230 I have lost him
"Silly Ahi, is this worth it?" Murong Yu looked down at the top of her gray hair, "If that's the case, shouldn't I be crying bitterly?" You know that I don't have much time, but you don't dislike me for being a short-lived ......"
"Shh," Jing Xi shook his head in his arms, "San Lang don't say such things, I don't allow you to say such things." In the vast sea of people, do you know how difficult it is for people to meet someone who loves and knows them in this life? ”
"You know, why don't you know? …… Especially people like me. ”
"San Lang," Jing Xi raised his head, his red and swollen eyes full of accusation, "I said it, you are not allowed to say such things again." ”
Murong Yu hummed lightly and nodded.
"You sit down." Jing Xi pulled out one of his wrists, and before his hand could catch his pulse, he withdrew his hand back.
Jing Xi frowned: "I'll give you a pulse." ”
"I'll do it today, I see you look tired. You don't have to worry about me, I know it all. ”
Because of the proximity to the water, and because he had to hide from Murong Yu and force his face to laugh, Jing Xi was really tired in his heart.
What's more, she was still in front of the water spirit all night last night, and her body was indeed a little unbearable.
"I'm so hungry, I want to sleep after eating."
Murong Yu frowned: "Are all the people in the palace gone, and there is no food to eat?" ”
Jing Xi didn't expect Murong Yu to think like this, so he smiled and said, "No one is more beautiful than you, so I don't have the appetite to eat there." ”
Murong Yu raised her lips amusedly: "Okay, then you wait, I'll let the kitchen do it, what do you want to eat?" ”
"Let's be lighter."
"Good. I'll go. ”
Seeing that he was leaving, Jing Xi grabbed his sleeve: "Why do you want you to go in person?" You're not here with me? ”
Murong Yu swallowed his throat: "I've been stuffy in the house for too long, and I want to go out to breathe, but if you want me to accompany you, then I'll let someone else go." ”
Jing Xi let go of his hand: "Then you go, you take a proper walk, breathing some fresh air is also good for your body, I won't stop you." ”
Murong Yu's eyes were soft: "Our Ah Xi is understanding." ”
Jing Xi saw Murong Yu go out, he had a sleepy headache, took off his shoes and coat and got into Murong Yu's bed.
His quilt was still warm, the futon smelled of sunshine, and it was a sunny day two days ago, so he must have dried the quilt.
Murong Yu went out, spit out a mouthful of blood held in his throat, and went to the kitchen in person.
His body was running out of oil, but he still hadn't figured out how to talk to her.
When Murong Yu pushed the door in again, Jing Xi was woken up by this voice.
She hugged the quilt and sat up: "It's okay so soon?" ”
Murong Yu saw her lying on her bed, her eyes were stunned, and then she smiled: "Haven't you slept well?" Eat and sleep. ”
Jing Xi nodded, lifted the quilt and prepared to get out of bed.
Murong Yu was afraid that she would freeze, so he walked over with a porridge bowl: "Just eat on the bed, I'll feed you." ”
"I'm not a child," Jing Xi reached for the bowl in his hand, "I'll eat it myself." ”
Murong Yu didn't give: "Let me try, feed you for the first time." ”
“…… All right. Jing Xi's heart, which was sad because of the proximity to the water, was slightly soothed at the moment, and he enjoyed his service with peace of mind.
After using the porridge and rinsing his mouth, Jing Xi fell directly on the bed and looked at Murong Yu with raised eyebrows: "I'll sleep here tonight, and I won't move the nest." ”
Murong Yu was a little surprised: "This is my bed." ”
"I know, but I'm afraid of the cold when I sleep alone, so I'm going to squeeze with you."
Murong Yu shook his head: "The quilt is still warm, you sleep here, I sleep on the couch." ”
"No," Jing Xi thought about it for a moment, using Murong Yu's words just now, "Let me try, it's the first time I'll share a bed with you." ”
Murong Yu's face suddenly turned red: "No, Ah Xi, this is not good." ”
"It doesn't matter," Jing Xi hugged Murong Yu's arm, "I promise not to do anything, and I won't force you, okay?" ”
Murong Yu's face turned even redder: "What are you talking about?" That's not what you should have said. ”
"You think I'm robbing you of what you should have said?" Jing Xi smiled and crooked into Murong Yu's arms, and as soon as her head got into his arms, she stopped laughing.
She herself didn't mind living together before marriage, but she was willing to observe the etiquette here, but the sudden loss of water made her feel scared.
Because she doesn't know if she can wait until the day she officially gets married.
She didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to spend more time with him when she was okay, even when she was asleep at night.
"No, Axi, I can't do this to you." Murong Yu stood up, "I'll go next door." ”
"Wait a minute," Jing Xi grabbed his finger, "What if I want you to accompany me, will you insist on it?" ”
"Then I'll watch you sleep until you fall asleep."
"Well, there's really nothing I can do with you, but I like you like this very much."
Murong Yu held Jing Xi's hand and kissed it on his lips: "I like every look of Ah Xi." ”
……
When Jing Xi woke up, it was already noon the next day.
When she woke up, she found that Murong Yu was not there, and only after asking her subordinates did she know that he had returned to the Gongfu Mansion.
Jing Xi didn't know what he was going to do when he returned to the mansion, so he had to wait.
Waiting alone for a long time was boring, but she just walked casually to the room where Kinsui once lived.
She couldn't help but push the door open and enter.
There was a medical book spread out on the desk, and before he could close it, there was his own annotation on the medical book.
His handwriting is about the same as his face, and it is round and somewhat cute in style.
Jing Xi looked at it word by word, suddenly closed the medical book, and sat on the chair in a daze.
The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, and then she suddenly realized that she couldn't stay in this place anymore, or she would suffocate.
When she got back, she locked herself in the house, and she didn't know when it snowed, and she didn't light the lights when it was dark.
It wasn't until Murong Yu came back covered in snow that she greeted her with a smile: "Why don't you sweep the snow on your body?" It's going to be cold. ”
Murong Yu tugged at the corners of his lips: "It's not cold, I can't feel it." ”
"Have you eaten it? What do you want to eat? ”
"No, I'm not hungry."
"Then let's eat a bowl of noodles to fill my stomach, okay?"
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
"Then I'll give orders to the kitchen."
"Wait, put on this." Murong Yu took the big coat on the screen and wrapped it around Jing Xi's shoulder, "It's cold outside." ”
Jing Xi smiled: "Thank you, San Lang." ”
She hurried out, then hurried back. But some distance away, I saw a fire in the atrium.
She quickened her pace and walked back, only to see a fire burning in the courtyard, and Murong Yu was throwing something into the brazier.
She didn't know what he had done when he went to the Guogong Mansion today, so she became worried.
"What is Saburo burning?"