Chapter 16 Mu Zi Li

"Young Master, don't you have to practice tonight?" Lu Ming asked, bowing down.

Xu Yanwu sat in front of the glass window with himself in his arms, the thin young man was barefoot, his knees were bent, his arms were around his knees, supporting his chin, lonely and lonely.

Looking out with peach petal-like eyes, the night was thick, the streets were brightly lit, the speeding vehicles, and the high-rise buildings that passed by at a glance, he had seen this scene many times, and he never tired of looking at it.

Shaking his head imperceptibly, he was not in the mood to practice boxing today, and he was unhappy as if he was missing a piece in his heart.

"Then I'll tell someone to leave." Lu Ming said again, "Young Master, Doctor Xia is still treating that young lady, do you want to go and see it?" ”

Xu Yanwu didn't speak, Lu Ming thought he wouldn't go, "Then young master, I asked Doctor Xia to come to you directly after reading it." ”

Xu Yanwu straightened his legs, stretched, and then got up from the ground, the dim dim light in the room shone on his handsome face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly for a while.

"Get out." He commanded, with a hoarse voice in his voice.

"Yes."

Lu Ming left the dim room and gently closed the door, when the young master is in a bad mood, he likes to listen to the sound of cracking, which will let everyone know his anger, but just now, the young master is obviously unhappy, why is he so calm?

Lu Ming closed the door and waited for a loud noise in the room, and after five minutes, it was magical, nothing happened, it was like a dream, and Lu Ming went downstairs and left.

Xu Yanwu went to the westernmost room, and Xia Zhi told him that Mu Zili needed psychological counseling, so he gave them enough space and went back to his room alone.

It's been two hours, he's been looking at the glass window for two hours, and for two hours he's constantly asking himself, why save people?

With a casual glance on the locomotive, he saw Mu Zili on the bridge, full of green silk rising with the wind, as if he could be blown away by the wind if he was not careful, at that moment, he panicked, which was a feeling he had never felt.

As he ran towards her at high speed, his mind went blank, and his hands grabbed her uncontrollably as he watched her jump.

He didn't dare to think about how he would feel if he hadn't caught her.

It's all amazing.

Muzi Li

Muzi Li

Muzi Li

He repeated the name in his heart.

It's like working on a new game, I've heard a little about it before, and then I want to go to it.

It's really ...... It's so much fun.

The person in the black diary and the person in reality are exactly like two people.

One is optimistic, with a dream hidden in his heart, and the other is depressed and suicidal, and he doesn't even have the courage to live.

Xu Yanwu stood straight outside the door, and he suddenly remembered that Mu Zili would be scared whenever he saw him, like a little hamster, trembling.

He smiled happily, put his hand on the doorknob, and didn't push it open for a long time.

The smile disappears.

Mu Zi Li was afraid of him.

Suddenly, the door opened from the inside, and Xia Zhi was wearing rimless glasses and a white coat, elegant and elegant.

"How long has it been outside the door?" He closed the door with a smile, and Xu Yanwu couldn't see anything through the gap.

"Just here." He's talking nonsense, and the devil knows he's been standing outside for about ten minutes.

"Let's go downstairs and talk to you." Xia Zhi has a straight face, and he has always been serious about his work.

"This little girl didn't say anything, and she didn't cooperate with the treatment at all." Xia Zhi sat on a chair, took a sip of coffee, and asked curiously, "Where did you pick it up?" ”

"On the way." Xu Yanwu said casually, his mood was finally calm, and then he began to make trouble again, like a fire in hell, burning others and himself.

"Xu Yanwu, are you funny?"

"I kid you not, really."

Xia Zhi was stunned, he saw sincerity from Xu Yanwu's eyes for the first time, that was Xu Yanwu, he had been abroad for nearly ten years, he knew best what Xu Yanwu looked like, he dared to pack a ticket, in this world, there is no one who can make Xu Yanwu focused.

But this time, did he feel wrong?

He took out a form, studied it for a while and said: "The patient has panic disorder, and is severely depressed, and there is suicide at any time, this is the information I can give you at the moment, she doesn't say anything, maybe outsiders seem to be withdrawn and weird, in fact, she is putting herself in a very safe space." Raising his glasses, he looked into Xu Yanwu's eyes and asked, "Do you want to cure her illness?" ”

"Heal?" Xu Yanwu licked the corners of his mouth, revealing a wicked smile, "I suddenly remembered a fun one." ”

He looked at the name of the road standing not far away, the corners of his mouth curled, and the two tiger teeth were especially sharp in the light.

"You say, what will happen to a man who lives in a dark world to see a beam of light?"

Xia Zhi smiled bitterly, "I will try hard to catch it, and I won't let go even if I die." ”

"That's it."

"What do you want to do?"

"I want her to stay with me." Live with me in another purgatory.

Xia Zhi was noncommittal, "Xu Yanwu, a lonely person never needs the company of another lonely person, on the contrary, what you need is an angel, like Michael, powerful, compassionate and righteous, who can heal your pain and take you out of the nightmare of the past." ”

Xu Yanwu scoffed after hearing this, and complained, "Your literary and artistic style is really a bit pretentious." ”

“……”

Xia Zhi prescribed a lot of medicine to Mu Zili, and said a word to Xu Yanwu before leaving.

He said, "Every person with mental illness should be respected, Xu Yanwu, don't hurt her." If one day you figure it out to cure her, remember, the first step is to treat yourself. ”

No manic person can get along with a depressed and frightened person, these are clearly two extremes, one crazy and the other depressed.

Xu Yanwu instructed Lu Ming to dispense medicine, but he didn't say that he wouldn't help Mu Zili, why did Xia Zhi always feel that he wanted to hurt her.

He felt that his image in Xia Zhi's heart needed to be improved, and next time he would definitely be kind to Xia Zhi, at least smile more in front of him, or speak better.

"Road name, am I fierce? Is it intimate or not? He asked the name of the road standing aside, his voice was gentle, and he smiled, this smile was like the wind and the moon in the stream, and like the clouds in the valley.

Lu Ming was in a trance, how should he answer...... So as not to be beaten?

"This ...... Young master, when you don't laugh or speak ugly, it's more kind. "At least for now, you're particularly scary.

It's not that he blows, after the young master talks to him, he will definitely be extremely unhappy.

As expected, as soon as his words fell, the young master made a gesture to kick him, but he quickly stayed still, and his movements were so skillful that it was distressing.

"Get out!" Xu Yanwu shouted, just rubbing his foot on Lu Ming.

As soon as he finished yelling, he regretted it, looked up from the stairs, turned around and lowered his voice, and ordered: "In the future, all of you will see Mu Zili to give me a low voice, a light movement, and not to scare her, understand?" ”

"Young master, we have never been extravagant." It's you...... Lu Ming didn't have the courage to speak again, folded his hands on his abdomen, and replied respectfully, "Understood." ”

"Young Master, is that Miss Mu your little girlfriend? You're so nice to her. "It's so good that he wants to cry, it's something he's never treated before.

Lu Ming's words were not ridiculed at all, he really thought that the young master had a girlfriend, and his temperament had undergone a strange change. And he was so good to her, she felt distressed when she was scared.

Just after asking, there was a dingdong in his head, and the whole person was stunned. "What bullshit? I am her lifesaver. ”

"Yes......" Lu Ming nodded hurriedly, not thinking that there was anything wrong with this sentence at all, and repeatedly remembered in his heart: because the young master saved her, he had to be good to her.

This causal relationship is completely valid, so in the future, he must use 200% of his heart to talk to Miss Mu.

……

In the next few years, Lu Ming never thought that the number of times Mu Zili talked to him could be counted on one hand.