"I guess that's my life."

Chen Yiyao's voice was so soft, as if it had shattered the most vulnerable part of his heart.

After a suffocating kiss, she rested her head on my shoulder.

"I may be destined to live a stable life, so after the underworld took me away, I began to think carefully about this matter."

I think what she needs at this moment is to be reassured and confided, and my kiss is a sense of security for her.

"You know, Ah Chen, since we were together in high school, it has been full of twists and turns. I went abroad too, and when I returned to China, I knew that you got married, which may be a test, and it is also today. So I think it's fate, and if it's fate, why should I fight? I didn't want to fight......"

I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

In the darkness, I couldn't see her beautiful lips, I couldn't see her watery eyes, but I could still feel her gaze, and my soul fell into an infinite abyss.

It's so quiet, the whole world is just me and her, I put my hand on her waist, and I can clearly feel her skin trembling.

There was a thought that burned and rushed left and right in my heart, making me struggle hard, but I couldn't struggle.

She seemed to know the torment I was going through.

In the darkness, I heard her take a deep breath.

"Ah Chen, I don't want to play kissing games anymore, I want you."

She took my hand and put it on her face, she took my hand and stroked her face, her lips. My hands slid over her face, I couldn't see her expression, all the sensations were in my fingertips, etched into my heart with a gentle caressing.

My fingers slid over her slightly cold lips, paused on her neck, and said to me very clearly, Lu Yanchen, this is the woman you love, kiss her, leave her skin, her breath, all in your memory.

I lowered my head, my lips swept over her eyebrows, swept between her panting lips, her smell I couldn't get enough of it, her hand grabbed my shoulder so painfully.

She sighed deeply: "Ah Chen, kiss me." ”

Her voice shuddered.

All the silence dissipated in an instant, and we kissed together frantically.

I picked her up with almost all my strength and pressed her against the wall, her arms around my neck, her legs around my waist, her lips cold, but her kisses were so hot that I was deeply suffocated.

My consciousness was in a trance, as if I was in a dream.

Without warning, my phone rang and dragged me back to reality from my intoxication.

I stopped abruptly.

"No, Chen Yiyao, no, I'm sorry, I can't ......"

I don't know what's wrong with myself, what I want is not a momentary indulgence, not physical pleasure, not a night of madness with her, but inner peace......

But, Chen Yiyao, you must leave......

The mobile phone was still ringing violently, and I let go of Chen Yiyao and sat on the floor against the wall.

I took out my phone, the dazzling screen, Xia Yun's phone was still insisting on calling me.

After thinking about it for a while, I answered the phone.

"Hey, I'll be back soon." I gasped.

"Are you alright, husband?" This husband was very loud, I'm afraid Chen Yiyao also heard it.

"It's fine." I replied.

"Is it all settled?" She anxiously asked me, "Where are you?" ”

"I'll talk about it when I get back, hang up first." I definitely can't say that I'm here with Chen Yiyao, let alone that I'm in the hotel, so I had to find an excuse to hang up the phone first, "I'm very tired now, and I'm already on my way home." ”

"Okay, husband, then be careful on the road." She admonished.

"Hmm." I hung up.

Darkness reigned over the room again.

Chen Yiyao didn't make a sound from beginning to end, but I think this call should calm me and her.

She was still with me, not moving.

My head rested lightly on her lap, a little cold. Maybe it's because of the skin-to-skin relationship, I can feel a slight tremor in her legs.

"Look, Chen Yiyao, this is the problem I have to face." I said, "I'm a married man now, and as long as I carry this identity, I will inevitably wear the hat of a scumbag in everything I do to you." I'm a contradiction right now, and I want to be with you, but only if I have to be with you cleanly, so I have to deal with my marriage first, you know? ”

"You don't have to say this to me, of course I understand you, and besides, I respect you because you respect me too, Ah Chen." She said.

I really can't say anything more.

No matter how much I say, I'm still a married man.

Even if my wife cheats, I'm still married.

If you say anything like "with you" with this identity, everyone will treat me as a scumbag.

What's more, I hope she can stay away from this unknown right and wrong in front of me.

She put her hand in the palm of mine.

Gently hold my hand.

I held her too.

"Chen Yiyao." My name is her.

"What, the ...... surnamed Lu," she replied.

"I want to see you." I say.

The curtains were finally opened.

The silver moonlight shine through the curtains, and I saw her beautiful eyes, her jade-like body, sitting in front of the bed.

I knelt before her, my goddess right in front of me, my body like the most holy chant of an angel above the clouds, my eyes suddenly blurred, tears, big tears, without warning, uncontrollably burst out of my eyes.

I felt as if I had arrived in another world, my mind blank, letting the emotion run wild in my heart, almost forgetting where I was.

She gently held me and caressed my back gently, like a mother giving her child the greatest care, as if she had anticipated my reaction, and all she could do was stay by my side and give me affection and comfort.

She already knows all about me.

"It's time for me to go, Chen Yiyao." I knew I had to leave.

"Okay." She replied very simply, cleanly, without the slightest mud and water.

"Tomorrow will be a good day." I glanced at the sky outside, and the stars were crystal clear.

"It's going to be nice weather every day." She said.

"Yes. I'll get up in the morning and run, how about you? I asked her.

"I should be able to sleep in......" she chuckled softly.

"Well, you're going to have to eat when you wake up." I admonished.

"Well, I'm sure I'll be full." She nodded.

"Then look at the book and bask in the sun." I say.

"Well, I miss you when I'm reading, and I miss you when I'm basking in the sun." She said.

"I'll miss you too." I said, "Maybe I'll come back to you." ”

"Take care of your business first." She said, "Don't worry about me. ”

"Your business is my business, as I said......," I looked into her eyes, "I am your family." ”