Muzi Li's mother died, they said it was a suicide, and it was in the river at the head of the city, and it took more than ten days to soak and float.

When Mu Zili saw her mother again, her mother was unrecognizable, and she didn't look like the glamorous appearance she loved to dress up in the past.

There was no funeral, just a fire, an urn in hand, and then put it on an unknown hill to be buried.

She has been living at her father's house, and Chen Yazhi said that she can't leave yet, because Xiao Qi is still unstable after surgery, and she needs to be a mobile blood bank to draw it anytime and anywhere.

Later, several fierce-looking creditors came to the door, saying that Zhou Juan owed them a lot of money, and since the person died, her ex-husband or daughter would pay it back.

At that time, Mu Zili was so frightened that he hugged his head and ran away, and vented his pain with screams.

In Mu Xingye's eyes, Mu Zili was already delirious, he took it upon himself to take out the 300,000 yuan in her card and return it, he took the password of the card for a long time, and finally coaxed her to say, "Mu Mu, Dad and Mom are going to take you to the playground to play, but there is no money, Dad remembers to put the money in your card, what is the password?" Mu Zili immediately said the password, like a seven or eight-year-old child who is well-behaved and sensible.

However, a few days later, a large group of relatives came to the door and shouted around Muzi Li, saying that they had borrowed a lot of money from Zhou Juan, and they were waiting to pay it back if they couldn't open the pot at home, but before they could wait, Zhou Juan died, and they couldn't help it.

There were still people who knelt down to beg a junior who was a few rounds younger than her, Mu Zili remembered who she was, her aunt, and she liked to hug her aunt when she was a child.

She looked at the pile of IOUs, nodded magically, said that she would pay back the money, give her a little time, and immediately go to her classmates to borrow them when she returned to school.

No one believed it, crying and shouting, surrounding her in the middle, she was alone in the house, all the words were thrown at her, she was no longer afraid, at that moment, no matter how many people there were, she was not afraid.

In the end, those relatives really had no choice, and since they promised to pay back the money, they all left in a huff.

Mu Zili felt that he was hallucinating, and sometimes when he took a step, it was as if his whole body was descending, and when he looked down, he found that there was a bottomless abyss below. Or she will inexplicably show up in the kitchen with a kitchen knife in her hand.

Chen Yazhi happened to see this scene at night, told Mu Xingye about it, and talked about the success of Xiao Qi's operation.

A few days later, Mu Zili dragged her suitcase back to S City, and this time and again, she moved her bone marrow and died, and her mother was gone, and she was alone and careless.

After putting the suitcase back in the dormitory, Mu Zili went out alone.

She was very lonely, the loneliest time in eighteen years, and she began to think about the word "loneliness", which was really lonely, not even an antonym.

Looking at the endless night, walking in the streets of fire trees and silver flowers, the bustling world is full of people, and the dirty water in the gutter flows slowly, filled with the smell of decay.

There are pedestrians walking, families, couples, friends...... She hallucinated again, she found that it was winter, the cold wind was biting, the branches of the trees were trembling by the wind, the neon lights above were dazzling, the red lights were green, some people laughed, some cried, some people were lonely, some people were helpless.......

The storefronts on the street were wide open, and the inside was full of heavenly light, and people walked in, or looked at the price, and left the market, or talked with the boss for a long time, before giving up a hundred dollars to buy it.

The sound of one after another, I don't know what it is talking about, just like the mosquitoes that are tired of the hot summer, buzzing, buzzing.

Mu Zili stood under the bright starlight, she was thinking, how to die?

It can't be near the school, it's full of students as old as her, it will scare them, it can't be too bloody and ugly, it will also scare passers-by, it can't be too complicated, otherwise her case will keep others busy, and it can't be too big, otherwise it will be in the news and occupy public resources.

How innocent they were, and how could they suffer any loss from her death?

Later, Mu Zili walked alone for a long time, from the sunset to the night, from the crowd to the barking of dogs in the streets, from the surging river to the towering high-rise buildings, and finally she chose a bridge with excellent scenery, standing on the edge of the fence, in the night that the group of residents hated, she found a piece of light, at this moment, she felt the wind is also pleasant, the dust is lingering, and even the sound of whirring is also lingering.

She thought that it would be great if she didn't call Mu Zi Li, so that she wouldn't have a character like Mu Zi Li, she wouldn't be hurt, she wouldn't be sad, and she wouldn't cry.

It is said that when people die, they will recall some things in the past, but Mu Zili doesn't want to recall them at all, she can't bear it.

Safely closed his eyes, feeling the shattered bones after the rapid decline, his whole body was relaxing, and his hand, which was usually clenched tightly into a fist, was also opened.

The feeling of falling suddenly stopped, and the imagined pain did not appear.

Mu Zili opened her eyes, looked up stiffly, and saw that her right hand was grabbed by a slender and white hand, as if she had grasped hope, and she grabbed it so hard that she was constantly trembling.

She suddenly heard her own heartbeat, as if she had withdrawn from a hallucination, everything around her began to brighten, the light was dazzling, and along the blue tendons on her arms, it seemed that there was a teenager, turning all the light behind her, with all her might, just to hold her falling body.

After a long stalemate, Mu Zili finally understood what she was doing, she glanced below, it was as dark as a bottomless pit, and she couldn't see anything.

Just one glance made her faint.

When she heard Xu Yanwu's voice, it was still that irritable tone, and he said: "You hold on to Lao Tzu, and I'll use up later, and you cooperate with the push!" ”

Mu Zili gasped, and she guessed that she was going to start getting sick again.

Her life is coming to an end, so she doesn't have the courage to live.

Her trembling lips trembled, and she repeated the phrase, "Let go." ”

Xu Yanwu never listens to what others say, he only does what he wants to do, since he wants her to live, it is a natural and man-made disaster, and he also wants her to live.

In order to conserve his physical strength, Xu Yanwu stopped talking, and slowly pulled the people below up a little, tightening his teeth, he quickly grabbed with both hands, thanks to the people below did not move, Xu Yanwu was sweating profusely, his arms were sore, and he finally saved Mu Zili from the brink of danger.

He collapsed to the ground, and when he turned his face, he realized that she had passed out, her hair disheveled, and her face was covered with tears or sweat.

Xu Yanwu got up, picked up the locomotive hat that he had just thrown on the ground because of his panic, helped the people on the ground to put it on her, then carried it on his back and walked to the locomotive step by step.

She is very light, Xu Yanwu doesn't feel any weight, it's like a ball of air, which will blow away at any time.

Sitting on the locomotive, Mu Zili always fell, Xu Yanwu had no choice, she stuck her hands firmly on her waist, and used her back to support an area she could rely on.

Xu Yanwu under the dim street lamp is rarely serious and quiet, he has never driven a locomotive so smoothly.

The oblique shadow accompanied the roar of the locomotive, Xu Yanwu never thought that he finally sneaked out to drive the locomotive, and he would meet Mu Zili, who was bent on death, and he didn't expect that he, who disregarded life, would do his best to save a person who had only met him a few times, and this rescue was a lifetime......