Because each classroom usually has two doors, a front door and a back door. Wu Lie entered through the back door and walked into the classroom, and many of the students who were studying in the morning looked back at him in surprise, and then lowered their heads and continued to write their homework. The atmosphere was a little awkward, but Wu Lie kept telling himself: "You have to face it, you have to face it." ”

Wu Lie came to his seat and put down his school bag. After sitting for a while, I looked at the empty podium in front of me, like a prisoner facing the execution ground. It's a feeling of knowing that you're going to be punished, that you're going to do something that hurts and disgraces you, but you have to do it. This feeling made Wu Lie's heart feel entangled and resentful. He has rarely apologized to others in his life, and he has never apologized so solemnly.

He glanced at the clock hanging on the wall of the classroom again, it was about to start early self-study, and he couldn't wait any longer, Wu Lie thought to himself: "I can even do such a shameless thing as forcibly kissing a little girl!" How can you coax yourself when you apologize to others, a manly man, one person does things, one person does! If you don't go to the front now, you'll look down on yourself! Thinking of this, Wu Lie stood up. Step by step, I walked forward, and kept thinking in my heart: "I have to face it like a man!" Face ...... like a man"

After a while, Wu Lie walked to the podium.

"Well, please stop writing, I'll tell you something."

Wu Lie looked at the lookout, some of the students put down the pen in their hands, and some were still struggling to write. Wu Lie didn't care, because he knew that some people were destined to look down on him and some people looked down on him. Men, don't hold yourself too high at any time, there are many times when other people's hearts can't be controlled, or even guessed.

Wu Lie began to speak: "That ......"

At this time, the bell for the end of class suddenly rang. Wu Lie paused for a moment, and when the bell was over, no one in the classroom moved, and everyone sat quietly in their seats. Wu Lie knew in his heart that everyone was giving him face, and they were all waiting for Wu Lie's apology. Wu Lie glanced at Xin Ning, Xin Ning's eyes were full of relentlessness, and he threw his gaze out the window.

"I know it's my fault and I shouldn't be so impulsive. I used to think about too many things, and it turned out that there are many things that I have always set a dead end for myself. Sometimes I feel helpless, and sometimes I feel sad. But in the end, when I think about it, I can only blame myself, I don't want to shirk it, it's my fault. I'm sorry for the second class of the third year, I'm sorry for everyone, I'm sorry for Li Xinning. Then, Wu Lie bowed deeply.

Everyone looked at the man with his head bowed deeply, as if they were looking at a work of art. Some people like it, some people are relentless, some people steal fun underneath, and some people have a gloomy face.

Time passed so slowly, Wu Lie closed his eyes and lowered his head, while thinking, "Why did I become the way I am today." Is there a time when your obsession is too deep, but it imprisons yourself. I feel that I have done something good for me, but in the end, I have harmed myself. Thinking of this, he laughed, and instead of laughing at others, he was laughing at himself. Why is my mind so simple, and why is my life unclear.

Then I don't know how long it took, Wu Lie raised his head and said: "Sometimes people must learn to let go, and sometimes, it takes more courage to give up than to fight." People, we must understand the truth of giving, and only by giving can we get. There must be a give-and-give, a big must have a big give-and-give, and a big give-all must have a big gain. Don't have things that shouldn't be meant to be. People who are destined not to have, don't ask for more. To be a man, you have to take it up, and you have to put it down. I knew I was wrong, and I put it down, and I said I'm sorry again, and thank you for being in my life. After saying that, he paused for a moment, his eyes seemed to slowly become brighter, and said, "My apology is over, please go about your own business." He then stepped down.

The apology is over......

When he said this, he not only apologized to Xinning, but also apologized to himself. Thinking about Wu Lie's own experience, sometimes it's not that I'm sorry for myself. From the very beginning, I always wanted to live a better life, but I ended up living a life that I didn't know why. From the very beginning, how unworthy it was to save money from your own mouth and exchange the beautiful youth of your life for money. If you don't love yourself, how can you love others, and how can you make the person you love love yourself in turn. In the final analysis, everything is his own fault, he is sorry for Xinning, and he is sorry for himself.

After Wu Lie's apology ended, the classmates began to move on with their usual lives. Some people continue to work hard to make papers, while others find their friends to continue to talk and laugh, because after all, it is not something that happened to them, and it is past after a flash of light in their lives.

Later, Xinning changed seats, and she was no longer at Wu Lie's front table. Wu Lie also began to give up the "wealth hunting game", because Yan Qing told him that as long as Wu Lie studied hard, he would no longer think about other things, and he would take the university entrance examination with peace of mind. After the college entrance examination is over, he will continue to fill in 30,000 yuan on the basis of Wu Lie's existing money to complete his small goal. Life is starting to return to its former peace......

Wu Lie also began to change himself, after experiencing that incident, his inner world suddenly became brighter, not so dark, and his personality began to become cheerful. In fact, when people live in the world, mentality is really important. Sometimes, a good mindset can change your perspective on the world. Although Wu Lie lost Xinning, he also knew how to live. Beginning to improve his life, he first cleaned up his room and cleaned up all the things he didn't like and thought were bad for him. Buy the suit you like to wear, go to the cafeteria to eat your favorite dishes, work hard to make your world a better place, and spend every day seriously and responsibly.

When he returned home, he rediscovered the MP3 he had listened to when he was in junior high school. Although it has long been broken, the memory card can still be used. So he used his own money to buy a new MP3, and after inserting his old memory card into it, he found that the DJs who used to bring him struggle and passion now seemed so noisy. It affects his mood, so he downloads some new music on the computer, and it is all some light music that can relax him.

In the future, every night after self-study, he will go home and exercise for half an hour, he no longer expects his grades to improve too much, he decided to grasp his current self. If you take the junior college, you will take the junior college, and you have done your best. He really didn't give up on himself, his materials and books have been turned over, but he just didn't learn well.

Wu Lie began to pay attention to the things around him, to those beautiful moments in life. Every time they go to run recess exercises, Song Dongye's "Zebra, Zebra" will be played on the radio, and whenever the melodious guitar sound sounds, Wu Lie will be very happy, which is the happiness brought to him by youth.

"Zebra, zebra, do you remember me? I'm a fool who can only sing. Zebras, zebras, you sleep, sleep~ I will leave the north with my guitar on my back. Zebras, zebras, do you remember me? I'm a child who is forced to say sorrow~ Zebra, zebra, you sleep, sleep, I will bring your grass back to my hometown~ Zebra, zebra, don't fall asleep! I'm just a traveler in a hurry, zebra, zebra, you sleep, sleep~ I'm going to sell my house and wander the world~"

One evening, a classmate in the corridor outside said, "Look outside, it's so beautiful!" ”

Wu Lie also ran into the corridor, "Wow! It's really beautiful. "It's the sunset that dyes the whole sky red, and it's enchanting~ The bright red color has dyed the whole world red, and I feel like I'm in another universe. Sunset had already stained the people playing on the basketball court, the couples pressing the road on the side of the road, and the green face of Wu Lie standing on the fifth floor. It's so beautiful, that's the beautiful universe that Wu Lie yearns for.

A lot of people came to the playground. Under the sunset, many people took out their mobile phones to take pictures. Wu Lie didn't have a mobile phone, and there was a trace of desolation in his heart. But Wu Lie still has some friends, they took out their mobile phones and took a photo of Wu Lie. Wu Lie's high school years were also frozen at that moment.

Time flies, memories are like yesterday. There is still more than a month to go before the college entrance examination, and the last mock test before the college entrance examination has also been completed, and Wu Lie only has more than 300 points after the results come down. The school began to send application letters to students. Wu Lie sat in his seat, constantly flipping back and forth through the application book. Looking at his poor report card, what school should he apply for?

Haoshen, who was sitting next to him, saw Wu Lie's thoughts, and said to him, "Wu Lie, what's wrong?" I don't know what school I want to apply for in the future? ”

"yes, yes. What kind of school did you get into with such a point? It seems that I can only go to the specialty. ”

"Not necessarily, you can repay the people! It is also an undergraduate, the same as a public undergraduate, and the duration of study is also four years. ”

"Really? And this kind of thing. ”

"yes, but it's ~"

"What's it?"

"Tuition fees are generally very expensive!"

"Oh~"

In the evening, Wu Lie came home and turned on the computer. Open Baidu browser to search for "private undergraduate" on the Internet, and found that their tuition fee is as high as more than 10,000 yuan per academic year, but after comprehensive consideration, he found that although the tuition fee is expensive, it is at least an undergraduate, and the conditions at home can also maintain himself to go to a private school. It's better to prepare for the civil exam, how can you be responsible for your own life.

For the sake of an undergraduate, let's fight!

Finally, the college entrance examination came, and a million troops crossed the single-plank bridge. Wu Lie in the examination room can write what he can write, and copy what he can't write. After all, it has come to the college entrance examination room, and it is a fool not to copy it if you have the opportunity! When the four subjects of Chinese, mathematics, English, and science were all completed, Wu Lie walked out of the examination room.

He looked up at the afternoon sun, and it was a beautiful day.

He himself finally walked out of the years that were unbearable~

When he came home after the exam, the door was opened. No one asked Wu Lie how he was doing, but happily said to him: "Son, you can finally let go of your burden!" ”

Later, after the results of the college entrance examination, Wu Lie only scored 375 points. He waited expectantly for the TV announcement of the score line of the three books of Linhai Province. It was 15 years, and the cut-off score for the three books in Limhai Province was 305. Wu Lie succeeded! He can go to undergrad!

He checked the application book on the Internet, almost all three schools. In the end, he was deeply attracted by the school called "Beichun Architecture College"! After comprehensive consideration, he decided to apply for this school. Then it was reported that the students in the second middle school scored more than 500 points in the exam, and the volunteers slipped from the first batch of undergraduates to the third batch of undergraduates. For Wu Lie, who only knows it once, he is a little stunned. So I applied for a more stable professional ——— civil engineering.

About a month later, the school sent him an acceptance letter.

In the end, he succeeded! Wu Lie got his wish~