September 21
1.
The first actor I met in the morning. The two chatted for a long time, her language was very fluent, encountered a rare word stuck, and suddenly asked: Do you speak Chinese?
So we talk about Chinese, as if it were a secret password.
2.
I took the car to the film and television school at the other end of the city to look for actors, and when I came in and asked me: What are you doing here? I said I'm coming to audition, and the front desk said, check in. I hesitated with a pen and paper, and the teacher I had contacted came over. The front desk said she came to audition. I said no, I came to audition. Several people looked at each other. The person in charge clapped his hands, oh! It's you! So he introduced: This is the director.
It's so heavy, and like "writers", I'd rather say I'm auditioning.
3.
Sitting in the school hall to rest, my head hurt so much that I took off my glasses. At this moment came a girl, who looked like a teenager, with long hair and a shawl.
I immediately straightened up and put my glasses on, trying to see her face.
This action is very dramatic, like an old rascal with an immortal heart. I laughed behind my face for a long time.
4.
A gentleman walked in, didn't read the story, didn't prepare the lines. said, I'm not actually here to audition, it's just that I also want to make a film, and I want to get to know each other, so it's better to add WeChat.
5.
Another lady walked in with bowl-sized earrings, the biggest I've ever seen. I couldn't help but look at it several times. She's a male character. Said: Oh, I didn't look carefully at what the role was, I just thought I wanted to try acting.
I said yes, you can read a few words to me.
6.
A 14-year-old girl, staring at the script and reading her lines aloud. She said that she planned to go to business school because she would suffer too much from studying art.
7.
auditioned with an actor with quite good acting skills, and at a glance, I found that his hands were shaking.
From my shallow experience, people who don't know how to act are more calm. They just read the lines with emotion. There is no need to mobilize too much of the ego. And it takes unimaginable courage to devote one's own experience to experience the character, to expose one's inner self to strangers, and for the other party to judge.
8.
I asked him if he would like to try a supporting role if he hadn't been selected. He watched the scene and said that this role was not played. I said, the daily wage is the same. After saying that, I knew that I had said the wrong thing, after all, acting in student movies is not as good as washing dishes in a Chinese restaurant. Sure enough, he smiled and said that acting is not for money.
9.
When he walked out, I was a little stunned, and I felt that I had failed to live up to my heart. At this time, the email rang, it was an actor I had taken a fancy to before, and he wanted to negotiate with me.
There are so many people in the world, and it is really difficult to figure out what kind of people to say to what kind of people.
10.
On the way back, I felt drowsy and felt an uncontrollable urge to reach for the car door. I do this when I'm stressed, as if it's some kind of synthesis of claustrophobic and dying tendencies. I wrapped my seatbelt around the handlebars, worried that one day something would go wrong with me and end up with innocent taxi drivers. Struggling to get home, it was as if rolling down from the tumbling waves until I lay flat on the bed and my feet hit the ground.
11.
Pickled some wing roots when you went out. Turn out a little Sichuan pepper and fry the spicy chicken wings. It's quite successful.
12.
Yesterday I changed all the sheets, learned the hard way, and planned not to let the cat into the bedroom. He looked at me blankly, opened the door in the morning, and found him lying on my door. I said meowth sorry and closed the door anyway. Came back in the evening, thought about it, and left the door open. After waiting for a long time, the cat did not come.