Chapter 39: A Shaken Heart

"Where have you been?" When Lin Luoluo returned to school, the evening self-study had already ended, and on the way back to the dormitory, he saw Yu Xuan standing downstairs in the teaching building.

"A trip home." Lin Luoluo replied with a little weakness.

"Uncomfortable? How did you get home? ”

"It's nothing, just go back and get something."

"Then why don't you reply to the message?" When Lin Luoluo heard this, he hurriedly took out his mobile phone from his pocket to check, and indeed sent a lot of messages and made a lot of calls, and Lin Luoluo was so uneasy at that time that he didn't notice it at all.

"You really ...... Got home? Yu Xuan asked softly.

"My dad brought back a new woman and asked me to come home for dinner." Lin Luoluo looked at Yu Xuan's eyes and said.

"Didn't your mom just leave...... Not long? Yu Xuan was obviously a little surprised, but he believed it with a look on his expression.

"So when I was lonely, I brought another woman back." Lin Luoluo said and walked towards the dormitory building, hoping that Yu Xuan would end the topic quickly.

"Are you hungry? Would you like to go to the kiosk and buy something to eat? Yu Xuan looked at Lin Luoluo's bad mood.

"No, I'm a little tired, I'll go back first." Lin Luoluo's unusual attitude made Yu Xuan a little uncomfortable.

"Would you like to talk to me?" Yu Xuan stood in place and asked softly.

Lin Luoluo looked at Yu Xuan and thought that what should be said was Tang Yingying's matter in the afternoon, "Okay!" ”。

There was still a period of time before the lights out time, the students on the campus basically gathered in the commissary and dormitory, and the teachers also left the campus one after another, Yu Xuan took Lin Luoluo's hand and walked to the small garden behind the teaching building by taking advantage of the night.

"I want to apologize to you." Yu Xuan said after letting Lin Luoluo sit on the bench.

"What?"

"Actually, I listened to Tang Yingying's words in my heart, not that I don't trust you, but I want to hear what you say, and now as long as you say it, I will believe it." Yu Xuan squatted in front of Lin Luoluo and looked up.

"I do know the guy named Binbin, but it's not as close as she says, it's just a normal friendship." As soon as Lin Luoluo said this, he felt how empty he was, once he opened the head of a lie, he had to use three or four lies to round it, and over time, there were more and more lies, and slowly he couldn't even tell the truth from the false.

"Do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?" Seeing Lin Luoluo say this, Yu Xuan also had the courage to ask.

"No, that's all I know." Lin Luoluo's words are true, and there are indeed only a handful of friends of the opposite sex around him.

"Does Jiang Zhijing know that we are together?"

"Yes!"

"What's his reaction?"

Yu Xuan saw that Lin Luoluo hadn't answered for a long time, so he sighed softly: "You should be very unhappy!" ”

"I wish we could always be together." Yu Xuan shook Lin Luoluo's hand and said.

"Hmm."

Looking at Lin Luoluo's face full of loss, bumping into the flickering eyes and the small body, Yu Xuan was full of distress, and gently hugged her into his arms, this embrace made Lin Luoluo think of Jiang Zhijing, and the guilt filled Lin Luoluo's entire heart, and he really didn't know what to do.

At this moment, Yu Xuan couldn't help but want to kiss Lin Luoluo, but at the moment when he was about to touch it, Lin Luoluo subconsciously avoided it, this action made both of them really stunned, Yu Xuan didn't know if it was his abruptness that made Lin Luoluo unhappy and hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back all of a sudden, did I scare you?" ”

"You don't want to tolerate me for everything, and if I do something that makes you unhappy, you can say it." Lin Luoluo looked back at Yu Xuan and said.

"No! You didn't do anything to make me unhappy! ”

"If in the future, you will be angry with me, lose your temper or quarrel with me."

"Fool?" Yu Xuan smiled and reached out to rub Lin Luoluo's hair.

Yu Xuan sent Lin Luoluo back to the dormitory building and left, Lin Luoluo stood downstairs and looked at Yu Xuan's back and said softly, "If only I could like you." ”

"Lolo! Didn't you say get on and off and send it to me! You've gone too far! If Jiang Zhijing hadn't told me that you were at school, I would have called the police! As soon as he entered the dormitory door, Lin Luoluo was shocked and motionless by Qi Yujiu's shouts.

"Yes! We were worried for a night. Shen Chanjuan continued.

"Oops! I was wrong! I just thought about seeing Jiang Zhijing first and forgot to send it to you! Lin Luoluo put down his schoolbag apologetically and coaxed.

"If you do this, we won't cover for you next time, and let you fend for yourself." Qi Yujiu was really angry.

"Did the teacher talk about it today? Don't be angry! You see that your mouth is not good-looking, and the angry look is too ugly, look at it, look at it! Lin Luoluo said and took out a mirror from the table and pointed it at Qi Yujiu.

Qi Yujiu was already soft-hearted towards Lin Luoluo and couldn't stand the coaxing, and she laughed out loud when she was made like this.

"Are you and Jiang Zhijing okay?" Qi Yujiu asked after recovering her usual mood.

"That's it! Anyway, if you don't really get sick, you can't die! Lin Luoluo got up and went to pack his clothes, intending to go and wash.

"You really believe he's sick! As soon as you hear it, you know it's pretended! Qi Yujiu said.

"Then why have you been here for so long?" Shen Chanjuan sat next to Qi Yujiu.

"Do you think I like Yu Xuan?"

"What do we think! If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, how do we know. ”

"How do I feel that I don't like Yu Xuan." Lin Luoluo put down what he was holding and said silently.

"You like Jiang Zhijing, don't you?" Shen Chanjuan looked at Lin Luoluo with such a look and couldn't help asking.

"How is that possible! Jiang Zhijing has been chasing Luo Luo since junior high school, and if he likes it, they will be together for a long time. Qi Yujiu refuted Shen Chanjuan.

"Probably! Maybe I don't know. ”

"Ahh Qi Yujiu exclaimed.

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Qi Yujiu hurriedly got up and turned Lin Luoluo's body to the right and asked.

"I don't refuse his kisses."

"What do you mean? You kissed? You are not mistaken! Eldest sister! You're dating Yu Xuan now! Qi Yujiu shouted uncontrollably, and Shen Chanjuan on the side was also shocked.

"I know."

"Jiang Zhijing took the initiative?"

"Hmm."

"It's really crazy! Then you don't refuse? ”

"Hmm!"

"What are you thinking? Do you really like Jiang Zhijing? ”

"Maybe!" Lin Luoluo took the toiletries and walked out of the dormitory.

"What now?" Qi Yujiu turned her head and asked Shen Chanjuan, only to see Shen Chanjuan shake her head and lie back on the bed.

That night, everyone couldn't sleep at night, everyone had their own things in their hearts, everyone wanted to sleep and wake up for a new day, and they all thought that those things would pass when the time passed, but they knew that it would not end so easily, nor would they figure it out so easily.

The morning sun hit the dormitory window, Lin Luoluo looked at the dazzling light and calmed down a lot, looked at the time was only 6 o'clock, and there was still a period of time before getting up and ringing the bell to squint for a while, but Lin Luoluo couldn't sleep anymore and got out of bed, looking at Qi Yujiu, who was still asleep, and Shen Chanjuan's habit of kicking the quilt still hadn't changed.

There are already students in the washing area outside, there are a few students walking around in the corridor, and from the windowsill, some students are already studying on their own in the third year of high school. However, there are not many days left before the college entrance examination. When Lin Luoluo finished washing up and returned to the dormitory, Qi Yujiu had already gotten up and was waking up Shen Chanjuan.

"Don't sleep! The bell is about to ring later! Qi Yujiu patted Shen Chanjuan's leg and shouted.

"It's not that the bell hasn't been ringed yet! Another 5 minutes! ”

"Ring the bell, you will wash up again, there will be a lot of people! Hurry up! Qi Yujiu climbed onto Shen Chanjuan's bed and dragged her up.

"Go ahead! Now there are quite a lot of people! Lin Luoluo put down the basin and said.

"Look! Now there are a lot of people, so let's sleep for another 5 minutes and there will be fewer people. Shen Chanjuan said a word and fell back to bed.

"Yu Jiu! I'm going to take a leave of absence in the afternoon. Lin Luoluo said to Qi Yujiu, who was changing clothes.

"Why are you going? Didn't Jiang Zhijing come back to class today! ”

"No, there's something going on at home!"

"Is something wrong?" As soon as she finished speaking, Shen Chanjuan sat up.

"A little thing, I'll come back from self-study in the evening, I'll talk to you first, I'm afraid I forgot to reply to your message again." Lin Luoluo said with a smile.

The hospital scheduled for the consultation this afternoon, but Lin Luoluo suddenly thought of the task ordered by the psychiatrist, and said that the diary was only written 2 when he came back that day, and he didn't listen to the recommended music and didn't go to the movies. The main reason is that Lin Luoluo is really not in the mood to do such a thing recently, Lin Luoluo is thinking about treatment as soon as possible on the one hand, and on the other hand, he is unwilling to tell a stranger about his situation, not to reject people thousands of miles away, but to explain that his mood is an extremely painful thing in the eyes of a patient, like experiencing the sad thing again, which is more devastating than the physical pain.