Mao Qian is my cousin, my tablemate, and even more personal! So she quickly noticed my uneasiness and kept asking me, "Is it awkward with Mo Qingyu?" ”

Of course I answered no.

"None? I think you two are a little weird, you don't seem to pay much attention to people. ”

It turned out that she saw it early in the morning, and I knew that I couldn't hide it from her: "I just don't know how to face her." ”

"Why can't you face her?"

"I don't know, I just feel sorry."

"I see." Mao Qian patted me on the shoulder and said, "In this way, find a chance to apologize to her." ”

"Ah, apologies?"

"Don't you feel sorry?"

I was speechless, so I was tricked by her again.

It's already past eleven o'clock in the evening, and I'm still in the KTV and haven't left.

Of course, it was Mao Qian's idea again, pleading at Yuncheng and shouting to celebrate my birthday. Mo Qingyu suggested calling his friends to go to KTV to sing and drink together. I didn't want to make such a big fanfare, but firstly, it was difficult to refuse Qingyu's kindness, and secondly, I had recently broken off my dream with Shen Yun, and I was depressed, and I also hoped to vent my bad emotions accumulated in this way.

Yuncheng kept urging me to order songs and sing, and Qingyu also cast an expectant gaze on me, so I had to keep singing.

After singing six or seven songs, I felt that my voice was a little dry, so I carried a bottle of beer by myself, sat in the corner, and drank myself. Over there, Yun Cheng was fighting with a few boys, and Qingyu was singing a song "When I Wake Up" surrounded by a few good friends, looking at me from time to time.

"I knew that sadness was always inevitable,

Why do you want to be in love?

Because love is always inseparable,

Why should you care about that little bit of warmth?

You must know that sadness is always inevitable,

At every time I wake up.

There are some things you don't have to ask now,

Some people you never have to wait. ”

I listened to the lyrics, drank a cup on my back, and the melancholy came flooding in.

"Whether you believe it or not, Shen Yun is waiting for you somewhere, see you or leave." I don't know when this girl Mao Qian was already by my side. Although she usually talks to me naughtily, she is the one who can see through my mind the most.

"You're making it up, aren't you?" Because I seem to have heard similar verses.

"No, I copied it." Mao Qian's crisp joking tone.

I held up my glass, shook the wine in it, and asked, "How do you know I'm thinking about her?" ”

"Don't forget, I'm a mystic master, and I can read minds." She smiled.

I asked her, "Do you think I'm insane?" ”

She shook her head and said, "I'm afraid I'm the least likely to suspect that you're a psychopath, because I'm always nervous myself." ”

I smiled helplessly.

"Sometimes I wonder why I'm interested in all that weirdness, whether I really believe in it. After thinking about it for a long time, I came to the conclusion that I couldn't be sure at all. And as always, believe in it. That's what people have. It's like no one believes that there are ghosts in this world, but everyone is afraid of ghosts. No one believes that there is a Buddha in this world, but there are people who believe in Buddha. No matter whether the myth in your heart is a faith, a principle, a hope, or a dream, whether it is true or false, whether it is true or false, whether it is true or false, as long as it is rooted and connected in your heart, it is an important existence, and others have no right to laugh at it. If someone laughs at your unrealism, you can laugh at their realism. There are obsessions on both sides, who laughs at whom. ”

I raised an eyebrow: "You believe what I say?" ”

"Believe it or not, I believe it anyway." She said earnestly, drinking my remnants, "Although I can't prove it, I also have a feeling that she must exist, not just in your deep mind." ”

"Why are you so sure?" I asked.

Her face was a little drunk, and she said leisurely: "Why do I like to study the supernatural theory, because I believe that there are supernatural theories." It seems that some people believe that there are gods and immortals, demons and ghosts in the world, and there are ETs who drive UFOs. Brother, it doesn't matter if others believe it or not, as long as you believe it. ”

I joked: "Your chicken soup for the soul is so fake, it is poisonous at first glance, I don't drink it." ”

"Who can tell the truth from the false in this world? Maybe you're still stuck in a self-study dream that night and didn't wake up. Our group of people is now all imaginary in your dreams, and they are all fake! ”

I shook my head and smiled. She's right, reality and dreams, sometimes, who can completely tell the difference.

She drank another half glass and said, "Shen Yun keeps appearing in your dreams, just like broadcasting a TV series, which is enough to show that things are not simple." Everything has a cause and an effect, what we see is only the appearance, and the internal cause is just not seen yet. ”

"Don't you suspect that I made it all up?"

Mao Qian stared at me and said, "Don't you know that this is beyond the boundaries of your jokes?" ”

"Heh, then thank you for believing in me!" I tapped her forehead, "But why can't I dream of her lately?" No, it's because I don't dream anymore and sleep until dawn. ”

Mao Qian shook the residual wine in the cup and said: "When fate comes, you dream of him, and when fate goes, you can't dream." A hundred years of repair can be crossed in the same boat, and a thousand years of repair can be slept together. The world is so big, there are so many people, everyone and others meet and know each other because of fate, you and Shen Yun can't see each other in reality, this is fate. Wisps meet in dreams, this is fate. Now that the dream is over, this is also fate, and no one can do anything about it. ”

"What are you trying to express?" Listening to her words, I was even more fascinated.

"I want to say," Mao Qian said, taking the bottle from my hand, "you better go back to the real world." Dreams have dreams, reality has realistic ways to live, there is only one Shen Yun in dreams, in the real world, you have many friends, me, Yuncheng, and Mo Qingyu. ”

I hit a spirit. It seems that because I am entangled in the truth or falsehood of my dreams, I ignore too many things in reality.

Mao Qian said: "I believe you can also see that Qingyu likes you very much, why did she talk to you about the story of Lu You and Tang Wan, don't you really know anything about it?" ”

"I know. Well, how do you know we talked about Lu You Tang Wan? ”

"That's not the point! The point is that you have to think clearly, don't miss it and regret it later. ”

I finally knew what she was trying to say, she wanted to persuade me to return to reality, and I knew that she was also kind.

Mao Qian suddenly changed her tone, patted her thigh and said, "Okay, those who should come will always come, and if they don't come, they can't beg, let's sing!" With that, he got up and left.

I sat and pondered her words deeply, and listened to the two lyrics that Qingyu sang to the end:

"You must know that sadness is always inevitable,

In every waking moment, waking up from a dream.

There are some things you don't have to ask now,

Some people you never have to wait. ”

Perhaps, it's time for me to get back to reality. I think.

It was almost twelve o'clock when he came out, and this guy in Yuncheng was already drunk, Mao Qian and I helped him out of KTV, and it was drizzling outside.

"Lao Wu, this guy is still blowing, saying that he can drink better than me, so finally give me a drink. Who has me to drink! Cloud City was talking about wine.

Mao Qian scolded: "I'm drunk into mud, and I'm still a hero!" Qingyu smiled: "Forget it, the wine in Cloud City is not bad, look at him, drunk, it's quite fun." ”

"If you don't drink, you play hooligan, and when you get drunk, you play drunk, how can I know this kind of person!" Mao Qian pushed Yuncheng a little, and she didn't have a good airway.

Yun Cheng suddenly said to Qingyu with drunken eyes: "Mo Qingyu, let me tell you a secret." ”

"What's the secret?"

"Absolutely exciting, absolutely jaw dropping to hear. Hung likes a girl! ”

I was so amazed that I quickly pinched his thigh.

"Hey, who bit me?" Cloud City looked back.

Qingyu listened, first stunned for a moment, then glanced at me secretly, and said "yes" a little shyly.

I know it's going to be bad!

Yun Cheng was still chattering drunkly: "You will never think of where this girl came from." ”

"Where did it come from?"

"Hahaha...... She has been living in the head of this guy Zeng Jinghong! Yun Cheng's hand tugged at the door of my head.

Mao Qian and I are both the same. Mao Qian pinched his inner thigh even harder.

"What, why are you biting, you are a mouse! Don't let me say it, but say it......" Yuncheng really drank a lot, blushing and twisting Mao Qian's momentum, and said, "Jinghong has been chattering for the past few days, and I have been thinking about that girl, and I am also worried about class, and I am also thinking about sleeping. If you don't concentrate on doing things, if you don't do things, you will let off the empty cannon, and what you think about is to talk to other girls, hey, ......hey, Oops! ”

"Li Yuncheng, drink expired dichlorvos, you! What nonsense! "Mao Qian, I felt kidney pain when I listened to Yuncheng's pig killing cry.

"Don't say it, don't say it! Let go, let go! "Cloud City no longer has the confidence. Alas, wine can't even make people brave!

I said to Qingyu: "Otherwise, you and Mao Qian will go back together, you will be safer together." I'll send this drunk back. ”

"It's okay," Mo Qingyu said, "but can you touch him alone?" ”

"No problem, I can do it."

Qingyu beckoned to stop a taxi, and Mao Qian immediately blocked the open door and said, "Hey, no need." This melon doesn't weigh much, I'll send it! As he spoke, he raised an eyebrow at me, explained the location to the driver, and then got into the car with Yuncheng and left.

There are only two people left, me and Mo Qingyu.

I felt the drizzle on my face, and my heart felt like this rain was a thousand things.

Because I ignored her a few days ago, I didn't talk to her in KTV tonight. It's really strange to be alone like this now. Finally, it was Qingyu who spoke first, she was always so brave and faced the problem head-on: "Those days, I talked to you, and you ignored me, I thought I was hated by you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "No, I don't hate you." I was just...... There are some things that I don't know how to say to you. ”

"Oh!" She bowed her head suddenly. It occurred to me that what I had just said was a little contemplative.

As he spoke, an extremely sharp and piercing brake sound suddenly came from afar, which was a terrifying sound caused by the violent friction between the tires and the asphalt road.

Both of us were stunned and didn't know what was going on.

"What's wrong?" Qingyu asked scaredly.

"It seems to have come from the street over there, and there must have been some kind of accident." I looked in the direction where the voice was coming from, and my heart palpitated.

"Let's take a look." I hugged the rain and walked out into the street over there. When I got closer, sure enough, there was a group of people gathered in the middle of the road, and there was a truck parked there, which should be the car that caused the accident.

"Sure enough, there was a car accident!" Qingyu exclaimed.

The crowd gathered more and more, and we couldn't see the scene of the accident at all. I had to stand on the side of the street fifty meters away and watch, and I felt a palpitation in my heart.

After a while, someone suddenly said, "The ambulance is coming!" ”

When I looked back, it was really a couple of ambulances with blue lights coming up. The ambulance drove into the scene of the accident, and immediately jumped off two white coats from the rear of the car, carrying a pair of stretchers one after the other, and rushed into the crowd.

I looked inside with my neck open, and saw two white coats carrying a man into the ambulance. I glanced at it, and there was blood on the injured person's body, hands, and face, as if it was a woman.

"What's wrong with you? Breathing so fast. Mo Qingyu held my arm and asked with concern. My palpitations suddenly turned into panic, and I said, "I don't know, maybe I'm afraid to see such a tragic scene." ”

Qingyu sighed and said, "I hope that person can be saved." His hands trembled slightly and he held my arms and said in fear, "Let's go, I don't dare to look at it." ”