"Teacher, I know it's wrong. I've been thinking about a lot of things these days, and I don't know who to talk to. I've been saving money since my freshman year of high school, and I've been saving for a long time, and I've always wanted to prove that I must have something to do better than others! ”

"I know that, but what does it have to do with today's events?"

"It matters! Because I don't want to go on like this, I used to only talk to people three times a week, and I longed for someone to talk to me every night, even if it was just a good night, I didn't want to live like this all day! Teacher, I like Li Xinning, I just want to kiss her, I don't want to do anything else. Teacher, I knew I was wrong, I didn't expect things to turn out like this. After speaking, Wu Lie's eyes began to burst into tears. These words really pressed on his heart for a long, long time, and now there is finally someone who can hear his heart.

The teacher paused for a moment and said, "Are you done?" ”

"Uh-huh~ It's over!" Wu Lie nodded.

"You know what? You're abusive. ”

"I got it, teacher, I was wrong! Really wrong! I will definitely apologize to Li Xinning. ”

"Give me your parent's phone number!"

Wu Lie knew that he couldn't hide from it no matter what, so he told his mother's mobile phone number. Then the teacher asked him to go back to class, and after a while, after noon, Chengxiong came to pick up Wu Lie in the car. Because it was a Saturday, it was closed in the afternoon.

Cheng Xiong got out of the car, came up and gave Wu Lie a hard slap!

The slap was still so strong, Wu Lie didn't say anything after the beating, but got into the car quietly. The two men drove the car, and the argument of the two eras began.

"You said you're so bad at studying! And make such a big fuss! When your teacher called your mom, your mom didn't believe it! Do you still tell your teacher that this is my son, tell me about you, what can you do? Wu Lie Chengxiong scolded as he drove.

Wu Lie was still sitting quietly in the co-pilot's seat, turning his head in the opposite direction of Chengxiong, looking out the window, and not saying anything. Wu Lie's heart was extremely uncomfortable, and he didn't know what to do. There will always be too many ups and downs in life, and too many joys and sorrows. Wu Lie's mind was still blank now, and his eyes were full of sadness and helplessness.

"You said you've grown so big, how much heart I've fucked with your mother! You say, "What you're doing is something an adult does?" Is it a man's business? Hero then scolded.

Wu Lie was tired of Cheng Xiong's reprimand since he was a child, and now he was already irritable in his heart, but after hearing Cheng Xiong's chattering reprimand, he became even more annoyed. Turning his head and Cheng Xiong retorted: "You said that since I was a child, I only knew how to scold me after I did something wrong, what else have you done!" What else have you done! Knowing all day long makes me learn, learn. Have you done anything else? If it weren't for you, I'd be a sophomore right now! You demoted me, have you thought about how I feel! Have you ever thought about how I feel in my heart? What do you say you want me to downgrade in junior high school? ”

"If you don't get down from junior high school, you won't be able to get into the second middle school!" Cheng Xiong also replied sternly.

"How about coming to No. 2 Middle School! In the end, isn't it still good to learn, I knew this, you might as well let me study art at the beginning, and then go directly to the art school! You said that you asked me to demote what level in junior high school, and it will be two years if you drop it. My best friends, all cut off, all cut off! Wu Lie's eyes were red, and he said angrily.

People live in the world, they must live their own lives! Don't live in a life set by others, even your parents. Sometimes, their words can only be used as suggestions and references, and it is not necessary to follow their words. Their three views are too different from ours, and today, with China's rapid development, some of their thinking and practices have lagged behind the times too much.

Cheng Xiong didn't say much, but continued to drive. He looked ahead, his eyes full of guilt, maybe he also felt sorry for his son. It's been two years! It was one-tenth of Wu Lie's life journey at that time, and it was delayed like this.

After a while, the car stopped. When Wu Lie returned home, his mother was already waiting at home. Wu Lie's mother was called "Wang Yanqing" (hereinafter referred to as Yanqing), and she was very beautiful when she was young. But the years will always ruthlessly take away a woman's youth and beauty, and she is in her forties and does not care much about maintenance, and her face is already full of vicissitudes. Her body is no longer slim, but has become obese. She has given too much for this family, and she has also too much for the two men in the family. It has been said that a mother is the soul of a family. Wu Lie sometimes feels that he is really lucky because he has a good soul in his family.

Wu Lie walked up to his mother and said, "I'm sorry, Mom! My son has worried you, so take me to see a psychiatrist. I wanted to see what was wrong with me. ”

"Okay, son. I'll take you! ”

Wu Lie packed himself, took the account book that symbolized the "wealth hunting game", followed his mother, took his father's car to Beichun, and found the best psychological hospital in Beichun City.

Wu Lie sat in front of the psychiatrist, and at this time, Cheng Xiong and Yan Qing also followed. Wu Lie glanced at his parents and said to the doctor, "Doctor, can you ask my parents to avoid it." There are some things they can't say to me. "The doctor was a man, flat-headed, thirty or forty years old, also wearing a pair of glasses and a white coat.

The doctor looked at Cheng Xiong and Yan Qing and said to them, "You two should avoid it for a while, go outside, wander around." I'll talk to the child first, you will invisibly put pressure on the child here. Then he waved his hand and motioned for the two of them to go out.

Cheng Xiong and Yan Qing left, leaving only Wu Lie and the doctor in the heart room.

The doctor gestured to Wu Lie and said to Wu Lie, "Say, what's wrong?" ”

"I, I'm going to pounce on someone today. It's a girl in the class, I like her, I just want to kiss her. Wu Lie said a little shyly.

"Did you kiss it?"

"No, not yet, just a little bit. I almost kissed it. ”

The doctor looked at Wu Lie and asked, "Is there anything else going on?" For example, there are other things that can't be put down. ”

"Yes! This one. With that, Wu Lie took out his account book and handed it to the doctor.

The doctor took the ledger and straightened his glasses with his hand. After taking the account book, I flipped through it with my hand, looked at the posters and text posted on it, and said, "You made all this?" ”

"Yes, I did it."

"How high are you this year?"

"Senior Three"

"Then it's almost time for the college entrance examination!"

"Yes, there are more than two hundred days left."

The doctor suddenly turned to the page with the cover of "Fortune Hunting" glued to it, and suddenly stopped. Then he pointed to the page, looked up at Wu Lie and said, "Can you tell me about this, it's just this "Wealth Hunting Game""

Wu Lie replied, "This is the plan I made, and I plan to graduate from high school. The funds in my hands can reach 30,000 yuan, and I have to be admitted to an ideal university. I call this project "Fortune Hunting Game". ”

The doctor nodded: "Oh, that's it~" The doctor looked at the game background on the page above the game introduction again, and said, "Goddess of fate? Have you really seen it? ”

"I've seen it, I've never seen it."

The doctor asked suspiciously, "Have you seen it?" ”

"Not in the real world, but I've seen it somewhere else."

"Where?"

"In a dream! I still remember it very clearly, what she looked like, and where she appeared, I remember it very clearly. ”

The doctor was puzzled again and asked, "And what does she look like?" ”

Wu Lie replied, "She is covered in gold, with golden hair, golden skin, and golden clothes. ”

The doctor then asked, "And where does she always show up?" ”

"In a very dark world, under a hawthorn tree!"

The doctor hurriedly interrupted and asked, "Wait, you said a hawthorn tree." So has this hawthorn tree ever appeared? In the real world. ”

"It was in my childhood, in the happiest time of my life."

The doctor blinked and said, "What happened to that tree?" ”

"Then our family moved, and the tree was sawn off!"

The doctor nodded again and said, "Oh~ That's it." ”

After that, Wu Lie talked to the doctor for a while. Time is like flowing water, and after a while, an hour arrives. The doctor and Wu Lie said: "You don't have any big problems in your heart, thinking about your relatives and girls can only be regarded as an adolescent impulse, just go back and apologize to others, don't always think too much, and sleep well." ”

Wu Lie smiled and said, "Uh-huh, good doctor." ”

At this time, Cheng Xiong and Yan Qing also came back, and the doctor said to Wu Lie: "That Wu Lie, you go out first, I have something to say to your parents." ”

"Uh-huh, good doctor." After saying that, Wu Lie walked outside. At this time, only the doctor and Cheng Xiong were left in the house, as well as Yan Qing.

Yan Qing asked the doctor: "Doctor, what do you say is wrong with our child?" He always said that he saw a woman under a tree, and it was scary. Today, their homeroom teacher called me, and I didn't believe it was our child's doing. Doctor, can you tell him what's going on in his mind right now, and if he's rushing into something? ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "There are no ghosts and gods in this world, and those things are all produced by Wu Lie in his inner world after experiencing some things. ”

Yan Qing said suspiciously: "Doctor, how did those things come about?" ”

The doctor replied professionally: "Psychologist Maslow once proposed that people need five needs: physiological needs, safety needs, social needs, respect needs and self-actualization needs, and these five categories are from the lower level to the higher level. ”

"What are those things in Wu Lie's heart?"

"In a dark world, it means that he is full of unknowns in that world, and people tend to be afraid of the unknown, which shows that Wu Lie is very insecure now."

"Oh, what's the matter with the woman and the tree?"

The woman expressed Wu Lie's need for socialization, and calling her a goddess was essentially a need for respect. That hawthorn tree, in essence, is a need for self-realization, in fact, a need for beautiful things. ”

"What does that mean?" Yan Qing replied suspiciously.

"The goddess of fate created in Wu Lie's inner world is essentially Wu Lie's worldview! The goddess of fate must exist in Wu Lie's inner world! ”

Yan Qing asked in surprise and confusion: "The doctor, you said that there was another person in his spiritual world." Isn't it just schizophrenia? ”

"No, it's not. Wu Lie is still Wu Lie, and there will be no two people in his spiritual world. It's just that in the minds of ordinary people, the worldview is often an abstract concept. In Wu Lie's spiritual world, the worldview is personified and concretized by his various experiences. The reason why the goddess of fate he saw was covered in gold was actually the effect of the concept of "wealth hunting" in the real world on his mind. It is impossible for a person to have no worldview, so the goddess of fate must exist in Wu Lie's inner world. ”

"Oh~ I see!" After hearing this, Yan Qing felt a sense of enlightenment, and then asked: "So doctor, what should our son pay attention to in the future?" ”

The doctor smiled and said, "In the future, after something happens to your children, you must learn to take responsibility and dare to take responsibility!" Only when you know how to take responsibility will you become a man! ”

After the consultation, Wu Lie's family returned to Luxiang from Beichun, and Yan Qing told Wu Lie what some doctors said. Wu Lie still listened to his mother's words very much, and he also knew that he did not do it right. So he planned to apologize to Xinning in front of the whole class.

The next day, when it was time to go to school. Cheng Xiong drove him to the gate of No. 2 Middle School in a car, and Wu Lie got out of the car.

"Do you need me to accompany you?" Cheng Xiong said in the car.

"No need! Go back quickly, I'll solve my own business!" Wu Lie carried a schoolbag on his back, stood outside the gate of No. 2 Middle School, then smiled at Cheng Xiong, and walked into the gate of No. 2 Middle School alone.

The news of the wall knock door spread throughout the whole year group yesterday afternoon. People were talking and talking about everything. Wu Lie still had to face it, and a classmate next to Wu Lie walked by and began to whisper. Wu Lie didn't care at all, let's talk about their going, he looked at the sun in the sky, it was still so warm, so dazzling, it seemed that he felt like he was back in his childhood. He was going to face it, to face the first time in his life, to apologize in front of the whole class. He'd never experienced anything like this before, but he had to do it! Be like a real man and take responsibility for the mistakes you make!

He must learn to take responsibility and dare to take responsibility!