Chapter 243: Past Experiences
"With a new environment, I thought there would be a new beginning, and I could get rid of everything in the past, but I was wrong, there are people in Hexi Village who have bullied me since I was a child, like Ding Dazhu and Ding Erzhu, and there will always be people who laugh and scold and bully me." Li Fugui said: "I didn't stay in college for long, but my classmates began to look at me differently, and they looked down on me. ”
"The gap between the rich and the poor is more obvious on the university campus, the students pursue a erosive material life, they eat, drink and have fun, they are greedy for enjoyment, everyone is obsessed with fame and fortune, they dream of a luxurious life, they only know how to compare with each other, no one cares about studying, no one thinks about practical problems, they are wasting time. I became the target of the sneering of my classmates, I became the poorest, most pitiful, and hateful wretched worm from the countryside in the whole school, and my classmates despised me, and those who didn't know me hated me and laughed at me. Unlike the pure aggression of my childhood instincts, my college classmates didn't just bully me instinctively, they discovered every aspect of my life to attack and laugh at me, and any meaningless details that were not worth mentioning were written out of their mouths, as if they were happy with me, as if they didn't laugh at me, they would fall behind. I wonder why they don't care about business, they don't care about their studies, but they are very interested in boring things. ”
"However, I have become accustomed to being looked down upon by everyone, accustomed to the indifferent eyes of others, accustomed to those cold words, and I have become accustomed to patience. I only care about studying, it doesn't matter to me how others look down on me, it's not a problem, I must be better than them, I'm a real man, how can I be like those rubbish. Although my male and female classmates treat me like a clown, I don't hold a grudge against them, I know that the world is really helpless, on the contrary, I feel sorry for them, they have wasted so much time and the money that their parents have worked hard to save, they have no ideals and directions, and they are meaningless squandering their youth, in fact, they are really pitiful. Li Fugui said helplessly.
"When others bully me, I smile helplessly. Socrates said that when a wild donkey kicks you, will you kick it back? I didn't blame those people, I couldn't communicate with them. I lived alone until a miracle came and I met my angel. I didn't expect our school's school flower, Xu Meijie, to take the initiative to ask me to be a friend. ”
"Xu Meijie is the girl who is in the limelight in the school, she is the person of the hour, she is
The school flower of our school is outstanding and as noble as a goddess. Not only in our school, Meijie is also very famous in several other universities and colleges in the city. Meijie is outstanding, beautiful, elegant, she can sing and dance, versatile, intelligent, and her background is very good, her father is rich, the family is very rich, she is the focus of many men, there are many people who are infatuated with her, there are always countless people who pursue her, she disdains. Su Xiaoyu Su reporter ...... It looks like Meijie. ”
"When Meijie first spoke to me, I thought I was dreaming. Meijie and I met, and it was simply impossible. I've paid attention to her before, but I know that people like me have nothing to do with people like her, and I'm too far away from her, and it's impossible for us to do anything, and I never think about it. But this kind of thing happened. ”
"She was smiling and so approachable, I thought that even if she did that to make fun of me and make fun of me, I would be willing, and when I faced her, I was willing, but I didn't expect her to really want to be friends with me." Li Fugui's voice became sweet: "I don't know why she chose me, but she didn't choose those suitors whose appearance conditions are much better than mine." Maybe it's just that, as she said, she likes my perseverance, my hard work, and my stupidity. Or, she wanted to try a particular type like me, and soon we were the most unexpected couple on campus, and we were paired up in pairs, which shocked the whole school. ”
"Meijie became my girlfriend and stayed with me every day, which caused a sensation in the school. At that time, we were the most high-profile couple, and our classmates talked about us every day, and we became the laughing stock of our classmates. Li Fugui's voice became proud: "Although Meijie was born in a wealthy family, she does not have a pampered bad temper, she is not playful, and she does not have the willfulness and delicacy of a young lady. She is very understanding and always accompanies me to read and study. Makes me happy when I'm tired and buys me fruit to eat. She knew that my family was poor, and she always spent money to buy me things, and I didn't want to do that, but I really didn't have any money, and even if I worked hard, the money I earned was not enough to give her a decent gift. ”
"Meijie understands my thoughts, she doesn't let me work, for fear of exhausting my body, and always spends money for me in disguise to reduce my various burdens. At that time, my classmates were pointing fingers and talking behind our backs, making up gossip, insulting Meijie and me, and even
also made up that Meijie was pregnant. But Meijie was unmoved, and some teachers at school persuaded Meijie to leave me, and she didn't care. People say that I eat soft rice, I deceived Meijie with despicable means, and spent her money, I don't care what they say, but I can't stand others insulting Meijie, I'm really angry! Li Fugui said angrily: "Although Meijie is with me, there are still many suitors with excellent conditions, but she has never wavered." I know that Meijie has suffered too much and suffered too many sins with me, and with her identity, she doesn't have to be like this. I told Meijie that it was better for her to choose a rich, powerful and good-looking man to be her boyfriend, Meijie was very angry and ignored me, I knew she was crying. ”
"I knew I couldn't let Meijie suffer, so I studied hard and did well in my studies, far ahead of the others." Li Fugui said: "I want to make a difference, I want to become a master, I want Meijie to become an enviable woman." So I worked a chemical project, and if it succeeded, it could be a big financial benefit, or a big discovery that would make a name for itself. I know that Meijie supports me and expects me to succeed, and she knows that I will definitely succeed and be able to make a splash, and this is her dream. I could die for her! ”
"However, I made a mistake and lost Meijie." Li Fugui's voice suddenly became low and cold: "Meijie left me and went to the arms of others. ”
"Meijie left me and went with a rich kid who had been pursuing her, and she didn't have to suffer anymore, so it was good for her." Li Fugui said indifferently: "She misunderstood me, I don't blame her." As long as she is happy and happy, I am satisfied! ”
Li Fugui said: "I had excellent grades and was admitted to graduate school, and a well-known supervisor on campus selected me, who was very interested in my research project, and found several students to form a group with me to study together." I was very happy because the students were all from extraordinary backgrounds, either from wealthy families or from bureaucratic families. I am very happy to be their junior, and I feel that my identity is much better than before, and I am getting closer and closer to success. ”
Li Fugui continued: "Even if those senior brothers don't look down on me at all, despise me, and laugh at me, I still hope to enter their circle, but I can't imagine that they have stolen my most important thing - my research results!" ”