I asked, "Grievances?" After thinking for a while, "No, my uncle has always been good to our brothers and sisters, how could he let my sister suffer such a big grievance?" ”

Ji Yue shook her head, "That's not what the slave said. ”

I asked, "What does that mean?" ”

Ji Yue said: "More than half a year ago, when the two little masters had not yet entered the palace draft, the little master took the slave maid to the rouge shop one day, who knew that the shop owner was not a good person, and thought that our little master wanted to be light and thin, and fortunately there was a young man who rescued the little master in time, and sent the boss away with three punches and two feet, and then a little master followed his grandmother to the temple to incense when he met the young man, and he talked two more words, and the little master also exchanged tokens with the young man, The little lord has been reluctant since he came back that day, and during the draft, the little lord also hoped that he would never be selected, but the result was always unfulfilled. ”

I was amazed, "Who is that teenager?" ”

Ji Yue said: "The slave and maid don't know very well, but looking at the conversation and dress, it should also be the son and young master of a certain family." ”

I asked, "Didn't my sister talk to my uncle about it before the draft?" ”

Ji Yue said: "He has not looked for it," her eyelashes trembled slightly, as if she was about to burst into tears, "Just one night a few days after returning from the incense in the temple, the little master secretly went to the master to talk about it, and the master categorically refused to allow it, saying that the draft is the ancestral system, and it is impossible to change it because of one person, and put dozens of lives on the little master in the house, the little master knelt all night, and the little master fainted in the courtyard the next morning, and the old man sent the little master to carry the little master back to the Inari Pavilion, and sealed everyone's mouths with a thousand instructions. ”

I sighed deeply, fate is so fond of playing tricks on people, "It's a pity......"

"It's a pity," a Qingyue voice suddenly came from behind me, plainly startled me, and when I looked back, it was Ziyu who pulled the door out, she was dressed in a grass-colored brocade skirt, with an emerald brocade belt tied around her waist, and a jade hairpin was diagonally tied on her hair bun, her bright eyes looked at me softly, and she whispered to me, "What do you have to say." ”

Ji Yue followed behind and closed the door, only me and Ziyu were left in the room, there was no sound around, it was as quiet as a pool of water, and after a while, I asked out loud: "It turns out that my sister already has a sweetheart?" ”

Ziyu lowered her eyes lightly, "So what?" ”

I looked at her and asked, "Why didn't my sister tell me?" ”

Ziyu smiled and said, "What can I do if I tell you?" She shook her head slightly, walked over to the table and poured me a glass of water, and said, "It's just one more person to worry about." ”

I didn't take the cup, but asked, "Why don't I see my sister have a sad look every time I talk about entering the palace?" ”

Ziyu gently put the cup on the table, "Can you cry all day long and not enter the palace?" Does a smile on your face mean you're happy? She smiled helplessly, and said: "How happy you are on your face, how sad you are in your heart, and how much blood is dripping in your heart as much as there is a smile on your face." ”

I looked sideways and saw a pile of dead ashes in the copper basin in the corner of the wall, and there were still some sparks hidden in the faint gaps, and the residual temperature was not completely cool, "Sister was burning something just now?" ”

Ziyu's eyes swept over and whispered, "It's burning something." ”

I asked, "What are you burning?" ”

Ziyu said: "I'm burning something that won't be of any use to this world at all, such as memories, such as feelings......"

Ziyu's tone is like a pool of frozen stagnant water in winter, calm and frightening, I have a moment of panic in my heart, deeply worried that Ziyu will fall into a situation that cannot extricate himself, in modern times, many depressed patients are like this to start getting sick, eyes quietly fell on her, smiled and boasted: "If I were my sister, I would definitely not be able to be so quiet, I would definitely cry, make trouble, and hang myself, make the house restless, make the chickens and dogs jump, I don't care about these messy truths, it's a big deal," said, I took her hand again, "Sister, if there is anything you must not hold in your heart, you will be sick." ”

Ziyu looked at me calmly, "Zixi, in fact, I envy you very much, envy your unrestrained temperament, regardless of the sky and the earth," she paused, and said, "Do you know, sometimes, it is also a blessing to be able to act arbitrarily," she said with a smile, and slowly looked out the window, the camellia was blooming on the branches, blooming vigorously, and the red color was like a flame jumping on the pale curtain, sighed lightly, and said in a shallow voice, "Like me, there has never been such a blessing." ”

My heart suddenly moved, I held Ziyu's hand tightly, and comforted: "Sister, a character like you doesn't need to be sad for a man at all, what if there is no love, there are still many things worth remembering in this world," I turned around and picked up the cup on the table, waved my arm outward, and all the water in the cup was spilled out, splashing all over the ground, "A relationship that ends without a problem makes it like the water spilled out of this cup, since it can no longer be recovered, forget about it, life still has to go on, Turning a new page will have a new way of living, and I believe that even if only my sister herself can hold up a piece of the sky. ”

Ziyu looked at me with a smile, "Zixi, I'm different from you, you grew up in Guangzhou with your uncle in your hands since you were a child, your vision and ideas are naturally different from mine, maybe you will have more new chapters, but I won't have any more." ”

My eyes wandered over Ziyu's face, "How can there be no more?" He also said: "How old are we, if my sister is already dead at this time, how will we live in the future?" ”

After a while, she said lightly: "Boil." ”

"Boil?"

"In fact, since my uncle said to me 'no' that night, my life has lost its meaning, I don't know what happiness is, it's not that I don't want to die in the past, the reason why I am still alive in the world and enter the palace with you is actually another reason."

I hurriedly asked, "What is it?" ”

Ziyu's eyes flashed, and he said: "He said that his family background is a famous hanging furnace family in the capital, and he himself is also on duty in the palace hospital, I only hope that maybe after entering the palace, I can still see him from afar." ”

I frowned and whispered, "Sister, you're so stupid, do you know what the consequences will be if you are discovered?" ”

Ziyu's eyes stared straight at me, and there was a bit of despair in them, "I'm just looking at him from afar, can't I?" ”

Ziyu's appearance, I was really distressed in my eyes, grabbed her wrist and said, "Sister, you run, you leave the capital, don't enter the palace!" ”

Ziyu frowned, "Run?" ”

I nodded and said, "Yes, go to him, elope with him, and I'll help you!" ”

Ziyu's eyes lit up with brilliance for a moment, and then gradually lowered, slowly shaking his head, "Where can you run to?" ”

I said, "The world is so big, there must be a place for it," and in ancient times, unlike modern times, there were high-definition cameras everywhere, and there was nothing to hide anywhere, "I think as long as you plan well, you will definitely succeed." ”

Ziyu smiled slightly, "It's too late," and said, "Besides, even if I have time, I don't want him to give up his future and wander with me," she sighed softly and looked at me and continued, "And the most important point, I don't have the courage to elope at all, if I run away, there will be endless troubles, uncle, grandma, Zhijun, Zhirui, Zhiqi and you will all be implicated, and even the three sisters who have been married will inevitably have a disaster, I really don't have the courage to bear such a big pressure." ”

I looked at her and said: "After entering the palace, I only have one relative, my sister, if you can't let go of the word 'love', what should I do if something happens after entering the palace?" And he said, "I will die of sorrow!" ”

Ziyu touched my forehead and said with a smile: "Fool, don't worry, even if I can't help myself, I won't let myself have an accident easily, even if it's for you, for him." ”