Li Fugui said: "What kind of identity are you?!" Could it be someone from the NSA? Or is it an army's? How can you be so powerful?! ”

The Sage Soldier said, "It doesn't matter who I am, what matters is how you choose. I can give you the opportunity to be a new person, to be a person who works for the country, how do you think? ”

Li Fugui said: "...... True...... It's true? I have rebelled against you again and again...... Do you still give me such a chance? ”

The Sage Soldier said coldly: "It doesn't matter if these villagers live or die, I don't care if they live or die. I'm more concerned about people like you. If you are used by the state and you experiment with these worthless people, I can understand it completely, and I can also forget what you have done in the past. As I said, if you work for the country and become a person like us, you don't have to be responsible for these things. ”

The Sage Soldier continued: "I have read all of your records, and I would like to know why you became like this when you had excellent grades in college and majored in chemical engineering principles. Why do these things? ”

Li Fugui was emotional and said angrily: "I don't want to do this either!" I don't want to do that! I never thought of mutilating my fellow villagers and elders, and I never thought of using human beings for experiments! It's all forced! Forced by them! ”

The Sage Soldier said coldly, "Who wants you to do these things? ”

Li Fugui was very emotional, his voice trembled, and he cried: "Everyone! You guys! They! Everybody's pushing me! Li Fugui's voice became weak and quiet again: "...... Since I was a child, people in the village looked down on me, my family was poor, my parents were honest, and there were no powerful relatives in the village, so there were always people who bullied me. I was timid, and I was the same when I was a child

My companion took me as the object of bullying, beat and scolded me, laughed at me, but I didn't care, I knew that there were always people who were going to be bullied, as long as they weren't too fierce, just let them bully as they pleased, and then they scolded me for what I just took in my ears, and I endured the pain when I beat me, I always told me that I didn't care about this, and those barbarians were useless fools. But when they call me a waste, a coward, when my parents are ridiculed and abused, I feel very sad, you know how it feels? I can only endure it, I hate them. ”

The Sage Soldier did not interrupt Li Fugui's words, but listened quietly. Qiu Tian was also secretly listening to Li Fugui's sad self-report.

So, I told myself that I had to be superior! Be sure to be better than them! The history books say that Han Xin endured the humiliation of his crotch, and I have to endure it too! Only I understand that I am also a man, and men don't have to fight and kill! It's just that those who bully people by relying on their strength and strength are just reckless, as long as they can succeed, they are real men. I studied hard, studied like crazy, and my academic performance was better than all the children in the village, including the leaders of the children who bullied me. Li Fugui continued: "Since primary school, my grades have been the best in the village, and when I went to middle school in the county, I have always been among the best, and other children and parents are jealous of me and always sneer at me. ”

“…… I don't have money to buy stationery at home, so I use my old notebook and use it over and over again. I couldn't afford to buy a pen, so I picked up the pen that others threw away, and I couldn't afford a school bag, so I sewed one with the clean fabric at home. My classmates eat good things every day, I am frugal, sometimes I go out to pick up rags to make money, I only wear those two sets of tattered clothes a year, teachers and classmates say that I am poor, think I am dirty, avoid me like a plague god, disgusted with me, people say that I am timid, that my academic performance will definitely deteriorate. Those who looked down on me bullied me even more, attacked me, and humiliated me.

In this way, they can find psychological balance with mediocrity, and the more they are like this, the harder I work, I know that they are jealous of me, I am better than them! I'm better than everyone else! I'm a man! ”

"I was admitted to the university with the third grade in the county in the college entrance examination, which was unexpected by everyone, and I became the first person in Hexi Village to be admitted to the university, and the people in the village were shocked. My mom and dad were going crazy with joy, it was my happiest time, and I felt my eyebrows raised at the shocked look of those who usually despised me! Although many people showed jealousy, doubt, and anger in their eyes, although no one in the village celebrated me with firecrackers, no one was willing to congratulate me,...... I couldn't be prouder! I really made it! I'm better than them! ”

"Do you know what it's like to finally raise your eyebrows after years of humiliation?! That dream come true and beat the useless guys! I went to university and had a bright future, and those people had to stay in the village and be farmers for the rest of their lives. Li Fugui seems to recall that time when he felt good: "Although my family was poor, my parents still tried their best to raise money for me to go to college. ”

"I dreamed of going to a university in a city not far away, and at that time I thought, I want to be a good person, I want to make a lot of money to make my father and mother who have worked hard for half a lifetime happy. This is my ideal, if I can, I also want to do something for the farmers, I know the hard work of the farmers. Li Fugui said: "However, I found that the university is not where I imagined. ”

Li Fugui said: "I thought that when I arrived at the university, it would be a place with a more learning atmosphere, but after I entered the university, I realized that this place is completely different from what I imagined. It's a completely materialistic place, there are very few serious students, I can't see the ideals of those classmates, and the students have nothing to do. But that has nothing to do with me, I just want to concentrate on my studies. ”