Chapter 1164: Heart-to-Heart Talk
I know you're feeling bad right now, but no matter what happens, you have to remember that I'll always be there for you. Song Miao was still as worried as ever, the friendship between the two has been experienced for so many years, but this relationship has not changed in the slightest.
Song Miao once accompanied Lin Qingrou through that difficult time, and Lin Qingrou also accompanied Song Miao through that time. The two of them supported each other all the way, and this kind of relationship is not something that others can easily replace. So they also appear for the first time when the other party is sad and sad, these two people don't actually need too many words to express themselves, and they don't need to express their emotions very clearly, as long as the person is here, the other party can feel it.
"Miao Miao, in fact, now that I think about it, it seems that I was wrong." Lin Qingrou suddenly felt that she was too self-pitying, after all, what was there to be dissatisfied with what she had now? She had such a man who loved her so much, and had such a smart and clever son, who had everything that all women in the world would envy.
It's just that Lin Qingrou didn't look happy at all, although she said that she just said that, but her words always stayed on the surface and did not reach the heart.
Song Miao could naturally feel these very easily, she sighed slightly, and then stretched out her hand and put it on Lin Qing's back, a simple small action, but it also has a powerful power that can comfort others. When I was young, it wasn't because of this action, but because of the person who did it.
A smile hung up on the corner of Lin Qingrou's mouth, and then she reached out to hold Song Miao's other hand, put it in her first place, then patted it gently, and continued, "Miao Miao, you say, should I be happy?" Am I having enough? ”
"It's natural to be happy, but it's a little strange what you said. What do you mean you have enough of it? Who else would hate having more than they have? Song Miao couldn't grasp Lin Qingrou's true thoughts for a while, and she didn't understand why Lin Qingrou suddenly looked like her.
Lin Qingrou's smile at home still hasn't changed, but there seems to be a flash of emotion in her eyes that she doesn't know how to describe, she lowered her eyes, she put them in front first, but she didn't focus, "Yes!" Who doesn't want to have more to have? No one should dislike it, people who don't know how to be blessed in the midst of blessings, but still complain, will be annoying, right? ”
Song Miao nodded subconsciously, after all, if you just take it literally, it is indeed like this, but after this action was done, she realized that something was wrong, and she always felt that it was not an appropriate way for her to nod and agree rashly.
But before Song Miao could explain something, Lin Qingrou grabbed the conversation, "Look! As long as it is a person, it will have the same thoughts as you, so in fact, this matter is really my fault, because I am in the blessing and do not know how to be blessed, and I don't know how to call it satisfaction. ”
Song Miao frowned this time, she also knew that her reaction just now was really inappropriate, and she didn't know if it was too late to make up for it now, "Actually, it's not necessarily, everyone has their own pursuits, I understand you, you are always different from others." ”
Song Miao is really trying her best to make up for it, but how could Lin Qingrou still listen to anything at this time, she couldn't listen to anything at all, and she only had the thoughts she had kept from the beginning in her mind, "You don't have to comfort me, I know that all this is my fault, and I don't know how to understand him." ”
"No, you must not think like that. Du Zeming definitely doesn't want to see you like this, he loves you so much, he definitely doesn't want to see you sad, he definitely doesn't want to hear you say this. Song Miao really didn't know how to comfort Lin Qingrou, so she unconsciously mentioned Du Zeming again.
After all, the relationship between these two people is also easy to grow step by step under the witness of Song Miao, so Sketch also believes that the relationship between the two of them is very strong, no matter what happens in the future, no matter what happened before, the fact that Du Zeming loves Lin Qingrou very much will never change.
It's just that the focus of the matter now is really not here, and what Lin Qingrou is really sad about is not this matter, she has never doubted Du Zeming's love for her, you have always known that Du Zeming is serious and concerned about herself, but these are the parts she minds.
She really wants to see the wind and rain outside, and wants to have enough ability to stand in a position comparable to Du Zeming, and if she wants to get to that position, experience and setbacks are essential, which is under Du Zeming's protection, Lin Qingrou is absolutely impossible to experience those things.
This is what Lin Qingrou minds the most, she almost feels that she is going to be dull and out of breath, every time she faces Du Zeming's deliberate concealment from him, it is for her good in words and deductions, and she wants to roar out of anger.
She doesn't want to be a woman who only knows how to hide behind men, she wants to be side by side with Du Zeming, and she wants to face the ups and downs of life with him, although there are thorns in front of her, she is also willing to walk with him. No matter how terrible things are in front of her, she is not afraid, what she is most afraid of is that Du Zeming hides from herself, is unwilling to let herself know, and bears all the burden on him.
"Yes, he really didn't want to see me like this, he cared about me very much, loved me very much, and even thought about everything for me. But Miao Miao, after having these, if I still feel dissatisfied, isn't it too much to say? But she really wasn't happy about it.
Song Miao really didn't want to see Lin Qingrou like this, and after sighing, she frowned and comforted, "How can there be anything that is justified or unreasonable, as long as you two are happy, isn't it?" Since he likes you, it makes sense that he loves you and does something for you, so why bother with this? ”
After Song Miao finished speaking, he took a deep breath. This heartbeat was fast, and he always felt that something would happen, and he always felt that Lin Qingrou was not as calm as he seemed on the surface, especially after he said these comforting words, the expression on Lin Qingrou's face did not change in the slightest.
Lin Qingrou was still staring at a certain place in front of her in a daze, although a certain place said that it had a focal length, it seemed to be unconscious, and it didn't have the slightest purpose, just looking at that place, "I really don't need to dwell on these, it's just ......"
Lin Qingrou said and frowned slowly, then let go of the hand holding Song Miao, and after leaving his free hand, he stopped the clothes on his chest, and then closed his eyes, his breathing became a little short, which called a faint smile also disappeared without a trace at this time, "It's just that how do I think, the more we get along like this, maybe it's a little breathless?" ”
This feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to cry is really uncomfortable. Lin Qingrou felt as if she was surrounded by a heavy wall, she wanted to find an exit, but she couldn't find it, the surroundings seemed to have been sealed, she could only be trapped here forever, forever and ever.
Song Miao was really panicked this time, she always felt that something was wrong just now, but she didn't expect Lin Qingrou's hidden emotions to be so sad, Song Miao suddenly became at a loss, "Don't be like this, you know I'm going to be scared, what happened?" If you have anything on your mind, why do you feel out of breath in this relationship? ”
Lin Qingrou still closed her eyes, still frowning, the force of holding the clothes in her hands became louder and louder, and her voice was even a little trembling, "I don't know, I just seem like everything has changed, it seems that everything is not as simple and simple as it was at the beginning, I have my pursuits, I have my ideas, but I think the two of us are ......"
Lin Qingrou had no way to continue talking, she didn't know what the words she said looked like, and she had no way to care about these at all, her mind was really chaotic now, so chaotic that she had no way to think rationally, so chaotic that she had no way to control her behavior.
"Have you told Du Zeming about this?" Song Miao whispered beside Lin Qingrou and asked, she always felt that if Du Ze knew this, Lin Qingrou should not be so sad, "You don't keep these thoughts in your heart, when did you start having such thoughts?" ”
"I've had this idea for a long time, and it's not that I didn't mean not to tell him, but you say, how should I tell him? Do you just confess to him? Tell him directly, I don't want all this he gave me, tell him directly, am I such a bad woman? ”
Song Miao stopped talking all of a sudden, not knowing what to say, after all, what Lin Qingrou said just now was not unreasonable, such words were really difficult to say. After all, Du Zeming did all this for Lin Qingrou's good, to be honest, he really didn't do anything wrong, and he shouldn't have suffered those accusations for no reason.
Lin Qingrou was very sensitive, and noticed the change in the expression on the sketch's face, and then chuckled weakly, "You also think I shouldn't blame him, right?" Although Lin Qingrou had expected these for a long time, when she really faced it, she still felt uncomfortable.