Some people say that we live in different planes, and different planes will have a self, maybe they come up with it. But come here, listen to the voices you haven't heard before, and see the words that move your heart.

Lucheng, a city full of modernity, the streets and alleys are flashing neon, all showing the charm of high-tech, in this city where day and day are not divided, groups of people with hurried faces on their faces, quickly shuttling through the streets and alleys, making the city full of tension but full of feelings.

You'an, a graduate in a third-tier city, has been in this glamorous Lucheng for six years, and in these six years, he has slowly changed from the initial naivety to a person who is more accustomed to disguising his emotions.

In the past few years, there have not been a few girls around him, every time he gets together with three or two brothers to barbecue and skewers, he always declares that his girlfriend often changes, and some more practical people also persuade him from time to time to let You'an take care of it, after all, he is not young.

You'an didn't bother to defend with them, a big man has a few girlfriends, isn't that normal.

As the last touch of sunset disappeared into the sky, the whole city slowly fell into darkness, and the lights on both sides of the road and the lights in the high-rise summer lit up, illuminating the entire Lucheng, like a fluorescent ribbon.

You'an walked out of the subway and looked at the crowd coming and going, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his ears were hung with the headphones he had just bought, and the headphones came out.

"The plane flew over the busy city, thousands of miles away, did not leave, rubbed all the spring into an early morning, turned all the words that could not be stopped into secrets, closed the door, inexplicable feelings, may I ask, who will take it away. I said that all the wine is inferior to yours. ”

In the dark, he looked up at the sky, looking at the fluorescent dots shuttling through the clouds, his heart suddenly felt empty nagging, and the inexplicable feeling was out of reach, and the smile that originally raised the corners of his mouth slowly converged. Like the disgrace of a blooming flower.

Youan took off the headphones and hung them around his neck, as if he was thinking, to deal with this inexplicable emotion, Youan has no other hobbies other than usually like to brag in front of his brothers. Sleeping, playing games, and being very homely, Youan is engaged in Internet work, dealing with programmers all day long, naturally close to the ink black, learned to be sullen, and also learned to be Mingsao.

"Buzz"

A message pops up from the top of the screen, and after a brief reminder, it is put away again, provoking the desire to click to open.

You'an holds the latest mobile phone in one hand, swipes right to quickly switch apps, and opens the chat software.

"Chen Youan, are you still alive? Hurry up and call me back if you're alive. "Look at that familiar and somewhat unfamiliar avatar. There are ripples in the peace of mind, ripples and ripples, slowly sweetening the heart.

"Of course! I'm alive and well! Hahaha" clicked on the keyboard of the mobile phone, typed quickly, and couldn't help but smile, this smile is very natural and very habitual. But he was a little hesitant to send it.

Youan is very happy, two years later, this avatar buried in the corner of the address book finally lit up again today, and a trace of memory came to my heart.

Chen Youan, 29 years old this year, is currently an ordinary employee of an Internet company in Lucheng, with a height of 1.63 meters, of course, he has always called himself 1.67 meters, I don't know how to round up to this data, all the physical examination reports involve height, and everyone has never seen it. The appearance is also very average, the bridge of the nose is a little collapsed, and the facial features are at least evenly distributed, but the only thing that has a little advantage and makes girls a little envious is that Youan's ass is really warped!

Looking at this cartoon avatar of a pink girl, Youan smiled a little happily.

Umbrella Mingyue, Chen Youan's ex-girlfriend, of course they broke up peacefully, and in the end they wanted to become friends with each other, but since that departure, there has basically been no intersection and contact, even in the same city, it is almost impossible to meet. During the time of separation, Youan Ru went crazy and walked all over any corner they walked through, fantasizing about being able to meet again, even if they looked at it from a distance, they were satisfied, and the reality was always hopeless.

She, Umbrella Mingyue, a Hong Kong native, has a somewhat solid family background, she looks very kawaii, very beautiful, I don't know how she fell blind and fell in love with the short and poor Chen Youan.

Putting away some excitement, You'an thought about it, and deleted the words that he typed before, thinking about how to reply in his mind, and was stunned for a while.

"Well, what about you?" The words that had been brewing for a long time turned into a few simple words. After sending it out, he couldn't help but regret it a little, he was still so straight!

Looking at the words being typed at the top of the chat screen, You'an was a little looking forward to it. It feels like a century has passed.

"I thought you didn't need that number?" Umbrella Mingyue also replied.

"I've been using this number." After You'an slowly collected his mood, he began to type quickly, but he suddenly felt a little panicked in his heart.

"Chen Youan, I'm going to get married next month! This is an e-mail, if you have time, you can come and participate! /Smile. After Umbrella Mingyue sent such a paragraph, she sent an H5 wedding invitation.

Sure enough, the feeling of uneasiness was fulfilled.

When You'an saw this passage, his heart twitched inexplicably, and he instantly felt a little difficult to breathe, You'an's hands trembled slightly, his eyes were a little dazed, and after two years, what he thought he could face calmly was still so heart-wrenching when reality happened.

You'an often imagined such a scene, of course, he also thought that Umbrella Mingyue brought her boyfriend to him and slapped him on the ground, telling him why he didn't cherish her in the first place, and when it really came to this day, he would still be heartbroken. This is a scene that only exists on TV.

Night, it suddenly rained, the night of Lucheng was very beautiful, Lucheng shrouded in smoke and rain was even more beautiful, the rain became heavier and heavier, like a piece of music played to send blessings, the soft light in the summer set aside the raindrops and shot to the ground. The white and bright light, reflected on the rain-filled ground, printed a hazy painting, the painting seems to have a faint background of You'an and the umbrella Mingyue holding hands, but if you look closely, it's not You'an, the rain is sandwiched with a cool breeze, slapping on his face, with a trace of coolness.

You'an was a little dazed, standing under the eaves, letting the wind and rain lap on him, feeling like a boat in the ****, floating in the deep sea.

He rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, an originally ordinary face was kneaded a little distorted, and the slightly raised green tendons expressed his mood at this time.

People are like this!?

I know that turning off the lights and playing with my phone will hurt my eyes.

But I still like to turn off the lights and play in the dark world.

I know that if I eat too much, I will get fat.

But always can't help their own desires.

I know that staying up late is not good or I love to go to bed late.

I know you're gone, but I always think you're around.

If you don't meet, what does it matter to me whether you are doing well or not? It's true! Do you know? When I miss you, I feel that everything is incredible.

The world in the rain seems to be still, and distant memories emerge in my heart one by one, like bubbles, like illusions, like dreams.