boxing gloves, and this punch, the black sandbag had a tendency to break.

He stepped out of the ring, walked in front of Xiaomi step by step, a smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth, and suddenly raised his hand, using a standard boxing posture, facing the woman's face, the smile became more and more evil.

The howling wind blew in her face, time seemed to stand still, and Millet collapsed to the ground, her head blank with fright, and her body trembled.

If that punch really hit her in the face, she would have to be disfigured if she didn't die.

"Alright, it's almost time, let's go." Xu Yanwu said casually.

Xia Zhi shook his head and smiled helplessly, and began to prepare the instruments for suturing the operation.

Before leaving, he looked at the millet on the ground who had not gotten up for a long time, and smiled under his thin lips, "Help me." ”

Xiaomi nodded and got up from the ground, she just wanted to get out of here now, the young master was too terrifying.

What kind of sin did she create, she was envious of her peers before she came, and after she came, only she knew the pain in her heart.

When the summer solstice arrived, Mu Zili's blood was still flowing, falling from the bed to the ground drop by drop.

He began to disinfect, elegantly put on his gloves and was ready to go.

Millet followed Xia Solstice step by step, and Dr. Xia said she only needed to hand things over.

Time passed quickly, Mu Zili's blood had coagulated, and Xia Solstice began to stitch up the wound.

"Human life is too fragile, and the slightest deviation really leaves nothing."

Xia Zhi finally put a hanging needle on Mu Zili and said such a sentence.

Xiaomi recognized this sentence very much, nodded secretly, looked at the elegant summer solstice, and asked the doubts in his heart.

"Doctor Xia, why did the young master do this?"

Thinking back to the scene just now, she felt more and more that the young master was too ruthless.

Knowing that Xiao Mu was cutting his wrists, he still had to wait an hour before going.

Xia Zhi lifted his glasses, said in a gentle voice, "Put it to death and live." ”

Xia Solstice stopped explaining and turned to leave.

He also wanted to ask Xu Yanwu what he thought, the brain circuit was different from ordinary people, and he was a little perverted.

Xiaomi changed Mu Zili's clothes, and changed all the blood-stained sheets, bedding, and pillows, so that at first glance, it was as if nothing had happened, and Xiao Mu was just asleep.

Sleeping Beauty waits for the prince to kiss her awake.

In the early morning, the golden sunlight swayed freely through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and Mu Zili's flawless face was diffused by the sunlight.

Dead?

A light suddenly appeared in front of Mu Zili's eyes, illuminating all the darkness. The bright avenue appeared in front of her, and she kept walking on this path, her eyes were pierced by the light, and her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them.

It was difficult to open my eyes, a strange and familiar place.

She didn't die.

Raise your hand, infusion.

The skin color is frighteningly white, and the green tendons on the hands can be seen clearly. The wrist was bandaged with medical gauze, and the slightest movement was a huge pain.

"Awake?"

As soon as he opened his eyes, Xu Yanwu's big eyes blinked, and his handsome face overflowed Mu Zili's field of vision. He leaned over, his face close to hers, so close that Mu Zili could easily feel his burning exhale.

His eyes were golden brown under the refraction of the sun, a little unreal to Mu Zili, as if he was smiling, the corners of his mouth were curled, and the tails of his eyes were raised.

She was helped up and sat by him, and her whole body was pale and weak.

"Drink water." Xu Yanwu glanced at her lips, which were dry to the point of peeling, and intimately picked up the water that had just been poured from the side.

Mu Zili is very obedient, and it seems that whatever Xu Yanwu asks her to do, she will do.

"Does it hurt?" Xu Yanwu asked.

"It hurts." She replied.

"Have you noticed that dying is very easy, but the process of dying is so painful that you can't imagine it."

Mu Zili lowered his head and nodded imperceptibly, it was too painful, like he was in hell. She regretted it, really regretted it, and the moment she passed out, she thought, it turned out that the bridge in the movie was a lie.

Cutting her wrists and dying, she chose the most torturous and torturous method.

Xu Yanwu was silent for a while, and the surroundings were strangely quiet.

The bell ticked until he heard his voice, like a dream, and he said, "Mu Zili, why not be an ordinary person who is afraid of death?" ”

Mu Zili didn't dare to look at Xu Yanwu, she lowered her head, looked at the pure white quilt, squirmed her lips, and finally spoke after silence, "You don't understand, I'm like an ugly monster, no one cares, and no one loves." ”

There was no pause, no stammering, she said clearly, "I live for myself, and I am so unbearable, I live for others, how can others care about me." Sometimes I wonder, what's the meaning of life? Xu Yanwu, it's really tiring to be alive. ”

Her voice was many years old, and it took a great deal of strength to finish.

Xu Yanwu didn't know where to take out the Swiss Army knife she used to cut her wrists, the sharp blade refracted a piece of mangze, he casually, and as if he was telling the story, he dissected her step by step, peeling her off layer by layer.

"A long time ago, you were like an animal and you were afraid of death, and you had some concerns, such as your parents and friends, so you chose to stick with it. But when the bad things are never solved, there will always be all kinds of problems in front of you, squeezing the remaining patience of your life. You are getting more and more unwell, your health is getting worse and worse, you feel that the people around you are getting more and more terrifying, you haven't spoken for a long time, you haven't laughed for a long time, friends and family are always making demands, few people are willing to think about you, and then your mother's death has become the last straw that overwhelms you. One sentence starts to pop up in your head – or maybe it's over. So lonely and sad, you walked to the bridge alone that night, thinking about jumping to end it all. God gave you a chance to live, but one day, because of one thing, because of a word, gave the final blow to your already broken heart, you feel indebted, and feel painful, you don't have the courage to live anymore, everyone is busy with their own, no one cares what a social fear thinks, for a long, long time, no one really understands you, and finally, until you see the knife, you chose to commit suicide by cutting your wrists to escape reality. But now, you're afraid of death. ”

"Mu Zili, you are afraid of reality and death at the same time, cowardly but unwilling to be cowardly, once to die, once to survive, there was comfort in your heart, and you have also been disillusioned, you have repeatedly struggled between reality and ideals, but you think about it, you have reached this point, you can be infinitely close to death, how can you not have the strength to live?"

Xu Yanwu put away the knife, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window as he spoke, pulled up all the curtains, turned to face Mu Zili, and smiled like a bright streamer, "The weather has been very good these days, the sun is shining, when you are healed, let's go out and play together." ”

Mu Zili listened to it for a long time and endured it for a long time, and her heart sank again and again, like a knife.

It was as if no one had ever said such a thing to her, and no one would have treated her like this.

She held back her strength to keep herself from crying, like her last stubbornness.

Xu Yanwu walked over and gently wiped away the hot tears, he comforted her, like a friend, the kind of friend who enlightens and understands each other.

"It's okay, you can cry as much as you want, I won't laugh at you."

At this moment, Mu Zili finally couldn't help it, and cried out with a "wow", her whole body was exerting, and she said: "Xu Yanwu, if only I hadn't had happiness, so that I wouldn't have extravagant hopes or be disappointed." When I was a child, I thought I was lucky, but when I grew up, I realized that human suffering has always been around me, and last night at the moment when I couldn't bear it, I kept blaming myself and feeling guilty, why is my ability to bear so weak? If only I could be strong, a little bit, I wouldn't ask for too much. ”

Xu Yanwu took Mu Zili's right hand and put it on his left hand, pious and light, as if he was teaching others to do a math problem that only he could do, and he said, "I'll teach you to become stronger." ”

"What?"

Mu Zili was stunned, she raised her head and looked at Xu Yanwu, she heard him talking, like a heavenly sound.

"Mu Zili, do you know what I just said? Are these words in vain for you now? ”

Mu Zili looked at Xu Yanwu into his eyes, his smile healed the pain in her heart, and the golden light in his eyes softened the years.

Xu Yanwu will not comfort others, this is known to everyone, but among these others, Mu Zili is not included.

It seems that in front of Mu Zili, he has exhausted his life's tenderness, he said:

"Let's cooperate, Mu Zili, you live for me, from now on, I will care about you."

……

Mu Zili never thought that this sentence would redeem all the unbearable things she committed for the rest of her life, and from this moment on, Xu Yanwu became her world.