There's a question......

Life, how to explain it?

Living, surviving?

Fate, fate?

This proposition may be incredible, and I can't find the answer for a while, but it is not a new proposition for me, and I have already come to a satisfactory conclusion in the accumulation of thoughts, and even this conclusion is gradually ingrained in my mind - the word life, in the final analysis, depends on fate in survival, and the final arrangement of some fate has become a reliable judgment for people whether they can continue to maintain life. To put it simply, it may be similar to what many people often say, "everything is destined, and nothing is up to anyone"! But no matter what, I was born as a human being, even if I analyzed this problem thoroughly, I will never learn to be a successful person in any aspect of life, and of course I will always be fixed in the ranks of losers, at least in the past years until now, I have set an image for myself......

Put aside the self-setting for a moment and listen to a story.

In the beginning of autumn in 1999, at 6 o'clock in the morning, the baby cryed from the delivery room of K Town Central Hospital, a new life was born, and the family members waiting outside the door saw the door of the delivery room open and got up to meet them.

"It's finally out, it's finally out, God forbid, thank God forbid!" Seeing his wife Lin Xing pushed out of the delivery room, Xiao Kai folded his hands, turned his face to the sky for a week, and muttered in a low voice, as if he had worshiped the gods everywhere.

"Mom, look at Kaizi, his daughter-in-law is fine, he can't be excited, so he almost followed his daughter-in-law into the delivery room." The one who was talking was the child's aunt, Xiao Mei, the eldest daughter of the Xiao family.

The Xiao family has two daughters and a son, Xiao Kai is the third in the family, as the only son in the family, he is also the most valued, because his father died early, Xiao Kai was raised by his mother Xiao Jiang and two sisters, and he has been a treasure since he was a child.

This is not a baby old child's child was born, the Xiao family is about to usher in the eldest grandson, Xiao Jiang invited all the three aunts and six mothers-in-law who can invite, which means that the pomp and excitement are lively, but in fact, let everyone witness that she is also going to hold the eldest grandson, the reason is that Xiao Jiang is a little superstitious, from the early days of Lin Xing's pregnancy, she found all kinds of immortals who claim to be gods to take her pulse, and the results are "The old man's life is good, the boy conceived by your daughter-in-law, wait to hold the eldest grandson!" "Something like that.

Until the day before Lin Xing was about to give birth, he asked someone to find a god who had never met before, and after hearing the same statement, he smiled and informed all the relatives who could contact him of the news that he was going to hold his grandson, and when he saw her posture, he almost opened a press conference to announce the world, and when the notice was over, he immediately set off to buy good supplements for his daughter-in-law, and when he went out, he was still humming a cheerful little song in his mouth, and he couldn't wait to see someone in the ward and told once, "I'm about to hug my eldest grandson!" ”

finally waited for the moment to come true, first wiped a handful of tears from the corners of his eyes that I didn't know whether they were urgent or excited, and then let go of Xiao Mei's hand on his arm, clasped his hands, stood on tiptoe and looked at everyone who came out of the delivery room, and after briefly glancing at Lin Xing who was pushed out next to him, he turned around and walked back to Xiao Mei, grabbed Xiao Mei's hand and said emotionally: "Did you hear it just now, how loud the child's cry is, it must be the eldest grandson!" ”

"The child was brought out." Seeing a nurse walking out of the delivery room with a tightly wrapped baby, Xiao Lan, the second daughter of the Xiao family, walked up while greeting her.

"My eldest grandson is out!" When Xiao Jiang heard this, he shook off his eldest daughter's hand again, took three steps and two steps, and rushed up.

"Hey! This old lady is more excited than your son! Xiao Jiang didn't care about how Xiao Mei shouted later, and just wanted to hurry up and see the eldest grandson who was thinking about it day and night.

"Congratulations, the baby is very healthy, seven pounds and two taels, it is a girl, and the mother and daughter are safe." The nurse teased the quilt in front of the child, Xiao Lan reached out and touched the child's chubby little face, and the nurse handed the baby to Xiao Lan, Xiao Lan was very happy.

"How can it be a girl? Did the nurse hold the wrong one, I calculated it for my daughter-in-law, and they all said it was a boy. Xiao Jiang's expression of joy just now became solemn, one hand covered his chest, unwilling to believe the reality in front of him, and the other hand stopped the nurse who was leaving.

"Old lady, what age are you now, you are all abiding by the equality of men and women, why do you still believe in superstition?" The nurse didn't say another word after that.

Xiao Jiang almost fainted, and was helped by a few people to sit down, his eyes eased for a while, "Mom, look at this big fat granddaughter, how cute, her eyelashes seem to be quite long, she must be a big beauty when she grows up." "Xiao Lan can't put down her newborn child.

"I like it, why don't you hurry up and find someone to marry and give birth to one yourself? In the end, you'll be left behind your brother! Xiao Jiang scolded Xiao Lan with a calm face, stood up against the wall, and left without looking at the child, just two steps away from swaying. It is estimated that Xiao Jiang's family may not dislike this granddaughter, as the saying goes: "If you break your bones and still have tendons, you will be a family after all", no matter how close you are, it is no wonder that you can't accept it for a while.

The others didn't care, they were all immersed in the joy of the arrival of a new life, and Lin Xing, who was pushed back to the ward on the other side, was only her husband who was holding her hand tightly.

"Kaizi, look at your daughter." Xiao Lan then walked into the ward and handed the child into Xiao Kai's hands.

Xiao Kai took the child, looked left and right, and felt that he couldn't see enough. When he and Lin Xing first got married, as long as they had time, the two of them would sit together and plan their future lives, and whenever they talked about children, the two of them always had the same idea - hoping to have a daughter. When it comes to their daughters, they have endless topics, such as wearing beautiful dresses and combing beautiful braids for their daughters every day, or cultivating some hobbies for their daughters...... In short, in their impression, girls should be clean, although they may not be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but they must have some specialties. Until the moment he saw the child, Xiao Kai felt that the girl in front of him was what he and his wife begged for.

"Give your child a name!" Lin Xing's body is still very weak, and they all say that after her mother entered the delivery room, it was as if she had walked away from the ghost gate once.

Xiao Kai blurted out a name without thinking about it-Xiao Maomao, this random way of naming surprised everyone present.

Listen to Xiao Kai said, in fact, this name has a origin, because Lin Xing felt bored when he was in labor, not dragging Xiao Kai to play poker, but also to divide the winner of the kind, so the two of them stipulated that each loser should give the winner two cents, in this way to pass the time, did not think that the first game just split the winner, Lin Xing's little guy in the stomach couldn't bear it, the pain made Lin Xing can't continue to play cards, the whole family is busy preparing, Xiao Kai looks distressed, always looking for various topics to make his wife happy, also joked about Lin Xing's loss to him from time to time about the two cents, plus the child was born in Mao, two cents, Mao, simply Mao, although the name was given a unique meaning, but it still sounded awkward, but the family also acquiesced in a burst of laughter.

After Xiao Jiang complained somewhere, he stood at the door of the ward for a while, precipitated a little unpleasant, walked into the house and hugged his granddaughter, and carefully looked at the soft and tender doll in front of him.

After reading Zhu Ziqing's "Hurry", I understand the preciousness of time, at the same time, in different cities, adults are busy with life; Children are busy in order to grow up, time always waits for no one, Mao Mao has also grown from a baby in swaddling clothes to a clever and lovely little girl, although she is not surprisingly beautiful, her face is a little baby fat, and the flesh on her face is gathered together when she laughs, which is very cute, and her eyes always give people a different feeling, if you want to say that it is Danfeng eyes, but it is still different, set off by long eyelashes, and it looks more playful when blinking, every time someone notices it will say: "This little girl's eyes are so special."

When Mao Mao was in elementary school, his academic performance was also above average in the class, although he was not too good, but in the hearts of Lin Xing and Xiao Kai, as long as his daughter grew up healthily, it would be better. She is not ambiguous about family education, Lin Xing is not ambiguous, the town where they are located is not big, but the relationship between the neighbors is very harmonious, Mao Mao is very polite when she sees anyone, but it is the nature of children to be active and naughty, love to talk and laugh, love to play and make trouble, the last second is still a quiet little girl, as long as she is crazy to play, she will change her appearance, sit and chat between neighbors on the side, Mao Mao will appear from time to time in front of a familiar uncle and aunt to shake it, learn some animals to walk, learn to gorillas to be particularly realistic, or stand in a circle of people to perform a show, Sometimes she told jokes that she didn't know where to hear, which made the audience laugh, and the neighbors called her pistachio. No matter who meets Xiao Kai or Lin Xing among acquaintances, they will praise them for their good fortune, with such a lively and lovely daughter, Lin Xing will always have a happy smile on her face every time she hears it and reply, "Mao Mao is what we begged for!" ”

Under the care of his parents, Mao Mao is constantly chasing time, just like the precious saplings that have been carefully cultivated in the botanical garden, although they will always experience the baptism of the four seasons, but they still insist on growing. There is no thought of standing still in time, and the people in the town are busy in time, repeating their daily work and life day after day, and finally leaving footprints step by step as a witness in time.

Watching the same sunrise and sunset every day, but I don't know when it started, the children's faces are less innocent, and they used to hold a flashlight bigger than a palm and a small shovel to dig and play, and they said that they wanted to explore and drill around everywhere The troublemakers can no longer be found, and the troubles gradually increase, the big and heavy schoolbag is behind them, and the smaller ones can only see the small head under the cover of the schoolbag.