Chapter 20: Choice (7)
"Ahh
An inexplicable heartache came, my brows tightened in the next moment, my heartbeat suddenly skipped, and my face instantly turned unusually pale.
Seeing me like this, Tang Ming hurriedly asked with a concerned face, "Yue'er, are you okay?" I'll take you to the hospital. ”
I clutched my chest and curled up in my seat, the cold sweat on my face dripping down from the bottom in front of me, soaking a large chunk.
"Tang Ming, I... I ......"
My voice choked, but this heartache swept towards me overwhelmingly, as if someone had stabbed me in the heart, the pain couldn't be suppressed at all, how could Tang Ming not worry?
Tang Ming couldn't help but say that he drove towards the nearest hospital, and after stopping the car, he unfastened the seat belt that bound me, hugged me by the waist, and walked towards the emergency room.
Several nurses pushed the nursing cart and walked towards Tang Ming and me, put me in the car, and pushed me into the emergency room.
A nurse explained to Tang Ming: "Hurry up and register." ”
"Oh! Got it. ”
Tang Ming hurriedly walked to the toll office at the door, paid the fee, and registered, and then came to the door of the emergency room and sat down on the iron bench.
Fifteen minutes later.
A nurse walked out, with an eager look on her face, and said to Tang Ming, "Fortunately, you sent the patient in time, otherwise it would ......"
Tang Ming raised his head, too lazy to talk nonsense with the nurse, and said sharply to the nurse, "What happened to her?" What do doctors say? ”
"The doctor said that the patient has congenital heart disease, and this time due to being too emotional, the old disease has recurred, and the rest depends on what the doctor says?"
The nurse's words, for Tang Ming, are no less than a thunderbolt in the clear sky, he doesn't know what I am like now, but, in his opinion, I have always been disease-free, healthy and healthy, maybe today's impact is too big a blow to me.
What he didn't know was that today's incident didn't have any impact on me at all, but that this illness broke out at the most inopportune time, how could Tang Ming not be able to associate all this with Zhang Fan.
Some things, just like that, are insincere, inconsequential things, always make each other inexplicably linked together, regardless of cause and effect, fate is destined to life and death. In fact, after the loss, there is not so much pain, and the process of loss is the wound that can never heal in the bottom of my heart.
Close his eyes, the only thing left in his heart is a faint tiredness, Tang Ming clearly knows that he and I are not possible, but his heart is always pressing, sometimes, he knows that the twisted melon is not sweet, but, the heart always goes in one direction, will always stay for a person, give up, it is not so easy to do things, in the final analysis, it is insincere, in the final analysis, it is to pretend to be strong, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how much he pays, it is not what he wants, imagine that in the end, far-fetched happiness, But it is inexplicably sad from the heart.
There were people coming and going in the corridor, the lights in the emergency room were always on, there was a moment when he hoped that the light would go out soon, and he was afraid that the light would go out early, he watched his loved one endure the first aid, that feeling of helplessness made him sad, maybe because of the sadness in his heart, he had to bear such a result when he had just taken a step, which was really unfair to him.
However, the lights are always extinguished in this abrupt feeling, I don't know how long time has passed, that unrequited love is going in the new direction, maybe it is the first step of bravery, this step, maybe it is the old world, maybe it is the eternal separation of heaven and man, if you love, love deeply. If you don't love it, please leave.
Tang Ming's whole body couldn't stop trembling, looking at me pushed out of the emergency room, the doctor came to his side, and said to me with a gloomy face: "The patient must be transferred to a specialist for heart bypass surgery." ”
Tang Ming was even more worried about my condition, but he understood that the doctor in the emergency room, after all, was not a specialist, and could only stabilize my current condition, and I had to be transferred to a specialist before I could have surgery.
"You take her to the intensive care unit first, and I'll save the surgery money in advance."
After Tang Ming explained all this, he went to the billing office to deposit the cost of the operation for me, asked about the special care ward, and he took out his mobile phone, contacted several of the most famous heart experts in S City, and rushed to the specialist ward with great difficulty.
After they inquired about my condition, they pulled Tang Ming out, and a specialist said to Tang Ming: "We have seen it, this patient's physique is very special, to undergo heart bypass surgery on her, the chance of success is less than 15%, we suggest, or do not undergo surgery, or conservative treatment, use drugs to alleviate ......"
"And how long will she live?"
Tang Ming knew that these experts were a bit evasive, so he naturally raised the most critical questions, and several experts were stunned, but he didn't expect him to ask like this.
Another expert said: "Hmm! There are two results, the first is that if you don't have a heart bypass, you may only have a year. The second is that after the operation, in addition to taking the risk of the operation, there is no need to worry. Her heart disease was congenital. ”
After Tang Ming listened to his words, his face became extremely heavy, the choice now is not something that Tang Ming can make a decision at all, I have to wait for me to wake up, decide to do it or not?
Tang Ming pondered for a while, and then slowly spoke, "You guys wait first, right?" I've asked her before I decide! After Tang Ming finished speaking, he walked into the special care ward.
At this time, I changed into a hospital gown, but in Tang Ming's opinion, I had a unique flavor, which made him a little fascinated.
"Yue'er, I didn't expect you to look really beautiful in a hospital gown."
Tang Ming also deliberately avoided the important and began to praise me.
Listening to her praise, I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, and said disapprerovingly: "If you have anything to say, just say it, don't hide it from me." ”
Tang Ming had a deep face, but there was still a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, and he didn't feel that he could open his mouth and say: "You still have to make your own choice in this matter...... After Tang Ming finished speaking, he repeated the expert's words, just waiting for me to make a decision, and continued to speak after repeating: "This matter should be sooner rather than later, you have decided, is it surgery?" Or no surgery? You can do it yourself......"