I couldn't help it, two lines of hot tears slipped quietly from the corners of my eyes, and the green tendons on my hands, distorted faces, and hot tears turned into awls and pierced into my heart.

You'an couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on his face, put his hands down, took out his mobile phone, and the screen was fixed on the electronic invitation, the umbrella on the electronic letter was so beautiful, smiling so happily, so happy.

You'an burst into laughter, gently closed her eyes, and looked up to the sky, that smile couldn't tell whether it was a blessing or a loneliness.

Reality has changed a lot of things, even if I am reluctant, I still have a feeling of coming to an end, I always think about the past in my mind, and I don't know how to explain all this to myself when I think of You'an, who said that I want to watch her grow up together.

"Good. I'll be here when I have time and wish you a happy wedding. "Youan sent a message.

Looking at the other person flashing at the top of the dialog box is typing, the most anticipated thing is your unknown reply at the end of the wireless.

Expectant and scared.

"Remember, you must come when you have time." The flickering other party is typing, converging into a somewhat piercing sentence.

Hehe!

Biting his lower lip tightly, he couldn't tell the difference between tears and rain, and he couldn't stop trembling, staring at the screen with an straight face.

"Okay." After a while, he sent the message again. Click on the big picture of the avatar of the umbrella Mingyue, look at the avatar that has not been changed in the past two years, and look and fingers across the big picture of the avatar.

For countless nights, a thousand words had been tried to be poured out to her, and countless times they had been revised and deleted, turning into a silent sigh at the end.

Think about the intimacy of the past, and the strangeness is so strange that you have to hesitate to send a message to the other party, is it the only tacit understanding that if you don't look for you, you will never look for me?

It's been two years, it turns out that time doesn't cure everything, but the more time passes, the stronger the longing becomes, the thoughts never speak, I want to hug you again.

"Miss you. /Custom umbrella moon avatar. Youan found his avatar and sent a message to himself.

"Chen Youan, your name is so special?"

"I used to be tricked by my ex-boyfriend because he always brought me snacks! You get used to it while you eat. ”

"Don't keep sending me messages, this is harassing me/Angry"

"Chen Youan, why did you lie when you introduced yourself, don't you know that after lying, you have to make up for hundreds of lies?"

"Actually, my ex-boyfriend is not handsome, and I don't know why I like him."

"Chen Youan, if I look at a particularly favorite dress, but the money is not enough, but I really want to buy it, but the money is not enough, I started to work hard to save money, and then when I looked back, I found that the price had risen, so I saved money even harder, and I felt that I would go back when it was almost the same, but I found that it had been bought by others, what should I do?"

"Chen Youan, sometimes I feel so lonely, so lonely that I want to rely on you when I open my eyes, sometimes I feel that you are far away from me, I'm so afraid!"

Thinking of the scene when Umbrella Mingyue was by his side, Chen Youan suddenly regretted it!

If only I had been friends at the beginning.

If she really became a good friend, she would definitely be able to see some baby fat now.

I have seen the spring and summer winds, autumn leaves and winter snow, and I have also stepped all over the Xiling of the eastern foothills of the South Water and North Mountains, but in these four seasons of spring and autumn, the mountains and rivers are not as good as the day when you smiled at me.

Youan misses you very much at this time!

The feelings of letting go are only in the deepest part of my heart. When you find it, it hurts.

The feelings that can't be let go will be integrated into the soul and become a love fire, burning everything

The same rainy night, different you. That person really loves you, and you can't leave. If you think one can do, then you're starting to fall. If You'an hadn't met her that day, wouldn't she be so sad?

A year later, near the early morning of Lucheng, is still brightly lit, the rain has been falling non-stop, standing at the subway mouth of You'an is a little wandering, as usual, the subway at more than eleven o'clock is still a lot of people, basically close to the last train, many people are rushing to the last train, are walking briskly, You'an sees are dragging the tired body, the eyes are full of fatigue, ready to take the subway home people. ，

You'an is a little drenched, looking at the high-rise buildings, looking at the pedestrians in a hurry, looking at the traffic, floating in the air like the ups and downs of March, everyone walks towards their ideal harbor, if the dense line, in the end it will always be sorted out clearly, when one or two of them are entangled, wonderful things will happen again, when sorted out, they each return to their own tracks.

You'an took the mobile phone, scanned the QR code and entered the station directly, speaking of the two-dimensional code into the station, this is a remarkable thing, this is a convenient measure launched by the domestic first-line Internet enterprises and the subway group, users can scan the code to enter the station, and the cost is directly deducted from your bound bank card.

You'an, as a worker in the Internet boom, is naturally the first to use these high-tech products, sitting on the cold chair of the subway, greedily looking at the three or two girls opposite, is the only way to comfort yourself for a day. Youan never thinks that he is an honest person, honest people are all external performances, but in fact, they are full of passion in their bones.

"You'an, on Saturday, hurry up and send me the information I want, if you don't send it to me, the time to hand in the file will pass." A message popped up in Youan's mobile phone, looking at the familiar name, Youan smiled slightly, and inexplicably felt at ease.

You'an has been in this city for a few years, and there have been many colleagues around him, but there are few intimate friends, You'an has had a variety of different girls around him, and there are few who can talk to him, and the best girl with him is called Fang Ting.

"Also, remember to go back when you see the message. Calls are not answered. ”

"Remember to remind me when the time comes!" Youan is on the chat interface, quickly replying to her messages. People living in this city are actually very lonely, and behind some bright smiles is a loneliness that cannot be concealed. Youan uses his own way to alleviate some loneliness, and he sometimes can't help but think stupidly to himself, in this world, only the people who do sales care about you the most.

Fang Ting, is a company on Hong Kong Island that specializes in helping people register companies, three years ago An had an entrepreneurial dream, single-handedly wanted to make a career, he registered a company, Fang Ting is his sales consultant, they met at that time. Slowly, from work to life, to work. Talking about having nothing to say, talking about pretending to be confused, talking about becoming real friends, although Youan defines them like this, at least for now, they all know each other's singleness, they will be tempted, and they have expectations, and they don't want to go further, and they are always afraid that one day, they will lose each other.