Chapter 84: Miscarriage
Life on the right track, gradually return to the ordinary, except for the absence of a mother, the rest of life is the same as before, the earth will not stop rotating because of the death of someone, the reality, is so cruel.
As for Lu Qingsheng, since the day she came to the Tang Group as a cooperative manager, she has not appeared, and Tang Tianqi did not lie to me, which made the last trace of doubt in my heart disappear.
The days were ordinary, peaceful, and there were no ups and downs at all, but this quiet day was actually just a prelude to the storm.
And this prelude lasted for three months, three months later, it happened to be the Qingming Festival, on this day, Tang Tianqi and I specially asked for a leave, ready to go up the mountain to help my mother sweep the grave, but when we were ready for everything and got in the car, suddenly, Tang Tianqi's mobile phone rang.
"Wait, I'll answer the phone." After Tang Tianqi smiled at me slightly, he answered the phone.
I have to say that without the interference of a third party, with these three months of brewing, the relationship between me and Tang Tianqi has deepened a lot again, and in the past few months, I can clearly feel Tang Tianqi's intentions.
There is no trace of fraud, and it is completely the most sincere feelings.
I squinted my eyes slightly and looked at Tang Tianqi's side face with a smile, my eyes were full of happiness, after going through so much, in the end, I finally got Tang Tianqi's heart.
When I looked at Tang Tianqi in a daze, one of his phone calls had already been completed, and after the call, his brows furrowed slightly, but when he saw me tilting his head and staring at him, his brows gradually loosened.
"Honey, there's a sudden rush in the company......"
Before Tang Tianqi's words were finished, I interrupted with a smile.
"Go ahead."
I'm not a reasonable person, but I don't like to be difficult by strong people, so when Tang Tianqi felt in a dilemma, I said with an understanding look.
After hearing my words, Tang Tianqi was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect me to agree so easily, but then he seemed to think of something, his face showed a knowing smile, he leaned his face over, kissed me lightly on the forehead, and looked at me tenderly and said.
"Thank you."
I put a finger to his lips to stop Tang Tianqi from continuing, and I shook my head.
"Tianqi, if you really want to say thank you, it should be me telling you that when my mother left, if you hadn't been by my side and comforted me, I'm afraid I would have gone crazy a long time ago."
After I finished saying this, I could clearly see that a trace of distress flashed in Tang Tianqi's eyes, and he reached out and took me into his arms, rubbing my long hair and said.
"Actually, we don't need to say thank you or anything, your business is my business, and it's not natural to take care of you?"
Hearing Tang Tianqi's words, my heart was very moved, but I didn't continue to pester Tang Tianqi, I pushed him forward, opened the car door by myself, and turned around and stood out.
"You, just hurry back to the company, but don't wait to delay your urgent matter."
"Hmm." Tang Tianqi cast a smile at me through the car window.
"Then I'll go, next time, I'll definitely accompany you next time!"
"I'll wait."
After watching Tang Tianqi's car fade away and disappear into the roar, I walked to the side of the road, stopped a taxi, and prepared to go to the nameless green mountain where my mother was buried.
I was in a very good mood along the way, I happily looked at my lower abdomen, which was already slightly bulging, and gently stroked it, the presence of the little life in my body became stronger and stronger, and in just a few months, it could come to this world.
But just as I was immersed in the fantasy of the future, suddenly, there was a violent roar in my ears, and my body slammed forward, but because of the seat belt, it was pulled back again.
Then, with a pop of gas, the inflatable airbag in the car activated on its own, so that my head did not hit the seat in front of me again.
But that doesn't mean the danger is over, these two moments have already made my head start to mess up, and what happened next made me lose consciousness in an instant!
Because in the midst of a series of piercing crunchs, there was a loud bang, as if the special effects in the movie were brought to reality, and a huge spark of enchantment bloomed in front of me!
If I could still be conscious at this time, then I could have found that the road at this time had become a mess, several cars had collided with each other one after another, and one of them had turned directly into the sky! A huge spark burst out of its fuel tank, and the big spark just now erupted from above!
All of this reveals one thing, that is, there was a car accident!
However, I did not know the situation at this time, my mind was confused, my head was as heavy as lead, my brain could not turn around and could not think, and all I could feel at this time was the wailing sound of the whistle in my ears.
And my current clarity did not last long, the darkness quickly engulfed my consciousness, and my spiritual world fell into a state of chaos.
Before I fell unconscious, I vaguely heard someone calling my name, but before I could hear whose voice it was, my world gradually became smaller, turning into an infinitely stretched thread, until finally it disappeared into the darkness of eternal night.
When I regained consciousness a little, I was awakened by a cacophony of voices that seemed to be arguing about something, and faintly I heard the words child and mother.
Suddenly, my consciousness shook violently, and I woke up a lot, and the words I heard gradually became complete, and after hearing this complete sentence, I couldn't wait to sit up and stop them, because the complete sentence was-
"The child can't be saved, and if he doesn't receive treatment, I'm afraid that even the mother's life will be in danger."
Even if my consciousness was confused at this time, I could get the information that I was going to have a miscarriage from this sentence, and I wanted to sit up to stop them from doing anything to my child, and I tried desperately to open my mouth, but in the end I found that not only could I not make the slightest sound, but I did not even have the strength to open my mouth.
A deep sense of despair welled up in my heart.
I don't know if it was because they gave me the anesthetic, but soon, my world fell into darkness again, but this time I was not confused, but passed out with grief.
My baby is gone......
I wanted to scream as hard as I could, but I found that even in my dreams, even if I blushed and grew my mouth bigger, I couldn't make the slightest sound.
Eventually, under the torture of deep grief and despair, I completely lost consciousness, and my body turned on its own self-protection function and fell into a deep sleep mode.
I don't know how long I've been in a coma, maybe a day, maybe ten days, but it doesn't matter, after all, in a coma, no matter how long it is, it's only a moment.
When I really regained consciousness, it was the early hours of the morning before the sun had risen, and at first as I opened my eyes, a tingling pain also entered my mind, as if there were countless pins and needles, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable.
But this uncomfortable feeling came and went quickly, and soon my consciousness returned to clarity, but it was accompanied by the emotions that were forcibly suppressed before the coma, and that deep sadness.
Lying on the hospital bed, I took a little luck and reached for my lower abdomen, and when I touched the flat lower abdomen, my hand suddenly trembled.
I closed my eyes again, hiding the despair in my eyes, because my lower abdomen, which did not rise and fall in the slightest, had already explained one thing to me, that is, I had a miscarriage, a real miscarriage, and the words that I had vaguely heard before the coma were not hallucinations.
There are some similarities, but it is not the feeling of knowing that my mother has died, at this time I don't feel like crying at all, but suddenly I feel that I have no meaning in living in this world, and my chest is clogged, as if my heart is full of stones, uncomfortable, but it doesn't hurt.
Not long after I closed my eyes, a ray of sunlight that belonged to the early morning came through the window, and this ray of sunlight made me reopen my eyes and look at the window facing the east, through which I could see that the distant sky was already white, and the orange sun was gradually rising.
But when I saw this scene, I suddenly felt a little sad, no matter what happened, the sun would still rise, but my child would never come back.
I don't know how long I stared out the window blankly, the door of the ward was opened, and I didn't turn my head to see who it was, because I only heard the footsteps, and I knew that it was Tang Tianqi coming.
"No, you...... Are you alright? ”
Seeing that I woke up, Tang Tianqi didn't have much joy, he walked to my side, and was silent for a while, before he spoke, and asked in a heavy tone.
"Well, I'm fine." I nodded, not looking back, still staring out the window, my tone hoarse as if it were human.
I am fine? Where can I be good?
Probably Tang Tianqi also heard the duplicity in my tone, he sat down next to me, stretched out a hand to pull my face towards him, and looked straight into my eyes, from his eyes, I could clearly see a heavy color.
It was a bone-colored wound.