Chapter 19: Choice (6)

"Let's go ......"

Tang Ming didn't expect Zhang Fan's temperament to become like this, so he didn't want to talk too much nonsense with him, so after dropping this sentence, he pulled me up and walked out of the door.

Zhang Fan turned his head, glanced at me, and moved his lips, in fact, his heart was still full of reluctance, but this moment of glance was also clearly captured by me.

My steps became extremely heavy at this moment, I really didn't want to leave, I really wanted to stay by Zhang Fan's side, no matter what he treated me, I didn't care.

Tang Ming's words in my ear couldn't be listened to at all, and when he and I were about to walk out of the room, I couldn't help but turn my head to look at Zhang Fan, and Zhang Fan's gaze was intertwined at this moment, and the collision between the eyes burst out with a strange light in an instant.

Tang Ming couldn't use his strength to hold my hand, because I didn't want to take a step at all, he knew that I would definitely not leave like this, but all the misunderstandings were cleared up, and I could really go back to the past?

The answer, naturally, is no.

Tang Ming understands, Zhang Fan understands, I also understand, obviously everything can't go back, why bother to be entangled, things are happening like this, they can't be stopped, they just happen.

"Yue'er, it's time for you to wake up, there's no going back."

Tang Ming saw that I was reluctant to leave, and yelled at me with an angry face.

"We can't be lovers, as old classmates, why don't we be honest with each other?"

I bit my lip and finally said what was in my heart, Tang Ming took my hand and stopped exerting force, I didn't expect that I would say such words.

"Haha! Honest relatively! ”

Tang Ming and Zhang Fan said this sentence in unison almost at the same time, in their opinion, my thoughts were so naïve, even hopelessly naïve.

After my words, the atmosphere became extremely awkward for a while, and the-for-tat situation was not eased in the slightest, but dropped to zero again.

"Yue'er, don't be stupid, Zhang Fan is no longer the original Zhang Fan, he is no longer the one who is willing to shelter you from the wind and rain, please don't be so naïve, okay?"

Tang Ming's words are really reasonable, it seems that all this is really doomed, there is no longer any chance to ease, how can Zhang Fan not blame the past, the injury of his lover is not only an ugly scar on his face, but also an unhealable wound in his heart.

Tang Ming's words were only exchanged for a long silence, except for the breathing and heartbeat of the three people in the entire room, there was nothing left, since everything had been clarified, then, there was nothing to hide.

And Tang Ming took the lead in breaking the silence, pulled up my arm, pointed to the wound on my wrist, and roared at Zhang Fan: "I've seen selfish, I've never seen a selfish person like you, you will always only put all the mistakes and responsibilities on Yue'er, how much pain she has suffered for you, do you know?" You almost killed her, but luckily she's still alive, otherwise I would have done anything to kill you. ”

After Zhang Fan listened to Tang Ming's words, the smile on his face became even better, and he said coldly to me and Zhang Fan instead of being angry: "Haha! The young director of the dignified Tang Group, I don't see how bright and upright, in order to fight for women, it can be regarded as unscrupulous, now, I give this slut to you, and I am cheap and obedient in front of me, this is my territory, don't disgust me here. ”

I originally wanted to ask Tang Ming, but, seeing Zhang Fan and Tang Ming's tense attitude, I couldn't interject at all, I just looked at them with surprised eyes, I didn't expect that these two people, who should have been familiar to me, became so strange at this time.

Tang Ming glanced at the inquiring gaze I cast, shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Yue'er, once upon a time, he once suspected that the fire was caused by you, and now he is a mad dog, and if he wants to add to the crime, there is no excuse." I am a gentleman or a villain, you have your own judgment in your heart. ”

Zhang Fan sneered at us with disdain as if he had seen Tang Ming's ugly face, and sat there decadently, no longer paying attention to me and Tang Ming, and the echoing laughter seemed to come from the Nine Hells, which made me shudder.

However, in the process, Zhang Fan gave me a look, which is a look that can only be understood between lovers, I remembered what he said yesterday with him in that ruin, and in an instant I understood his intentions.

"Those who are clear are self-purifying, and those who are turbid are self-turbid."

Does Tang Ming have anything to do with that incident? I have to verify this myself, but now Zhang Fan obviously asked me to stay by Tang Ming's side and spy on that incident.

"That's it! Let's go! I am tired! ”

I put away the doubts in my heart, didn't say anything more, and pulled Tang Ming out of this room, this place that once left me with good memories, this place that I will never be able to forget, but everything happened, but it took me in the opposite direction.

Tang Ming slammed the door in a rage, took me out of the library, got into the car, and walked away from the affiliated university.

I looked through the rearview mirror over and over again at everything that was far away from my sight, and the doubts in my mind were never answered.

Zhang Fan's gaze was taken back for a long time, he smiled bitterly, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, his movements were not skilled, it seemed that he rarely smoked, so he was choked and coughed.

He sorted out his emotions, snuffed out the cigarette butt he had smoked, and threw it aside, before taking out three bottles of liquor and two appetizers from the woven bag behind him, picking up the wine bottle and putting it to his mouth and taking a sip.

The tears could no longer be suppressed, dripping into the appetizers, and at this moment the decadence was extreme.

Maybe no one knows what kind of difficult decision Zhang Fan is making now? That fire not only burned everything he had, but also burned his parents to death in the fire, and his career and dreams could be started all over again, and his parents' lives would never come again, which is why he was so hurt.

It's just that Tang Ming and I don't know all this, we only think that Zhang Fan is immersed in the pain and hatred of the past and can't extricate himself, but now Zhang Fan is so pitiful.

Zhang Fan staggered, limped to a wall, and punched the wall heavily, because the force was too strong, blood dripped down the fist and fell to the ground, he didn't know it, just punched the wall one after another......