Chapter 21: Death

The whole game takes less than ten minutes, and according to the normal game, it usually takes half an hour.

Xu Yanwu praised the big failure from the bottom of his heart: "Mu Zili, yes, it can take ten minutes." ”

He was really surprised, he originally thought that she could only hold out for five minutes, but he didn't expect to be doubled by her.

Mu Zili's hands have been shaking, she played this game heartily, fell and got up many times, died and came back to life, she kept running to the enemy base, and looked at death as home in the arms of five people, she admired herself, she felt that she was a Xiaoqiang who could not be killed, and her vitality was tenacious.

"Really, really?" Looking at his 0-21-0 data, he asked in disbelief.

"Well, awesome, a genius at playing games. You see you've killed 21 people, and you haven't died once, and I've just died several times. Xu Yanwu is serious nonsense.

Mu Zili needs encouragement rather than blows, Xia Zhi told him that when he finds an opportunity, he will encourage Mu Zili and give her confidence, which will be beneficial to her treatment.

"That's good." She whispered back.

Mu Zili is good, but his teammates are not good, and their current mentality can only be described by the word explosion.

Stagnant and doubtful of life, Xiao Qi's head was confused, Liuyun was ready to stay up late tonight to practice his skills, and he was complacent and played the C position again.

"Brother Wu, have you been drinking?" Xiao Qi asked cautiously.

If you don't communicate with them the whole time, you can still rush straight to the opposite base, creating an illusion for them.

Their Wu brother chased five people alone, and felt that he could pick five, so he almost shouted loudly with a loudspeaker: "You five are surrounded by me, quickly surrender and spare the dog's life!" ”

Xu Yanwu turned on the microphone, unfathomable, "I have a reason." ”

Blank took over the conversation, "You stupid, Brother Wu is trying to give GT an illusion, we will play against their second team at that time, this is a tactic, right, Brother Wu." ”

Xu Yanwu hesitated for a while and said, "Don't think so much, I actually want to train you with weights." ”

“……”

"Are you tired, do you want to drink water?" Xu Yanwu squatted down, took the water cup on the side, and prepared to feed it to Mu Zili.

Xu Yanwu fed her water to drink, and she was now panicked and trembling.

"Your hands are shaking, even if you pick it up, you will splash the water." Xu Yanwu didn't think there was anything bad, he just stated the facts.

"Not thirsty." Mu Zili refused, she couldn't trouble Xu Yanwu anymore.

Xu Yanwu put down the water cup, "Then I'll send you back." ”

"Xu Yanwu, I want to go back." Before leaving, she said what she had always wanted to say, that she wanted to go back to school.

"Don't worry, I won't, commit suicide, you're a good person, I can't do it anymore, trouble you." Mu Zili said it intermittently, but it was clear that you are a good person.

Since taking the medicine, she feels tired even to speak, and she is already a nervous person who can't speak.

Fortunately, this time Xu Yanwu had the patience to listen to her.

"Well, I know what you mean, you don't like me, you don't want to be friends with me, you dislike me here, you want to leave early." Xu Yanwu's eyes were lonely, like a little wolf cub about to be abandoned, squatting beside Mu Zili's legs, blinking his eyes, and trying hard.

When Mu Zili heard this, he was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, he shook his head to deny, and his apricot eyes were full of self-blame, "No, no." ”

She was about to shed tears again, Mu Zili began to feel guilty, useless, and cried at every turn.

Xu Yanwu felt that she owed a lot, so why did she make her cry.

"Okay, I'm kidding you." Xu Yanwu gently wiped away the tears on Mu Zili's face, "I'll send you back to school when you start school, okay?" You should play with me during the summer vacation, I am very lonely, and no one wants to accompany me. Xu Yanwu began to sell miserably, "I have to practice martial arts every day during the summer vacation, turn over my head and press my legs, squat and step against each other, and I am bruised all over my body at the end of the day, and I want to have friends to chat with me when I come back, if you leave, I will be alone." ”

Mu Zili felt that he was very excessive, how could he be so bad to Xu Yanwu, Xu Yanwu was very good to her, although he didn't want to save her, but it was undeniable that Xu Yanwu had a heart that was keen to help others.

He's a good boy.

"Okay." She wanted to give him comfort.

He smiled happily, his clear and bright eyes were a little childish, his mouth was open to reveal his white teeth, and the little tiger teeth were also exposed.

It's so cute.

This made Mu Zili have a kind of motherly love that is unique to women.

"Xu Yanwu, thank you." She said.

"Thank me for what?" Xu Yanwu was stunned for a moment, and his smile gradually disappeared, in this world, Mu Zili was the first person to say thank you to him.

"Thank you for your kindness."

Xu Yanwu suppressed the wild laughter that was about to burst out in his body, stood up and walked to the back of the wheelchair, he couldn't control it anymore, and the smile on his face gradually expanded, until finally there was an extremely uncomfortable smile.

"I'll take you back to your room." He said.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening after Mu Zili finished taking the medicine, and after Xiaomi left, she took out her mobile phone, and every day she would report safety or chat with her roommate.

She covered it up perfectly, Tai Mingjing and Song Susu didn't notice any difference in her, and always thought that she stayed in school to read and write papers.

Song Susu: Mumu, I'll go back to school in a few days, do you want me╭(╯ε╰)╮

I'm super fierce: Yes.

Song Susu: I brought you a lot of delicious food, including sausages, biscuits, jelly, and your favorite White Rabbit toffee. Hey, hey, hey, I'm going to feed you fat, you see you're skinny, like a matchstick.

Tai Mingjing: Su Da Fat, you are jealous of our family's Mumu physique that only eats and does not get fat.

Song Susu: What's wrong with my jealousy, there must be someone worthy of my jealousy, look at you, man, which point of the whole body is worthy of me to take a closer look.

Tai Ming Spiegel: Roll the calf: (, wash the bed and wait!!

Song Susu: -.-'s all?

I'm super fierce: Susu, Spiegel, you guys are so nice.

Tai Mingjing: You just found out that we are good, how are you going to repay my father and me? Not much to ask for, a fragrant kiss.

Song Susu: What's good, everything is a matter of appearance, seeing that you are beautiful like a flower and weak and can't take care of yourself, love is overflowing and out of control, everything is providential.

Tai Mingjing: What a mess, talking about people!

Mu Zili rubbed her eyes, she cried many times today, and her eyes were swollen.

Forget it, cry, it's the last time anyway.

I'm super fierce: Thank you. Good night and may your tomorrow be better.

Mu Zili finished the last sentence and exited the chat interface, and she began to edit the text message again.

Yesterday, her aunt called her, and she didn't tell Xiaomi and Xu Yanwu.

My aunt asked her for money, and she lent her mother 100,000 yuan before, and she asked her to pay for it immediately, otherwise she would come to the school tomorrow to find her.

It's hard to hear, and if you can't pay it back, you will sell your kidney.

It seems that in another week, Mu Zili will reach his nineteenth birthday.

At nineteen, she can't seem to wait.

"Aunt, someone will call you tomorrow and ask you to come to me, you don't have to worry about money, I will accompany you to sell organs when the time comes, and I will definitely be able to scrape together 100,000 yuan." Also, thank you, aunt, you were so kind to me when I was a child, and you are the only one in the family who knows that I like sweets, thank you. ”

She typed with difficulty, deleted and typed, typed and deleted, deliberated repeatedly, her hands trembled, and for an hour, she sent the text message.

The other party has received.

Mu Zili shook his hand and put his mobile phone on the head of the bed, sat on the bed, and took out the knife from his arms, which was the Swiss Army knife on Xu Yanwu's computer desk.

She took advantage of Xu Yanwu's game to get fascinated and secretly took it, and it took a lot of effort to hide it.

She didn't want to die in Xu Yanwu's house, which would bring him a lot of trouble.

But it wasn't until she saw the knife that she changed her mind.

She didn't want to wait any longer, so she was selfish.

She was sorry for Xu Yanwu.

Unexpectedly, the last person she thought of would be a sixteen-year-old boy named Xu Yanwu.

They had known each other for less than two months.

She sobbed quietly in the dark, her hands trembled like Parkinson's syndrome, the knife was not heavy, but at the moment she felt as heavy as a mountain.

"Thank you." She said the last sentence, and the words were clear.

This is her last nostalgia for this world.

The wound on her wrist was cut by her, but it was not deep, and there was no strength in her whole body, so she could only deepen it little by little.

It really hurts, it's a thousand times more painful than Mu Mingqi hurting her foot with a blade, and it's a hundred times more painful than when she had a bone marrow transplant.

She felt as if she had been bitten by death, her wrists were devoured one by one, fear, remorse, disappointment, confusion, and all kinds of emotions came to her heart.

This was the closest Mu Zili had come to death, and the red blood spread, like a diverted river gushing out.

Time passed minute by second, she frowned in pain, her whole body hurt, and she was so cold, her body seemed to be in the ice and snow, constantly convulsing.

An hour passed, the white sheets and bedding pillows were full of blood, and from a distance, it gave people a visual impact, and the white and red intersected like the most gorgeous blood-colored flowers.

Mu Zili was lying on the bed, breathless, her face was covered by her hair, like a female ghost in a horror movie, cloaked in hair to make blood.

She didn't cry while waiting for death, it was so painful that all the nerves could only feel pain, and the tear ducts were blocked by pain.

It really hurts, it hurts, this long bloodletting process, she feels the passage of life, all the past no longer makes her sad, nothing is more difficult than this moment.

The pain was unbearable, and she really wanted to give herself a good time.