Commitment is a casual decision made by a man. A few more men are able to cash in, and compared to the reality and society of this fucking up, there are times when men tend to be more fucked up.

"Shan Xiaoyue, marry me!"

This sentence, how much I want to hear my love speak in the past ten years, but today this sentence is from the mouth of another man, what kind of feeling does it bring me? It's uncomfortable anyway, maybe it's because it's a little out of harmony! will make people feel uncomfortable.

"No... I can't promise you! ”

This sentence choked in my throat like this, and I never said it, I still closed my eyes and didn't say a word, waiting for what? As if nothing was going to happen, there was nothing to pray for, just waiting for him to let go of me, for his body to get a little better, to disappear from their lives, and nothing to do with it again.

There are some words that still can't be spoken, this is too cruel, all the debts, can you really let go of everything unintentionally?

I moved my lips, and I didn't know where I got the strength to break free from his arms, looked at him with teary eyes, and asked softly, "Do you remember when we first met?" ”

Memories fall on the gears of time, what is left? Except for deep regret and emotional wounds that will never heal, I have become nothing, let go, never let go, and what has passed may be eternal.

Youth has left an invisible mark on my face, but there is always a node intersection, the winter sun, there is no warmth, and the snowflakes are the flowers that bloom forever on the other side of the winter, in such a passing year, whether it is right or wrong? Or is it right or wrong? Even if I have each other now, but in the corridor of time and memory, what I miss will eventually be hurt, and I may be doomed to completely lose the most important person in my life, this person I love deeply, no longer in this life, but those traces that have been left will never be forgotten.

……

At that time, Tang Ming often said to me: "Shan Xiaoyue, I really didn't expect that we would get along for so long, and we would still be separated, I really had no choice but to let the flowers fall!" ”

Nineteen-year-old I would not hesitate to look disdainful, and reached out to hit him, but he quickly dodged my hand, turned and ran, and suddenly turned his head with such a bright smile on his face.

I always felt that two people together were as white and flawless as the tidbits of the flowers on the other side, so pure that there was no need to be pretentious, until the summer came, he reappeared in my life, and everything began to change.

My rebellious heart, at this time, began to be with this boy who suddenly appeared, I was originally so ignorant, full of deep hope for the future, never cared about the outcome, everything was left in that simple and jerky time.

Actually, I don't really like to prepare those routine things, and I don't feel particularly good when I see other students fall into clichés and scorn other than contempt.

Just like at this graduation ceremony, the school always asked each student to bring some bouquets of flowers to thank the school for their cultivation, which made people feel a little unhappy, so I followed them, and immediately I held the bouquet of chrysanthemums in my hand, which caused the crowd of other people, and I just secretly moved forward in silence.

"Shan Xiaoyue, where did you get that bouquet of flowers from?"

Soon a shout of anger interrupted my thoughts, that damn head teacher, the soul has not been dispersed for three years, this time it must be no good thing, sure enough, he reached out and unceremoniously snatched the bouquet from my hand, threw it to the ground, and did not forget to step on his feet, waiting for my explanation.

I forcibly suppressed the unhappiness in my heart, a little inexplicable, why did he get so angry? Hurriedly said: "Teacher, this is the only bouquet of flowers I can grow in my family, it is not a school requirement, and I am reluctant to bring it?" ”

"Shan Xiaoyue, the graduation ceremony is obviously a more festive day, look at you, this is intentional, right? You don't know that only when you go to the grave will you bring chrysanthemums, you... What does it mean to bring white chrysanthemum? Crying and mourning? You won't have to play later, so as not to embarrass our class. ”

The more the homeroom teacher spoke, the more angry he became, and he really had a feeling of being cold, and after reprimanding me, he left without looking back.

Inevitably causing ridicule from the others, who were pointing and talking about something, I bent down and picked up the broken white chrysanthemum, and soon the chatter began to gradually enter my ears.

"I really thought it was a grave? Haha, it's really poverty that limits our imagination, and there are chrysanthemums. ”

"Hmmm! Yes, it's ugly, and it's embarrassing, and one day you know that if you pretend to be quiet, who will treat her? ”

"It's just that ugly people are weird, and I'm embarrassed to ......"

"Shhhh Be quiet, that bouquet of chrysanthemums was taken from her father's funeral, she must have fooled the teacher, hahaha! ”

I raised my head suddenly, my eyes fell on the girl who had just said this, and I fought, and she was obviously a little unable to beat me, and I was pressed under me, it was a burst of scratching, the girl cried and flowered her face, her hair was scattered, and she began to curse the street like a shrew, and those words with stolen goods began to be heard endlessly.

"Say it again, believe it or not, I tore you apart!"

Not to be outdone, I yelled at her, even if I was embarrassed, but it was my character that did not admit defeat in my bones, and I would not let me give up.

I was pulled away by the men, but the anger was already ignited, and I secretly clenched my fists, and my eyes were already blood-red, and I was afraid that she would pounce on me.

So, when I was suddenly grabbed by the shoulder, I was really startled, and the hand was much bigger than mine, and when I turned around, I saw a strange teenager.

Facing this person, people felt that the atmosphere at this time was extremely tense, and he lowered his head slightly and whispered something beside me, but his voice was clear to everyone.

"This bouquet of white chrysanthemum is actually quite beautiful, at that time, I gave you a defeat to make chrysanthemum tea, this gift is given to you by me, you tell them! Shan Xiaoyue. ”

There was an uproar all around, and the air began to calm down, and there was no more mockery, just looking at the man who suddenly appeared next to me with puzzled eyes.

This young man is very handsome, with a different aura on his body, a natural sense of nobility and oppression, but his hand is very casually on my shoulder, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth, could it be that an angel is coming? Still is......

Naturally, it will cause those people to discuss, and no one would have thought that this teenager, who is a little out of place with me, would perform so well.