"Hi." Murong Yu raised his head, his dark eyes flushed from the flames, "I'm burning a medical book." ”

"Why are you burning medical books?" Jing Xi strode over.

Murong Yu just threw the medical book into the brazier.

Although it was only in a hurry, Jing Xi still saw it, and she had seen this book during the day: "That's a medical book near the water!" ”

She walked over and wanted to take it, but the fire was too big, and the medical book had been burned into pieces by the tongue of fire, and she couldn't get it back.

"San Lang, that's a book near the water, you can't burn it, you can't ......" Halfway through her words, Jing Xi suddenly understood, and she looked up at Murong Yu.

The difficult question came out: "...... you during the day Where did it go? ”

Murong Yu's eyes were filled with tears: "Cousin there." ”

"You already know...... ...... near water"

"Yes, I see."

"That'...... Did you bring him back? ”

Murong Yu shook his head, and his voice suddenly grew old: "I'll ...... him He was so tall when they sent him to me...... He stammered a little when he spoke......"

The appearance of being close to the water has been lingering in Murong Yu's mind, lingering, he suddenly couldn't breathe, and spit out a few mouthfuls of blood before he felt that his chest was a little smoother.

Jing Xi and the remote mountain behind him were terrified.

Jing Xi hurriedly went to smooth his back, but the more he obeyed, the more he vomited.

Jingxi immediately stopped, but he was still vomiting, and she was stunned: "Can't vomit, don't vomit again, San Lang, Yaoshan, you go get the medicine, you hurry up and get the medicine!" ”

Murong Yu saw her tears flying, so she stood up straight, endured not vomiting again, and raised her hand to touch her face: "Ah Xi don't cry, Ah Xi don't be afraid, I won't vomit, I'm fine, really." ”

He was enduring it, Jing Xi could see that he was enduring it very hard, and the green tendons on his forehead exploded.

Jing Xi saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart: "No, you can't hold it, you spit it out, you spit it out quickly, you can't be fine." ”

"Ah Xi," Murong Yu spat out another mouthful of black blood, "It's me who is incompetent, in front of the heavenly family, I can't protect you, and I can't protect the water, it's me who is incompetent." ”

"No, Saburo, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, if I hadn't been close to the water, this wouldn't have happened. Saburo, I'm sorry, it's me who lost the near water, it's me who is sorry for him. ”

"Ah Xi is a master who is admired by the water, so don't say that."

"What then? We've lost the near water. ”

Jing Xi cried loudly in Murong Yu's arms, and after crying a few times, she began to walk back with him in her arms, and said in a non-obsessive tone:

"You're going to take medicine, you're going to take care of your body."

"Axi, my body can't be raised."

"I've said it many times, Murong Yu, don't say such depressing words."

"Ah Xi," Murong Yu stopped, "I was reluctant to say it earlier, but now it has reached the point where I have to say it. ”

Murong Yu slowly picked up Jing Xi's face, his eyes reddened: "You haven't given me a pulse since you came here, you look at it now." ”

has lost the near water, Jing Xi can't bear more, he is also a doctor, he knows it in his heart, and she suddenly didn't dare to face it.

Even a little panicked: "No, I don't." I'm not a miraculous doctor as outsiders say, but I'm not that powerful. You just need to take the medicine, and you will be fine if you take the medicine. ”

"Ahh You look at me. ”

"I'm looking at you...... Will you be with me forever? ”

"Axi, after going through so much, haven't we already looked down on life and death, as we said, when that day comes, we should face it calmly."

"......No, I found that I couldn't be calm, because it was really difficult, and suddenly that person was gone, and I couldn't see him anymore, I couldn't hear his voice anymore, I couldn't see him when he laughed anymore, it was very uncomfortable, it was very uncomfortable. I'm already sad just by being near the water, and if it were you, I'd be so miserable to death. ”

"Ah Xi......" Murong Yu didn't want to see her like this, he would feel distressed and blame himself, "It's all my fault, it's me who is too selfish, it's me who mistook you." ”

Murong Yu no longer hugged Jingxi and distanced himself from her.

He didn't hug her anymore, and she felt so cold all around:

"No, Saburo, I didn't mean that, you never mistook me, in my heart, we have always been consensual, I will always remember the good memories between us."

"Ah Xi," Murong Yu squeezed Jing Xi's hand tightly, and even made her feel a slight pain, "It's time for you to go back to the Southern Land." ”

Jing Xi shook his head: "I will write back, but I won't go back." ”

She went to take his pulse, and he gently broke away.

She went to take it again, but he didn't resist again this time, but obediently took his hand and looked at her with a mistake, her appearance, her figure, her every move, and finally shed tears.

Jing Xi was about to collapse, she was uncomfortable, bowed her head and shed tears silently.

After a long time, her hand could not take her eyes off his pulse.

The two were silent, neither of them saying a word.

It wasn't until Yaoshan came with the medicine that Jing Xi raised his hand to take it, and took the lead in speaking to break the silence: "It's cold outside, go back to the house." ”

Murong Yu followed silently.

Jing Xi helped him to lean on the bed, poured him water, fed him medicine, and he was very cooperative.

But seeing her silent, he panicked.

His eyes always followed her every move, and after a long time, he said, "Axi, you better go back." Even if he said that, his heart would be shattered inch by inch.

"Where are you going?"

"Southland."

"What about you?"

"I'm right here."

"And then?"

"Then we went our separate ways, until one day, you received the news that I was leaving. But I wasn't with you at that time, so you wouldn't be so upset, and I'll write to tell you that I'm on a long trip. ”

"Really? Won't you take me on a long trip? Jing Xi let out a sigh, "I like you so much, and I have kept you in my heart for so long, do you think I won't be sad?" ”

"I'm just afraid that you'll be too sad, Axi, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I shouldn't have been moved in the first place, I would only hurt you."

"No, you've never hurt me." Jing Xi smiled and wiped away her tears, "You bring me warmth, bring me joy, give me freedom, you cherish me so much, I love you, although I am afraid of losing you, but I will never regret being with you." So don't tell me to go again, let me accompany you to the end, okay? ”

"Okay." Murong Yu's lips trembled and nodded.

"Well, the oil is gone, I'll add a little more."

"Okay." You can add it when the lamp oil is gone, but what about him?

After a while, Jingxi returned.

Murong Yu's smile was as warm as ever: "Why did you bring so many candles in?" ”