Chapter 38: Friendship or Love
"I want to go out, tonight's self-study is a biology teacher, you can help me cover up." Lin Luoluo, who was sitting in the dormitory, couldn't feel at ease for a long time, and said to Qi Yujiu.
"Where are you going?" Qi Yujiu and Shen Chanjuan brushed their heads and looked up at Lin Luoluo.
"I'll go look for Jiang Zhijing and I'll be back soon." Lin Luoluo said and packed his schoolbag.
"How are you going at night?" Qi Yujiu looked at Lin Luoluo uneasily, since that incident, Qi Yujiu had palpitations, and she really didn't feel at ease that Lin Luoluo was alone at night.
"Don't worry, I'll take a taxi and report to you when I get in and out of the car." Lin Luoluo responded to them with a smile.
"But you can't get out!" Shen Chanjuan looked at Lin Luoluo and said.
"I climbed over the iron fence behind us and went out, and when I came back, I walked through the gate and said that I would take leave during the day today, and I would come back at night."
"But ......" Qi Yujiu was not worried about Lin Luoluo on the one hand, and on the other hand, she couldn't go with Lin Luoluo, for fear that there would be two fewer people at once, and it would be more difficult for Shen Chanjuan to cover.
"Alright! I'll be careful, let's go! Saying that, Lin Luoluo touched Qi Yujiu's head and left the dormitory.
There are a lot of students on the playground, some are sports students, so the training teacher is also around, Lin Luoluo walked around the iron fence to the back of the rostrum, the sky is a little dark, except for the playground training ground is lit, the other areas are dark.
"Students! Study hard and don't skip school. An old couple walked outside the iron fence and happened to bump into Lin Luoluo climbing over the iron fence.
Lin Luoluo ignored their words, jumped off the iron fence on the other side, and ran away.
When I arrived at the door of Jiang Zhijing's house, the school had already started evening self-study, and when I looked downstairs, there was a light in Jiang Zhijing's house, but I thought about how to explain why I appeared here if it was Jiang Zhijing's parents who opened the door.
"Babble~" Just as Lin Luoluo was thinking, the door of Jiang Zhijing's house opened, and his mother was about to throw away a bag of garbage: "Luoluo? Why are you standing here? ”
"Huh? I came to Jiang Zhijing and heard that he was sick and asked for leave, so I happened to take leave to see him in the past few days. Lin Luoluo blurted out that he was also shocked, it turned out that improvisation was like this.
"He's in the room! You go in! Auntie go downstairs and throw out the garbage! Jiang Zhijing's mother smiled and gave way and went downstairs.
Lin Luoluo usually enters and exits Jiang Zhijing's room without knocking on the door, but this time he opened the door directly and went in according to his previous habit: "Mom! How many times have I said that you want to ...... when you come into my room" Jiang Zhijing was lying on the bed with his back to the door, talking, and when he turned around, he saw that it was Lin Luoluo, and immediately closed his mouth, and turned his body to the wall again.
"Sick?" Lin Luoluo closed the door and asked.
"Nope!"
"Then why are you taking a leave of absence? Is the bed comfortable at home? ”
"Nope!"
"I'm here, don't you look at me squarely?"
"What are you doing here? Is there something wrong? ”
"I'm going to ask you! Is there something wrong with you! Why do you do this! Lost your phone? Out of power? Or deaf? Blind? Don't even look at your phone? Lin Luoluo asked, looking at the mobile phone next to the pillow.
"How did you get here?" Jiang Zhijing didn't look back, nor did he answer Lin Luoluo's question.
"Walking!" Such an attitude obviously exhausted Lin Luoluo's patience.
"Are you going back to school later?"
"I'll go back to heaven!"
"I'm serious!" Jiang Zhijing couldn't help but sit up and look at Lin Luoluo.
"Finally willing to watch me talk?"
"It's not! What the hell are you going to do! Jiang Zhijing looked at Lin Luoluo and asked anxiously.
"Does Yu Xuan make you so unhappy?"
"Yes!"
Lin Luoluo reached out and took the mobile phone next to the pillow and opened it and found that the messages were all read, so Jiang Zhijing did not read it, but deliberately did not reply to the message.
"We can be friends for a lifetime ......"
"You can live without being friends." Jiang Zhijing said.
"From friends to lovers, a lot will change, what you once tolerated may become a lover, you will not be able to accept it, then you will look at me anywhere uncomfortable, and what I do will make you impatient and disgusted." Lin Luoluo stood up and walked around the room, fiddling with the things on the bookshelf and desk.
"Do you just trust me so much? So many years! You still don't think I'm qualified to do well, do you? ”
"It's because of so many years that I feel that it is more suitable for you to be friends, and our relationship as friends gets along better, and I don't want to break or lose such a friend." Lin Luoluo turned his back to Jiang Zhijing and looked at the books on the bookshelf, in fact, Lin Luoluo didn't have the intention to read the content at all, but wanted to find something to hide his panic.
"You never gave me this chance, I'll ask you! Don't you feel what I've been working for so long? ”
"Thank you." Lin Luoluo closed the book and put it back in its original position.
"Did I say this just to hear a thank you from you?" Jiang Zhijing got up unhappily and walked to Lin Luoluo's side.
"We can't be boyfriend and girlfriend, ...... be friends" Before Lin Luoluo finished speaking, Jiang Zhijing kissed him, which really made Lin Luoluo so shocked that he didn't know how to refuse, but when Lin Luoluo reacted, his hand was firmly grasped by Jiang Zhijing and couldn't move.
Lin Luoluo didn't want to do this, but he always liked Jiang Zhijing in his heart, and that kind of feeling couldn't withstand such toughness, and slowly Lin Luoluo relaxed from his stiff state, indulging in his own sensibility, I don't know how long it took to hear the doorbell outside the door Lin Luoluo came back to his senses, Jiang Zhijing let go of Lin Luoluo's wrist and went out to open the door, then Lin Luoluo understood everything that happened just now, if Jiang Zhijing's mother hadn't forgotten to bring the key, then she would definitely see everything just now.
Thinking that Lin Luoluo slumped in the chair, his behavior was really unforgivable, even if he didn't like Yu Xuan, he was still a boyfriend and girlfriend, and Lin Luoluo's reaction just now was obviously betrayal.
"O Lolo! Auntie just bought some fruit downstairs, and I cut it and ate it together! Jiang Zhijing's mother said in front of Lin Luoluo with the fruit.
"Oh, good!" Lin Luoluo replied with a smile.
"I'll send you back to school after eating!" Jiang Zhijing returned to the room and looked at Lin Luoluo, who was still flushed, and said.
"We're friends!" Lin Luoluo replied silently.
"We didn't do anything, I kissed you, you don't have to blame yourself or feel sorry for Yu Xuan, you can't resist if you don't have as much strength as me, I can't let you refuse!" Jiang Zhijing sighed.
"No, you're obviously loose in the back, it's me who doesn't push you away." Lin Luoluo replied with tears in his eyes, looked at Jiang Zhijing and said without replying: "I can go back by myself later, you have a good rest at home, we think...... Maybe it's not even suitable to be friends. ”
"What do you mean? Now I don't even want to be friends? Jiang Zhijing couldn't help but raise his voice.
"Zhijing, are you arguing?" Jiang Zhijing's mother shouted in the kitchen.
"Nope! Jiang Zhijing and I are playing. Lin Luoluo hurriedly came out and explained.
"Oops! Luo Luo is good, I also want a daughter, and I gave birth to Zhijing, a bastard boy, and the fruit was cut by Aunt Fruit immediately. Jiang Zhijing's mother looked at Lin Luoluo lovingly.
"Good!" Lin Luoluo responded with a smile, but his heart was full of guilt.
After eating the fruit, Jiang Zhijing insisted on sending Lin Luoluo back, plus Jiang Zhijing's mother said that it was not safe for girls to be alone at night, and in the end, Lin Luoluo still couldn't go out of the house with Jiang Zhijing.
"What if nothing happened!" Jiang Zhijing said weakly.
"How can you think it didn't happen? My compromise my submissive, I feel like I'm really disgusting! Lin Luoluo couldn't control his emotions anymore and cried.
"Lolo." Jiang Zhijing took Lin Luoluo into his arms: "I'm sorry!" My bad, don't cry! ”。
Looking at Lin Luoluo's tearful appearance, Jiang Zhijing was full of distress, although Jiang Zhijing was very happy to pluck up the courage to kiss Lin Luoluo for the first time in so many years, but it was not worth it to exchange such happiness for Lin Luoluo's tears.
"I will never be like this again, we are just friends, I promise you to be only friends! I won't make you sad, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Jiang Zhijing panicked, and his heart was extremely uncomfortable.
This kind of embrace made Lin Luoluo no longer care about her patience on weekdays, not only because the kiss with Jiang Zhijing tonight was more because of the pent-up emotions that had been accumulated for so long, and no one usually paid attention to her strange emotions, and no one gave her a warm embrace, so she could only endure it by herself.
After a long time, Lin Luoluo gradually stopped sobbing and pushed Jiang Zhijing away, Jiang Zhijing didn't speak, just watched quietly, maybe he felt that it was useless to say anything, Lin Luoluo walked forward silently, because he had cried for too long, his eyes were red and swollen and itchy, Lin Luoluo reached out to scratch it, but was knocked to the ground by a little boy opposite, the little boy looked back and saw Lin Luoluo fall and nodded apologetically and ran away in a hurry.
"Hey! You! Lolo is all right! Jiang Zhijing hurriedly stepped forward to help Lin Luoluo, and when he wanted to pick up the schoolbag on the ground, he found that a small medicine bottle was knocked out from the side of the schoolbag pocket, because the light was a little dim, he just reached out and looked at the name of the medicine, and then stuffed it back into the schoolbag.
"It's okay! I'll take a taxi back here, you go upstairs! Lin Luoluo stopped a car, but Jiang Zhijing followed closely and got into the taxi: "Eh! Why did you come up too, you go home! I'll tell you at school! ”
"I'll send you when I come up!" Jiang Zhijing leaned against the window and replied.
There is only the sound of the radio in the car, the driver occasionally looks through the rearview mirror to see that the passengers find that the atmosphere is wrong and consciously does not speak, the radio plays songs from the sixties and seventies, the lights outside the car flicker and fly away, and after a while, there is no light, it is almost to the school, only there are no street lights near the school, and the street is extremely dark at night.