Chapter 1165: Heart-to-Heart Talk
"That's not what it means, I just think that Du Zeming actually does this for a reason, and he also cares about you so much because he loves you too much. In fact, if this matter were put on me, I am afraid that I would do the same with him. ”
Although Song Miao said that she wanted to comfort Lin Qingrou, but at such a time, he and she were not willing to lie to 1 Lin Qingrou, she knew better than anyone that at such a moment, the importance of telling the truth. Song Miao also knew that Lin Qingrou's least favorite thing was that others lied, especially the people closest to her.
But Song Miao was a little overwhelmed, she didn't know what to do to comfort Lin Qingrou at this time, she really didn't want to see Lin Qingrou like this, "Qingrou, I think you two still need to talk about it, talk about it, maybe there will be a solution." ”
Lin Qingrou slowly opened her eyes, but there was still a slight mist in her eyes, but the tears stubbornly stayed in her eyes, unwilling to lower down, "I tried, I really wanted to talk to him, but every time we talked about those topics, it would be gone, and every time it came to the most critical moment, I didn't dare to continue." ”
It is said that Du Zeming loves Lin Qingrou more than himself, but why not Lin Qingrou? She is the same in her heart, full of love for each other, and she will be very worried about losing each other, and she is also invested in this relationship, and she wants to see this relationship break up more than anyone else.
This is the relationship he got after experiencing countless times of despair, whether all this is a test deliberately given to her by God or not, now she has survived, and this relationship has also survived. Even if they stumbled along the way, they still came to this point after all, and they still entered the palace of marriage, so they have no reason to give up.
"Is it because of Du Zeming?"
"No, it's because I'm too cowardly, every time I get to the most critical moment, I start to be submissive and start to tie my hands, there is no way to push this thing forward, and I really don't know how to tell him. Every time, I was looking for a good time, and then looking for a good method, but I tried, but I couldn't find it, but there was no way at all. ”
Song Miao looked at Lin Qingrou like this, and was really distressed, "Don't be sad first, there will always be a solution to things." Maybe it's just because you think about this matter too seriously, maybe Du Zeming doesn't really attach much importance to this, maybe he is very willing to compromise for you. ”
"He wouldn't, if only it were that simple." Lin Qingrou said while unconsciously remembering everything that happened during this time, "The reason why I am angry with him, the reason why I feel that I am too depressed in this relationship, is not true, just because he has something to hide from me, I always feel that no matter how hard I try, I can't get to the position next to him." ”
Song Miao was a little puzzled when she heard this, "Haven't you always stood by his side?" "This position next to Du Zeming must belong to Lin Qingrou, is there anything worth arguing about? She really couldn't understand why Lin Qingrou had such thoughts?
Lin Qingrou shook her head, no, I'm just his wife, I've never stood by his side. I will always be behind him, and I will always be able to stand in that inconspicuous corner, watching him shine, watching her and he being admired by everyone.
"Don't you feel unsafe?" Song Miao suddenly had this guess again, "If that's the case, you don't have to have such thoughts, after all, we all know how much Du Zeming loves you, although there are endless excellent women around him, but he will never do anything to be sorry for you." ”
Lin Qingrou naturally wouldn't think like this, they have all experienced so many things, and she still has the most basic trust. "I know he would never do those things, and I believe in him, and naturally I have never denied the fact that she loves me very much." ”
At such a juncture, Lin Qingrou can't take care of those unnecessary shyness, and she won't be humble anymore. Du Zeming loves her, this is a fact, and she has always believed that this is a fact, and she has never doubted it or wavered.
There are so many experiences in this relationship, the journey between them is too long and too long, and the journey is too hard, so that when they are about to reach the end, they are not willing to spend those precious moments doubting these and doubting them. It's just that they all ignore that in addition to some external factors, internal reasons can also affect the relationship. Ninth 9
"That ......"
"Then why should I bother here? Is it? Lin Qingrou didn't wait for Song Miao to speak, she directly interrupted the words she was about to continue, in fact, without Song Miao saying anything, Lin Qingrou could already roughly guess what he wanted to say, and the words that were about to be said were something that Lin Qingrou didn't want to hear, so she interrupted.
Although Song Miao said that she did mean this just now, she originally planned to say it more tactfully, after all, speaking in a different way can sometimes have a little emotional relieving effect, "Huh...... Actually, it's not like this, it's just saying, that's it...... It's ......" When these words came to her mouth, Song Miao suddenly didn't know how to continue.
Lin Qingrou knew that the other party just wanted to comfort herself, but that kind of words actually couldn't comfort her at all, her current emotions were a little complicated, and they couldn't be easily solved in a few words, "It's okay, you don't need to say it, I understand." ”
"I don't think you understand at all, how worried you should be when you say that you are like this, let others look at it." Song Miao sighed as she spoke, well, she admitted that the other person she was talking about just now was Du Zeming, in fact, inadvertently, Song Miao's side had already become Du Zeming.
The expression on Lin Qingrou's face was still the one that couldn't be shaken, the emotions that were out of control just now seemed to have passed, she was able to put her emotions in a relatively stable range at this time, and her hands moved off the clothes on her chest, and she didn't pull her clothes to vent her emotions anymore.
This can be regarded as a change, at least in Song Miao's eyes, but this is not to the point where she breathes a sigh of relief, she is still worried about Lin Qingrou, and she is still thinking about how to help them, this young couple.
"I think otherwise, let's go out for dinner together tonight, it just so happens that Daoli and I are also here, we said before, and when we meet, we will have a good time, since there is an agreement, we can't break our word casually, right?" Song Miao thought that the two couples could have a chance to get along, as long as they came into contact, any difficult problems could be solved.
Lin Qingrou naturally knew what Song Miao meant, but she was still a little unhappy in her heart, "I don't know, what should I say after seeing him, I always feel a little sorry for him, and I don't really want to see him at this time, I don't know how to face him." ”
Song Miao sighed again, she felt that she was going to finish all the anger of her life today, but she was not also worried about it. Although it is not to the point of worrying that this relationship will be broken, I will still be more or less concerned about the state of these two parties.
After all, during the time when Lin Qingrou ran away in anger before, she saw Du Zeming walking out of the bar drunk alone. It was an unforgettable scene in Song Miao's life, and it was also a scene that she never dared to imagine in the forgotten time.
Du Zeming has always been a calm and self-contained person, before he met Lin Qingrou, he didn't even have the slightest emotion, let alone be so sad that he got drunk. But at that time, Song Miao just met him like this, and it was precisely because she saw Du Zeming's expression that day, and saw a lost soul that she had never seen before, that she believed in Du Zeming's friendship with Lin Qingrou.
And Lin Qingrou is even more needless to say, if Song Miao met Du Zeming just because it was a coincidence, then Song Miao saw Lin Qingrou's sad appearance, it was inevitable. After all, during that time, if Song Miao was not there, Lin Qingrou was afraid that she would not be able to survive that dark years at all.
When I was sad, I washed my face with tears almost every day, and there was no more brilliance in my eyes, which was what made Song Miao feel the most painful. Although Lin Qingrou is not good at expressing emotions, she often has gentle emotions in her eyes, but in that period of haze, she has no emotion on her face.
After being silent for a while, Song Miao gradually found her voice, and then continued to say softly, "You two have been through so much, what else is there that you can't say?" Even if he has something to hide from you, even if you have something to hide from him, this can't deny the fact that your relationship has become more brilliant after experiencing deep darkness! ”
Indeed, such a relationship that has experienced so many things should not be brought down so easily. It's just that things have happened, and the aftermath is far more difficult than imagined. As Lin Qingrou said just now, after experiencing a quarrel, how should they deal with themselves?
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