Chapter 18 The so-called talent is nothing but an effort that people do not see

Li Weizhen came to find him as promised, Cheng Wangshu was not surprised at all, but. quite unexpectedly, Song Ran also came, as well as a few classmates he usually played with.

"Brother Ran's little sister is going to be snatched away by others" The person who spoke often played basketball with Song Ran, because he didn't meet often, he didn't know what his big name was, but he heard Song Ran mention that he was called Xiao P, so Cheng Wangshu always called him by such a code name.

"Girl, let's go, I'll go back to class in a while."

"Well, Song Ran, do you want to be together?"

"I'm not going, I'm going to eat with them."

"Well, let's go first."

Probably feeling that Cheng Wangshu was a little embarrassed, Li Weizhen grabbed Cheng Wangshu's hand and walked out, he carefully avoided the wound on his wrist, but such carefulness also made Song Ran see the clue, when he saw the wrist guard on Cheng Wangshu's wrist, his brows were obviously wrinkled.

Song Ran opened his mouth, but in the end he swallowed the words into his stomach, and the person was dragged away by his friends.

is different from Song Ran's rationality, just like the cucumber slices on the plate now, if it were Song Ran, he would definitely look at Cheng Wangshu with a smile and say, "This is good for the body, you have to eat it." Li Weizhen would pick out all the cucumber slices on the plate and eat them himself when he got the meal, and then babble and said: "I owe you, I have been eating everything you don't like since I was a child." ”

"It's not like I have to ask you to eat it, you can pick it out and put it aside!"

Cheng Wangshu said unreasonably, because she knew that he would not do this, when he was young, he didn't eat cucumbers, and secretly threw them out while Cheng's mother was not paying attention, but he was found by Cheng's father and beaten up, and happened to be seen by him, in order to intercede for himself, he told Cheng's father that he would help him eat what he didn't eat in the future, just so that he wouldn't be beaten again.

Li Weizhen didn't speak, just looked up at Cheng Wangshu, and his eyes seemed to say, "You little white-eyed wolf, who am I for!" ”

In the next few days, Cheng Wangshu and Li Weizhen lived together, and sometimes Song Ran would join the two of them in the evening self-study, Cheng Wangshu was very refused, she knew that her grades were not good, but the two top students looked at themselves and studied too unpleasantly.

But fortunately, Chen Shiming also joined in such a late self-study, in her words, Cheng Wangshu is wasting resources, and it is really a tyrannical thing to hold two top students who don't use them to improve their grades, so she also rubbed in as Cheng Wangshu's best friend.

But she is different from Cheng Wangshu, she doesn't need people to stare at learning, and often she will discuss math problems with the two of them if she doesn't know how to do it.

After Li Weizhen's parents came back from a business trip, he moved back home, but he still took two hours a day to accompany Cheng Wangshu to study at night.

Probably because the pressure of studying in the third year of high school was too great, Song Ran withdrew from the queue for Cheng Wangshu to make up the class, although he still went to school by himself, but he often memorized words, and even the communication with himself became a lot less.

On the night when the second model results came out, Cheng Wangshu received a text message, and the words on the phone screen were very short: "Cheng Wangshu, let's not meet again." ”

Cheng Wangshu was not too sad to see such a text message, as if he had seen such a result a long time ago, Cheng Wangshu replied with a message very calmly: "Okay, come on for the college entrance examination!" ”

After the text message was sent, Cheng Wangshu didn't cry, but felt that the breath in his heart was let go, and he didn't come to pick him up the next day, although he was a little disappointed, but he thought that he was about to go to college, and he had to go to school alone after all, so he didn't feel anything.

On the way to school alone, it is rare to look at the faces of the students in blue school uniforms and big schoolbags on the road, either nervous or relaxed, and they are very beautiful in the morning glow of spring.

Regarding this matter, Cheng Wangshu didn't tell anyone, just like at that time, he didn't tell anyone, I don't know if Li Weizhen knew, Cheng Wangshu thought he knew, but he was afraid that he would be sad, so he didn't ask himself anything about Song Ran, and this person disappeared into his life silently.

However, Cheng's mother occasionally asked about Song Ran, and Cheng Wangshu only responded to her lightly, she was about to take the college entrance examination, so she was very busy.

One day, when I was visiting a bookstore with Li Weizhen, I received a call from an unfamiliar number, and when I picked it up, it was a man's voice on the other side of the phone: "Hello, I am Song Ran's father, you are Cheng Wangshu, right?" ”

"Well, yes, uncle, is there anything you have to do?" Although the tone on the other end of the phone didn't sound very polite, Cheng Wangshu was still a well-educated girl, and she still had to be kind and gentle towards her elders.

"I hope you don't pester Song Ran anymore, you also know that he is going to take the college entrance examination."

"Entanglement" was used by Song Ran's father, which greatly humiliated Cheng Wangshu's self-esteem.

"Uncle, I think you got a few things wrong, first of all, your son pursued me first, and when it comes to "entanglement", you should take care of your son first. Secondly, our relationship has always been innocent, and it is a little too late for you to call me at this time. In the end, just because I don't get good grades doesn't mean I'm a bad boy, and that's a bit unfair. ”

probably didn't expect Cheng Wangshu to refute his words so firmly, and the tone on the other end of the phone became more and more hysterical: "I think I should have a good talk with your father." ”

"I think my father will discuss with you how your daughter is belittled by such a trumped-up charge. Finally, uncle, I want you to know that we haven't been in touch for a long time, and I hope you can have some adult demeanor and don't come to disturb my life anymore. ”

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Wangshu felt a sense of powerlessness that had been drained of his strength, and sat on the side of the road, watching people come and go, and the traffic was busy.

"Are you alright?"

"It's okay, it's just a little angry, Song Ran will agree to his father making such a call."

Cheng Wangshu said this, he couldn't help laughing, and a few tears fell from his eyes, not because of the sadness of falling out of love or the grievance of being humiliated, but because he laughed at himself.

Li Weizhen's eyes were a little distressed when he looked at Cheng Wangshu, and Li Weizhen found the tear stains on Cheng Wangshu's cheeks, so he turned his body around. After so many years of tacit understanding, he knew that if no one saw Cheng Wangshu, he might cry happily.

Cheng Wangshu stood up and patted him on the shoulder: "I'm fine, I don't want to cry either, I just lost my eyes from the wind and sand." ”

"When can you fix this stinky problem, why can't you cry." Probably helpless to be like this, Li Weizhen sighed and said nothing in the end.

Since that day, Song Ran has never appeared in Cheng Wangshu's life as if he disappeared, and later Xiao P found Cheng Wangshu and said that Song Ran's grades were not ideal, so when his father found the head teacher and asked the reason, his head teacher said that it was probably related to early love, and his father thought that Song Ran was in love with Cheng Wangshu, so he had a big quarrel with Song Ran, thinking that Cheng Wangshu was delaying him, so he made that call, however, Song Ran listened to it that day.

Listening to this explanation, Cheng Wangshu was not surprised, but he felt a little pity for himself, he listened to the words of his father next to him, and then Cheng Wangshu slowly understood that some people's love can be for a person to rebel against the world, and some people's love is just the icing on the cake when they are evenly matched.

Li Weizhen later asked Cheng Wangshu if he would hate Song Ran, and Cheng Wangshu's answer was: "No." I understand that everyone is only responsible for themselves, that he does not have me in his future, that he has always understood the gap between us, and that I have never been trapped in this relationship. ”

The breath of summer is brought by the fluttering butterflies, they fant their colorful wings, dye the trees green, the flowers red, and the sky blue, and we prepare the examination room for the third year of high school, polishing every piece of glass and wiping every table clean.

With the help of Li Weizhen, Cheng Wangshu's math scores were finally not so miserable, although it was still a relatively poor subject in Cheng Wangshu's grades, but fortunately, she was able to get a "good score" of 68 points, but the tyrant said that her English scores were just as miserable.

Cheng Wangshu often thinks that studying with himself every day will not affect his grades, the fact is that a scholar is a scholar, his grades have not decreased but improved a lot, he is already in the top ten on the big list, and now he is squeezed into the top three queues of the big list.

"Girl, what are you going to do during the three-day vacation?" Li Weizhen is often lazy and lazy, the buttons of his shirt are never buttoned well, and his backpack is always hanging diagonally on his shoulders, and then the whole person leans on the table, supporting his upper body with two arms.

"I went to the dance studio for training, and there is still half a year before the art exam."

"Have you been a little crazy lately, soaking in the dance studio every day, you look at the injuries on your body, do you still have a good place on your body?"

"There's no way, it's not as talented as others, so you have to work harder than others!"

"You're just too nervous, you've worked hard, and this art exam is always up to people, and it's up to God to succeed. If you look at your recent state, you talk so much every day, but you don't have a word of truth, the smile that squeezes out of your teeth every day is ugly, and you lock yourself in the dance studio or your home every day. ”

"I know you care about me, but I'm really fine." The corners of Cheng Wangshu's mouth pulled out a standard smile.

"Well, I happen to be going to practice taekwondo this week, I'm going to find you after class, we have dinner together, your favorite "Pirates of the Caribbean" is online, I have bought a ticket, and I have no right to refuse." Although Li Weizhen is a little domineering, his domineering is always so appropriate to make Cheng Wang comfortable.

"Okay, I got it."

"Then I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."

"Let's see you in the dance studio, your house is so far from my house."

"Okay, let's go, I'll send you home, this blackboard is about to make you erase the color, don't you want to go home so much?"

"No, I just feel very comfortable staying by myself like this, not having to talk, not laughing, not being afraid."

Li Weizhen's expression was a little unnatural, but he still went with Cheng Wangshu, sat on the table and waited for her, watching her erase the blackboard over and over again.

Probably because he has been dieting too much recently, Cheng Wangshu always feels dizzy when he practiced recently, and he saw Li Weizhen before losing consciousness, and probably said not to go home, not to tell his parents. Lying on his bed when he opened his eyes, he was glad he didn't send himself home.

"How long has it been since you eaten, and the doctor said you fainted because of malnutrition." Li Weizhen said with a dark face.

"It's not that exaggerated, it's that I've eaten less recently, and I'm tired from training, so I'll be fine when I take a break."

"Okay, I'll go get something to eat, what do you want to eat?"

"Can I say I want meat?"

"Okay." Cheng Wangshu clearly heard his sigh after turning around.

Probably because the gap between his current self and his memory is too big, he always looks at himself with a worried look, and Cheng Wangshu can't help laughing when he looks like this.

"Haha, don't worry, I'll tell you if I really have something, I haven't hidden anything from you for so many years. I don't say it now just because I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't know what to say. ”

"Hmm." He is like this, he never asks about things he doesn't say, and then he lowers his head and stuffs the food in his mouth.

The college entrance examination is a competition, and this competition is never a competition with others, those who lose in this competition usually lose to themselves, and there are still people who can't afford to lose, these people usually choose to press the "restart" button, in a vain attempt to start from scratch again through the crack of time.