"Yet, the child is gone......"

Originally, the emotions I pressed in my heart, because of Tang Tianqi's words, it was as if I had found an outlet, the peace on my face was no longer there, and the sadness was like a torrent, destroying the spiritual dam I had built in an instant, and rushing out mightily.

"The child is gone...... The child is gone......" I repeated Tang Tianqi's words nervously, looking at Tang Tianqi's face with empty eyes, the whole person was like a talking shell, without any life.

My appearance Tang Tianqi saw in the bottom of his eyes, pain in his heart, his other hand passed under my armpit by the window, and held my head in his arms with both hands, he lowered his face, pressed against my face, and said distressedly.

"No, don't you do this, cheer up a little, okay?"

I could hear Tang Tianqi's words, and I knew that he was comforting me, but at this time, my heart was already like ashes, and I couldn't listen to any comforting words, just repeating them vigorously.

"The child is gone...... The child is gone......"

"The child is gone, I am also sad from the bottom of my heart, we are the same at this point, I can understand your feelings, but no, do you know, the reason why you can still lie here and talk to me now is because the child saved you!"

Tang Tianqi saw that no matter how much he comforted me, it didn't work, so his tone began to be a little excited.

"I still remember when the doctor told me that the child was hopeless, and if it was delayed, even the mother would be in danger and had to make a choice, do you know how tormented my heart was? Yes? ”

"Do you think that if the child is gone, I will not be as sad as you? Wrong! Miss by a mile! No matter what, he is also my Tang Tianqi...... The first child! ”

"And the decision was made by me, and the name was also signed by me, in a sense, I am a murderer of children! Do you think I'm not uncomfortable here? ”

As he spoke, Tang Tianqi thumped his chest and feet, looking like he hated himself.

Seeing this, I finally couldn't help it, no longer crying silently with a stiff face, but threw myself into Tang Tianqi's arms and cried loudly.

Seeing that I finally cried, Tang Tianqi sighed secretly, stretched out a hand and kept patting my back.

"Cry, cry, cry, cry, it will be better."

I cried for a long, long time, until I cried my eyes red like a rabbit's eyes, I was willing to stop, after crying, I felt a burst of exhaustion, and finally I couldn't help it, lying in Tang Tianqi's arms, and closed my eyes tiredly.

By the time I woke up again, my emotions were not as depressed as they had been, and I began to try to accept the fact, face it, and accept it.

As Tang Tianqi said, my life can be said to be saved by a child, he saved me with his young life, if I still give up on myself, then I really live up to the sacrifice of the child.

Not long after I woke up, Tang Tianqi walked in through the door, he was holding a wet towel in his hand, and I could see that he had been taking care of me by my side, which made my almost cold heart feel warm.

After Tang Tianqi came in, he found that I had woken up, so he walked up to me, wiped my face with the wet towel in his hand, and asked with a gentle look in his eyes.

"Are you feeling better?"

"Hmm." I bit my lip and nodded, my voice no longer hoarse as it had been.

"It's good to be better, looking at your loveless appearance, even I feel distressed when I look at it." After helping me wipe my face, Tang Tianqi touched my haggard face and said.

Feeling the strong care for me in Tang Tianqi's words, I couldn't help crying again, although my body was still very weak now, I still stood up, hugged Tang Tianqi, and sobbed softly in his arms.

"What's the matter? Wasn't it okay just now? Tang Tianqi also reached out and hugged me, stroking my head with pity.

"No, it's nothing, I just want to cry."

I didn't tell the truth, not that I didn't want to, but I didn't dare, because at this moment, I suddenly had a feeling that only Tang Tianqi was the only one left in this world who could give me warmth, because of this thought, I was more and more afraid of losing Tang Tianqi.

After lying in Tang Tianqi's arms and crying for a while, my face finally returned to blood, and Tang Tianqi couldn't help but smile when he saw this.

"It seems that if there is something sad in the future, it will be good to cry." As he spoke, he stood up and said to himself, "You haven't eaten or slept for several days, you wait a minute, I'll ask the doctor to see if you can eat anything to replenish your body."

After speaking, Tang Tianqi walked out of the ward directly, I looked at the back of Tang Tianqi leaving, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with the back of my hand, and in the midst of the successive blows, I rarely showed a smile.

"It's nice to have you here."

Tang Tianqi came back not long after he went out, and when he came back, he also brought me a glass of milk, saying that the doctor said that I had just woken up, and now my body is very weak, so it is best to drink some milk or something to recuperate.

I originally wanted to drink it myself, but Tang Tianqi insisted on feeding me, and I didn't refuse, half lying on the hospital bed and being fed and drunk by Tang Tianqi one by one.

After feeding me milk, Tang Tianqi still wanted to talk to me, but I caught the tired color that inadvertently swept between his eyebrows, presumably after he finished work every day, he immediately came here to accompany me, not enough rest.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little distressed, so I refused Tang Tianqi to continue to accompany me here.

"You go to work first! Don't let me delay anything in the company. ”

At first, when I said this, Tang Tianqi didn't agree, and insisted on staying with me, until I said that I was very tired now and wanted to sleep, even if you wanted to accompany me, you could only accompany me in my sleep, Tang Tianqi nodded and said.

"Okay, I won't disturb your rest, I'll go back to the company first, and I'll come to see you in the evening."

I really want to say that you won't use it at night, just go home and have a good rest, but after thinking about it, if I can't see Tang Tianqi for a second now, I will panic in my heart, let alone not see him for so long.

So Ben came to his lips to refuse, but when he spit it out, I ate only a hmm.

Tang Tianqi left, leaving me alone to rest in the hospital bed, and in the evening, as he said, he appeared in my hospital room shortly after work.

And in the next few days, Tang Tianqi took care of me meticulously, and my sense of weakness was gradually expelled under Tang Tianqi's care.

I started to get better day by day, and it was not only the injuries I had caused in the car accident that I had done, but also the trauma that I had inflicted.

At the beginning, Tang Tianqi saw that I was emotionally unstable, so he didn't tell me the reason why I was hurt like this, but now Tang Tianqi saw that my emotions were much more stable, and he began to tell me the truth.

On the day of the Qingming Festival, the taxi I was taking was waiting for the traffic light at the intersection in a good manner, but I don't know where a wrong-way vehicle came out of nowhere and hit a big truck, causing the fuel tank of the big truck to leak, which was the spark I saw at the beginning.

And we who follow the rules, we will be early in the pond fish, the explosion of the big truck fuel tank, naturally caused a series of chain reactions, all kinds of crashes on the road, all kinds of rear-end collisions, the last car saw that the situation was not good, and it was too late to brake, so he slammed the steering wheel towards our side, of course, in the end he failed to brake the car and collided with us, which is why I felt the reason for the shock of the car.

But this was not the end of the story, and after this car, several more cars came crashing into us, which led directly to my coma.

When I heard this, I didn't hate those who hit our car, after all, they didn't mean to, I hated the person who was driving in the wrong lane the most.

"Has the culprit been caught?" I asked through gritted teeth.

"Caught." Tang Tianqi nodded: "But what was caught is just a corpse, and it can be regarded as retribution, according to the police measurement, the excessive alcohol content in the body of the crashing driver obviously belongs to drunk driving."

After listening to Tang Tianqi's words, although I hate the initiator of this matter, after all, he is dead, and even if he wants to take revenge, he can't find anyone.

In the end, I really couldn't think of how to vent the negativity in my heart, so I could only grit my teeth and squeeze out four words from between my teeth.

"You deserve it!"

......

The next few days are very simple, nothing more than lying on the hospital bed to recuperate, occasionally getting up and walking to move my muscles, it's not that I want to be lazy and don't work, but Tang Tianqi doesn't let me go, every time I tell him that I'm going to go to work, Tang Tianqi will always put on a straight face and say.

"Your current physical condition has not fully recovered, you have to rest for two more days, the company is not in a hurry, anyway, I am the president, I want to grant you as long as I want to give you leave, besides, the recent workload is also very light, I am busy alone."

Hearing Tang Tianqi's words, my heart was warm, and the sense of dependence on him in my heart became stronger and stronger, and even sometimes, I had the urge to entrust my life from now on.

But impulsiveness is impulse, and the most I can do is think about it, and I don't have the courage to speak.

And on this very day, another thing happened that almost broke me.

That night, I sat on the bed as scheduled and waited for Tang Tianqi to arrive, but I waited left and right, and I didn't wait for him for a long time.

I couldn't help but be a little worried, so I took out my phone, ready to make a call to ask him if there was anything important to delay, but when I took out my phone, there was a ding dong, a text message, which just fell into my eyes.