Si Jing looked at Lin Lu, her expression was indifferent and resolute, he stared at her unwillingly, but he was afraid that he would detect disgust in her eyes, he avoided his eyes, picked up his coat, pushed open the door, and left.

In the silhouette of the last ray, the man who left looked lonely, Lin Lu's heart almost moved his heart to hide, almost compromised with him, and almost convinced himself:

No matter how serious Si Jing's love is, and no matter how long we will be separated after being together, we don't have to think about anything, at least now that you like me, then we will be together. But she didn't want to, she didn't want their shallow beginning to end indifferently, because the person she was facing was Si Jing, and she was not chic at all in her relationship.

I'm afraid, I'm really scared of the frivolous love that came seven years ago, the love that disappeared in seven years, and the casual love that comes to you at this time. If I can choose to love, then how can I, endure the heat and speak coldly.

It's not that you don't love, but you can't love......

Si Jing came out of Lin Lu's house and smiled bitterly, he Si Jing was disgusted by Lin Lu again tonight.

On the way back alone, he did not take the underground parking lot, he came out of the apartment gate and walked back along the road.

The lonely figure was especially cold in the moonlight......

He wants to feel the cool breeze, feel the cold moon, want to make himself more sober, want to make himself smooth out the misunderstanding and blindness between Lin Lu that he has always said that he can't clean up and mess up, and wants him to be able to explain all the heartfelt waiting and true love at once when he stands in front of her.

If you like a woman for nearly ten years and give up a few times, he is not Si Jing.

He also often wonders, when and what will make him willingly give up completely? It was probably when Lin Lu really had a happy and contented relationship.

Thinking of this, he remembered the sadness and despair he felt when he saw the news before, that feeling was too painful, he didn't want to experience it again, so he must keep Lin Lu by his side before that day came.

In the street where no one is around, there is no camera, no paparazzi, no microphone, no fans, and the illegitimate child will not follow him at this time, it is rare to walk around alone, feel the cold moon hanging high, and feel the cold wind.

This will make everything tonight real and tangile, which can make the master who has been shrouded in the cover for a long time feel the fireworks of life.

An actor, if he has been living in Vanity Fair without fireworks, he will be finished.

Fortunately, at this moment, the cold wind is biting, and the story related to Lin Lu is true and well-founded.

Lin Lu was lying on the bed, obviously busy all day from morning to night, he couldn't rest for a moment, and he had a headache to death, but he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning. The scenes of one night replayed in my mind, and when everything could fade as the day ended, the things related to him became clearer and clearer.

She opened Weibo, and in the search, typed in the word "Si Jing", she has been avoiding these two words over the years, and even set up a block keyword on her homepage, but things related to this person will still break into her life in conspicuous hot searches, headline news, or the talk of people around her.

For the first time, she had taken the initiative to search for news about him.

Over the years, Lin Lu, like all ordinary audiences, has known and seen Si Jing's success, watching him step by step to the most high-profile place in the entertainment industry, and stopping there, with hard work, strength, and planning, and continuing his era in his way.

She was happy for him from the bottom of her heart, and she was also distressed by the slander and ridicule he had suffered along the way, she knew him earlier than the rumors, and recognized him earlier than the future, he is such a person who exudes charm in every gesture, destined to be the focus of the spotlight that cannot be hidden.

He is also clear-headed, confident, calm, sincere, no matter in or off the camera, he is shining, such a good person in her heart, worthy of all the glory and achievements now.

And inseparable from becoming popular, she has also seen a lot of lace news about Si Jing, rumors of wandering with popular actresses, romances with newcomers in the company, rumors of traveling with girlfriends outside the circle, and all kinds of coincidences in the same frame and in the same place.

Si Jing has never admitted it, and the scandal has never stopped, wave after wave, wave after wave. So Lin Lu finally directly blocked everything related to him, true or false has nothing to do with him, and they should be two unrelated people from beginning to end.

At this time, she typed in Si Jing's name and clicked search.

The first thing I saw was the video of Si Jing and Liu Manna presenting the award together during the ceremony, and the comments were lined up with the audience discussing the match and tacit understanding between the two, when she was sitting in the audience, she didn't pay attention to Liu Manna, all her eyes were on Si Jing.

This man is handsome, calm, decent and attractive on stage, and she can't help but look at him. Looking further down, there is another scandal about Si Jing and Liu Manna, and after swiping through all the popular Weibo, I can finally see the photos posted by fans of him attending the event tonight.

Lin Lu opened one by one, looking at the wide and flat shoulders in his back, his thick eyebrows, and the inner double eyelid folds that only show when his eyes are lowered.

He is as handsome as the moon, and he is more mature, he still uses the word love to involve the two of them, but she still can't understand him and can't guess him.

Seven years have passed, and everything should have changed, but nothing seems to have changed.

Two people in the entertainment industry, how many news that are difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood and getting along with each other can get close to the real one.

Lin Lu rubbed his eyes, knocked his head and asked himself to be sober, obviously he rejected Si Jing so thoroughly tonight, and he couldn't figure out what he was feeling at the moment, and finally he could rationally consider that he would have to go to Sister Li early tomorrow morning.

She turned off her phone, forced herself to stop her cranky thoughts, and went to sleep.

Si Jing slept late that night, he lay on the bed after taking a bath, and did a childish but meaningful thing with his mobile phone: he went to dig deep into his "black history" in the past few years.

While "appreciating" oneself, one "reflective" on the other.

He has read articles similar to "The Emotional Process of Doxxing Si Jing After He Became Popular", "Inventory of Si Jing's Former Girlfriends", "Summary of Clues of Si Jing's Gossip Girlfriend" and other articles, because of the wandering with Liu Manna a few days ago, these articles were once again taken out to attract attention, and they emerged endlessly with a casual search.

He wasn't interested in reading the stories that others had made up for him, he just wanted to make a list. For the first time, I seriously clicked on these nonsense articles, not to mention the words he said, the meetings he made, and the trips he traveled in the articles......

He himself has no impression at all, even the names of several so-called ex-girlfriends are not in his memory, and the person who wrote these is not a media person, but more like a novel author, with rich imagination and good writing.

It took nearly an hour to roughly count the list of rankings, and then he began to list these names in the memo carefully and obediently, trying to recall and simply record the only intersection with these people.

So the top article in the memo becomes:

Actress XXX: In the news, it was written that she was in love because of the play, but in fact, when I was filming that play, people were popular, I was a newcomer, basically there was no communication after the director called it to stop, and in my memory, her boyfriend came to visit the class many times during filming, and it was her current husband, who had anything to do with me.

Singer XXX: I was photographed ...... my low-key appearance at her concert, and her concert reputation was co-organized, and basically all the artists with a reputation in Beijing went that day, and I was forced by Brother Li to go.

Internet celebrity XXX: Is it so weird to say that the place where she appeared on Weibo in about half a year is the same as my place of work? But I'm sorry, I don't have the slightest impression of this name in my head, I don't think I know her.

The rookie actor XX in the movie XXX: This little girl has a good character and a good personality, but she is the girlfriend of the assistant director of that movie, and it is written in the news that I pursued her unsuccessfully, I?

Actress XXX I read that there are more than a dozen pictures in the news to summarize the same style as her, but we just collaborated on a TV series with no rivalry, as for the same paragraph, we should be able to turn out the same paragraph, why are you not my girlfriend?

As for Lyumana, it has already been explained to you

Si Jing leaned on the head of the bed, and after typing everything in one go, he flipped through it, and sighed as he watched it, he would have the leisure to do such an imbecile and humble thing.

This passage is too long, so long that he has forgotten half of it after he finished writing, he may not be able to explain it to Lin Lu tomorrow, the picture should become a tall and handsome man with his head down and peeking at the draft while making a report, but in any case, when he told Lin Lu all this, he must ask her in the face proudly and defiantly: "Lin Lu?" Why do you believe in the news from the warm and ambiguous intersection? Am I wronged?

Although I really want to see her glaring at him when she is stubborn and wants to be strong but has no words to fight back at him, but he doesn't know what to say, thinking about it is a kind of success in defeating her, but he also knows very well that for Lin Lu, any of her trust and harsh doubts are actually ordinary and reasonable, and the feelings, distances and rumors in the entertainment industry are enough to separate two people, not to mention that the two are superimposed.

He understands, because he has been like this all these years.

We are so far away that I am just your ordinary viewer, I follow the exposed news to understand you and pay attention to you, but I also lose confidence and deny myself because of the rumors.......