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Wang Zheng was feeding his mother in the hospital when he received a call from Zhang Qimeng, Wang Ai put down his rice bowl and went to the corridor of the hospital to answer the phone, the bright white light sprinkled on the dark blue floor, there was an indescribable quiet.

"You go and find An Linyu now, I feel like something is wrong with her." Zhang Qimeng said.

Wang Ai frowned, he wanted to say something, but pondered for a moment: "Huh? ”

"To go or not?"

"Go, go, I'll take a look, hang up first." Wang Ai hung up the phone and sighed, he understood that this guy was afraid that he would mess up the task, wasn't he afraid that he wouldn't be able to explain the meaning of "round trip" this month? Isn't it just that he looks down on his bad language? His old mother's personality is understandable to worry a little more.

I have to say that Wang Ai has a good temper, he is not angry at Zhang Qimeng's behavior of distrusting him, and he is still slightly unhappy

Zhang Qimeng hung up the phone again, frowned, didn't say anything to find the fox, and the meeting was about to start, so he didn't care about An Linyu.

Wang Ai glanced at her mother sitting on the hospital bed and handed the rice bowl to the nurse: "Mom, something happened to the company, I'll deal with it first." "Please take care of my mother for a while." This sentence seemed to be said to the nurse, the nurse nodded, Wang Ai found the car key, looked at her mother and said, "I...... I'll be back in a moment."

The gentle middle-aged woman lying on the bed nodded and asked, "Drive slower"

Wang Ai nodded and left.

got into the car, Wang Ai drove the car out of the garage, and his right eyelid jumped, forget it, it is estimated that Zhang Qimeng thought too much. But Zhang Qimeng is so anxious, let's go and take a look, after all, he hasn't seen An Linyu for a few years, so he misses it.

……

An Linyu opened the door and threw his schoolbag on the sofa. didn't pull the door, so he ran to the low table and got himself a glass of water, and drank it urgently

An Linyu stood in front of the coffee table with a cup,

"Think of it as a dream...... Lin Ping'an's voice suddenly sounded in An Linyu's ears

An Linyu trembled, the cup fell to the low table, and the cup shattered. Scattered on the table.

An Linyu curled up together, feeling a very uncomfortable feeling in his stomach, and wanted to vomit.

What An Linyu didn't know was that the effects of sleeping pills began to attack, she took more than twenty tablets, maybe she wanted to go to bed early, and then woke up and told herself that she just had a dream. As Lin Ping'an said, when she woke up, she forgot that she was crazy at the time, thinking that the more she ate, the faster she would sleep, but she didn't know that the longer she would sleep, until the sea turned into a mulberry field.

"You wake up in a dream, you forget when you wake up"

An Linyu looked around, and there was no one. He covered his ears vigorously, but Lin Ping'an's voice was too clear.

I heard that people who fall into nightmares will wake up when they are stimulated, and An Linyu saw a few teacups on the low table

An Linyu swept the low table with his arm, and the things on the low table fell off, and An Linyu felt a tingling pain in his wrist. An Linyu looked at his wrist, blood gurgling down his hand.

An Linyu panicked and found a pillow to press his wound. turned around and went to the washstand to find a first-aid kit to stop bleeding, and An's mother kept putting it under the washstand, saying that it was convenient.

Halfway through the bandage, An Linyu's eyes were already spent, the heavens and the earth were spinning, and An Linyu fell in front of the noodle table.

The whole body was paralyzed, and white bubbles spit out from the mouth of An Linyu.

Look at the bleeding wrist

An Linyu was dazed, his eyes couldn't focus, and he gradually closed his eyes.

Probably going to die, right? The wound is so deep.

She was sad and hated the world. The world never seemed to give her hope.

Countless times, she had thought so, countless times, countless times she had really let her life end.

But countless times, she wants to live, just live, whether it's to survive or shine, just live.

An Linyu closed his eyes. I don't know if it's because she's young and ignorant, or if she's like that, she doesn't seem to think she's going to die

……

Wang Ai found a parking space, An Lin's house is actually very close to the hospital, a few minutes over, Wang Ai parked the car and ran to An Linyu's home, before, An Linyu's home was renovated, her brother took him over to take care of the workers to avoid chaos, he is naturally familiar with the direction of An Linyu's home.

After walking around the community, I found the building.

Wang Ai looked at the house number carefully and let out a long breath, fortunately, his memory had not degraded and he did not go to the wrong door. Rang the doorbell a few times, no one opened the door, shook the door, and the door opened, Wang Ai scratched his head, hesitated and went in.

"Xiao An? Xiao An? ”

Wang Ai remembered that An Linyu's bedroom seemed to be on the second floor.

Wang Ai ran up to the second floor and looked, but no one answered after a few calls

Perhaps, it is really Zhang Qi who dreams a lot. Wang Ai wanted to quit as if he hadn't come. Passing by the dresser, he looked at it hesitantly, because the light on the dresser was not very good, it was dark, Wang Ai squinted, and there was a bulging black. stepped forward and looked at it a few times, and realized that it was An Linyu, and hurriedly walked a few steps to help An Linyu up: "Xiao An? Xiao An? Wang Ai patted her cheek, picked up An Linyu, shook it vigorously, and supported An Linyu's face, and An Linyu's mouth was gurgling and spitting white foam. Blood soaked the pillow red.

Wang Ai didn't think An Lin was dirty, and took out his mobile phone with one hand: "Xiao An, Xiao An, wake up." The other hand shook An Linyu, and the zipper that An Linyu pulled to his chin was shaken open, and the traces of red and dark purple broke into Wang Ai's eyes. Wang Ai, who was about to hit 120, was stunned when he saw the bruises on An Linyu's white neck, opened An Linyu's sleeve, and moved An Linyu's neckline down. The skin of Anlin fish is very white, and these blue-purple traces are obviously very densely distributed. Wang Ai banged in his head, looked at An Linyu in a daze, glanced at his mobile phone, and pinched the phone.

Took a deep breath.

Helped An Linyu out of the door, took An Linyu's mobile phone key, and locked the door.

Wang Ai put An Linyu into the car, started the car, and the car drove away. Went to the nearest hospital.

Wang Ai was very flustered, okay, why did he become like this.

Wang Ai has always regarded An Linyu as a sister in her heart, and she has never changed.

Everything seems to be engraved in his bones, he once remembered that he told An Linyan that he felt that if there was a person behind him who called him brother cleanly, this person must be his sister. He didn't have a sister, but his friend had a sister who grew up with them. Like a sister, call him brother.

An Linyu has always called him brother, and occasionally calls him big brother. It was so cute.

An Linyu has always been Wang Ai's sister, and it has always been.

Wang Ai sweated on his head: "Fuck me, who did it!" ”

"," Wang Ai knocked on the steering wheel a few times, and the car sounded. When he arrived at the gate of the hospital, Wang Ai threw the car on the side of the road and helped An Linyu into the hospital

Wang Ai's eyes were red, and he scared some little girls in the hospital. In these years, doctors are the most difficult profession, and it is not uncommon for patients' families to beat doctors. It wasn't until the hospital bed was pushed that the doctor took An Linyu into the emergency room. Some of the little girls just exhaled.

Wang Ai sat outside the door and waited for the doctor to stitch up the wound on An Linyu's hand and wash his stomach. The nurse informed him to pay the bill, Wang Ai took the payment slip and was stunned, looked for his wallet, there was only a little more than a thousand in it, and glanced at the nurse embarrassedly: "I'll pay the bill myself later, is it okay?" ”

"Yes, as soon as possible." The nurse turned and left.

Wang Ai scratched his head and found An Linyan's phone number in the address book. I was hesitant to play out. But thinking of An Linyu's appearance, Wang Ai pursed her lips and turned off the screen of her phone. Looking at the ceiling, more than 50,000, what to do?

……

Zhang Qimeng sat in the conference room, covered the table, hung his head and sent a text message to Wang Ai: "Maybe I'm thinking too much, you don't have to look at it." Take good care of your mother. ”

Wang Ai was shocked by the buzzing sound of the mobile phone, and when he opened the mobile phone, it was a message from Zhang Qimeng. Wang Ai looked at the message sent by Zhang Qimeng and fell into deep thought.

Maybe you can borrow some more money from Zhang Qimeng?

Wang Ai's eyes lit up, and this method was feasible.

Wang Ai let out a long breath and dialed the phone. Zhang Qimeng bought a house and decorated the rest of the money, with a small 100,000 yuan, and gave it to him, asking him to pay for his mother. said that the money was the bonus he had paid over the years, how could Wang Ai not know that this was Zhang Qi's dream to help him? Isn't it brazen for him to borrow it again?

Zhang Qimeng was in a meeting when he saw Wang Ai calling him. Glancing at the fox and explaining to him, the fox nodded Zhang Qimeng went out: "What's wrong." ”

"Lao Zhang, can you lend me some money...... An Linyu had an accident, and I really had no money. My mom is also in the hospital...... I... I ......" Wang Ai trembled when he spoke, and when he spread out the phone, he had an impulse to hang up the phone

Zhang Qimeng called a few times, and Wang Ai reacted: "Hmm"

Zhang Qimeng frowned: "How much to borrow, what happened,"

"Fifty thousand, she...... Scratched arm," these words came out of Wang Ai's mouth.

"Seriously?"

"When I was taken to the hospital, the doctor said it hurt my nerves. But the person is good, and it was delivered in time. ”

Zhang Qimeng sighed: "That's good...... I transferred the money to the bank card I gave you last time. ”

"Hmmm......"

"What's wrong? You don't feel like you're emotionally right. Anlin fish is important to you? ”

"As important as my own sister"

"You settle down a little, so what happened to her?"

"......" Wang Aya paused, he looked at the ceiling, his fingers pressed his temples: "This matter...... It's hard to say...... When An Linyu comes out, I'll tell you, okay? ”

Zhang Qimeng was stunned on the other side, condensed his breath, his fingers slightly buckled the handle of his wheelchair, and his expression suddenly became complicated: "Okay..."

"Lao Zhang, I will definitely pay you back this money, I will pay it back if I work a few more jobs"

"You don't have to... When she wakes up, can you tell me...... I've got something going on here, hang up. Zhang Qimeng hung up the phone without waiting for Wang Ai to continue, his expression was very dark. Pushed the cart into the conference room.

"Hey...... Feed! Wang Ai heard a series of voices, hung his head in despair, glanced at his watch, and suddenly remembered Zhang Qimeng's meeting.

After An Linyu came out, he was still unconscious, and the doctor said that the person was fine, but he had to slow down for a few hours, and after digesting the medicine, he had to faint for a few hours. When Wang Ai heard that people were fine, he was not as overwhelmed as he had just been.

Seeing An Linyu being pushed into the ward, Wang Ai got out of the hospital by himself and went downstairs, his car had already been labeled with a ticket, Wang Ai muttered a sentence that the year was not going well, and drove the car to pay the ticket.

When I returned, I went to the vicinity of Grandma An's house, Wang Ai lit a cigarette, pulled down the window and stopped the car. Wang Ai knew that Grandma An was in great pain with An Linyu, and told her family about this, can her family forgive An Linyu?

Bochuan's people are very corrupt, he can tell Zhang Qimeng, because Zhang Qimeng will not look down on An Linyu and will not have any prejudice against An Linyu. If he told An Linyu's mother that An Linyu really had no way to live.

When An Linyu woke up, the sun was about to set, and he looked around, as if he was in the hospital, and looked down at the plaster cast on his wrist, and An Linyu knew that he had been saved.

An Linyu shifted his body, leaned his back against the pillow, and looked out the window. The birds outside were chirping, the leaves were shining in the sun, the sky was very clear, An Linyu took a deep breath and smiled faintly. Everything stays in the most beautiful and false moments, and this is how it is.

She survived, but everything seemed to be painful. I don't want to admit that at the moment of fainting, she wanted to die, and it seemed that only by dying could she live forever.

An Linyu touched his plaster.

Wang Ai walked into the ward with the list, looked up, and saw An Linyu sitting, An Linyu turned to look at him, the smile on the corner of her mouth was faint, but her eyes were very deep, lonely, sad, there was no joy of reunion after a long absence, the joy of the rest of her life, only loss, despair, coldness, the feeling of this moment is extremely cold.

Wang Ai bowed his head uncomfortably: "You...... How does it feel? ”

"It's okay......" An Linyu turned his head and touched his head: "You saved me?" ”

Wang Ai nodded, shook again, and looked at An Linyu: "It's not ......"

"Then why am I here?" The face of the Anlin fish is sideways, and the sunset is just sprinkled on the face of the Anlin fish.

"Mengqizhang said that you are wrong, let me go to you." Wang Ai walked in. But not too close

An Linyu laughed, pretended to glance at Wang Ai naturally, and turned his head again: "Oh...... So that's the case, then I really have to thank him. I owe him a favor..."

The two men fell silent. No one asked first, or rather.

Quietly, An Linyu gathered the quilt, thinking that Wang Ai would maintain her dignity and would not ask, while Wang Ai thought that An Linyu had always regarded him as a brother and would talk to him.

It's just that An Linyu disappointed Wang Ai. An Linyu didn't provoke this conversation, just sat there quietly and motionless like a pottery doll.

Wang Ai struggled for a moment and clenched his fists: "Xiao An, what's wrong with you, why are you ......" Wang Ai didn't continue, raised his head, and looked at An Linyu.

An Linyu turned his eyes to Wang Ai. Wang Ai saw a lot of words in her eyes until her eyes gradually turned red.

Wang Ai turned his head, An Linyu turned his back to Wang Ai, tears running down his cheeks, wetting the sheets.

Wang Ai froze in place.

"You've seen it all, why do you ask, do you think I'm a child? Don't understand what happened to you? Do you have to poke at people's pain points? An Linyu wiped her tears with her back to Wang Ai. The left hand stroked the right hand that had been plastered, and in the end, An Linyu didn't know whether he was talking to Wang Ai or to himself, and muttered: "Yes...... I'm still a kid......"

"Brother Wang Ai..." An Linyu slowly leaned his head against the wall, turned around, and stared at Wang Ai: "You shouldn't save me." ”

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Wang Ai looked at An Linyu.

An Linyu smiled, tears fell, raised his left hand to unbutton himself, and there were bruises and purple traces from the neck down: "Brother Wang Ai...... I'm only 12 years old. These will remind me all the time that you are dirty, you are disgusting, you are inferior. It was torture for me. ”

Wang Ai took a breath, wiped his face, walked up with red eyes, grabbed An Linyu's clothes, and hugged An Linyu: "It's not your fault." ”

An Linyu leaned his head on Wang Ai's arms and smiled: "Brother Wang Ai, these traces will disappear, but they will not be eliminated." What if it's not my fault? ”

"Xiao An, you are the victim. You shouldn't bear the pain. There is no such reason in the world to support the wrong people. ”

"Wang Ai's, what I see is a little wrong, just like my brother breaking a plate, and the fault is always that my sister didn't take care of him." An Linyu left Wang Ai's arms: "Don't tell my family about today's incident." ”

"You just put up with it?"

"Brother Wang Ai? Do you know who is hurting me? An Linyu raised his head and looked at Wang Ai, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and the curvature of his mouth froze at the moment of despair: "It's my homeroom teacher"

Wang Ai was stunned in place, An Linyu left Wang Ai's arms, and stroked his eyes: "Brother Wang Ai, do you believe it?" As long as I talk about this matter, the turmoil will lead to me, public opinion, rumors, and fingers, but it will not point to the people in prison, and I am the one who bears it. The people in the prison can't hear the outside world, and the cruel, meaningless talk comes to my ears. Do you think I can take it any longer? ”

An Linyu lay down and looked out the window, the sun was only a line, but it was still slowly moving towards the horizon.

Wang Ai covered An Linyu with a quilt: "Where did your sleeping pills come from?" Give it to me. When you can't get out, don't hide these things in your house. ”

"It was prescribed to me by a doctor, and it helps with depression" An Linyu turned his back to Wang Ai.

Wang Ai's lowered gaze returned to An Linyu's body. An Linyu didn't say a word again.

What happened to her in the days he was gone.

This question is not only Wang Ai wants to know, but An Linyu also wants to know.

An Linyu also wanted to know how those "children" could show such ugly faces when she was growing up, and how could the kind, big-bellied teacher tear off such an ugly mask.

This question is not answered and will not be obtained. So I can only wait for time to gradually tell her to let go of all this.

In the evening. An Linyu made a call home, saying that she went to live at Ah Jing's house and would not go home this weekend, and Grandma An didn't think there was anything wrong, because Ah Jing was a good playmate of An Linyu, and Grandma An could trust it.

A few days later, An Linyu was discharged from the hospital. also went back to school, Lin Ping'an went out for training, and An Linyu is still worse than dead in the past few days.

On Wednesday, when I was just out of school, I had a video call with my grandmother and said that I was fine. After returning to school, An Linyu went to the unsinkable beach for a stroll in the evening.