The jumping incident made me no longer able to avoid everyone's burning eyes. I know that in some people's minds, I'm afraid I'm already a person with a bit of a mental problem. However, I don't have time to care about these things now, I have more urgent things waiting for me.

As my brain became more and more weird, my consciousness shuttled back and forth between dreams and reality, and many times I couldn't recognize which was reality and which was the dream, and I decided that I must figure out this strange thing.

Either I'm haunted by ghosts, or I'm really crazy.

I've always wondered, since Shen Yun, who I can't forget, why did I always think of Mo Qingyu at critical moments?

I'm very sure that the person I wanted to kiss deeply with sincere feelings at that moment was Shen Yun, and at that time I thought it was her, without anyone else, why did she still become Mo Qingyu's face in the end? Could it be that Mo Qingyu lives in my subconscious, as long as I see Shen Yun, I will definitely think of her?

Alas, I can't help but let myself sigh for a long time.

I wish I could fall asleep immediately, and then dream of Shen Yun and explain to her the misunderstanding. Tell her that I only have you in my heart, not her.

But the more I wanted to sleep, the more I couldn't sleep, and the more I wanted to dream of Shen Yun, the more I slept steadily until dawn, and I was investigating why I was mentally abnormal, and suddenly I realized that I had begun to return to normal.

What kind of probability question is it to dream of the same stranger three times? I won't solve it, it's too hard! The thoughts that once germinated in my heart gradually deepened: Perhaps, if there is really a person named "Shen Yun" in the real world, maybe it will be!

I remember the first time I met "Shen Yun", she once told me that she was one year older than me. Then she would be a year older than me. But then she said that she was at the same table as me, how could she be at the same table as me? My tablemate is my cousin Guo Maoqian. Did she ever spend time in the classroom I'm in now? Thinking of this, I unconsciously raised my head.

Let's go find out! With this absurd thought in mind, I began my search, based on my attempt to believe that it could indeed be supernatural.

If I do, it's either I'm crazy or the world is crazy. I was hoping to find it, but I was a little apprehensive.

The state of the seniors in the third year of high school is different from ours, after all, it is the last year, even in their spare time, it can be seen that they are holding a string.

Speaking of which, "Shen Yun" can also be regarded as my senior sister.

I searched one classroom after another, and finally stopped at the back door of the fifth class of the third year of high school, and below this classroom was my classroom of the fifth class of the second year of high school. I leaned over and stood by the window and looked in.

Rows of desks were stacked like hills of books, and everyone was like a fish floating out of the water and breathing, and another fierce man plunged into the mud at the bottom of the water to continue searching. Will "Senior Sister Shen Yun" be among them? Is she working on a nonlinear function problem, or is she memorizing English words?

Due to the large number of books on the table, many people's faces are still half-covered with pipa, and they can't get out of their mouths. I really didn't have a proper and valid reason to go in through the main entrance to search.

After searching for a long time, but still finding nothing, time slowly passed, and I realized that I was about to have another class. So I walked to the top of the stairs and prepared to go back.

I walked around a corner and turned into a blur.

"Wow!" I suddenly swooped back with my teeth and claws, so frightened that Li Yuncheng and Guo Maoqian turned around and wanted to run, but they hit each other mouth to mouth.

"Mom, my first kiss is gone!" Cloud City has to be cheap and good.

"Mine isn't there yet!" Mao Qian pushed him against the wall, flew up and kicked straight over, so frightened that Yuncheng tiptoed and broke out in a cold sweat. It turned out that Mao Qian kicked right in the gap between his crotch, only centimeters away from the important part.

"Why are you following me?" I clenched my hands into fists.

Li Yuncheng turned back to me in surprise and said, "Hey, man, I heard that you ran to jump off the building as soon as you woke up last night?" I hope you understand that even though we're on the second floor, it's tall enough to throw a fool or two. ”

"Your brother doesn't break out in a cold sweat?" I complained mercilessly.

"It's still rising, let me cool off for a while." Li Yuncheng cautiously stepped over Mao Qian's feet and flashed to the side.

I kicked Mao Qian's eyes, Mao Qian was unconvinced and said: "Hey, I care about you, you stretched your neck to death last night and wanted to jump downstairs, if I hadn't thought of the love of the same table and pulled you desperately, I'm afraid you would have been lying in the hospital on all fours at this time!" ”

"Why four-legged to the sky?" I don't like that word very much.

"Plaster!" Mao Qian slapped Yuncheng's thigh, and there was a crisp "pop".

"Wow, you're a bastard!" Yun Cheng rubbed his legs and glared at Mao Qian angrily.

Mao Qian glanced at him and continued to say to me: "Fortunately, I have said hello to my classmates, so I won't tell the teacher about this for the time being, I told them to observe you for a while." My aunt and uncle-in-law don't know yet, otherwise they can drown you just by spitting at the stars! ”

"Then I thank you!"

"Of course you have to thank me. Hey, why are you wandering around class by class, who are you looking for? ”

"What does it have to do with the two of you? Why don't you two do something big to benefit future generations, why are you here to meddle with my affairs! ”

Li Yuncheng said awkwardly: "Although this is very important, it is not so anxious at the moment. It's mainly you, you've been a bit of a god lately! ”

"How can I have a god to talk about?"

"We've tried our best to match you, and you're fine, there's no reaction at all. Please, a normal man knows where to focus his interests! Seriously, I've never seen you so serious. ”

Mao Qian stretched her head and asked, "What is a handle?" ”

Li Yuncheng may have said that he was hi, and he actually scolded Mao Qian: "What are you doing with your little girl's family asking about this!" ”

Mao Qian was embarrassed to scare him, but he didn't reply, just tilted his head, and weakly said a sentence: "Strange knowledge has increased." ”

I looked at the two of them, suddenly thought of something, and said to Mao Qian: "You girl Jiao'e, don't always ask about our boys, right!" Saying this, his eyes deliberately glanced at Li Yuncheng's side.

When Li Yuncheng heard this, his eyes suddenly panicked when he saw me, and he wanted to cover up and said, "What...... What the...... What a female Jiao'e, who is a female Jiao'e, we are serious old men! ”

Hearing him say that he was serious, Guo Maoqian and I seemed to be lonely.

"I'm not talking about you, what are you anxious about, are you?" This time I said it completely to Mao Qian.

Mao Qian heard a little bit of "hidden little secret" from my yin and yang weird but inexplicable words. I don't know why, but I've already figured out who to challenge.

"What kind of man, what kind of girl?"

Li Yuncheng looked at her delicate face and said with a smile: "You are a female Jiao'e, and I am a man." ”

"Are you doing something bad behind my back again?"

"No, no! Hey, don't fall for him, he's diverting attention, don't forget what we're here for, don't be instigated by him. ”

Guo Maoqian turned to look at me, her eyes suspicious. I didn't want to delay any longer, so I honestly said, "Actually, there is one thing, but I didn't hide it from you. I've told you before, but you don't believe it. ”

Mao Qian's eyebrows flew and said, "That dream? ”

"Hmm." I was amazed at her keen sense of smell.

Li Yuncheng asked, "What's wrong with that dream, is it still haunting you now?" ”

"It's not bothering me to that extent. You may not believe it when you say it, ...... last night"

"Dreaming of Shen Yun again?"

I stared at Mao Qian and said seriously, "Yes, and last night's dream was very strange. ”

"I guessed it, otherwise you wouldn't have woken up and run to jump off the building." Mao Qian had an expression that she couldn't help me, and said, "Say, what did you dream about last night?" ”

I was about to say when Li Yuncheng suddenly howled excitedly and exaggeratedly: "Exciting! ”

Mao Qian and I looked at him with caring and mentally handicapped eyes. He looked at us and explained blandly, "Let's liven up the atmosphere first." ”

After rolling my eyes, I described to them in detail the content of the dream I had last night, including how I woke up for the first time and found that I was studying on my own last night, but Shen Yun reappeared and found that I had not woken up at all, and continued to dream. It wasn't until I woke up completely, thinking that I was still dreaming, that I stupidly ran to jump off the building.

"Do you know what's going on?" I asked Mao Qian.

Mao Qian listened carefully and said thoughtfully: "I think you may have experienced a dream within a dream!" ”

"What's a dream within a dream?" Cloud City and I are in unison.

Mao Qian showed a professional side, and said: "Dream within a dream, also known as multiple dreams, is a kind of sleep state of people, which is manifested in the fact that when dreaming, triggered by something in the dream, after waking up, I found that I was dreaming just now, but I don't know that my current state is still in a dream, after something is triggered again, wake up again, and this process will cycle once, twice, or even many times, before you can really wake up completely." In the course of this multiple dream realm, the reality of the dream also increases with each awakening, so that it is impossible to tell whether one's state is in reality or in a dream. ”

"How does it sound like the plot of Inception?" Cloud City complained.

I chimed in: "That's right, the anime movie I watched "Red Hot Chili Peppers" has a similar plot. ”

"Oh!" Li Yuncheng suddenly realized, "I also remembered when I heard you say this." That said, I've also experienced dreams within dreams. Once I woke up from a dream and told someone that I had just had a dream about how it was. When I woke up the next day, I realized that dreams are dreams, and telling others about dreams is also a dream. ”

Mao Qian added: "At the same time, the word is also used as a metaphor for illusion and illusion. ”

"Illusion?" I raised an eyebrow.

"It's just that I'm addicted to the illusory world and can't extricate myself!"

Dreamland...... Dreamland......

I've been thinking about the word Mao Qian gave me all day, have I always been in an illusion?

Cough! Philosophical issues, you can't think like this, it's easy to get into the horns.

I lowered my head and watched the two ants on the ground crawling slowly, and as I was thinking about it, I suddenly came back to my senses. I'll go, I'm in the homeroom teacher's office! You can also get distracted by training! I was so convinced.

"According to the teachers of each subject, your grades have fluctuated a bit lately. What's wrong, are there any problems? The homeroom teacher threw the class ranking roster on the table and asked me tactically back.

My homeroom teacher is an intellectual woman in her early thirties, and I heard that she is still the tall foot of Director Shen. It's not bad for us, well-informed, not too strict, but likes to call people to the office for one-on-one talks. said that it was a heart-to-heart talk, but when it was talked, it became an old mother's bitter heart. In addition, Director Shen is wandering around this office nine times out of ten, once we meet him and we stand on the side, we feel that we are really being trained.

What is there to talk about in this kind of training moment, even if he says, "The sky is round, and the earth is square," I will not say that you are talking bullshit. However, it is true that I haven't seen Director Shen in the past few days.

"If there is a slight drop in the results of one or two subjects, I think it is normal. You have obvious signs of decline in all subjects, and the situation doesn't look very optimistic. The head teacher was still in fragments.

"yes, I know." I do know that I need to make a noise, or she will think that I am fighting my mind and thinking about what he has to say, then she will say more.

Ahem, I'm from the past, and I've experienced this kind of thing a lot, so I'll naturally find a little pattern.

"If you encounter any problems, you can report them to the teacher."

"No, teacher. I'll take notice. ”

"Yes. Well, the teacher believes in you, then, for the next period of time, please work hard. ”

Phew, it's finally over!

I had just reached the door and almost bumped into someone. When I saw the person clearly, I realized that it was Mo Qingyu.

When Mo Qingyu saw that it was me, she smiled and said, "It's you." How do we keep bumping into each other? ”

It was a joke, but I wasn't in the mood, and I was a little scared to see her right now, so I just smiled awkwardly and walked away from her without saying a word.

In the past few days, I found that Mo Qingyu was waiting for me to get out of school. But I was troubled and didn't know how to face her, so I had to deliberately hide from her.

The shadow left on me by the "dream within a dream" event quickly faded over time. In the next few days, I never dreamed again, and my studies and life seemed to be back to the way before. But I always had an inexplicable sense of loss. Sometimes pinching the index finger and middle finger, it seems that there is still the softness of "her". So when I was in a trance all day and had nothing to do, I was irritable.

Being fascinated by ghosts, I'm afraid it's nothing more than that.

On this Friday afternoon, when I came home after school, my father asked me for a drink and persuaded me to think about the liberal arts and sciences. I asked if there were any ghosts and gods in the world, and my father said that all the gods and ghosts in this world were actually caused by their own psychology, and all of them were called "ghosts in the heart".

I chewed his words carefully, but saw that he was always playing with a chopstick in his hand, seeing this scene, I suddenly felt a sense of familiarity, so I asked curiously: "Dad, why do you always hold this chopsticks?" ”

After I mentioned it, my father looked down and said, "Oh roar, my father has always been dizzy lately, hey, what about my knitting needle?" ”

I said to my father, "Dad, I often see things in my dreams, and I seem to think that they have happened in my life; Some things I have experienced in my life always feel like they have happened somewhere else or at some time. Have you ever felt this way? ”

Dad laughed and said, "That's right, dreams have no logic at all." Don't think you're the only one who has ever felt this way, I can assure you that the vast majority of people in the world have felt this way. ”

Do most people have it? I've always wondered.