（1）

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's Friday. The weather on this day is very good, but the sun is poisonous, and it is easy to suffer from heat stroke at noon, but Anlinyu likes this kind of summer the most, it is not cold, the sky is always bright, and the layers of clouds are very distinct.

All the children are always excited on this day because tomorrow is Saturday. Saturday, Saturday can let them be in the nest until 10 o'clock, and play games until 12 o'clock in the evening

An Linyu sat in the classroom as always, the noise in the classroom has nothing to do with her, An Linyu has always liked to be a man, this duty, although she has not known what the boundaries are, but she has been doing a good job, she is humble, evasive, and has no quarrel with others, An's mother said, people suffer a little loss in their lives, it is nothing, and they can't pay a greater price because of some small losses. An Linyu has always regarded this sentence as a golden rule and learned to suffer

An Linyu was really naughty when he was a child, he didn't suffer losses, he was competitive, he pressed An Linjie everywhere, showing off to An Linjie, An Linjie was especially pitiful, An's mother would say at this time to let her brother go, humility became a habit, for An Linyu, the biggest price was An's mother's reprimand. She is afraid of hearing others sue her, her mother will always reprimand her indiscriminately, An Linyu's personality is easy to annoy, saying that An Linyu is wrong, An Linyu's biggest mistake is silence, some things she is too idealized, and she will gradually lose herself, she has been missing too many things since she was a child, many things are too extreme, she gradually loses herself in the crowd, she can't fit into the crowd. She has always been a person, just like An's mother said, An Linyu will not have true friends in this life, she is only suitable for living alone.

But...... No, but...... She is afraid of what happens to a person, how good it is for her to live alone, without worry.

The morning sun is warm, An Linyu put a book on the table, his fingers buckle the book cover, the skin is slightly yellow, An Linyu stared at the door tightly, Zhao Douyao pushed the door open, An Linyu lowered his head, embarrassed, cautious.

Zhao Douyao sat behind An Linyu with his bag on his back, and An Linyu said timidly, good morning, Zhao Douyao replied.

The relationship between An Linyu and Zhao Douyao is rather peculiar, in the past, they were good girlfriends who talked about everything, but now they are two cold strangers, who have nothing to do with the spearhead of the school, but simply broke off their relationship.

In the past, Zhao Douyu was very protective of An Linyu, An Linyu regarded her as a sister, An Linyu was very afraid of losing her, because she was a bit of a queen's temper, she gave her a feeling of not being stable, if she left, An Linyu was afraid that she would leave, she left, An Linyu was really lonely, so An Linyu refused her to meet new friends, she often quarreled, and Zhao Douyu had a small suspicion with An Linyu. Later, An Linyu became the object of ridicule for everyone, An Linyu was sensitive and suspicious, crazy, out of control, sentimental, and very contrived, Zhao Douyao was tired of this An Linyu, hated her desire to control, and broke off her friendship.

An Linyu thought about escaping this question, she didn't want to admit that she liked Zhao Douyao to the point of madness. So they broke off their relationship.

An Linyu cried for her, laughed for her, bumped into her parents for her, and finally An Linyu left for her, she said, I don't want to see you, An Linyu temporarily left Zhao Douyao's world. For the time being, An Linyu doesn't know how long it will last, An Linyu has always thought that the two will be reconciled as before, so An Linyu is willing to leave, the only communication is just to say good morning cordially, and stop when she sees her, An Linyu is also willing. None of them know who will regress, An Linyu himself doesn't know whether he has regressed or not, An Linyu's final bottom line is his few dignitys, in this deformed friendship, An Linyu hurt Zhao Douyao.

Why is this, An Linyu bowed his head to Zhao Douyao countless times, why did he hurt Zhao Douyao in the end.

An Linyu thought about it, in fact, she was very tired of living, on the surface she had grown up, but in fact, she was still very childish, looking around, there were very few people who indulged her childishness. When she grew up, she just thought too much, and when she was tired of thinking about it, she pretended to be leisurely. She can't always indulge other people's childishness, she needs Zhao Douyao to indulge her once

There is another reason that An Linyu has not been clear.

Later, Ah Jing was jealous of An Linyu's kindness to Zhao Douyao, and An Linyu thought of why among all her friends, Zhao Douyao made her remember the most, because she had never compared her in her life, and anyone around her compared her to the two. So she was uncomfortable.

An Linyu smiled, Zhao Douyao, that angel girl, would definitely hate her

"Stupid, your homework" Li Xin threw the homework book on An Linyu's head, An Linyu was stunned and didn't say a word, and flattened the crumpled homework and put it in the table pocket, from beginning to end, the expression on her face was faint, and this incident did not affect her very much.

Zhao Douyao frowned at An Linyu's submissiveness, and said to Li Xin: "Don't be like this. ”

Li Xin was annoyed: "Sister Yao, this woman, don't speak for her." ”

Zhao Douxiao muttered: "She's not very bad, don't bully others." Zhao Douyao paused and turned his head to look at An Linyu: "Can you not be quiet all the time?"

"I won't scold, I won't quarrel," An Linyu said to Zhao Douyao, with caution in his tone.

Zhao Douxiao glanced at An Linyu: "Fool"

Li Xin cut and walked away.

An Linyu smiled at Zhao Douyao, Zhao Douyao turned his head away and didn't look at it, and An Linyu turned his head. Knowing that she was duplicitous, the early morning sun was scattered on An Linyu's dense black hair through the fence, and An Linyu gradually put her face on the yellow lacquer table, and her fingers knocked on the table. It's a natural habit.

Zhao Douxiao was stunned, she was very familiar with this tune, An Linyu hummed when she had nothing to do, knocked, every time she heard this Japanese children's song, An Linyu was always in a happy state, she hadn't heard An Linyu hum this tune for a long time.

Zhao Douyao hooked the corners of his mouth and quietly did his own thing.

Individuals have their own positioning, and individuals have their own lives, since each other will affect each other's life trajectory, it is better to be like now, don't be too embarrassed, and don't be too ugly.

An Linyu doesn't understand this truth, and she doesn't understand it all her life, her feelings are like fire, like vines.

"Haha...... Funny" Zhao Douxiao smiled very happily. Will pinch An Linyu's face and make a grimace.

An Linyu walked down the long road behind her, letting out a strange laugh, and Zhao Douyao laughed too.

They talked about everything, and they were two very friendly children.

It's nice that the girl is still protecting her.

……

"In the future, when you get married, I will be your chief bridesmaid," An Linyu said, and she and Zhao Douyao sat on the unsinkable seashore, watching the slanting sun level with the sea level.

"You too" Zhao Douyao was wearing cotton clothes and smiling warmly.

An Linyu nodded: "We are good girlfriends for life!" ”

"Definitely, for a lifetime."

……

How long is a lifetime? An Linyu raised her head, she didn't know, anyway, the beautiful and ugly things were deliberately forgotten by this bright girl like the wind, forgetting something, isn't this a compulsory course for adults. An Linyu opened the hottest novel at the moment, and didn't care about the chaos around her, when she was at a loss, she would always be like this, maybe she would run away or hide, and never face it head-on. She's a turtle nesting in her shell.

The early morning sun was warm, but it was also cold. An Linyu thought.

Zhao Douyao is always Zhao Douyao, she will go far away and be treated by the best.

Because she is Zhao Douyao.

……

The last class in the morning is an interest class.

An Linyu's three interest classes a week are all calligraphy. Because An Linyu's words are really not good-looking.

An Linyu is the leader of the calligraphy class, and it is not a problem to suppress these cubs in the second, third, fourth, fifth and sixth grades, An Linyu is very cowardly outside, but in the calligraphy class, they can't let them go to heaven, An Linyu knows that they say she is disgusting behind their backs, and An Linyu doesn't want to argue.

It's almost enough to die, right?

Lin Ping'an came with a big belly, he was always laughing.

He is both An Linyu's homeroom teacher and An Linyu's calligraphy teacher, An Linyu nodded to him when he saw him come in, and sat in his place to listen to his lecture.

To be honest, his class is not very exciting, and it is ordinary. After listening to An Linyu, he went to practice his own words, and Lin Ping'an started from the last column of tutoring and gave a lecture to three or five students. I took the trouble to teach these little students how to write it over and over again.

The approachable Lin Ping'an will always give An Linyu a feeling that he is a big family. But there really is, with a round belly, slightly drooping eyelids, not tall, and the appearance of thirty-six or seven is exactly the same as that of those calligraphers.

An Linyu shook his head and continued to practice calligraphy.

The squeezing of Anlin fish is not very well written, and there is no flavor. An Linyu concentrates on practicing. Lin Ping'an walked behind her, and she didn't even realize it.

"I don't feel right, you stay after school to practice, I'll teach you." Lin Ping'an patted An Linyu's head, An Linyu was startled and then nodded politely.

Lin Ping'an smiled: "My good squad leader, your handwriting can't be bad, otherwise you will smash the signboard." ”

An Linyu snorted and continued to bow his head and practice calligraphy.

Lin Ping'an originally wanted to say something, but when he turned his head, he couldn't bear to disturb An Linyu when he saw An Linyu's quiet appearance.

……

In the last class, Lin Ping'an would always send a certificate of merit for the best member, and Lin Ping'an squeezed her eyes. An Linyu was stunned, and then returned a polite smile.

"Come on, huh? My squad leader? Lin Ping'an laughed happily, the applause around him was sparse, An Linyu walked up step by step to get the certificate, Lin Ping'an patted her head and handed her the mobile phone: "I'll make a call first, go home later, and teach you to practice calligraphy"

An Linyu glanced at her phone, could she say no? However, soon, An Linyu despised himself, and the teacher gave you a picky diet, and you are still not happy?

"What's wrong?" Lin Ping'an asked, An Linyu shook his head: "It's okay"

An Linyu took the mobile phone to call outside the calligraphy classroom, and stretched out of the classroom. Perhaps in the eyes of An Linyu, it is both beautiful and ugly. But this is not An Linyu's hometown alone, nor is it a place for An Linyu to anchor. An Linyu chaired against the blue wall, the breeze rolled up her thick bangs, revealing her star-filled eyes, and she quietly called the people at home. But when he turned on the phone, An Linyu subconsciously turned on the phone with his birthday. But she didn't know.

Lin Ping'an opened the door and looked at An Linyu from a distance, she looked very good with her bangs rolled up.

After class, everyone packed up their brushes, and An Linyu sat in the classroom, bored playing with ink. Lin Ping'an looked for a calligraphy copy on the last calligraphy shelf.

The sun was shining on his forehead, and he was already a little Mediterranean inclined. He is really ordinary, he can't resist time, and he will become Mediterranean, which is a process that almost every ordinary man must go through.

An Linyu glanced at him and lowered his head

The smell in the classroom is very bad, the quality of the ink is not very good, there is no faint fragrance of good ink, but the ink has the stench of rotting food. An Linyu frowned, she hated the smell, and asked a headache.

……

"I just got the house done for you, my sister-in-law's house." Wang Ai came out of the old alley, took a long breath, and made a call to Zhang Qimeng. I reported to him about buying a house.

Zhang Qimeng told him a few days ago that it should be difficult for him to return to Xiamen, and he needs to stay in Bochuan for a few years, and although the apartment provided by the Zhu Group is large, it is very inconvenient for him to live there, and he rents a house outside, at least more than 10,000 or 20,000 a month, because the house price in Bochuan is not expensive, the tourism industry is developed, and the rent grows quickly, so it is better to buy a small house in Bochuan and live comfortably.

There is another reason, Zhang Qimeng said, which local tyrant does not have a seventeen or eighteen house under his name, and he is pitiful only has two houses, which is not reasonable, and it is not bad to buy a set and add some family property, this reason made Wang Ai roll his eyes a few times. directly said that he was broad, why should he have so many fancy intestines.

"Okay, a brief renovation, I'll be over in a month." Zhang Qimeng browsed the manuscript for the next month, and then talked to Wang Ai on the phone.

"Don't you ask about the price of the house?" Wang Ai asked in a daze

"Ask what? The housing prices in Bochuan are not high, and this is a second-hand house of your aunt's house, even if it is expensive, it is not expensive. Zhang Qimeng was on the phone, his hand tapping on the keyboard.

"It's really not expensive, you advanced me one million, and I spent a little more than half" Wang Ai smiled with relief, he severely suppressed the price of his aunt's house, a house of more than 90 square meters, plus a small yard of 90 square meters, 670,000, which is also cheap in Bochuan, his already kind aunt hated him, she originally wanted to sell the house for 800,000, seeing that his nephew was pitiful, she would rather lose 130,000.

"Yo, it's cheap...... Yes, give you a long salary, spend more time with your mother these days, and get paid. Zhang Qimeng waited for the printer to brush out the data, and stretched his waist leisurely.

Wang Ai immediately laughed doggedly: "Boss Xie"

"Don't forget the task given to you, remember to send the book to An Linyu, and then talk about the follow-up work, don't give me a business trip, I've talked about the follow-up so many times, and I explained it to you clearly, don't embarrass me."

"Got it, I'm going to print the contract now, and I'll go to her house tomorrow to find her. I'll buy my mom food first. Wang Ai took a taxi, said an address, and went to find his car. His car drove from Xiamen, and on the way, he accidentally let another car scrape, and just sent it for painting.

"Watch on the road."

"Okay."

（2）

An Linyu held his cheeks and sat obediently in the classroom. Inadvertently looked outside the house, it was noon, and everyone should be gone.

Lin Ping'an stood on tiptoe and took down a calligraphy book from the calligraphy shelf. Because he is a little short, the appearance of standing on tiptoe gives An Linyu the illusion that he is a little old man.

"Let's practice the word "Yong", just check your other strokes" Lin Ping'an closed the classroom door and put the calligraphy in front of An Linyu. An Linyu did not refuse. After reading the structure of the characters, he picked up a brush and wrote a Yongzi, and looked at Lin Ping'an. Lin Ping'an was stunned at Shang An Linyu's starry eyes. Suddenly, he frowned: "It's not good-looking." Sit up straight! An Linyu hit a spirit, sat straight, Lin Ping'an put his hand on An Linyu's shoulder, bent down slightly, and sprinkled his warm breath on An Linyu's neck, An Linyu smiled, as if he was tickled, and at the moment of laughter, the second one was very naturally pulled down on the Yongzi.

An Linyu looked at that puff, not happy, just arrived and felt very strange.

"It's well written," Lin Ping'an said softly to An Linyu's left ear, his fingertips touching An Linyu's earlobe. Slightly, as if tempting.

Being touched on the earlobe is like an electric shock to Anlinyu

An Linyu hit a spirit and twisted his body. There was nothing on his face, but he didn't like this kind of touch very much, and his brows furrowed.

"What's wrong?" Lin Ping'an smiled

An Linyu shook his head: "It's okay." ”

Lin Ping'an's eyes seemed to flash with a light, and the corners of his mouth hooked up maliciously

"It's okay...... Okay" Lin Ping'an smiled and looked up at the window: "It's noon." After a pause: "You should be tired and don't want to practice calligraphy" Lin Ping'an snatched An Linyu's brush, An Linyu looked at Lin Ping'an, Lin Ping'an propped himself up: "Xiao An, since you don't want to practice calligraphy, why don't we play a game?" You close your eyes. An Linyu instinctively refused, shook his head and picked up the brush: "I'm still practicing calligraphy, teacher, how can this be ......" Lin Ping'an didn't wait for An Linyu to finish speaking: "Disobedient"

His thick palm covered An Linyu's eyes, blocking An Linyu's eyes: "This game will be fun, don't resist"

He didn't feel An Linyu's resistance, a child is a child, one word, you can coax, and a few words can make her brave. This silly look is very similar to her.

Lin Ping'an took a long breath, leaned over triumphantly, kissed An Linyu's earlobe, and said softly: "The game has started......

An Linyu hit a spirit, pushed Lin Ping'an, widened the distance, and secretly wanted to stand up, but Lin Ping'an pressed An Linyu's shoulder tightly.

"I want to run away...... Lin Ping'an paused and smiled: "The game can't end when it starts" Lin Ping'an let go of his hand and pressed An Linyu's hand, but he hugged An Linyu's waist, he circled it very tightly, and An Linyu couldn't get rid of this hug: "Teacher...... Loved you"

After An Linyu heard this, she interpreted the buzzing sound in her mind, and she was stunned for two or three seconds and began to push Lin Ping'an hard, and her resistance was a flavor enhancer in Lin Ping'an's view. And his head leaned on An Linyu's back: "Xiao An, in fact, the teacher's first love is as cute as you, she is not fat, her eyes are shining, and she is very good-looking." ”

Lin Ping'an's eyes darkened, and he crawled on An Linyu's back very attached, and his hand tightly hugged An Linyu's waist.

"Let go of my ......," An Linyu said in a low voice, full of fear that prompted An Linyu to pull Lin safe with both hands. She felt that Lin Ping'an's hands were becoming more and more restless, and the more she resisted, the happier he became. An Linyu was ashamed and annoyed, but she was clamped tightly, and she asked herself what to do. If you ask, you won't be able to say.

"I won't let it go" Lin Ping'an paused: "You don't know what the teacher likes about you, your eyes, your eyebrows, your little temper, and your smile...... You're exactly like her. Promise the teacher not to run away. ”

"Teacher Lin!" An Linyu slapped Lin Ping'an's face fiercely: "You are a teacher!" ”

Lin Ping'an smiled: "Indeed, I am a teacher" smiled and locked An Linyu, slashing across An Linyu's already red eyes, round nose tip, and baby fat cheeks: "So what?" Kid, you're so naïve."

She's alive, she should be thirty-two this year, right? Their children must be as cute as Anlinyu, no, their children will be cuter than her.

An Linyu elbowed Lin Ping'an.

She can't, can't...... She's leaving. He's the devil......

For the first time, An Linyu felt a feeling that was even more terrifying than a nightmare.

For the first time, An Linyu wanted to pick up a stool and smash it on someone else's head. So that he could not get up again.

Lin Ping'an's head arched on An Linyu's back: "I thought I would never find her again." ”

"I'm not your first love"

"No, you are, when you confronted the principal, you looked like she was angry, your eyes were shining, especially beautiful." Lin Ping'an circled An Linyu, tore his clothes very roughly, and pressed An Linyu to the wall, regardless of An Linyu's struggle, one hand pulled the zipper of An Linyu's clothes, and An Linyu stepped on him: "Lin Ping'an, you bastard, get out!" I'm going to call the police, call the police! ”

Lin Ping'an was stunned and pressed An Linyu's head: "This step, am I afraid?" ”

When undressing An Linyu, he accidentally touched An Linyu, Lin Ping'an's eyes lit up, and his hand was deliberately pressed: "It's very soft...... Oops, do you have to touch it back? But...... My baby is a little hard. ”

Lin Ping'an smiled, took An Linyu's hand and gradually went down.

"You dare!" An Linyu bit Lin Ping'an's arm and muttered, "Let go of me"

"Can't" Lin Ping'an smiled: "Use a little strength, and you will have no strength for a while." ”

Lin Ping'an stroked An Linyu's cheek: "Child, treat today as a dream, and when you wake up, treat it as a nightmare, you won't feel uncomfortable, the teacher will wake up, and both of you will be happy......"

Lin Ping'an took off An Linyu's coat, and only one underwear remained. An Linyu broke free from Lin Ping'an's embrace, ran to the door with his clothes in his arms, and pulled the door hard without opening.

"The teacher will not let others come in and destroy these beautiful things, we will take it as a dream, the dream will wake up, and when we wake up, we will forget, and after forgetting, there will be only some ethereal existence, and we will not know whether it exists or not. Come here, come here. Lin Pingfan was tempted, An Linyu shook his head, and tears fell uncontrollably: "Open the door!" Help me! An Linyu slapped the door

"Well, don't cry!" Lin Ping'an dragged An Linyu down and pressed An Linyu, Lin Ping'an directly pulled her pants, An Linyu was really naked at this time, she fled from Lin Ping'an, but she didn't run away.

"The teacher really likes you."

The whole body was in pain, every cell was rolling, tears slid down her cheeks, and Lin Ping'an kissed it off for her. The pupils are infinitely dilated, how can she escape, ruined, all this is ruined.

"Hello, little woman......" Lin Ping'an said in an extremely charming voice, his greasy appearance, with such words, it was disgusting.

He was really disgusting, An Linyu closed his eyes and gave up struggling. Maybe it's just a dream? It's a dream, it must be a dream. She had a nightmare, woke up, and there was nothing left, maybe it was really as Lin Ping'an said, whether it exists or not, we don't know? Lin Ping'an saw An Linyu's obedient appearance and touched her cheek: "This is obedient"

……

An Linyu was helped to stand up by Lin Ping'an, and the bright red blood stains on the ground reminded her of what had just happened.

Yes, she's not a girl anymore, she's a woman.

"Don't be upset... This is a dream" Lin Ping'an touched An Linyu's head, An Linyu shook it off, ran home, and pulled his clothes tightly to cover the blue and red marks on his neck.

An Linyu ran to the classroom, picked up his schoolbag from the classroom and left, wiping his tears. It just so happened that there was no one at noon, and An Linyu could cry unscrupulously.

An Linyu dragged his schoolbag out of school in a daze, and pulled the collar of the school uniform very high, almost to the end.

On the other side, Zhang Qimeng finished the matter at hand, rested, and remembered Wang Ai's unreliable wording ability, for fear that she would misunderstand the theme of next month's magazine, and the works handed over were not so consistent. This little ancestor is their golden signboard

Zhang Qimeng suddenly wanted to make a call to An Linyu. lest An Linyu say that he is irresponsible as a leader. But will this make Wang Ai ugly, but he probably said that it is very unlikely that she understands, depending on the situation, it will save Wang Ai trouble.

The call went out, An Linyu took out the mobile phone hidden in the bag and turned off the sound, subconsciously, she thought it was her family, maybe it was her parents, if, she was quiet and they would not find out the suspicion, seeing that it was Mengqizhang, An Linyu was disappointed, but also tried to calm her emotions, and picked up the phone: "Hey ......" No matter how good she pretended, her voice was still not as stable as usual. With a very thick nasal voice. She knew the other party wouldn't notice.

Zhang Qimeng didn't notice that An Linyu's tone was wrong, and said to himself: "Miss Fish Bell...... I'm Mengqizhang, I'm presumptuous, I'll tell you about the theme of next month, is it convenient for you? ”

An Linyu took a long breath, tried very hard to calm her tears, tried very hard to listen quietly, turned her head, turned her head and saw the bruise marks on half of her arm, and the scenes in her memory stabbed her eyes, this sentence has always been very vivid, so that all the pain turned into tears gathered in her eyes, and she really used her tears to turn in the frame at that moment she spent all her strength to support it, not letting it fall: "I'm sorry." "It seems like that's all there is...... That's all there is to it.

An Linyu raised her head, she looked at the sun, the shining star, the new star in the literary world brought strength to others, but she couldn't give herself strength, even this light, just this light was going to be dim, a little warm light, no more than three winters.

"It's okay...... Let's talk about it when I have time," Zhang Qimeng was embarrassed.

"I don't write anymore, I don't write novels," An Linyu said. The pace of stagnation at this intersection moves little by little, slowly.

"I won't write it...... Don't write it...... What the? It's not ......," Zhang Qimeng seemed to realize what An Linyu said.

Across the microphone was silence.

Zhang Qimeng rubbed his head: "You are so immoral" The voice unconsciously raised: "You can't do this"

"I'm sorry, I won't write......" An Linyu quickened his pace a little, and his tears turned into small dots in the wind, and they turned into a part of the air.

"So how do you deal with your readers"

"I'm sorry, I won't write......" An Linyu wiped his cheeks.

"The fox gives you such a high salary"

"I'm sorry, I really don't write" An Linyu smoothed her hair

"You're in breach of contract!"

"I don't write it, it's ...... Sorry, really sorry"

"Why are you like this! Three days of fishing? Do you want to dry the net for two days? "No matter how good his temper is, it will be polished, not to mention Zhang Qimeng's bad temper.

This sentence seems to poke at An Linyu's pain point, An Linyu pursed his mouth, tears popped out of his eyes, An Linyu held down the earpiece, took a long breath, and swallowed back the tears: "I'm a person who fishes for three days and dries nets for two days, and I like to go back on it, I don't write, you bite me, what can you do" An Linyu roared, full of grievances who have heard it, she gave her power to every reader, these people pay attention to a gimmick, a well-known star gimmick, they can't read her words after each word, why, Why, when she was in pain, there were still people who persuaded her not to let down others, is she herself worthy of not being disappointed, isn't she human, can't she live like a child? Isn't she worth it? A person faces all her fears, and now that she is like this, there are still people who poke at her pain points and teach her.

Zhang Qimeng took a deep breath, there was no trace of grace on his handsome face, and the people in the office looked at him in confusion. He quieted down and said, "Unreasonable...... Calm down, isn't it...... You signed a contract, and suddenly you said that you don't write novels anymore, you mean something. ”

"I don't want to live, I don't want to write a novel anymore, what the are you going to do!"

"Are you ......" Zhang Qimeng was stupid, did she eat **?

After that, An Linyu hung up the phone, An Linyu squatted on the street corner, threw his schoolbag on the ground, and suddenly buried his face in the crook of his arm.

Zhang Qimeng looked at the phone in a daze, threw the phone on the table, he was very angry with this person, what the hell, write if you want to? Cast if you want? Think of this as something! He doesn't care about her anymore!

It's a neuropath

An Linyu didn't know how long she had been in this corner, and she didn't raise her head until her fair skin was red spots.

An Linyu took out sleeping pills from his schoolbag with red and swollen eyes. How did she deal with it? Alarm? Eat humble pie? He let out a long breath. Looking at the sky with the eyes of the stars, crystal tears fell to the ground. No matter which choice she chooses, it seems that she can't choose it, and there is no way to get rid of today. Then go to the most extreme, and when you die, you won't hear their ignorant scolding.

In the past few days, the disease has been suppressed very well, and I haven't taken medicine, which is enough. An Linyu looked at the small medicine bag, hooked the corners of his mouth, opened it and swallowed it all.

An Linyu stood up, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, she just had a dream...... With tears in the corners of her eyes, she just had a dream. She couldn't hear anything, she didn't have to face anything......

Zhang Qimeng controlled the chair, walked away, and soon turned back and opened the address book