I'm going to send Chen Yiyao back to the hospital.

She insisted on refusing to go back to the hotel, so I had to follow her.

After tossing for a night, when I arrived at the hotel, it was almost two o'clock in the morning.

When she opened the door, I stood in the doorway and watched her enter the room.

She looked back and saw me standing motionless in the doorway, stunned for a moment.

"Why don't you come in?" She asked.

"I ...... It's time to go back. I said.

She stared at me for about twenty or thirty seconds, trying to see what was going on in my mind.

She sighed: "It's really strange that we care about each other, worry about each other, care about each other, and think about each other, but we always ignore ourselves, and we always can't reach a consensus." ”

"Can't reach a consensus?" I asked.

"Hmm." She nodded, "For example, if I want to leave, you have to stay." I wanted to stay, and you let me go. Now I want you to come in, and you want to leave. If I kick you away now......"

"Then I'll come in." I laughed and walked into the room.

The door slammed shut behind him.

The room was dark, with no lights on and no curtains drawn.

The current black is completely black.

You can't see it, but you can touch it.

I felt her hand touch my cheek.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?" I asked.

"I'm afraid." She whispered.

"Scared?" I didn't understand what she meant, "Afraid of what?" ”

"I'm afraid it's a dream, and as soon as you turn on the light, you'll be gone." She said.

The words came out of her mouth very simply, but I could hear that there were many years of loneliness and loneliness hidden in her words.

"Shouldn't I have said that?" I say.

"Huh? Why should you say that? She asked me in the dark.

I put my hand on her waist, soft, warm.

"I'm afraid of losing you, I've already lost it once more than ten years ago." I pretended to be calm.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" she muttered to me.

"Shhhh......h ”

"Let's not talk about that, okay?" She said.

"Okay, tell me about you, where have you been all these years?" I asked her.

"I went to Canada and then to Singapore." "Everything is good in Singapore, except that there is no winter, and it is very hot all year round, which makes me want to see snow, build snowmen, and have snowball fights every winter," she said. ”

In the winter of my sophomore year of high school, there was a heavy snowfall.

Chen Yiyao and I built two snowmen, one is a little big and the other is a little small.

The big one is me, and the little one is her.

Later, I always felt that something was missing, and next to the small one, there were several round and dun eggs piled up.

"What is this, Ah Chen?" She asked me curiously.

"Look, Chen Yiyao." I counted one, two, three, four, five, six eggs, and said, "Are we enough to lay so many eggs?" ”

"You're the old hen—" She picked up a snowball from the ground and smashed it at me.

Unceremoniously, I picked up a large handful of snow and chased after her.

She fled for her life with her teeth and claws, and finally collapsed in the snowdrift.

I pounced on her at once: "Chen Yiyao, do you want to accept it?" ”

"If you take it, you're amazing." She winked at me, "I'll lay you eggs......"

"Huh?" Hearing such a blunt response, I didn't react at all.

I only felt a cold neck, and a snowball slipped down the neck collar into my arms.

"Ahh

"Hahaha......"

……

"It's not easy to see the snow?" I say.

"Well, but it's not interesting to watch the snow by yourself." She said.

"Why don't you come back to me?" I finally asked the question.

This question silenced her for a moment.

"Actually, I've been back." She whispered.

"What?!" I was taken aback, "When?" ”

Instead of answering directly, she whispered her mother's story.

"When I graduated from high school, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and we went to Canada. She has always been relieved of me and wants to watch me marry a good man before leaving, so that she can have peace of mind when she dies. But I have been rebellious since I was a child, and she picks on me for everything other than to study to satisfy her. ”

In the dark, my hand gently held hers.

"Her vitality is actually quite tenacious, so painful, she also lasted for a long time. Later, before leaving, she told me that it was not me who couldn't worry about her, but my father. ”

When she said this, her tone was calm, without the slightest wave.

"About seven years ago, my mother died, and my father and I came back and stayed for more than a month, and bought a cemetery for my mother, and the adjacent one was also bought, and my father said that when he left, he would be buried with his mother."

"Seven years ago, you came back for more than a month?" My heart ached, "Why didn't you look for me?" ”

She seemed to chuckle softly and sighed.

"How can I find you? Li Anbang said, you are engaged, and the wedding will be a few days after I come back. I think this may be fate, fate is not destined for us to be together......"

"Li Anbang didn't tell me about it!"

"Maybe he thinks it's better not to let you know......"

At the moment, my whole body was completely numb.

If Li Anbang told me that she had returned to China, perhaps, I would not have much perseverance and would be able to insist on marrying Xia Yun. But by mistake, she came back, and I married someone else.

"Chen Yiyao ......"

"You're still trying to let me go, don't you?"

"Hmm."

She sighed softly.

In the darkness, she let go of my hand and took a step back.

I heard her squirming, like she was undressing.

"What are you doing?" I asked her.

"Shhh She said.

I shut up.

When her warm body approached me, my head suddenly became confused.

Although darkness renders our eyes useless, it magnifies the perception of other senses.

"Do you think it's time to keep your promise at the hospital?"

As much as I wanted to hug her and kiss her, reason told me I couldn't.

"The hospital's commitment? It's not ......," she laughed, "it's a young promise." ”

"What?" I was stunned.

"You forgot? I once said that I, Chen Yiyao, ...... "her breathing is getting closer and closer to me," and this life is yours. ”

Her lips slowly moved closer to mine, closer and closer, to the point where the tip of her nose almost touched her cheek.

"Don't, Lu Yanchen—" A voice shouted in his heart.

But I can't—

I kissed her softly.

When kissing, I was extra careful, at first I just touched her lips, then the corners of her lips, then her face, and I moved very lightly, as if I was afraid of scaring her.

She also tacitly catered to me, gently touching the corners of my lips with her lips.

Then our lips slowly joined together, and the tips of our tongues gently probed each other, touching each other slowly, as if to whisper love to each other.

When I did all this, it felt so natural, so familiar, as if it had all been repeated countless times in my heart's dreams.

We kissed greedily for a while, then separated, and then continued to kiss, like lovers for many years.

At this moment, I want to be with her forever, to be able to see her, to be able to be by her side, every minute and every second.

But how can I say these words?

Now I'm cheating......