After reading the blue notebook, Tian Xiaoxiao closed the notebook, and she remembered all the memories of the past and Lin Muxing.

Tian Xiaoxiao should also be related to this matter, in her heart, someone like Lin Muxing will always be happy and happy.

Tian Xiaoxiao looked at the sleeping Lin Muxing, afraid that after a while, Lin Muxing would disappear and really turn into a piece of wind, just like Su Lan at the beginning.

Wait for Lin Muxing to wake up.

"Lin Muxing, don't think about it, okay?" Tian Xiaoxiao hugged Lin Muxing tightly, she was really scared and distressed.

"I'm sorry I let you down." Lin Muxing still feels that his mental illness makes Tian Xiaoxiao unhappy, which is a fault, after all, he hopes that Tian Xiaoxiao will always laugh.

"Shall we go to the doctor? Everything will be fine. Tian Xiaoxiao hopes that Lin Muxing can become an eternally happy Lin Muxing.

"Really?" Lin Muxing pulled a reluctant smile.

"I'm going to try everything." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't want Lin Muxing to give up hope.

"But I don't think my life is boring anymore." Lin Muxing lowered his head, how disappointed he was.

"You still have me, you still have your teammates! Don't be so wild. Tian Xiaoxiao pinched Lin Muxing's meatless face and said.

"But ......" Lin Muxing didn't say, not wanting to bring unhappiness to Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Don't be, promise me to live well, okay? I'm really worried about you. Tian Xiaoxiao was the first person to make Lin Muxing feel warm, so Lin Muxing was willing to always stand on her side.

Tian Xiaoxiao took the initiative to cook for Lin Muxing.

"Brother Muxing, hurry up and eat, although the cooking is not particularly delicious, but you also have to eat some." Tian Xiaoxiao made a lot of food for Lin Muxing, these are all things that Lin Muxing likes to eat in Tian Xiaoxiao's memory.

"I ...... Can't eat that much. "Lin Muxing's mental state is not good, and he has no appetite.

"Eat a little, this is also a piece of my heart." Tian Xiaoxiao gave Lin Muxing vegetables.

"Okay." Lin Muxing gently pinched a piece of potato and didn't move his chopsticks after eating it.

"Brother Muxing, would you better eat more? I promise to make you something to eat in the future, and you can eat as much as you want. Tian Xiaoxiao persuaded bitterly.

"Good ......" Lin Muxing reluctantly ate more, Lin Muxing was visibly thin, he was already very thin, but now there is no trace of flesh on his wrists.

Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to do something to make Lin Muxing happy, she took Lin Muxing to the amusement park that Lin Muxing wanted to go to the most when she was a child.

Lin Muxing forced a smile throughout the whole process, "Sister Xiaoxiao, thank you." ”

How can a soulless person be happy......

Lin Muxing knew that someone cared about him and someone cared about him, but he just couldn't help being sad.

"Brother Muxing, are you hungry?" Tian Xiaoxiao suddenly asked.

"Are you hungry? Let's go to dinner. Lin Muxing saw through Tian Xiaoxiao at a glance that she was hungry, so she took Tian Xiaoxiao's hand.

"I'm sorry Brother Muxing, I forgot that you were unhappy, and I hope you can make me happy." Tian Xiaoxiao is still habitually coquettish to Lin Muxing, but Tian Xiaoxiao forgot that Lin Muxing is the best and should be protected.

"It's okay, I don't eat much, and it's enough for me to see you eat." Lin Muxing's smile is good-looking, but it looks particularly distressing.

Lin Muxing ordered a bunch of dishes for Tian Xiaoxiao, roasted eggplant, fish-flavored shredded pork, boiled meat, all of which Tian Xiaoxiao likes to eat.

But Lin Muxing still had no appetite.

Tian Xiaoxiao chose to live in her own home, and for the sake of QTQ's group soul, the four of them still lived together.

When Lin Muxing went to take a bath in the evening, Mu Yixuan stood at the door and looked at him with a scrutiny of the eyes.

"What are you curious about?" Lin Muxing saw the emotion in Mu Yixuan's eyes clearly.

"It's true that you only need to look at each other to know what I'm thinking, I want to ask you if you've been having insomnia lately?" Mu Yixuan was a little embarrassed, because he belonged to the kind of person who wanted to care about others but couldn't find a suitable reason to care, and he always had to feel like a temptation.

"yes, I'm having insomnia." Lin Muxing followed Mu Yixuan's words and picked up.

"I've got lavender in your room to help you sleep." Mu Yixuan's hand didn't know where to bother, and his eyes didn't dare to look at Lin Muxing.

"Thank you." Lin Muxing's eyes had no original light, and the whole person was colorless and spiritless.

"It's okay, I have something to tell you." Mu Yixuan patted Lin Muxing on the shoulder, thinking to himself, Mu Yixuan is the captain, he can't be shy or embarrassed.

"I ...... As the captain, I still have to take care of the health of the players, you want to have more happy things, how can you be without me?" Mu Yixuan continued.

"What's without me? Why can't I understand you. Lin Muxing's expression was a little puzzled.

"I mean, our team can't live without you, so Lin Muxing, you must be good." Mu Yixuan raised his fist and waited for Lin Muxing to respond.

"Okay, I'm trying to live." Lin Muxing also raised his fist in response to Mu Yixuan, and it was an agreement for the two fists to collide.

Everyone found out that Lin Muxing was wrong.

The agent put Lin Muxing's leave, "Lin Muxing, you have a good rest, I'm really afraid that something will happen to you, we can't lose you." ”

Lin Muxing didn't want to be idle, "I don't have to take a holiday, it's best to let me work, I'm not happy when I calm down." ”

"Brother Muxing, I remember that you always wanted this limited edition AR glasses before." Micah bought Lin Muxing his favorite AR glasses, but Micah couldn't play games with Lin Muxing, and Lin Muxing was not interested in anything now, even games.

"Thank you Micah, I love it." Lin Muxing accepted the AR glasses given by Micha, but there was still no light in his eyes.

"Brother Muxing, you must get better." Micah didn't want to see his Muxing brother disappear under his nose.

"I do my best." Lin Muxing didn't want Micah to be unhappy, but he couldn't say that he was definitely good, because he didn't know when he would be good.

But I moved on to another lens.

Lin Muxing was throwing his pillow and quilt, he didn't know who to be angry at, he didn't want to hurt others and could only torture himself.

My mother called and said, "No matter what, I'm your mother, I have to take care of you." ”

Lin Muxing roared into his phone, "I'm like this, can you leave my world?" Do you have to watch me die to be satisfied? I said I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear your voice, you want money, don't you? I'll give it all to you, please leave my world. ”

No matter what outsiders say about him, whether he is unfilial, or whether he is a white-eyed wolf, he no longer wants to look at those who hurt him.

He's sick, but the whole world thinks he's fine.

How desperate was he when he hurt himself with a knife? If he can, he doesn't want to be so sad and unhappy every day, and if he can, he wants to live happily.

But he couldn't do it, despair was shrouded in his life, he was used to not being cared about all the time, but Lin Muxing was fed up with being hurt in the name of loving him and doing good for him.

What exactly is good? Everything is unhappy, like a puppet without a soul, is that okay?

Mu Yixuan pushed open the door and wanted to enlighten Lin Muxing, "Lin Muxing, I know how much pressure you have and how sad you are, I know that everyone will be fine when they are depressed." ”

But Lin Muxing saw through Mu Yixuan's seemingly perfect heart and was also full of devastation, "But aren't you really depressed?" But why do I see the same despair in your eyes as I do? ”

Mu Yixuan also turned around and took two bottles of wine, which seemed to be the first time the two of them had drunk.

"Lin Muxing, let me tell you, I'm also miserable, I've been redundant since I was a child, and I'll always be just a substitute for others, who isn't miserable?" Mu Yixuan opened the wine and handed Lin Muxing a bottle.

"You don't have a mother, I have a mother, she wants me to die." Lin Muxing sneered.

"We're both miserable, so will you forgive your parents in the future?" Mu Yixuan asked, after all, Lin Muxing should have given all the economy.

"It's okay to say it once or twice, it's been so many years, I don't think I can forgive them for the rest of my life." Lin Muxing's disappointment was saved once or twice, if it was not good at the beginning and was always bad, Lin Muxing would not be so painful.

Now, as soon as Lin Muxing closes his eyes, it is all about the past, and his head hurts very much, as if he is about to explode.

"Lin Muxing, if you want to open something, I'm relieved if you want to open something like this." Mu Yixuan patted Lin Muxing on the shoulder.

"Mu Yixuan, you should also be happy, you must know that you are not a substitute for others no matter what, you are the captain of our QTQ." Lin Muxing also hopes that Mu Yixuan is well, he and Mu Yixuan both belong to the kind of people who would rather torture themselves and hope that others would live well.

"Hmmm! Cheers. Mu Yixuan raised his glass.

"Don't get drunk." Lin Muxing replied.

Lin Muxing's goal is to live to be 30 years old, and now he is 27 years old, and he doesn't know if he will choose to break himself one day.

The happiest thing these days is that Ye Zhe woke up.

The first thing Ye Zhe saw when he woke up was Micah.

"Ye Zhe, you finally woke up, I'm so worried about you." Micah was unexpectedly happy.

"Stupid, I'm your enemy, don't worry about your enemy easily." Ye Zhe's tone was disgusted, after all, he was the murderer who killed Micah's best friend.

"I'm sorry." Although Mica hates Ye Zhe, he is not a police officer and is not qualified to hurt Ye Zhe.

"Say what's sorry? You're right, a garbage guy like me, you're calling it a path for heaven. "The difference between Ye Zhe and other bad people is that Ye Zhe is so bad that he is so clear that he even sometimes thinks about it.

"And Micah, you're young, what would you do if that Tang Tang deceived you and didn't let you go?" Ye Zhe still thinks that Miga, a child, is not sensible and easy to be deceived.

"Ye Zhe, you kid has finally woken up, how worried about you are your brother during this time?" As soon as Mu Yixuan knew that Ye Zhe had woken up, he immediately rushed over to hug Ye Zhe.

"Second cousin, let go of me, my wound is not healed yet." Ye Zhe was almost suffocated by Mu Yixuan.

"Take care of your injuries." Mu Yixuan immediately let go of his embrace.

"It's good to wake up." Lin Muxing smiled. This is the happiest thing for Lin Muxing during this time.

Lin Muxing's smile was like a heartfelt smile from the bottom of his heart when he had removed his estrangement and thrown away his empty skin.

Lin Muxing's smile was like a haze full of mist, and suddenly fell into a ray of sunshine shining on people's hearts, which was a naked heartbeat, but when he smiled reluctantly, it was like a broken moon, although it was still beautiful, but there were countless sorrows.

Lin Muxing's beautiful and slender eyes, there is always a mist floating in those originally clear eyes, sentimentality but can see through your inner thoughts, how gentle it is to be able to warm others, but there is still a touch of alienation, like the bottomless lakeside blue of Lake Saigal.

People can't help but feel pity, but they can only watch from afar.