Tang Ming watched Zhang Fan walk into my hospital room like this, the taste in his heart was very uncomfortable, he was so decadent that he sat on the blue iron stool, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, and the whole person was extremely decadent.

In this situation, Tang Ming was only deeply helpless, he stared at the door, he was really a little hopeful, the air in the corridor froze in an instant, and what happened inside would not stop because of the solidification of the air outside.

Lover's tears, falling without a trace, the heart is broken, not seeing the prosperity and dust, condensing is the other side of the flowers.

Zhang Fan adjusted his emotions, stretched out his trembling hand, and gently stroked my face, so gentle, so familiar, like a rain, made me feel unprecedentedly relaxed.

This kind of relaxation really made my heart completely relaxed, there is a kind of, as long as you stay by his side, whether it is lost? Or get? It doesn't matter what I am now, it's just that it's not realistic, it's like a dream, and if it's really a dream, then I'll never want to wake up from a dream.

"Yue'er! Yue'er ......"

I heard the cry of a person, always so gentle, so fascinating, this voice that had appeared countless times in my dreams appeared clearly this time.

I raised my head and glanced at Zhang Fan, and leaned in front of him, but this action really startled him, I don't know what I want to do?

A relieved smile appeared on my lips, and I said to him with a flat face: "I'm dying!" Hopefully, you will be able to let go of everything and start your life again. ”

He obviously couldn't accept it, shook his head at me and said, "No... No, it won't! You won't die, how can you leave me alone! I don't want anything, I don't want anything! ”

At this time, I remembered the words of the Supreme Treasure in "Journey to the West": "There was once a sincere love, in front of me, I did not cherish it, until I lost it before I felt regretful, if God gave me another chance, I would say three words to him 'I love you', if you have to add a deadline to this love, then I hope it is 10,000 years!" "Isn't Zhang Fan like this now? But what choice should I make now?

I think my death, like the existence of online literature, no one will care, no one will remember, but it is just a part of his sad experience, and maybe many years later, my death will become so inconsequential because of the passage of time.

"I'm sorry! I see you this time, just to let you let go of hatred, forget me, start from scratch, a man should not live in the past, you should take responsibility for yourself, find your confidence, and get back those things that have been lost, I also want to start my life again, even if it is to be a cleaner, I am also happy and carefree, even if the world forgets me, that is also my choice, my destination! ”

I shook my head violently, and my tone seemed so resolute that I would not give him any more chance, even if it was death, I would die with dignity, I didn't need his charity, let alone someone else's charity.

I saw him sitting there stupidly, as if he was thinking about my words, and I was fed up with such hesitation, and I said to him with anger: "All right, it's not too early, I'm going to rest!" ”

He got up from his chair, looked lonely, turned around and walked out, this time, his steps seemed unusually heavy, every step was waiting for me to stay, there was no turning back, but the intention was so obvious.

"Woo!"

I bit my lower lip tightly and choked, I was really a stupid woman, I loved him deeply, but I had to drive him away, tears silently wet the white sheets, is this heartache? The throbbing pain went on and on until he left the room completely.

Maybe it was because I cried every day during that time and forgot how to cry? Even when Tang Ming walked in, I didn't notice it, he was standing at the door silently, quietly observing me, as if he could see flowers from my face.

And the petal-paved window had no way to block the cold moonlight, as if it was pervasive, adding an unprecedented sense of silence and loneliness to this ward, his heart was inexplicably a little lost, and his mood was extremely low, but his rare reaction still did not fall into my eyes, and I just sobbed quietly.

I don't know how long it took before I wiped away the tears that remained in the corners of my eyes, squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying, and my voice was unusually bleak: "I'm sorry! ”

His eyes widened, looking at me in disbelief, he didn't expect me to tell him this at this time, he looked a little stunned, and it took a long time to react and shake his head at me: "Yue'er, I don't know what you mean, but, there's no need to apologize to me, as long as you want, I can ...... anything"

Before he finished his words, he was interrupted by me: "I don't want to, I just want to finish the last journey of my life alone, and I don't want to have any more ties." ”

Faced with my attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away, he said with a smile instead of anger: "Hehe! Loneliness is a person's carnival, carnival is the loneliness of a group of people, Shan Xiaoyue, no matter what choice you make, I want to accompany you, please, don't leave me, okay? Never! ”

"Since ancient times, there has been affection and empty hatred, and this hatred is endless", this is the case for me, and why not for Tang Ming? At this time, I was physically and mentally exhausted, my heart was like ashes, since I was destined to be a tragedy, then don't let the tragedy continue, so I resolutely let Zhang Fan let go of his hatred and leave me, and start a new life again, for Tang Ming, since nothing has happened with him, then treat it as if nothing has happened!

Tang Ming did not flinch because of my attitude, but approached the hospital bed, and did not sit down opposite me, but the strong arm embraced me, exuding a strange and familiar smell from his body, I think it was manly.

I tried to break free, but found that everything was in vain, my body began to tremble because of weakness, and my heart began to sway with the night wind that seeped in through the half-open door, I could only close my eyes and wait for the day to come, as much as God gave me, he would take as much as he could from me, but I did not receive too many gifts, and I was going to leave forever, even if I was not reconciled, but, this is the extremely cold reality.

All the actions are paving the way for Tang Ming's next words, thinking that it will inevitably shock my broken heart, there is no surprise, and I don't pray!