Chapter 66: Her chokes
Lin Lu returned to the apartment in the imperial capital after filming, and before he could pack his luggage, a phone call took Lin Lu to the coffee shop.
"Here, Lin Lu!"
Lin Lu got out of the car, wearing a black mask and sunglasses, and walked towards the coffee shop.
"Jiaojiao, what are you looking for me!" Lin Lu asked with a smile.
"I should have come to you a long time ago!" Looking at Zhang Jiaojiao's serious expression, Lin Lu smiled: "Hey? Have you been a police officer for a long time, do you want to be so formal? ”
Zhang Jiaojiao didn't speak, which made Lin Lu very strange.
"If you have anything to say, just say it!" Lin Lu leaned lazily on the sofa, stirred the coffee with a spoon, and said casually.
"You weren't like this before!" So you don't care about anything......
"Jiaojiao, everyone will grow up!" Lin Lu squinted his eyes lazily, took a sip of coffee, and a wicked smile swept the corner of his lips.
"Well, I'm not going to tell you that. I only have one question, do you still love Si Jing? ”
"......" Lin Lu shook his hand for coffee, and soon looked at Zhang Jiaojiao seriously and said, "Does it have anything to do with you?" ”
"Lin Lu, if you don't love him, please don't provoke him again!" Zhang Jiaojiao said seriously.
Lin Lu: "......"
"Back then, you didn't know that Si Jing almost died......"
"What?" Lin Lu looked at Zhang Jiaojiao and bit her lower lip, "Say it again!" ”
Obviously, hearing this news, Lin Lu seemed to be unable to breathe, like a drowning fish......
"Well, you'll find out sooner or later anyway. Do you know how crazy Si Jing is looking for you after you leave! If Xu Jiaheng hadn't found him in the playground, he would have committed suicide! He keeps saying that he wants to start and end where he wants to start! Zhang Jiaojiao said angrily.
Hearing this, Lin Lu's eyes were already full of tears.
"Lin Lu, you have been gone for a hundred years back then, but have you ever considered him?" Zhang Jiaojiao asked.
She went on to say, "You can't imagine. Even if he was rescued, that look of no desire to survive is still engraved in my mind! That's why I'm here for you as your friend. ”
Lin Lu didn't have the same appearance just now at this time, she thought that if she didn't care about everything, she could show that she didn't care about Si Jing. But now she found out. It turns out that when I meet Si Jing, I still care about the two words, and I still feel heartache......
"I've said everything I have to say, of course I bless you if you are together! Finally, congratulations! Return! Zhang Jiaojiao looked at Lin Lu, who was stunned in front of her, and thought: Lin Lu, I can only help you get here. I don't want you to get hurt again!
"Xu Jiaheng is still waiting for me, I'll go first!" Zhang Jiaojiao picked up the bag and left.
Lin Lu couldn't hold back any longer, and she burst into tears under her sunglasses......
"Jiaojiao, how did you talk to Lin Lu?" Xu Jiaheng looked at Jiaojiao through the reflector in the driver's seat.
"I've said everything I need to say, hey! Your poor brother! ”
"It's hard work!"
Lin Lu sat there for a long time......
There is a kind of loss, which cannot be said, only by feeling; There is a kind of desolation, which cannot be said, and can only be concealed by concealment, and there is a kind of liking, which can only be concealed by deception; There is a heartache called "love" that cannot be spoken.
If I didn't care about you, I wouldn't laugh for you; It won't be so fragile; Doesn't care about everything you do; I won't think about you quietly in a daze; will not remember every word you say: will not ache for your heart; will not cherish the time with you; I don't always think of you involuntarily; Wouldn't let the pain torment you so easily...... It's all because I care......
"Little Ancestor, where have you been?" Sister Li's phone call interrupted Lin Lu's train of thought.
"I'm at xx coffee shop." Lin Lu choked.
"I'm just going to pick you up and talk to you about what's next!" Sister Li seemed to notice that Lin Lu was abnormal, so she went to pick her up.
Apartment.
The elevator door opened, Lin Lu walked in front first, and came out of the elevator room a few steps earlier than Sister Li in the back, passing the corner, and raised his eyes to see the person standing at the door of the house.
He also saw her and hooked the corners of his mouth.
Her first reaction was to quickly turn around, stretch out her palm to stop Sister Li, but she was nervous and flustered: "Sister Li, I'...... It's a little uncomfortable, let's talk about it tomorrow! ”
Sister Li pointed forward: "It's not bad to take these few steps, and I'll send you to the door." ”
Lin Lu nudged her to the elevator room: "No, no, no, you go back and rest", Sister Li looked at her and didn't know why, and pushed her forward step by step, until Sister Li was inexplicably stuffed into the elevator, and looked at Lin Lu outside the gradually closing elevator door with a blank face waving goodbye.
......
Lin Lu watched the elevator door close and went down the line before leaving the elevator room and returning to his door.
The man stood in front of her door like this, Si Jing was still wearing a suit at the moment, his coat was taken off by him and put on his elbows, the suit jacket was worn open, revealing the white shirt inside, the first two buttons of the shirt were not tied, the tie was also unfastened, and it was loosely half tied on the chest.
I haven't seen each other for a long time, and I have changed from a late-night visit to a squatting guard at the door.
Lin Lu walked over, stood half a meter away from him, looked at Si Jing angrily, and didn't know for a while whether to inquire or reproach first.
Her blank mind at the moment didn't think of any plan to deal with this man who was always by surprise.
But Si Jing spoke first, with a provocation in his eyes, and said ruffianly: "Open the door, who said it just now, it's a little uncomfortable......"
Lin Lu glared at him: "......"
The corners of Si Jing's mouth were lightly raised, with a scum expression, but it was a pity for this Sven suit.
"It's okay to let you in the door, let's make three chapters of the law first."
Si Jing leaned against the door: "I promise you all three hundred chapters, open the door first!" ”
".....", Lin Lu opened the door, Si Jing consciously followed up, put his coat on the counter, and stopped in the entrance hallway, which was as wide as the door, with his back against the wall, standing face to face with her.
The man of 1.85 meters was nearly 20 centimeters taller than her, and she lost first in terms of momentum.
Si Jing looked at her with interest: "Say it!" "I'd love to hear what three chapters she has.
"First, within ten minutes, please leave consciously after speaking; Second, it was made clear on the phone last time that if you still want to talk about the same topic, there is no need to speak; Third, please promise not to do it again in the future! ”
The director nodded: "Okay!" ”
The promise was happy. But I heard him continue: "Okay, I promise you the first point, I can't guarantee the second point, I'm here to talk about the same topic, as for the third point, it depends on how the second point is, Lin Lu, I don't accept these three words if it's not suitable!" ”
"Si Jing, how old are you, be sober, feelings are a matter of two people, whether you accept it or not will not affect my decision!"
"Twenty-five years old, very sober!"
He looked at her, less than inferior, and said seriously and peacefully: "Lin Lu, the role I wanted to fight for before was rejected, I have the courage to go directly to the producer and ask me what is not suitable, what is not as good as others, and now in the face of the woman I like, why can I give up if I am not suitable?" ”
Si Jing walked forward and gradually approached her: "So, Lin Lu, don't tell me that it's inappropriate, you'd better come up with a creative reason!" ”
Lin Lu stepped back, just took a step back and leaned her back against the wall, she raised her head, her eyes were sharp and direct, and her speech was very slow but with strength: "Si Jing, if it is not suitable, it is not suitable, I can give you a creative explanation of why it is not suitable, for you, what does it mean to like it?" How many roles do you want to fight for? How many women have you liked? How many am I? ”
"You're the only one!"
Lin Lu smiled noncommittally: "Really? But in my opinion, you have only been interested in me recently, and you were not interested in me a while ago, and you may change people again after a while. ”
Si Jing felt that he had never been able to see through her, why could this delicate and indifferent face catch him so firmly and stab him so painfully.
Si Jing no longer approached her, stepped back against the wall, pulled his tie, squeezed a sour smile at the corner of his mouth, and said in a low and helpless tone: "Recently? Interested? Do you know how I got over the past seven years? ”
"I know, there are ups and downs, and scandals continue."
Si Jing didn't know for a while whether to rejoice in the blame in her tone or to be saddened by her misunderstanding: "Do you also believe what the news is written blindly?" ”
"I don't believe in the news, and I understand the hype and exploitation, but where does the news come from without a warm and ambiguous intersection and ambiguous attitude? We are not suitable, it is not a matter of character, it is not a matter of habit, it is that our attitude towards feelings is essentially different, and such a difference makes me not like you and do not want to be with you. "The feelings are here in Lin Lu, and every bit is clear.
I love you innocently, watching you entanglement in the story of the many opinions from afar, in the past seven years, our love is not equal, this asymmetry is my heart knot, it has not been untied, I can't let go.
I won't like you, it's more desperate than not liking you, Si Jing felt that he was caught up in the guilt that Lin Lu had set for him, there was no way to explain it, he couldn't get rid of it, he just wanted to ask: "Why?" ”
Why? Then let me tell you, Lin Lu said: "When you appeared by my side again after seven years and said that you liked it again, I only saw a faint and light love. ”
After seven years of blank feelings, we reappeared in front of each other, and you reappeared without saying a word about the blank space of the past, and said to me like it again, I only saw a weak and light love, and this kind of love made me not see the determination and courage that we will go to the end......"
"Lin Lu, who told you that my love is weak and light?"
"It's ten minutes up, Si Jing, don't make me think you're not worth believing."